99 Forceful Kisses - Chapter 172

I lay on the bed and let Lu Yunxuan pick up the medicine he brought and fiddle with me. I don’t know what to say.

Can only dry looking at the ceiling, consciousness is still wandering.

One side of the head, you can see the ashes of the old summer on the table, the heart of sadness and add a bit, the pain of the heart.

I don’t know how to go in the future, and I don’t know the meaning of my life.

For what? And for what?

Lying in a daze, as if he had no life.

When Lu Yunxuan fixed the needle for me again, he looked at me for a while and went out. He didn’t stay here. Maybe the air here is too sad for me. No one would like to be with someone who is completely angry.

After I gradually couldn’t resist sleepiness until I closed my eyes, I knew that Lu Yunxuan added sleeping ingredients to my medicine in order to make me settle down, without my knowing it.

But I don’t blame him. I know that he, like Lu Yichen and Shang Qiong, is for my good, so that I can survive this time.

The drowsiness didn’t last long. When I woke up, I didn’t know when it was, but the light rain outside the window attracted my attention. Even if it was rainy, it wasn’t dim. It must be daytime.

There was a man standing by the window.

Just looking at his back, I know that he is Lu Yichen. He used to be dressed as an elite, but today, like me, he is dressed in a sick suit. Looking from his back, he is very bleak.

“Lu Yichen…” I called out his name, although the voice is not too loud, but enough quiet room he can hear.

Hearing me calling him, Lu Yichen’s body was stunned. Then he turned around fiercely. I looked at him and tears came down again somehow.

His face was pale, without blood, and his face seemed to have not been sorted out for a long time. I don’t know why, looking at him like this, I suddenly feel a little heartache.

It’s an indisputable fact that he and I, together, forced Lao Xia to death.

However, it is an indisputable fact that he is my only dependence now.

He walked a few steps, came to the bed, hoarse throat said: “summer dream, you finally wake up, otherwise I don’t know what to do. I haven’t spoken to you for nearly three days. ”

Me too.

I whispered in my heart, but it turned into another sentence: “Lu Yichen, how many days is it since my father died today?”

“On the third day, you only slept one night this time.” After Lu Yichen answered, he sat by my bed.

I nodded, indicating that I knew, looking at the urn on the table in a daze.

Lu Yichen also found out, pursed his lips and asked: “I have bought a cemetery in the public cemetery, we”

“no, take me home. My father must hope to go home instead of wandering outside. So, will Lu Yichen take me back to my hometown? ” I declined what Lu Yichen said, firmly believe that taking Lao Xia home is the best choice.

After hearing my reply, Lu Yichen was stunned and said, “but your body is now.”

“I’m fine.” I shook my head and said for sure.

Suddenly, there was silence between the two.

Finally, Lu Yichen quietly walked away and opened the door of the ward.

All of a sudden, there was only me and “Lao Xia” in the room, and I was in a daze. Tears unconsciously flow down, the kind of loss of their dearest person’s pain, especially in just lost time, will haunt you all the time.

Lao Xia is my only relative. Xiaowen died last time because of guilt. And now Lao Xia is dead, I can’t tell what it’s like in my heart.

Empty, without a sense of security. Is the most powerful backing gone? The source of my motivation, Lao Xia

Lu Yichen didn’t make me wait too long, so he came back.

When he came back, he had changed his clothes into black, but his face was still haggard.

When he came in, he locked the door.

He carried a bag with his mobile phone and put it beside me, which contained a suit of clothes.

“Clean up and we’ll go back to your hometown later. I’ve just finished our discharge procedures. I can leave at any time. ” Lu Yichen said while walking to the window and naturally drew the curtain.

The light in the room suddenly darkened a lot.

From time to time considerate, the most warm heart.

The clothes in the bag are also black. It’s my size. It fits me very well. After putting on the shoes, Lu Yichen turned around.

I went to the table, shaking hands picked up the old Xia’s urn, and then said: “let’s go.”

Lu Yichen walked out of the hospital with me.

The continuous light rain brings a little coolness to the air. Shangqiong leaned on the side of the car to smoke. When he saw us, he put out the cigarette end and threw it in the garbage can. He opened the door for me and Lu Yichen and said, “let’s go.”After I got on the bus, I told shangqiong the name of our village, and then I stopped talking. I believe that with shangqiong’s ability, I don’t need to show the way.

The development of the village has become better, roads have been repaired, google map also has coordinates.

I cling to the old Xia’s ashes box, leaning on the back of the chair, and then forget the fast backward scenery outside the window, leaving tears unconsciously.

“Wipe it.” I suddenly had a paper towel in front of me. It was Lu Yichen. He said in a deep voice, “don’t cry any more. My uncle must hope you can live well. If you cry again, your eyes will be broken.”

I took the tissue and gently wiped my eyes.

Look up, do not want to let tears flow down.

Lu Yichen is right. Lao Xia’s wish is that I can do well. Why should I add obstacles to him?

I don’t cry anymore, but I keep silent.

Compared with Xiaowen’s death, I think I should have done well this time. After all, I didn’t die.

However, what I don’t know is: the biggest is death in the heart.

If we want to drive to my home, it will take a long time. It took us about three or four hours to get to the village.

The poor car arrived at my gate.

As it is rainy, there are few people in the street. When I came back, I saw that my gate was not closed. It doesn’t matter.

I first took two people into the house, although not big, but in recent years, clean up is also very clean.

There is nothing to stay at home, I put the urn on the head of the bed, and then said to the two men: “now there is nothing at home, you do it casually, I go to the village to find a few people to help dig a grave in the field.”

This was not a big deal, but Lu Yichen was determined to go with me, and Lao Xia’s ashes were still there, so he was still poor and had to wait at home alone.

After all, he’s also a forensic.

Lu Yichen holding an umbrella, I followed him directly knocked on Uncle Zhang’s door next door. It was Aunt Zhang who came to open the door. As soon as she saw me, she was immediately surprised: “dream, you are back! It’s been a long time since I came home. How about Lao Xia? It’s OK. You’re not in the county hospital, and we didn’t send you to see you. ”

Hearing the familiar local accent, I felt deeply. Looking at such a warm Aunt Zhang, I said: “Aunt Zhang, my father I’m dead. I came here today to ask my uncle to help me dig a grave for my father. Today is the third day. It’s going to be buried. ”

Aunt Zhang’s face was unbelievable, but she understood after looking at my face. The smile on her face disappeared. She sighed and comforted me: “don’t worry too much. I’ll let your uncle go in a moment, and I’ll help you find someone.”

“Well.” I nodded. After thanking Aunt Zhang, I left and knocked on other people’s door.

The village is not big. After a while, all the people in the village knew about it. After a discussion at my door, they decided to dig a grave on the east slope of my house.

I don’t have much opinion. It’s the right thing to let Lao Xia go to earth as soon as possible.

There are many people and great strength. In the field on the east slope, the grave pit was dug out in a short time, and then it was built with bricks.

Lu Yichen thought thoughtfully and pulled a tombstone and a coffin in the car. Although it was not glazed, it was better than nothing.

They put the coffin away, set up the tombstone and began to fill the pit.

Because of the light rain, the paper money can’t be lit at all, and it doesn’t cost any effort. This funeral is very simple.

After you finished your work, you comforted me and went home. In the end, I was the only one left in front of the tombstone, Lu Yichen and Shang Qiong.

Shang Qiong looked at us, sighed and left.

For a moment, it was just us.

I gently touched the tombstone with my hand, and said to Lu Yichen not far away: “thank you, you help me to handle the affairs of Lao Xia.”

Lu Yichen didn’t speak. He was there with me all the time.

In the rain, my tears came down and mixed with the rain.

More than 20 years ago, a continuous light rain sent me to Lao Xia. More than 20 years later, a continuous light rain took old Xia away from me.

I still can’t believe it.

I still remember that afternoon when Lao Xia was at odds with me and didn’t talk to me. At that time, I should stay with Lao Xia.

Old Xia was called Xia Changsheng, but he didn’t live long. He died in his prime and didn’t enjoy happiness.

“Lu Yichen, do you know? Lao Xia is all I have. If I was wrong, I shouldn’t have come to you. ” I don’t know whether to say it to myself or to him.

“If you don’t come to me, you will never see your uncle again on the day of the car accident.” Lu Yichen said lightly.

“But he was really angry because of this, and his living heart couldn’t stand it.”