365 Kinds of Difficult Living Methods - Chapter 188

Hypothesis: If all of Xia Yihan’s reactions are half a beat slow, what will happen?

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After Xia Yihan formally joined the Superman Department, Chu Yu took her out to complete the task, but suddenly discovered that Xia Yihan deliberately avoided her and did not dare to look at her.

Once Chu Yu talked to her specifically, after she responded, she tried her best to walk far and keep a distance of three meters from her.

Chu Yu noticed that she looked wrong, and couldn’t help but worry, fearing that her PTSD, which had finally improved, would come on again, and she would have avoidance emotions.

So Chu Yu took time out in the afternoon and specially arranged Xia Yihan to a nearby convenience store, sat under the umbrella outside the store, and ordered two cups of hot milk.

Outside the bright room, Xia Yihan’s skin was creamy, and even if he had been injured before, he recovered well. She also lowered her eyes slightly to avoid eye contact with Chu Yu. Even if she accidentally glanced at it, she would quickly move away, as if Chu Yu’s eyes were hot and could not be touched for a long time.

Chu Yu looked at her tenderly and treated her for two and a half years. Xia Yihan has changed, especially the digestion of trauma, but Chu Yu also knows that this is a tortuous process, and there must be repetitions in the middle.

“Osa, have you had any discomforts lately.”

Xia Yihan blinked, shook his head and said, “There is nothing uncomfortable, I’m fine.”

Chu Yu originally thought that she had been in contact for almost three years, and she was already full of trust in herself, but she did not expect that there were still hurdles in her heart that could not be overcome, or that she had some small actions and small remarks in her daily life, but she did not pay attention to it, but it stimulated her. NS?

“Why are you avoiding me today? Are you afraid of seeing me?”

Xia Yihan spoke in a low voice: “I’m not afraid, I’m a little embarrassed.”

“What’s the matter?” Chu Yu became curious, wondering if she had made any mistakes.

“You know!” Xia Yihan’s cheeks flushed, her mouth was closed, her eyes looked at her from time to time, and she quickly moved away.

Chu Yu looked at her reaction and quickly searched for special events in her brain, but no results were obtained for a while.

“That night, my sister was so fresh!” Xia Yihan said, covering his face.

Chu Yu had a question mark on his face.

“It was the night at the Yinchuan Hotel a month ago!”

Chu Yu instantly felt that his brain flashed at his waist.

Xia Yihan covered her face with her fingers, but opened it again, leaving the gaps between her fingers, and peeked at Xiang Chu Yu secretly.

Later, she put her hand on her cheek and fell into fond memories: “Sister lying on the bed, it smells like a piece of butter cake, soft to the touch, the snow-white butter cubes are also dotted with cherries, ah… ..”

As she was talking, she suddenly let out an intoxicated admiration, like she couldn’t help chanting lyrically after she was drinking wine.

Chu Yu’s blood pressure soared, blood flow accelerated, and she felt almost unable to sit still. She didn’t know why Xia Yihan was asked to come out and talk to the public.

The pedestrians in the past couldn’t help but look back at them. Chu Yu suggested, “Should we go back and talk?”

Xia Yihan has fallen into fond memories and can’t extricate herself: “My sister’s legs are so lively, like white chocolate bars. They feel slippery to the touch. The fragrance is left on my hands. I can’t help but lick it. I feel it all the way from my ankle. , And then I touched the most vivid thing, like…”

Chu Yu tilted her body and grabbed her gesture hand: “Okay, you said it quite vividly, and I can make up for it.”

Xia Yihan suddenly clenched his hands, “and my sister’s voice is also nice, like giving a cat a cat, and it is comfortable, and then it…”

Xia Yihan imitated a long, lazy meow on the spot.

Chu Yu felt that she was not good enough. She was getting older and couldn’t stand the impact of such nakedness.

In the end, she dragged, and finally took Xia Yihan back from the convenience store.

After returning to the office, the clerk found that Chu Yu had begun to hide from Xia Yihan, afraid to look at her, and kept a distance of three meters from her.

……

Wangjiang City, a suburban cemetery.

Muyu, Fang Datuo, and Song Qingyang watched the coffin be buried. They mourned for a long time, and finally helped each other and left the cemetery.

The new tombstone is next to the old one, and the two tombstones are next to each other, making neighbors.

A month later, the moon was bright, the surroundings were quiet, autumn was deep, and the insects in the grass were silent.

In the silence, there was a sound, one of the tombs made a knock on the door. After a while, the tomb was cut from the inside, and a figure crawled out and climbed to the next tombstone.

The man held the tombstone and made an old voice: “Sister, how did you go, elder sister? You haven’t worn the wedding dress I picked for you yet…”

In the night, Xia Yihan cried like an old locust flower with rain, heartbroken. Chu Yu died a month and a half ago. She didn’t have any reaction. She should eat or drink. She died soon, and there was still no pain before her death.

But now, she felt sad, so she crawled out of the grave to pay homage to Chu Yu.

While crying, Xia Yihan cut away Chu Yu’s tomb, opened her coffin board, and lay in and slept with her.

She closed the coffin lid, hugged the corpse next to her tightly, and died again.

After passing the ghost gate, Xia Yihan came to Huangquan Road. At the end of the road, she saw the Naihe Bridge. After crossing the bridge, on the Wangxiang Stage, she took the soup from Po Meng. After drinking, her mind went blank, beside the river. When the boatman called her, she sat on it.

The ghost boatman was rowing the boat, floating on the river, and the shore was full of flowers from the other side, looking from a distance, like flames everywhere.

Xia Yihan asked, “Where are you taking me?”

The ghost boatman said: “You should have taken you to reincarnation, but Yan Wangye said that your brain is very valuable for research. Let me take you to see him.”

The journey was long. Xia Yihan stayed on the boat for a few days. Suddenly she felt a burst of sadness, flowing in her chest. She stood up, she was looking for Chu Yu, she remembered.

So she asked: “Where is the place of reincarnation?”

The ghost boatman pointed behind him: “On the bank of Wangchuan, there is a stone named Sanshengshi. There is a well on the edge of the stone to indicate the afterlife.”

After he answered, his face was vicissitudes of life, and he couldn’t help but sigh with emotion over the thousands of years of reincarnation: “It can be said to be…”

Xia Yihan grabbed the oars and slammed him into the river.

She raised the oars, rowed back desperately, and finally returned to the original road, towards the Naihe Bridge, and along the Wangchuan, she found the Sanshengshi, and saw Chu Yu who was lining up to jump into the well.

Chu Yu dyed her black hair, so she didn’t look very old, but she could still see the silvery white in the corner of her forehead, as well as the wrinkles on the corners of her eyes.

There was a scramble incident in the team, and some ghosts wanted to jump first, jump early and overtake their birth, so there was a dispute, but for a long time there was no dispute, and none of them jumped.

In the end, the ghost came to maintain order and settled the incident.

Taking advantage of the chaos, Xia Yihan took Chu Yu’s hand and ran. She thought that two of them could walk as fast as possible, but in fact they ran slower than a snail. Chu Yu was dragged by her, and the speed was a little faster, and finally ran to more than 30 meters. Long distance, stopped on the grass beside Wangchuan.

Chu Yu finally got rid of Xia Yihan, panting and sitting on the ground to rest.

“Why are you pulling me out, I have been in line for a long time!”

Xia Yihan sat next to her, wrapped her hands around her shoulders, affectionately: “Sister, it’s me!”

Chu Yu had presbyopia, emptied his eyes, saw her face clearly, and suddenly frowned, his expression excited.

Seeing her recognize her, Xia Yihan happily stepped forward to hug her.

Chu Yu raised his hand and pushed her away: “I’m older than me, so I am embarrassed to call my sister, pretend to be tender!”

With that, she stood up tremblingly and walked towards the Sanshengshi.

Xia Yihan had just been pushed by her, and her bones creaked. She held her old waist, rushed up from the back, hugged Chu Yu, and hugged him tightly.

“Sister, don’t leave, I’m here to pick you up!”

Chu Yu twisted and tried to break her free, “Your horrible old lady is so bad that she just wants to intervene in my team!”

She was so excited that she didn’t control her, and the false teeth flew out.

So Xia Yihan helped her to pick up her dentures and put them back on her old waist. He took her hand and said, “Sister, I really know you, I’m your wife.”

Chu Yu said, “Then how can you prove it?”

Xia Yihan thought for a while, and said: “Before, I used to pick you up and go around in circles. You are very happy, saying that you are sitting on a high-end carousel. I will also pick you up and go around in circles. You can definitely get back to the past. a feeling of!”

With that said, Xia Yihan used the power of nine cows and two tigers to encircle Chu Yu’s thighs and hugged her over her head. But when she turned, her hands became weak, and her arms became loose, and Chu Yu flew out.

Xia Yihan yelled, and rushed over tremblingly, pinching Chu Yu among the people, “Sister, sister, are you okay!”

Not long after, Chu Yu opened his eyes and looked into the distance: “Fortunately, I am already a ghost. I can’t fall to death.”

As she said, she reached out to Xia Yihan: “Wife, help me up.”

Xia Yihan raised her eyebrows with joy: “Do you think of me?”

Chu Yu shook his head, but smiled at the corner of his mouth: “I still don’t remember you, but I know, if it’s not a lover, who would lift a bad old woman high?”

Xia Yihan touched her grimacing face, eyes full of affection: “I will take you back, I know the way back to the world.”

“Why are you going back?”

Xia Yihan took her and walked back: “Go back to get married, we are going to have a wedding, I have picked a wedding dress for you, but you left before trying it.”

As he said, the corner of Xia Yihan’s mouth swung down, but soon it turned up again, “But it’s okay, I’m here to pick you up, we will go back this time, and live for a few more decades. If you get bored, we will come back. , I’m already familiar with the road anyway.”

Chu Yu didn’t speak, her center of gravity was not stable, but fortunately there was someone by her side who could act as her human-shaped crutches. So she took her hand and walked forward side by side with her.

In the underworld, beside the Wangchuan River, beside the Sanshengshi, among the flowers on the other shore, an old lady led another old lady and walked slowly forward, their footprints closely adjacent to each other, facing forward.

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In the research room, Chu Yu suddenly woke up. She was recently studying the issue of Xia Yihan’s “emotional slowness”. As a result, she was going to run away. Some strange things appeared in her head, and she didn’t know if she wanted to go wrong. Enchanted.

Regarding her emotional reaction, she asked Xia Yihan specifically.

The last thing she got is that she can feel angry and excited, but other feelings and feelings can only be felt gradually after a long time, and after she feels it, it does not flow like a flood, but leaks. On the roof, rainwater slowly seeped into the walls, the process was slow, and the emotion she showed after that was not a fierce reaction, but turned into a memory, imprinted in her mind, sometimes she could detect it, but sometimes she didn’t. , Became subconscious and existed, such as her feelings for her mother and Xiaomei.

Chu Yu couldn’t help asking: “Then how you feel to me, can you feel it now?”

Xia Yihan replied earnestly: “Maybe my feelings are slow, but my feelings towards you are not intermittent points, but a continuous process, because you make me like every moment, and what I feel about you now Like, comes from the feelings a month ago, and a month later, I will also like you because of my feelings now. My liking for you is continuous, so no matter what moment of time, I like you .”

After she finished speaking, Chu Yu was silent for a moment, then suddenly he kissed her and smiled mysteriously: “A month later, secretly tell me how you feel.”

The author has something to say: Fanwai is over here. I know that some friends will come to update every night. Don’t squat anymore. The concentrated Fanwai is finished.

This article is the longest one I have written. I first estimated that it was written for two to three months, and the result was eight months. Looking back, I feel that I am a bit…satisfied, hahaha.

During the long codeword process, I was particularly impressed by one thing. I was at school last semester. After taking professional courses every day, I went to the library to study psychology or do homework. After I finished writing, I started to codewords. I paid attention to it. After a moment, most of them are students who have entered the postgraduate entrance examination. They are studying hard with thick politics or English.

I am a little embarrassed, I feel that people run the library to pour knowledge into their heads, and I go to the library to fantasize about a beautiful love story.

And the most amazing thing is that I walked later than them, and I only came out every time the curator urged me. Sometimes the building is completely dark, so I just squat under the ladder, holding the code word of the mobile phone.

Then I found that some people passing by my side were a little strange, their pace was quickening, and they wanted to get away from me quickly.

At first I thought it was a supernatural event, and then I reacted, because there was a feeling of black lights and flames around me. I was squatting there alone with my phone hitting my face. It was pale and scary.

So after my code word, I changed the direction and tried my **** to face them.

Although these eight months are indeed a bit tiring, I am really grateful to those who “stay on the front line”, send me flowers and send messages, and the friends who followed silently all the way. I remember that I was a little cautious at the beginning. , And under your constant encouragement (mood), I have become skinny!

This is the end of this book. If you want me, you can go to the “The Thousand and One Faces” next door, if it doesn’t suit your taste, maybe we will meet again~

Goodbye friends, be happy~