100 Reasons to Kill My Husband - Chapter 20

(twenty)

After we finished our lunch, Yang Xiongwei bluntly said that our relationship was too complicated and too chaotic, and he couldn’t understand. His wife was more mature and steady and stretched out her hand to pat him on the folds of his clothes, and then said to him: “Every kind Relationships have reasons for existence. You don’t need to understand but don’t express opinions about other people’s lives.”

Finally, I added Chen Xie’s contact information, saying that I would go to do nails together in the future, and originally wanted to ask her where she lives now and drop by, let Yu Haiqiao send it.

Yu Haiqiao sat in the car with a cold face and said to me, “It’s not going the way.”

He has rarely had such a bad temper. I stood at the door of the car and chatted with Chen Xie and looked back at him. Chen Xie laughed: “Yu Haiqiao, you still have such a bad temper. Forget it, I’ll take a taxi and go home.”

She waved her hand and said goodbye to me, turned around and left. I was still thinking that Yu Haiqiao, a dog like a dog all day long when facing me, is polite and polite when facing any stranger, Chen Xie said that Yu Haiqiao has a bad temper. Although Yu Haiqiao is not good anywhere, I don’t agree with this. Anyway, I have known him for so long and he hasn’t had a serious temper once.

I turned around and climbed to the back seat of the car. Yu Haiqiao glanced at me in the rearview mirror. He didn’t say that my driver asked me to sit in the front as usual. He drove the car and asked me, “Where?” The voice is very calm, unlike the usual silly looks.

This person may indeed be in a bad mood now.

I also kept calm: “Go home.” After calming down, I added randomly, “If you have something, you can let me down and I will take a taxi home by myself.”

Yu Haiqiao didn’t speak, and stepped on the accelerator.

The car drove for about 20 minutes along the way. Among them, five traffic lights passed, two lights were green, and two lights were yellow. Only one waited for the red light for about a minute, and the car drove to In the parking lot under the community, Yu Haiqiao turned off the lights and sat in the car and asked me, “Shi Ran, what do you mean?”

I sat in the back seat of the car with my armband on my chest: “What do you mean?”

Yu Haiqiao’s voice came from the front seat without any emotions: “You have been picking my thorns since half a month ago. I have asked you many times what’s wrong with you and you don’t say anything. I think you have a bad temper. Forget it, think about it after a while, anyway, you’ve got a bad temper since childhood.”

I sneered: “Who has had a bad temper since childhood?”

Yu Haiqiao said coldly: “Aren’t you weird? When you were in elementary school, you shaved your head straight, and you rolled around on the ground like a little boy every day. As a result, when the school had cooled down in the autumn, when there were people wearing cotton clothes, you wore pink. The **** skirt came to school. At that time, the boys in our class thought you were a boy and only played with you. You startled them and didn’t dare to play with you.”

I sneered: “What kind of sexism are you, girls can’t shave their heads and roll on the ground?”

Yu Haiqiao said: “You know what I mean, every time I talk to you, you are so arrogant, and if you understand it, you pretend not to understand. Does pretending not to understand make you feel naive?”

I leaned in the car and shook my feet uncontrollably: “Then you talk about being ridiculous every day that makes you feel particularly humorous?”

Yu Haiqiao said: “You will die if you subdue to others in this life? You must fight to win or lose everything, you must fight to win if you fight with outsiders, and you must fight to win if you fight with me. If I make you angry, you don’t care. You have to come back with anger, why are your eyes always so small, what are you arguing with me, yes, how do you give you a trophy if you win, OK?!”

“Yu Haiqiao, I will return the original words to you, and you are happy with me every day. Will the country give you trophies or what?” I said.

“…” Yu Haiqiao was silent for a moment, “You will always be unreasonable and unreasonable, you can find some wrong reasons.”

I didn’t speak, and I felt boring. I have known Yu Haiqiao for more than 20 years, and it turns out that I have always looked at him with a weird temperament, strong words, and unreasonable.

So boring.

In my eyes, he at least has the two advantages of being handsome and tall.

After I hadn’t spoken for a long time, Yu Haiqiao spoke again: “Everyone in the summer vacation of high school makes up classes at school. You said that the classroom does not have air-conditioning and the electric fans are not in your place. You are the only girl among many students who goes to class with an almost bald head every day, and in the end she was scolded by your own mother that she almost couldn’t enter the house. Are you wondering?”

Oh, I see. In Yu Haiqiao’s eyes, people who are different from the public are called strange. No wonder he remembers Yang Xiongwei who is not mainstream in junior high school so clearly, because in the eyes of Yu Haiqiao and Yu Xueba This kind of person who has bad grades and likes to be a demon in appearance is a strange one. I should really look at Yu Haiqiao for so many years. Maybe someone really thinks that marrying me is helping me to help the poor. After all, he even took the entrance examination for others. I can remember very clearly after more than forty points in the test and can spit me with disdain as a slot. My mathematics college entrance examination was also quite poor, and it is estimated to be even more of a poverty alleviation in the eyes of Yu Haiqiao.

Yu Haiqiao: “When you were in high school, I asked where you applied for college. You said that it is convenient for you to go home to eat at a local college. Do you think you are funny?”

When I was in high school, I talked about a lot of things, and I don’t remember it at all. The reason why I applied to the local university for the college entrance examination was of course because I didn’t have enough scores. Local universities are better.

On the contrary, he himself had such good grades because it was convenient to go home on weekends and he was still in college in this city, so he could use this to condemn me.

“When you were in college, you told me that you would definitely DINK in the future. At that time, I didn’t even know what DINK meant. I went back and searched it to find out what it meant. Shi Ran, you just want to be different from others to make you happier. “Yu Haiqiao asked me in the car without much light.

I stretched out my hand and shook my bag, thinking about getting off the car and leaving at any time. I have known Yu Haiqiao for so many years. I didn’t mention the emotional matter for the time being. I guess I can’t say it clearly. Anyway, it’s a mess. It’s not just that simple. My lover probably doesn’t look like a lover like us. But I at least thought that this person understood me quite well. Now thinking about the feeling that “this person understands me” must be the most absurd illusion in the world. He is now expressing to me all my behaviors that are different from others. They were all sensationalizing. Maybe today when I was talking about open marriage with Shu Qin and Chen Xie at the dinner table, he was sitting on the opposite side and felt that I was sensationalizing again. I think it’s ridiculous. Under the ridiculousness, there are some elusive disappointments hidden. This disappointment may bring me more frustration than “Yu Haiqiao has always liked Chen Xie and decided to be with Chen Xie”. Maybe, I think that all the bonds that can maintain the relationship between me and Yu Haiqiao are broken at this moment.

I relied on the degree of familiarity between the two of us and the tacit understanding that I have known for more than 20 or 30 years. I lived with him for three years. It is because of mutual understanding and mutual understanding that I can live in the daily life. To maintain a balance point, Yu Haiqiao is now starting to mock my attitude towards life and my behavior. In fact, he has never been satisfied with me. He thinks that his marriage with me is really helping the poor.

It may indeed be that I don’t know him well enough. The few words he said to me when he was telling me in the Civil Affairs Bureau may be from the bottom of his heart. He might really think so in his heart-Shi Ran, you two At the age of seventeen, nobody wants it and I don’t want to be tied down by marriage for the time being, so we both help each other. You still DINK, who are married now and don’t have children? Even if you and your partner don’t want to have a baby, don’t your parents and your partner’s parents don’t want to hold grandchildren?

I sat in the dark car for a while, and Yu Haiqiao didn’t speak for a long time after saying the above sentence. After a while, he calmly spoke to me and said, “I’m going back on a business trip tomorrow. I should not be able to go home for more than half a month.”

I sat in the back seat of the car and said “Oh”.

Yu Haiqiao turned his head back, but I think he should not be able to see anything when the interior lighting is not good. He turned his head back and asked me as if nothing had happened before, “Are you going home? Go to the movie in the afternoon? “

I didn’t speak up, so Yu Haiqiao pulled out his car key and opened the door. The lights in the parking lot were very dim, and the dim light entered into the driver’s seat where he was sitting. The usual one is the same as himself. He unlocked the seat belt and opened the door with a relaxed voice: “Let’s go, have you just eaten enough? Do you want to go home and cook something?”

He opened the door and stepped out, and his voice was still very relaxed: “A new movie released recently has just heard Yang Wei say it’s pretty good. Let’s go to the movie in the afternoon.”

I said: “Yu Haiqiao.”

Before he got out of the car, he heard an “um” sound from his nose.

“You will only whitewash peace in your life. What happens can always be treated as if it hasn’t happened in the next second?”

Yu Haiqiao sat in the driver’s seat and turned around to look at me when he heard the words. The light was not so good, and I couldn’t see the expression on his face now. He seemed innocent only to hear his voice: “I let you again. I’m angry, how can it be done this time?”

I sat in the back seat of the car and pursed my lips. Now I woke up. In his context, I was a very unreasonable person who was always angry for some reason. I thought it was some innocent joke in my life with him, but He felt that I was really angry. I thought we were on the same channel for a long time, but I didn’t. I even thought it was a little ridiculous. I said, “In your eyes, I am a very bad person. I have no merits or merits. I am terrible from all aspects of behavior, character, and life.”

Yu Haiqiao’s head still looked in my direction, and he tried to fight me for a while, haha: “Neither.”

I let out a cry: “It’s good if you can tell, otherwise I always thought I was a fairy in your eyes.”

Yu Haiqiao sullenly laughed, “You think too much.”

Of course I knew I was thinking too much, and I didn’t really need his reminder. I asked him: “A few years ago, do you remember when we went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate? Your company continues to work, what are you talking to me in this car?”

“…” Yu Haiqiao said, “I said a lot.”

I said: “You told me at the time that I had no right to control your love life, and divorce after finding true love.”

“…” Yu Haiqiao was silent for a long time and he asked me without any emotion in his voice, “What do you mean?”

He asked me this question many times today.

Then I went back to him and said: “It means literally.”