99 Forceful Kisses - Chapter 175

Without filling in a few mouthfuls, I can’t eat any more. The food is tasteless. I stare at the two people in front of me. Not a word.

Now I, like lost soul, do nothing clean, always in a trance, absent-minded is my biggest characteristic now.

Lu Yichen put down his chopsticks, looked at me and asked anxiously, “do you eat so little?”

I turned my head, looked at him, slowly spit out two words: “not hungry.”

Shang Qiong filled a mouthful of food in his mouth, turned his eyes at me and said, “who believes you? Who doesn’t know that when it comes to eating, you are the most active? ”

He said that I was speechless, but now I really can’t eat it. He said to Yichen, “you can eat it. I really don’t have appetite. I beg you, OK?”

Lu Yichen sighed and had to pick up chopsticks to eat.

But it can be seen that he is also in a bad mood.

Looking at them eating, I was not in any mood. I said hello to them and told Shang Qiong that he could sleep in Lao Xia’s bed. After that, I went into my own room, gently closed the door, opened the quilt, went to bed and began to close my eyes.

On this day, I was really exhausted.

It wasn’t long before I went to sleep. Later, vaguely, I heard someone open the door, and then my side sank.

And then, there’s no then.

I fell asleep.

The next morning, I woke up when the sun hit my face. A burst of fatigue on the body, I moved, but accidentally met the people around me.

When I saw it, it was Lu Yichen.

He frowned, but he didn’t wake up because of it.

I no longer dare to big action, carefully looking at him.

His brow is still wrinkled tightly, a very tired look. Is that normal?

I stare at his face in a daze, and suddenly think of the sentence Shang Qiong said: “summer dream, three days after death, the earth is safe. Today is the next day, Lu Yichen had to help you cremate the person. He didn’t eat or drink, and he didn’t sleep. He stayed by your side for two days. He just couldn’t hold on and fainted. Are you worthy of him? ”

Then yesterday, he helped me think about everything, helped me do everything, in my most sad time, when I was crying and kneeling in front of laoxia’s grave, silently waiting for me in the rain.

No one is a blacksmith. He’ll get sick, he’ll suffer, he’ll hurt.

Xia Meng, are you worthy of him?

I can’t answer this question, or I can’t answer it. Because I don’t know the answer.

In fact, a few days ago, although my relationship with Lu Yichen was getting better and better, I knew that in my heart, I always blame him. I can’t forget the insult he gave me when I first met him. I can’t forget that he trampled my dignity under my feet again and again. Wait for me to admit my mistake and surrender.

However, I can’t forget that he appeared in front of me every time when I was in the most difficult situation. He pushed me to the stage again and again to help me realize my dream. He took me to Taoyuan Village, gave me a high position, and took me to meet his friends.

All his actions show that he likes me and spoils me from the bottom of his heart.

So from the beginning, I also know that I’m different from Chen Wei and they. I’m the one who can stay with him. I used to work hard in this direction, because he has what I want, and I want to give Lao Xia what he can afford.

But now?

Lao Xia left, so everything was empty.

Now I’m left with only one Lu Yichen and no one else. Only he, I can rely on, without him, what should I do?

A deep sense of fear hit my heart, really speechless.

Inadvertently, tears fall again.

“You cried.” All of a sudden, this sentence rang.

I opened my eyes in consternation and saw Lu Yichen do it slowly. He touched the corner of his mouth with his hand and there was a tear on it.

Hastily wipe away tears, I whispered: “sorry to disturb your rest.”

Lu Yichen shook his head, but when I was caught off guard, he held me in his arms, patted my back with one hand, and said in a low voice: “don’t cry, I’m still here. I won’t leave you, never. ”

“Well…” I don’t know what to say, I just sent out such a monosyllabic, and then hugged him tightly in my arms, as if to crush the general.

“Dong Dong Dong!”

The knock on the door startled us and immediately let go of each other.

“Are you two going to get up for dinner?” The voice of being poor sounded outside, full of impatience.

Lu Yichen took a look at me and then said to the door, “what’s the noise? That’s it. ”

There’s no sound outside.Lu Yichen’s action was very fast. After a while, he put on his clothes. Then he went to the door, put his hand on the door handle, and looked back at me. I nodded, indicating that he was also dressed.

He opened the door and went out first.

After putting on the shoes, I also went out. Follow closely.

Shangqiong has been eating at the table for a long time, not yesterday’s leftovers, but new ones.

There was no food left yesterday, not even plates. I frowned, looked at Shang Qiong and asked, “what’s the matter? What about the rest of yesterday’s meal? ”

Still poor mouth with a root fried dough sticks, not clear said: “what?”

“The rest of the meal yesterday.” I’m going back.

“Yesterday’s aunts came again. After they brought the food, they took away the dishes. I was so hungry that I called you. They are such a nice group. I’m worrying about what to do with breakfast. ” Shangqiong said after swallowing a mouthful of fried dough sticks.

Clearly nodded, I washed hands with Lu Yichen and came in to eat. After dinner, there are still many things to do. All these things need to be returned, because they will leave soon.

Thinking of this, I feel bad again. I don’t know when I will come back after I leave. Maybe a month, maybe half a year.

After breakfast, shangqiong pulls down Yichen and tells him not to move. He wants to hang a bottle for him.

Lu Yichen frowned and agreed.

Then I said hello to monk Lu Yichen, and I went out to send bowls to your aunts and aunts, and I gave thanks to them by the way.

I talked with them for a while, and then I went home. When I entered the door, I found that there were two bottles of normal saline empty on the ground beside Lu Yichen, and the speed of this drop was also a little fast.

Hearing the sound, Lu Yichen raised his head, looked at me coming back, laughed and said, “coming back?”

I nodded, and then said, “I’ll pack up first, when you’re finished We just Let’s go. ”

I don’t know what kind of courage I took to say the last sentence.

Go? This is my home. It’s Lao Xia’s home. Where am I going? If you can, I really don’t want to go, but people still want to live, I still want to live.

I went to my room and stayed for a long time, but I didn’t know what I should do. I didn’t even leave a picture with Lao Xia.

What I am taking now is the mobile phone that Lu Yichen bought for me. Although Chen Wei has returned my former mobile phone, it is not in my hands.

Trembling to open my album, I crossed one by one.

No, no, still no

I opened the door in despair.

Shangqiong and Lu Yichen look at me in surprise. They don’t know what happened to me.

I walked to Lu Yichen in two steps and asked in despair, “Lu Yichen, where’s my mobile phone? Where’s my cell phone? ”

Lu Yichen said with a puzzled face: “we were in a hurry that day…”

“You didn’t give it to me! It’s Chen Wei who robbed the mobile phone! I remember she gave it to you! Give it back to me, give it back to me! ” I yelled at him, tears streaming out.

Crying, crying, I squatted down.

“Lu Yichen, you give me your mobile phone. I beg you, OK?” I cried, my voice full of supplication.

Lu Yichen was silent for a while and said, “do you want to follow the Qin Dynasty and Chen Wei?”

After hearing this, I suddenly raised my head, she thought I would not let go of the Qin Dynasty and Chen Wei? I roared out madly: “that cell phone has the only photo of Lao Xia! Without that mobile phone, I’m afraid that in a few years, I don’t even remember what Lao Xia looked like! ”

After roaring, I sat on the floor directly.

I know that I can’t blame Lu Yichen for this, but I can’t control myself. That mobile phone is the only contact between me and Xia Changsheng. The person who loves me and supports me, doesn’t see me.

I don’t want to remember that face in the future.

“Don’t cry, I’ll find a way to get it back for you, OK?” After Lu Yichen knew the truth, he quickly comforted me.

But my mood broke out and I couldn’t help it any more.

Suddenly, my body was hugged.

“Lu Yichen, you are crazy!” Still poor impatient roar way.

However, I only know that the person in front of me hugged me. I looked at him and pulled out the needle in my hand. Then I came and hugged me in my arms.

Let me cry wet his skirt.

Lu Yichen

“I’ll get it back for you. I will.” Lu Yichen guarantees.

With his assurance, I feel a lot more at ease. After a while, also stopped crying, let him hold in his arms, feel warm.

After a meeting, we both picked up our emotions and stood up. He asked me what else I had to clean up. I shook my head and said there was nothing at home, so I didn’t need to take it.Shangqiong wants to tie up the needle for Lu Yichen. Lu Yichen shakes his head and refuses, saying that he can hit it again at home.

Standing outside the gate, watching the door close again, I know that some things really can’t go back.