99 Forceful Kisses - Chapter 225

If Su Zixun didn’t take the medicine, maybe I could forget the past, but now it’s absolutely impossible.

If it wasn’t for the baby’s strength, I would have killed Su Zixun.

Su Zimo was blocked by me and couldn’t speak. He wriggled his lips and said in an obscure tone: “summer dream, you can hate anyone, but I hope you can understand your mother. When you recover, you can go to see her sometime.”

Su Zimo left, but I lay on the bed, and my heart was not as calm as it seemed.

since I was a child, the word “mother” has always been strange to me. I also complained about why I was different from others. Watching other children happily holding their mother’s hand, I could only hide in the corner and cry.

When I was a child, I always imagined that one day, my mother appeared in front of me, just like countless “moms”, whispering soft words to me and taking care of me. I could hold her hand and laugh, or I could cry in her arms.

However, as time goes on, I have passed the age of dreaming. More than 20 years later, I have been used to it for a long time. Now that I suddenly say “Mom”, I am not used to it.

Near noon, Huo’s mother carried the thermos and pushed the door into the ward. I quickly put down the book in my hand, “Mom, why are you here?”

“I cooked some chicken soup for you. I specially asked my aunt to buy and kill the chicken in the suburb chicken farm. The meat is fresh.”

Huo Mu said as she opened the thermos and poured out the soup.

I quickly put up the small table, she will be full of a bowl of soup in front of me, said with a smile: “to drink while hot, careful not to hot mouth.”

The soup is just stewed, and it’s still smelling and steaming.

I picked up a spoon, scooped up a mouthful and blew it gently. I drank it into my mouth. It tasted fresh and warm from my throat to my heart.

“How does it taste?”

“Good.”

“Then drink more. There’s more in the pot.”

Looking at the kind smile on Huo Mu’s face, my eyes are a little sour. Although she is only my mother-in-law, she gives me the warmth of mother. It’s just the first time in my life that I realize what kind of feeling mother’s love is. It turns out that it is so good.

“Mom, I have nothing to do. Don’t toss about like this. The nutritious meal in the hospital is also good. I can eat that.”

“What a toss. Anyway, I’m idle at home every day. It’s sports. Besides, I go back and forth by car, and I can’t walk a few steps. ”

“That’s not good. If you’re still like this, I’ll be discharged early.”

Although there is a car to pick up, the journey is not short, and it is not a comfortable thing to take a car.

I deliberately face, Huo mother said with a smile: “well, well, know you love me, I let aunt send it.”

Looking at Huo’s mother, I can’t help thinking of Jianxin’s face. Thinking of Su Zixun’s words, I feel a little stuffy. A drop of tears falls into the soup bowl unconsciously, fainting a round of shallow waves.

“What’s the matter? What’s wrong?”

Huo’s mother asked me with concern.

I shook my head and choked, “Mom, you’re so kind to me.”

Smell speech, Huo Mu eyebrows spread, exhibition Yan smile way, “silly child, in fact, I also have selfish.”

“Ah?”

I looked at her in a daze.

“You are my daughter-in-law. If I treat you well, you will treat Boyan better, won’t you?”

I didn’t expect that Huo’s mother would make such a joke. I was amused by her and my tears went back in a moment.

A whole pot of chicken soup, I drink not a drop.

Huo’s mother sat chatting with me for a few more words before she packed up her things and went back. I got up and took her to the door. She waved me back to bed.

Just full, lying easy to accumulate food, I stood at the window for a while.

Hearing the sound of someone opening the door, I looked back at the door doubtfully. When I saw someone coming, I cried happily, “Shen Yan, why are you here?”

Shen Yan went to the ward, put the fruit basket on the table, and said, “summer dream, I heard Lu Yichen say… How do you feel now?”

The moment I saw Shen Yan, I was so happy that I was overjoyed. I forgot that I had lost my child now. I should be sad and weak.

I quickly convergence expression, went to the bed to sit down, tone light way: “he told you?”

Shen Yan nodded and said, “you, don’t tell me what happened. Do you still think I’m a friend? I don’t think it’s just Lu Yichen. You want to get rid of us all. ”

Heaven and earth conscience, my abortion drama was just to deceive Lu Yichen and confuse Su Zixun. I didn’t have time to think about it so much. Seeing Shen Yan angry, I quickly took her hand, “don’t be angry, things happen too suddenly, and I’m in a mess these days.”

Seeing my sad face, Shen Yan said quickly: “Hey, look at me, I must be in a bad mood now. By the way, you are fine. What’s the matter? “I hummed coldly, “didn’t Lu Yichen tell you?”

“He only told me that something had happened to you. Let me see you.”

I told Su Zixun about the harm he had done to me. Shen Yan stood up angrily: “what, it’s her! This woman is crazy. How dare she! Did you call the police and accuse her of murder

Looking at her angry look, I flashed a trace of warmth in my heart and pulled her to sit down, “this time she was premeditated, there is no evidence to prove that she took the medicine. But I’ve made a note of it. One day, I’ll pay it back to her. ”

“Yes, there is no need to be soft hearted when dealing with such women.” Shen Yan nodded and said in a low voice, “do you want me to find someone to teach her a lesson?”

I couldn’t help laughing. Although Shen Yan has been “going back to the right” for a long time, the habits of the river and the lake have not changed.

“No, how can you get rid of it by beating her? At least you have to let her have nothing.”

I gritted my teeth seriously, Shen Yan’s eyes brightened, “what do you think of?”

“Well,” I thought for a moment, “still thinking.”

Shen Yan rolled his eyes, “you’re teasing me.”

“Don’t worry. I’ve got a plan to do this time.”

“If you need my help, don’t mention it.”

At this moment, I seem to go back to the previous days in Chenhuan. At that time, although there were many disappointments, Lu Yichen, Shen Yan and Ji Tianyu were still fine. Once we thought that we would stay together for a lifetime. Who could have thought that today would come.

Seeing that I was stunned, Shen Yan said tentatively, “Lu Yichen has divorced Su zixunti. Have you ever thought about being together with him again?”

“No

Without thinking about it, I shook my head. “It’s nothing to do with me that he can’t get a divorce.”

“Why? You used to love him so much. I don’t believe you can forget him so soon. ”

I didn’t deny Shen Yan’s words. She is my best friend. In front of her, I don’t need to say anything against my heart. But many times, love is not the only thing. After so many things happened, even if I still love, it’s not pure.

I said to Shen Yan with a smile, “you see, I’m married now. Huo Boyan is very kind to me. When I’m with him, I’m very relaxed. I think this is the life I want.”

“But you don’t love him, do you?”

“There are many kinds of love. For me, Huo Boyan is a confidant, a family member and the warmest existence. From another point of view, I have love for him.”

It’s just different from Lu Yichen.

I said this in my heart, but I did not say it.

“But, do you know that the reason why Lu Yichen agrees to marry Su Zixun is for you.”

Shen Yan’s expression was a little worried, and her words confused me.

“For me?”

“Yes, Tianyu told me. Lu Xianming uses you to threaten him. If Lu Yichen doesn’t marry Su Zixun, he will do you harm. Lu Xianming has always been arbitrary. If he wants to trouble you, even Lu Yichen is not sure that he can protect you. Do you remember when you were dizzy and sent to Huo Boyan’s bed? He told people to do it. ”

“It’s him!”

This has always been a question in my heart. I once doubted Lu Xianming and Su Zixun, but I was more inclined to Su Zixun. I was surprised to learn that Lu Xianming did it. After all, he was Lu Yichen’s father.

Now, I finally want to understand that everything is Lu Xianming’s “credit”. I didn’t expect that he would be so mean.

“Yes, that time was just a warning from Lu Xianming to Lu Yichen. If Lu Yichen did not compromise, he would take the next step. No one knew what he would do to you, but it was certain that Lu Yichen could not bear the consequences. Xia Meng, do you know that Lu Yichen would rather lose you than have something to do with you. He does all this for you. ”

Once upon a time, I resented Lu Yichen for abandoning me. I even thought that everything he had done to me before was not sincere. It was just that the rich once in a while were greedy for freshness. When they got tired of playing, they naturally threw me away.

I have never thought that his grievance is for me. He is so proud that he compromises with Lu Xianming for me. How can I afford him to do this for me.

I know the truth, the heart seems to be pulled up by something, very uncomfortable, tears uncontrollably out, tears into the mouth, more bitter.

It’s hard to accept the fact that Lu Yichen abandoned me and found a new life, but now I’m suddenly told that I’ve been blaming the wrong person, which is hard for me to accept.

I choked, hoarse voice: “why, why tell me now?”