365 Kinds of Difficult Living Methods - Chapter 173

After returning to Superman, Chu Yu suffocated in the bedroom for a while. She curled up on the single sofa, with the curtains ajar, letting in some sunlight, shining on the armrest of the cloth sofa, avoiding her body perfectly.

Chu Yu was wearing a blanket, and it dropped a few degrees today. She shrank her head in a scarf, feeling that the thoughts in her head had fallen apart. She was used to proficient analysis and reasoning. At this moment, all of them were invalidated. In the middle, like countless dust particles, floating around in the brain, just can’t get together.

Chu Yu leaned his head on his knees, motionless, letting his brain quiet for a moment, which facilitated the reorganization of IQ and thinking.

Half an hour later, she came out of the closed bedroom and came to the meeting room.

Fang Datuo waited there after dinner and was in contact with the doctor at Fushan Hospital. As soon as he looked up and saw Chu Yu, he immediately hung up the phone, focusing on her.

Chu Yu visited the detention center for three days. Every day, there was no one. It was like being locked up for three days, or not eating, drinking, or sleeping. Now he is like a potential patient who needs glucose to save his life. , Right now, there is a black green.

Muyu has been with her for the past few days. Seeing her walking further and further on the haggard road, she was helpless—she didn’t force her to eat, sleep, go out of the detention center, or bother her, as if she had already let her go. She frees herself and develops freely.

Sit down in her old seat. In the past, Chu Yu sat in the first position, able to take the leather chair out of the dragon chair. But at this moment, she was shaking and paralyzed, as if the interrogation conference was reopened. Is the party on trial.

Song Qingyang brought her his favorite Snickers, and he used it as a temporary hug to replenish energy, fearing that she would have a meeting, and it would be gone if she drove it on.

Chu Yu put the “energy bar” at hand and began to speak: “We are now in a difficult situation. Xiaohuahua is more stubborn than we thought. It seems that to obtain her cooperation, we need to find another way.”

Muyu thought: It’s just harder than you thought. We almost thought of it.

Fang Datuo: “She is alone now and has no relatives. That wild grandfather is not counted, nor is there a criminal gang. It can be said that she is unrelated and has no interests involved. It is true that she must be convinced by conventional methods. No effect.”

Chu Yu: “Maybe she still has concerns.”

Muyu finally spoke: “We are back to the question at the beginning-whether she can really have feelings.”

Chu Yu thoughtfully, “I remember Xiao Huaihua has been very friendly to me since we met, until Fushan Hospital, she was stunned by Xue Jinping. After waking up, her temperament changed drastically, and she suddenly drew her sword at me. Make the whole mental hospital crazy.”

“It should be normal? It seems that she approached you to investigate Superman and get rid of Da Chu. At that time, she had stabbed all five family members. The goal of revenge has been completed, so you have no use. It’s worth it.”

Chu Yu: “Indeed, if I really want to talk about it, I was of little use to her at the time, but if she wants to leave, she should leave quietly. Why did she attack me and make a big noise in the hospital? You might want to say , The chaos in the hospital can facilitate her to escape, but this is not conducive to her escape. I took her to walk around the hospital at the time. If she wants to leave, she can escape without knowing it. On the contrary, she makes trouble. In desperation, I immediately strengthened the security measures, transferred Chen Min and them all back, and sealed off the hospital. As long as she was a little late, it would be difficult to fly.”

Song Qingyang looked at the scars on Fang Datuo’s and Muyu’s faces. Although most of them had disappeared, the shadows were still visible. That night, Xia Yihan did not kill him, but he was absolutely merciless, otherwise it would be impossible for them to lie in bed for several days.

“Did she always think that there was something wrong with Superman? Although the members had changed their blood, she still wanted to get revenge, so she beat Datuo and Xiaoyu…” Song Qingyang’s eyes shifted. When he reached Chu Yu, he paused, “No, Chu was not injured. It stands to reason that she was the first to attack you, and you stayed in the same room for ten minutes. You should be cold.”

Chu Yu’s face was still not bloody, and she was puzzled at the beginning – saying that it was Xia Yihan who wanted to get rid of her, but let her go, said that she wanted to let her go, but she also let the people around her She was wounded and made a big fuss in the hospital, almost ruining her career.

Such a love and hatred approach is really confusing.

Sure enough, it’s like the characteristics of ordinary antisocial personality disorder cannot be used to explain Xia Yihan’s personality and motives for committing crimes, nor can it be used to analyze her emotions and moods with ordinary people’s concepts.

Fang Datuo asked: “Did she have any abnormal behavior before the incident?”

Chu Yu thought about it for a while, but Song Qingyang was one step ahead of her, “Didn’t you take her to the hospital garden at the time? I saw you running into the grove, and then she picked up a wooden stick and approached you like a sword. My chest, what are you talking about?”

Chu Yu lifted his eyes and was stunned for a moment.

“If I knew that you would leave me, I should turn you into a stone statue and guard the round altar; if I knew you would not belong to me, I should pierce your chest with an arrow and make you lose your breath. Sign; if I knew you would never see me again, I should put the fire gem into your heart so that you can never leave again and always be the sun in the cave!”

She remembered the eve of her admission to Fushan Hospital. In the guesthouse, Xia Yihan asked her to tell a story, so she used her non-existent talent for fairy tales and made up a story for her on the spot, a story of a girl and a witch, ending like many fairy tales. Similarly, the girl resisted the temptation, defeated the witch, successfully escaped from the cave, took away the witch’s fire gems, and brought warmth back to the world.

Chu Yu was editing and talking at the time, and he didn’t think there was anything wrong, and the settings were even a little novel.

The traditional princess needs the rescue of the prince to escape the villain’s claws, but the girl in the story, Frida, is self-reliant, escapes the magic cave by herself, and saves the villagers.

But now, it seems that this story has stimulated Xia Yihan. The speaker was unintentional and the listener was interested. Xia Yihan should have entered the play, substituting himself into it, thinking that the story is insinuating. She is the poor witch, and Chu Yu used her to the end. , He would take her fire gems away, lock her up, and abandon her.

But after speculating like this, Chu Yu felt strange again. Xia Yihan is an adult with his own mature judgment and thinking ability, so he shouldn’t be sensitive to this, because a story has to be completely broken with her.

To say that Xia Yihan’s abnormal performance actually manifested itself after Chu Dongren appeared.

After Chu Dongren came to Superman, Xia Yihan was still close to her. “Sister” was long and “sister” was short, but she always took a bit of restraint and was no longer doing her own way as before.

What’s more, during the period, Chu Dongren secretly met with Xia Yihan, asking her not to hurt her.

It now appears that part of the cause of Xia Yihan’s abnormality lies in Chu moving.

Chu Yu completed a reminiscence analysis alone in his brain, and his brain cells were activated again and became active.

“Da Tuo, do you remember doing experiments to check the release of neurotransmitters and hormones under different conditions? When talking with Da Chu, Xiao Huaihua suddenly stood up?”

“Oh…yes, I was scared to tremble at the time, I went to look through the experiment records to see what he said at the time.”

Before Fang Datuo left his position, Chu Yu gave the correct answer: “He said to Xiao Huaihua at that time: She is my closest person, and I am also her closest person.”

Fang Datuo paused in place, sighed about her memory, then sat back: “So… at the villa before, Xiaohuaihua seemed to have asked you questions about it-if Your father is a bad person, would you still like him? How did you answer?”

“I didn’t answer directly. At the time, I was not sure whether Lao Chu really had a problem.”

“But what Da Chu said to her during the experiment is equivalent to an indirect answer to this question-you are the closest people, so even if he makes a mistake, you will still face him.”

Chu Yu’s eyes were a little out of focus. Although Chu Dongren’s words sounded normal to others, Chu Dongren himself wanted to lead the topic to Mu Shangqing. He learned of Mu Shangqing’s situation, but he didn’t expect to hit him by mistake. At the gunpoint-in the eyes of Xia Yihan, he was showing off his power at the time, showing off to her in front of Chu Yu: I made a mistake, but I will not be punished, and even my daughter will be facing me, unlike you , Nothing.

Chu Yu raised his hand and put a frame on his eyebrows to cover his eyebrows-if that was the case, then the story after that would be a big taboo. The villagers who summoned Frida to leave the witch at the entrance of the cave were not others, but charming.

At the end of the story, Frida still left the witch, took her fire gems away, and gave them to the villagers.

December 30.

Chu Yu drove a car, and Muyu, Fang Datuo, and Song Qingyang all followed, cheering on Chu Yu collectively and winning the final battle.

In the first three days, she wanted to wake Xia Yihan, tried to arouse her hatred of criminal organizations, tried to remind her of Mu Shangqing’s love and expectations for her, and tried to judge the situation from her own interests, if she and Superman Cooperating with the police is the best choice for her or the society.

However, Chu Yu all came back in defeat, which shows that now, Xia Yihan does not care about hatred, the past, the overall situation, or even his own fate.

Chu Yu thought that Xia was also very strong. Even if he experienced the death of his mother, the death of a good friend, witnessed his father being killed, being abused and tortured in the organization, and facing the police raids all over the country, he would still be persevering.

But now she finally realized that Xia Yihan was actually dead. She didn’t like this world, she hated it, hated it, avoided it, she stayed in her own world and didn’t want to come out.

To call her out, you need to make her care about something, whether it’s love or hate. In short, you have to make her emotionally fluctuate, make her feel the world, and make her feel touched.

After staying up all night last night, Chu Yu racked his brains to solve a difficult problem: Is there still something worthy of Xia Yihan’s nostalgia in this world?

If this question is applied to others, the answer can be written in a book: the dishes that mother cooks, the pocket money that father gives each month, the teacher’s praise, gossip with classmates, yogurt tea outside the school, on the office window sill Succulent potted plants, even a kitten or a dandelion, can make people linger and embrace the world.

But Xia Yihan didn’t, she didn’t have anything. People who lack love since childhood have no ability to love.

But fortunately, the trauma of the original family can be compensated by the subsequent attachment relationship, which is the so-called lover.

So Chu Yu courageously wrote his name on the blank answer sheet, and put his final bet on him.

On this day, Chu Yu’s linen dress was refreshing and natural, like walking from deep in the forest.

In the prison, there was still the world of her and Xia Yihan, but she did not feel warm and romantic, even struggling, like walking on a wire rope, a little wrong step, that is, all the games were lost.

On the last day, Xia Yihan remained unchanged, silent as ice, without any expression or movement, sitting on the interrogation chair in a proper manner. If it weren’t for her, she would blink. Chu Yu suspected that the detention center had cheated her. Xia Yihan is a wax figure, the real Xia Yihan has been transferred by them, and I don’t know where he went.

Chu Yu proposed to change Xia Yihan’s chair, otherwise it would look like a prisoner being interrogated, and the effect of the conversation would be greatly reduced.

But the director sticks to the rules, and he is afraid that something will happen to Chu Yu in his territory, and he can’t bear the responsibility. Xu Huaiyu didn’t agree, but he was the one who witnessed the “Huaxieting Trial”, for fear that Xia Yihan would choke Chu Yu to death, or take her hostage, trying to escape from prison.

But Chu Yu knew that if Xia Yihan thought about her life, he would have acted long ago, in the villa, in the Fushan Hospital, in the Huaxieting, why wait until now?

She respected the insistence of the director and Xu Huaiyu, did not propose any more, turned and walked into the cell.

There is a window on the west wall of the prison, which can see the small courtyard outside, but the world seen from the inside through the iron railings is also cut into small pieces, which is not complete.

Chu Yu looked at the window, a little curious. Xia Yihan lived alone and had nothing to do. Would he look up at the outside from time to time, would he want to get out of this boring little room?

But these questions, Xia Yihan would not answer her.

She moved a stool and sat next to the interrogation chair, and the two of them seemed to have a long conversation.

“Xiaohan, I am here today to tell you the story. At the guest house that day, I told you something anticlimactic. Now that I think about it, I have some regrets. I think you must be curious about the ending of the story.”

In fact, Xia Yihan asked again at the time, and Chu Yu said the ending. The witch who was stolen from the fire gem was furious, jumping up and down in the center of the round altar and cursing, helpless with everything.

But this time, the original story of the story perceives the sadness of the ending, and wants to continue writing.

Xia Yihan didn’t seem interested, but Chu Yu started to talk to himself, like a very dedicated tutor, facing students with few interest.

“After Frida stole the fire gem, she brought the warmth back to the world. The villagers made a fire. They held hands and danced around the fire. Frida was tired and sat on the grass and watched jumping on the fire. She recalled how it looked in the cave. It was brighter and crystal clear than it is now. She later realized that the fire gem was the magic weapon used by the witch to make fire. The moment she took it off , The wall of the cave was frosted, and the cave was extremely cold. It seemed that the witch could not get out of the scope of the altar. How could she survive?

“That night, the night sky was like ink and the stars were shining. Frida did not fall asleep. She began to miss the robe and hard bread the witch made for her. In the middle of the night, Frida got up, walked out of the wooden house, and came to the starry sky. Below, the fire gem was still burning unfailingly above the big iron pot in the middle of the village.

“Frida walked over, put her hand on the gem, closed her eyes, her mind was filled with thoughts, so she wanted to ask this fire gem, does it have any brothers or sisters, like it, is born to make fire?

“Frida felt warm in her hands. She opened her eyes and saw that she was holding up two **** of flames on her hands. Her hands could light a fire! Frida was very happy, and she put a small cloth bag on her back. Packed the food and returned to the cave.

“The rock walls of the cave are covered with frost, the cave is dark and there is no light, and it is more gloomy than the fiery hell. Frida shivered, walked to the very end of the cave, and she held the flame with her palm. Seeing that the three elves were still guarding the three sides of the round altar, but the altar body was frozen and covered with ice, and the witch was missing.

“Frida held the fire and carefully heated the stone pillars of the round altar to melt the frost. She took a lot of effort to finally restore the altar as usual. She walked to the center of the altar and put her two palms together, holding a cluster. The flame, the light of the fire like flying chicks, flying around among the caves, the whole cave became warm and bright. The stone door opened and the witch walked out of the stone room. She saw Frida standing in the center of the round altar and became a cave. The sun inside.”

After finishing writing, Chu Yu raised his lips and smiled hopefully: “So in the end, Frida returned to the witch. She brought back the warmth and light and became the sun in the cave.”

After speaking, Chu Yu stood up, she walked out of the prison, and soon came in from the outside again, squatting next to Xia Yihan, raising her head to look at her, her eyes focused: “I’m back, if you follow I talk, make me a black robe, make me hard bread, I won’t go anymore, I will stay in the cave and be your sun.”

One minute, two minutes, ten minutes passed, there was no response, the whole cell seemed to be frozen and lifeless, even the warmest sun would not be able to thaw the cold all over the place.

Chu Yu panicked. She felt a crack in the steel wire rope under her feet, and it was about to break, and there was an invisible ice hole below.

She stretched out her hand to hold Xia Yihan’s finger, and held it between her palms.

“Do you really want me? Didn’t you say that I am the guardian elf, the elf you are most proud of?”

Xia Yihan didn’t answer her, Chu Yu thought: Does she know this is the last day? Does she know that after today, she will never see me again?

Xia Yi was cold and icy, as if enveloped in frost and snow.

Chu Yu guessed that she probably didn’t know, but she didn’t want to know.

The door of the cell opened, and the guard reminded Chu Yu that the time was up and the suspect should rest.

Muyu also came and stood by the door. She saw everything in her eyes, and her tone was relieved at the moment: “Doctor Chu, your mother just called and she made soup for you. We should go back to eat. “

In fact, Muyu asked Song Qingyang to call Pan Yi and asked her to come over, trying to distract Chu Yu, fearing that she might not be able to stand it for a while.

Chu Yu turned her back to the door, her expression changed, she became pale, her eyes widened, and she was a little confused.

She stood up suddenly, reached out her hand to hold Xia Yihan’s cheek, and wanted her to raise her face: “Xiaohan, look at me, look at me!”

She seemed to wake up suddenly, trying to understand something, and she was heartbroken, because she was so excited that she became incoherent.

“You are not a witch, silly boy, I am a witch, I am a witch, I am the ugly and weird witch, I have never let you go, I became a poisonous snake, I became a baby, standing staggeringly In front of you, I do everything possible to stop you, because I don’t want you to go!”

Xia Yihan’s face was lifted by her and looked at her with hollow eyes.

Chu Yu hugged her, wrapped her hands around her shoulders, buried her head in her neck, and asked about her habitual smell.

Xia Yihan was trapped in a chair and her body was restricted. She was embraced by Chu Yu. She leaned forward and was forced to raise her head. Her chin rested on Chu Yu’s shoulders, shaking with her body’s ups and downs.

“You are Frida, you are the elf, you always want to go, you always want to go, you don’t want to come back, you won’t come back…”

At the door of the cell, the guards and wardens stood silently, no one said any more, and they didn’t know what to say.

Ten minutes later, at the gate of the detention center.

Xu Huaiyu drove the supervisor back to the public security department. Muyu and the others stood beside Chu Yu, looking at her: “How are you?”

Chu Yu’s face was as white as a whitewashed wall in a detention center, and the focus of his eyes was sometimes missing. Muyu put a velvet coat on her, fearing that she would be frozen.

Chu Yu nodded, did not speak, turned his head and looked at the closed gate of the detention center, his gaze was turned outside by the metal gate.

This moment marked the complete closure of the Sophora japonica project.