365 Kinds of Difficult Living Methods - Chapter 135

Chu Yu was shocked when he saw Mao Yi’s diary early the day before yesterday, not because he confirmed the fact that Mu Shangqing had split his personality, nor was he frightened by Mao Yi’s strange modus operandi.

What really made her think about it with extreme horror was Mao Yi’s accusation against Chu Dongren in his diary-Chu Dongren wanted to kill him, and he wanted to kill Chu Dongren.

In this way, the source of the card stock can be explained, and Xia Yihan is close to her purpose, and it becomes clear. Under the influence of Mao Yi, she believes that the Superman Department is an organization that conducts experiments with people, and that Chu Dongren is a murderer, she The ultimate goal is to be beautiful.

The whereabouts of Chu Dongren and Xia Yihan were unknown at the same time. Chu Yu’s back was chilly. No matter how slow she reacted, she could guess that Xia Yihan came to kill Chu Dongren when she returned to Wangjiang, and Chu Dongren went to meet Xia Yihan when she disappeared.

The two of them will either die or die together.

Now in the trial court, Chu Yu faced the two of them. She wanted to turn things around and save them both.

After learning the truth these two days, she rehearsed over and over again in her mind. When facing Xia Yihan, what should be said, how much should be said, how should be said, the consideration of each word, and the use of each word are questions worth pondering.

To be conservative, she is going to pull out the cramps of the facts of the year, shave out the core part and directly hit the truth, and present it in front of Xia Yihan, so that she can understand the facts and make judgments.

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At the scene of the trial, Chu Yu stated Mao Yi’s inner path and removed his darkest and most vicious accusations. She tried her best to make her statement objective, without any suspicion of being partial to any party.

After listening to Xia Yihan, her face was pale. She is dressed in black today, with the heaviness of mourning, the solemnity of trial, and the coldness of criminals. At this moment, they are mixed together, but they are no match for the fluctuation of her eyebrows and eyes. .

She has not changed much, her face is still cold, her eyes are frozen, but Chu Yu is the slightest observant of her, she is like an angler, Xia Yihan’s emotional change is even the deep river fish, as long as she bit the bait, It can be zoomed in by the buoy, so that she can see clearly.

She knew that her thoughts were a little confused at the moment, and she began to waver, because she must have recalled that Mao Yi taught her to recognize the gun type at that time, and even the bombing at the scene was mostly attributed to Mao Yi.

To some extent, Xia Yihan is more like Mao Yi’s daughter, inherited from his arrogance, his rebellion, his superb IQ, his criminal tactics, and his deep-rooted rebellion against this society.

Mao Yi’s resentment towards society is overwhelming, while Xia Yihan’s lack of affection for society has accumulated animosity, the pointer has skewed, and he has turned to the hostile side. He has to regain the truth, and he can only find the truth and try to resolve the enmity.

At this moment, Chu Yu watched Xia Yihan’s eyebrows, feeling every change in her, did not speak any more, wanted to give her time to digest and sort out, she was more afraid of her bombs than the bombs around her, she admired them five years ago. After Shang Qing learned the truth, he collapsed and chose to die with Mao Yi. Now, after Xia Yihan learns the truth, how will he choose?

After all, she forbeared for four years, deliberately deliberately, risking the world’s unwillingness to carve acacia flowers on the five families of the deceased, and deliberately approached the director of the Superman Division, sneaked into the Superman Division, and finally attacked the members of the Superman Division, went crazy in the mental hospital, and kidnapped Chu. Touching, public trial.

As a result, the truth foundation established by the trial is quite different from what she had determined. How can she accept it?

After a long while, Xia Yihan raised his eyes and looked at Chu Yu, “What are you telling the truth?”

“In the trial court, we are all telling the truth. I believe that your accusation is the conclusion of your investigation, not a fiction. Please also believe that my statement is a fact supported by solid evidence, and there is no falsehood. .”

“Then can you provide evidence to explain why the personality of Mao Yi appeared in Mu Shangqing’s body?”

Chu Yu’s nails were embedded in her palms, and she hesitated for a moment. She didn’t talk about Mu Shangqing’s rape. It started when Mu Shangqing was bullied by other children, and it weakened Mao Yi’s hatred of society. Xia Yihan, and even the five family members of the deceased, would have doubts after hearing them-how could a good person split his personality, and split a personality that is very different from the master’s personality?

Mu Shangqing and Mao Yi, one is polite, the other is vulgar and tough, the other is self-denial, the other is unruly, the other is ethical, the other is contempt for laws, and the other is kind-hearted. The heart is like a snake and scorpion, doing everything he can to kill and set fire to avenge the society.

How can such a different personality exist in the same body at the same time?

Different people would have the same confusion when they heard this story, but after Chu Yu saw Mao Yi’s diary, she had no doubt about it. She believed that Chu Dongren was the same, and she must have guessed that Mu Shangqing had a dual personality.

“In his childhood, Mu Shangqing experienced unimaginable hardships. This kind of hardship is unbearable if you put it on you, on me, and on anyone. The environment in which he lives is too difficult. The family was poor, and he and his mother depended on each other. In order to support the family, Mu Shangqing slept for four or five hours a day and went outside to work as a child laborer. This was material suffering and one of them.

“Although Mu Shangqing understands politeness, has good grades, and is a good child in the traditional sense, his environment-that is, the neighbor in the Huaxie Court, does not wait to see him, because he is not gregarious and has an introvert and quiet personality. Therefore, he became the object of bullying by Hua Xie Ting’s children, and adults, because they had prejudice and grudge against him and his mother, were also a kind of repulsive vision. This was a mental torture, which was the second.

“Mu Shangqing and his mother depend on each other. It stands to reason that his mother is his closest person and the backbone of his spirit. However, his mother is too strict with him and often beats and scolds him. It may be that her life is too hard and her mother has lost the expression of good feelings. She seldom cares about Mu Shangqing in words, telling Mu Shangqing that she loves him very much, but more reprimands and accusations, which makes Mu Shangqing an insecure attachment relationship [1]. When facing setbacks and sufferings, he has no safe feelings for sustenance. This is emotional torture, which is the third.

“More than 30 years ago, Hua Xieting gathered the poor, mixed fish and dragons, robbed and beaten and other illegal crimes. Mu Shangqing encountered bad guys and dealt him mentally, physically and emotionally. This is the fuse that ignited all the above-mentioned material, spiritual, and emotional contradictions, leading to Mu Shangqing’s split personality [2].”

Chu Yu said that the “rape” matter was quite concealed. Only Chu Dong who was present should know what she was referring to. However, after listening to Chu Yu’s analysis, the expressions of the five family members of the deceased were extremely heavy.

Chu Yu guessed that it is impossible for Mu Shangqing to tell Xia Yihan the sad history of childhood. What he told her must be the good side. For example, he pointed to Hua Xie Ting and said, “I will retire in the future and I will come here to grow vegetables. “.

The family members of the deceased, although they knew that Mu Shangqing had a split personality and that the other personality was a murderer, but they did not know why he split, and even felt that he was hypocritical and deserved for his sins, and everyone else is a complete and healthy personality. Just as he is a demon, he must split into a murderer!

It is impossible for Mu Shangqing to tell what happened to him. He chose to hide it and carry it by himself, but his past is an important content in the trial and his motive for murder, and he cannot avoid mentioning it.

Knowing the past at this moment, the faces of He Lan, Brian and others are getting more and more unsightly, and they are visibly heavier with the naked eye.

Chu Yu organized the wording and sorted out more professional psychological theories into easy-to-understand terms.

“So under the multifaceted attack of material, mental, physical, emotional, Mu Shangqing felt that he was unbearable and almost collapsed, so he split up another personality, namely Mao Yi, to protect himself and save him. Through the difficulties, Mao Yi is as strong, brave, rebellious, and reckless as he needs. Whenever he encounters difficulties afterwards, Mao Yi will come out to help Mu Shangqing endure it. Solve the inconsistency between mental tension and cognition.

“Psychological tension refers to the anxiety of the heart in the face of suffering, while the inconsistency in cognition is the result of Mu Shangqing’s struggle between environment and morality. As I just said, Hua Xie Ting is a mixture of fish and dragons, and it is a society At the bottom of the gathering place, the people here were vulgar, narrow-minded, short-sighted, and swear words. Everyone here should know Mu Shangqing and know that he is polite, gentle and kind, and he is not like a person from such an environment.

“But in fact, the impact of the environment on him has long been carved into his bones, and it is rooted in his subconscious. The people around him are vulgar and talk all kinds of swear words every day. Mu Shangqing is polluted every day. He is selfish, excludes him, and bullies him. Although he did not resist, he still has resentment in his heart. However, his childhood education tells him to be polite, to be united and friendly, not to swear, not to fight, and to behave. Good boy.

“We can divide Mu Shangqing in that environment into three levels [3]. The first level is Mu Shangqing who is affected by the environment. He is just like the people around him, vulgar, selfish, narrow-minded, and swearing. Lianpian; the third level is Mu Shangqing who is guided by morality and education, he is gentle and polite, and strives to tolerate others; while the second level, sandwiched between two levels, is struggling in the environment and morality Mu Shangqing, on the one hand, he wanted to move closer to the moral Mu Shangqing on the third level, and on the other hand, he wanted to appease the vulgar Mu Shangqing on the first level and appropriately meet his requirements.

“Originally, the contradiction between environment and morality was difficult to reconcile. Mu Shangqing was already out of mind, but one day, he met a bad guy and completely destroyed his second level of self-consciousness, which is responsible for coordination. The vulgar Mu Shangqing was out of control. He ran out and became his own personality. After getting rid of the first level, the second level moved closer to the third level. So what appeared to us was the politeness. , Mu Shangqing who obeys the moral code, because at the first level, that vulgar Mu Shangqing, that is, Mao Yi, has been independent and completely divided.”

“Let me summarize, what you mean is that the combination of the second and third levels is Mu Shangqing, and the first level is Mao Yi. He is a murderer, right?” The light in Xia Yihan’s eyes passed just now. The flickering and dissociation gradually became firm.

Chu Yu nodded: “You can also say the same.”

“So,” Xia Yihan looked at the five on the trial bench, “You five want revenge and want to kill Mao Yi, but you kill Mu Shangqing as well?”

Facing the death question, the five defendants were silent, and the scene was silent again.

Chu Dongren raised his eyelids, looked at the five of them, opened his mouth with difficulty, and wanted to speak again.

Chu Yu took the lead and didn’t give him a chance. “The presiding judge, the situation was a bit complicated at the time.”

Xia Yihan’s attention was attracted by her, and she looked at her again, raised her eyebrows, indicating that she had something to say quickly.

Chu Yu took a deep breath and calmed down. A few days ago, along with Mu Shangqing’s body, they found five knives, which were confirmed to be murder weapons by inspection, but only four knives had Mu Shangqing blood stains on them.

Now, she has roughly guessed what was going on at that time.

She raised her head, looked at Hu Bin, who was the first to Chu Dongren’s left hand, and nodded to him, with a firm tone, “Hu Bin, please speak next. Let me tell you the scene on the evening of November 2 five years ago.”

Hu Bin’s complexion was complicated. He turned his head and looked at the opposite Bo Ruian and He Lan. They nodded to him, but Xue Jinping and Gong Yanhua were on the same line with him, and he couldn’t see their faces.

Soon, Gong Yanhua’s voice came: “Speak out, now there is nothing to keep secret.”

Xue Jinping, who had been unconscious, suddenly said, her voice was steady, as if it had returned to normal: “Speak, I’m ready to bear the consequences.”

With the permission of others, Hu Bin sighed and looked at the roof of the temporary court at this moment through the screen of his mobile phone.

“Five years ago, also under this roof, Mu Shangqing… held a trial.”