99 Forceful Kisses - Chapter 226
“I didn’t know until Ji Tianyu told me. Originally, Lu Yichen wanted to tell you after he solved all these problems without telling you, but no one thought that you would marry Huo Boyan in a fit of anger. Later, it came out that you were Jane’s daughter. It’s really not as good as heaven. ”
I understand Shen Yan’s meaning. My status is no better than before. Lu Xianming will never be stupid enough to move me. Su Zixun was born by Su Haoran’s mistress. It’s estimated that in Lu Xianming’s opinion, I’m a better choice now, so Lu Yichen doesn’t have to be threatened by him any more.
Said, Shen Yan sighed, “summer dream, really, your life experience is too strange, if you had known earlier, things would not have developed like this.”
No one in the world knew that.
Nature makes people. Once upon a time, I hated my life experience, but now it seems that I want to thank Lu Yichen and I for the opportunity brought by this absurd life experience.
But I’m not free. Huo Boyan has done so much for me. How can I have the heart to leave irresponsibly.
After learning the truth, my heart was not relaxed, but more and more heavy.
After thinking for a long time, I wiped the tears on my face and sighed, “this is probably fate. Lu Yichen and I are destined not to be together.”
In fact, I have been very grateful, at least have good memories, once had, this is enough.
“Summer dream, you love each other, now there is no family to stop, why not give each other a chance?”
Shen Yan frowned and asked.
I shook my head. “Some things, if you miss them, you miss them. If I didn’t have Huo Boyan, I couldn’t survive this time. I might have died long ago. I can’t be ungrateful. ”
Shen Yan also wanted to say that I changed the topic and asked monk Ji Tianyu how they were.
“What else can I do? Lu Yichen is in a bad mood recently. He wants to accompany him every day. He’s afraid that he can’t think of it and will do anything.”
Seeing that my face was not very good, Shen Yan said: “Oh, by the way, they also want to see you, but I stopped them. I was afraid of too many people, which affected your rest. Well, the fruit basket is the money they paid. I specially picked the fruit from Thailand and sent it by air. You can eat more, and I’ll send it to you after eating. ”
I was a little surprised. Looking at an ordinary fruit basket, it was imported by air, so I said that I could do this kind of thing and tried to toss them.
I smile, “how about you and Ji Tianyu?”
After listening to me, the smile on Shen Yan’s face faded a little. However, it was only a moment. She came back and said, “that’s it. He’s stiff with his family. I went out for a walk and thought clearly that love doesn’t have to get married. If he can persuade his parents, I’ll get married. If he can’t, I’ll get along with him first. If one day he can’t bear the pressure and wants to marry another woman, I’ll kick him and find a good one. Anyway, there is no one in the world who can’t live without him. ”
Seeing that she is so open-minded, I agree with her and envy her. If only I could be as open-minded as she is.
“I tell you, after you go out, you will find how wonderful the world is. Love is not the whole of life, without love, you can still live a life full of flavor, wake up in the journey, every day is fresh, that feeling is really great. If you have a chance, you can also experience it. ”
When she said these words, Shen Yan’s eyebrows and eyes Rose, and it seemed that the whole person was shining. I immediately yearned for everything she said.
I think, yes, there will be such a day.
Seeing that she talked about herself in a relaxed and comfortable way, I couldn’t help picking my eyebrows and asking, “why do you even bother to be a lobbyist for Lu Yichen?”
Shen Yan grinned and touched his nose. “It’s not because you two are different from us.”
In fact, in essence, I’m not different from her. It’s just that I’m luckier than her and my identity has changed.
If I’m still the summer dream of only Lao Xia… Oh, no, now I’m still the summer dream of only Lao Xia, which doesn’t change in my opinion.
Lu Yichen is right. He wants to protect me and bear everything by himself, but he never thought that love is a matter for two people. No matter happiness or suffering, they should bear it together. He released me from this love circle. I will not wait for him in the same place all the time. No one will stop.
We are all moving forward, but in the opposite direction, gradually becoming two parallel lines that will not intersect.
Shen Yan accompanied me for a long time. Seeing that I was a little tired, he picked up his bag and asked me to have a good rest and come to see me tomorrow.
The time of chatting with her really passed quickly. Looking at the time, it was already three o’clock in the afternoon. I didn’t take a nap. I was a little sleepy, so I went to bed for a sleep.
When I woke up, I was awakened by Huo Yunfan. I rubbed my eyes. He and Chen Baichuan were standing at the edge of my bed.
“Mengmeng, get up first, and then go to bed after dinner.”
I looked out of the window. It was dark and gray.Kissing the smell of the food, my stomach grunted. Suddenly I felt very hungry. I couldn’t wait to pick up chopsticks and eat.
“Summer dream, you are all quick to be a mother. You don’t want to be a little bit restrained.”
Chen Baichuan saw me swallow bitterly and couldn’t help laughing at me.
I didn’t lift my head and said, “what do you do? I’m just me. Different fireworks.”
I don’t know what’s funny about my serious words. Chen Baichuan couldn’t help laughing.
I couldn’t stop. I took a hard swallow and looked up and said, “Chen Baichuan, please don’t laugh like this when I eat, OK?”
Chen Baichuan Leng Leng, laugh more loudly, “summer dream, you when or before, this move is useless to me.”
In the past, when I was in college, I used to hurt Chen Baichuan so much. Every time he was embarrassed by me, his laughter stopped instantly, and then I would make fun of him. But now, it doesn’t work.
I can’t help sighing that time flies and things are right and people are wrong. It seems that Chen Baichuan is becoming more and more unlovable.
Huo Boyan’s face has been with a shallow smile, watching me and Chen Baichuan two people hurt each other, although he did not participate, but a strong sense of existence.
When I finished eating and drank hot water, Chen Baichuan looked at his watch and urged Huo Boyan, “it’s almost time. We should go.”
“Where are you going?” I asked
Chen Baichuan explained to me, “the project of the municipal government has officially started. There’s a dinner party in the evening. It’s the important leaders above. Not only us, but also the other two people are going.”
I nodded, “then you go quickly, it’s not good to be late.”
Huo Boyan face dew helpless, told the way, “today is estimated to be very late, you have to rest early. By the way, remember to lock the door when you go to bed. Although you are in the hospital, I don’t trust you alone. ”
“Well, I know. You can go back to sleep at night. Don’t come to the hospital.”
After Huo Boyan and Chen Baichuan left, I was left alone in the ward. I felt a little lonely, and I didn’t have much leisure. After a short walk, I went back to the ward to read.
I didn’t dare to see it too late. I turned off the light and went to bed at nine.
Lying on the bed, I don’t know if I’ve been sleeping for a long time in the afternoon. I’m in good spirits and some of them are hard to fall asleep. I always recall what Shen Yan said to me.
I opened my eyes, looking at the dark night outside in a daze.
I don’t know how long after that, I heard someone knocking at the door, and it seemed to be accompanied by the sound of calling my name.
I thought it was Huo Boyan. He turned on the light, lifted the quilt, got up, put on his slippers and went to the door.
As soon as I opened the door, a figure came towards me.
I stepped back a few steps, supported my body, and the person holding me was full of wine. I whispered: “Boyan, Boyan…”
before calling out a second voice, he suddenly raised his head and stared at me with burning eyes. There seemed to be something flowing through his black pupils. He looked at me seriously, pursed his mouth and did not speak.
“Lu Yichen, why are you?”
I was a little surprised.
“Summer dream.”
Lu Yichen is hoarse. I don’t know if it’s because he’s drunk that his voice becomes rough and hard to hear.
“What are you doing here?”
Calm down, I said without expression.
He looked at me, eyes blinked, suddenly stretched out his hand, warm fingers, gently rubbed my cheek.
My heart jumped and my body stepped back.
He grabbed my arm tightly and pulled me into his arms.
I frown, want to make a sound, but he suddenly lowered his head, tyrannical wild to catch my lips, hard nibble at my lips.
He seemed to use a fierce force, eager to suck my mouth, lips and my tightly intertwined.
My mouth was blocked, and I could only make some whimpers. Oh, I pushed his chest hard, trying to push him away, but Lu Yichen grabbed my hands, raised my head, and pushed me against the wall.
“Lu Yichen, you let me go, eh…”
after a while, I was exhausted, and he finally backed out, but instead nibbled at my neck.
“Summer dream, come back to me, OK? Don’t leave me, don’t leave me….
in his hoarse voice, he roared at me like a trapped animal, “why, why did we become what we are today, why did you marry Huo Boyan, why!”
I was frightened by his painful expression, stupefied for a long time, a trace of bitterness flowed through my heart.
“Lu Yichen, go back.”
He was drunk and couldn’t listen to what I said, but I had already made a decision in my heart and didn’t want to waver any more.
“No, I’m not going back. I’m not going anywhere. I just want to be with you.”
Lu Yichen stretched out his hand and hugged me tightly. He refused to let go. It was as if he wanted to embed me in his body.