A Book Dedicated to Our Youth - Chapter 45
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Talking means to fall in love. At that time, everyone did not know whether it was embarrassing or to avoid teachers and parents and reduce it to talk. I immediately said, “Ah? No.”
Huang Wei’s “You don’t need to be nervous, I will help you keep a secret” looks like: “Many people will see you take him home after seeing his self-study at night!”
The school forbids premature love, but the hearts of boys and girls ca n’t be forbidden. Everyone is flashing in the dark, but Shen Yuanzhe and I really are n’t, so I explain lightly: “We are just going the way.”
Huang Wei smiled and asked, “Do you like Shen Yuanzhe?”
I am a little annoyed, and I am not familiar with her. These things are not even good friends will tell, why she is so unsightly?
“Ordinary friends like it.”
“Then do you like someone? I mean something special.”
“No.”
“Really? I don’t believe it! You must have someone you like, who? I suspect it is one of our summer camps, right?”
“I have never liked boys.”
I denied that my face was not red and my heart was not beating. When I thought about leaving, I found out that I do n’t know when Shen Yuanzhe and Zhang Jun were standing aside, watching us fortune telling. My heart thumped, and suddenly I felt sore. I completely forgot what I wanted to do in the last second, and I sat still.
Huang Wei smiled and asked Zhang Jun and Shen Yuanzhe: “Do you want fortune telling? Very effective.”
Shen Yuanzhe said the names of the four girls. I still have Lin and I. Huang Wei immediately said: “The names of the four boys Luo Qiqi said just now also have you. The card says you are an important person in her heart. You will have a very long time. Fate. ”
Huang Wei’s tone was ambiguous and made me uncomfortable. Shen Yuanzhe said with a smile: “We have to go to a school for three years in high school. Of course it is a long fate.”
Huang Wei changed his tone to make a joke between Shen Yuanzhe and me. It was like a tentative trial. Shen Yuanzhe was very calm. The soldiers came to block it, the water came to cover it, and the Tai Chi punch was very smooth. Huang Wei had no way to take him.
When Zhang Jun’s fortune-telling, he draws a card from Huang Wei and casually quotes the girl’s name: “Tong Yunzhu, Li Xiaowan, Lin still …”
We all looked at him in surprise, he and Lin are still not so familiar?
Waiting for his fourth name, he suddenly stopped.
I pretended to pick up the remote control inadvertently, and randomly changed the TV channel, but I was inexplicably expecting it.
Zhang Jun’s hand stopped for a while, with a smile, he drew out the card and said the last name: “Guan He.”
Both Shen Yuanzhe and Huang Wei laughed, and I smiled happily, looking at Zhang Jun without temperature, covering up all the inner disturbances.
The next night, everyone went out to eat together. Twelve or three people have a big table, divided into three tables, I was very unfortunate to have the same table with Zhang Jun again.
Zhen Gongzi is extremely eloquent. Everyone is talking and talking, and there is laughter for a while. I know they hate me, so without saying a word, I keep my head down to eat, and the dishes are not actively clipped, and I eat whatever I have in front of me.
The tea in the cup had been drunk, and I looked up and found that the teapot was at the hand of Zhen Gongzi. Then I lowered my head and continued to eat.
Zhang Jun took the teapot and poured tea one by one. Everyone smiled and said “Thank you.” When I poured it, I dunked the tea cup with my hand: “No.” In fact, I want to drink water, but he has been so deceiving these days. , I just don’t want to accept his love, even if it’s just a smooth love.
All the people at the table looked at him, making him very faceless. He stood with the teapot for a moment, smiled and poured it down to the next person, but Zhen Gongzi snorted coldly: “Some people shame their faces.”
I should n’t understand, and I continued my meal with my head down. Zhen Gongzi was still ridiculing and sneering.
The atmosphere on the table was embarrassing. I put up with it for a while. I couldn’t bear it. I slammed the chopsticks on the table and stared at Zhen Gongzi and asked, “Are you endless? Is Zhang Jun your brother or your brother, himself?” Dumb? Want you to come forward? ”
Unexpectedly, Zhen Gongzi smiled and said: “Zhang Jun is my brother, what’s wrong? He disdains to care about you, I just like to take the place of my brother, what’s wrong?”
Jia Gongzi also joined in the excitement: “The road is uneven and everyone stepped on it. I dare you to not allow us to draw a knife to help? Who do you think you are?”
Shen Yuanzhe rounded the field: “Everyone said less, but it was not a big deal.”
The man’s mouth is so bad that women are really afraid of three points. I stood up and walked out to the restaurant to sit. Shen Yuanzhe followed, and I said, “I came out after I was full. You don’t need to control me.”
“I’m full too.”
He sat next to me, asked for two cold drinks, handed me a cup, wanted to say something, but it was not easy to speak.
I know that as the contradiction between me and Zhang Jun grows larger, everyone more and more rejects me, and he defends me, so it’s really embarrassing.
“Actually, you don’t need to help me, I don’t care what other people do to me.”
“I know you feel bad.”
I stared at the condensed water droplets on the cold drink cup, and my nose was a little sour. My discomfort did not come from the rejection of everyone. These did not hurt me at all, but Zhang Jun. I did n’t understand where he had offended him. Why did he make me so troublesome? Actually forced me to have no corner to hide.
Lin still walked out, sat next to me, lowered his head and said: “Qiqi, I want to say a few words with you, I hope you don’t mind.”
“Am I so careful?”
“You are not careful-minded, but just because you are not careful-minded, I can’t understand why you just treated Zhang Jun like that. I think you are not looking like this now, the opportunity for everyone to come out is very valuable, how good it is to play together, But because of you and Zhang Jun, we are so nervous and embarrassed that we do n’t dare to talk more. Just now Zhang Jun poured tea for you, why did you refuse? Even if there are contradictions in the usual time, Zhang Jun said something unpleasant, but you It has always been the most generous. Horsepower laughed at you so much that you never get angry; Yang Jun always teases you, and you never mind, why should you mind Zhang Jun? ”
I lowered my head and thought for a while: “I know, thank you, I shouldn’t affect everyone because of myself.”
Lin is still nervous: “Are you upset?”
“No, I know that you really care about me, and I hope everyone will not hate me before I say these things to me.”
Lin was still relieved and said with a smile: “I know you are not full, and the waiter just packed the remaining buns just now.”
“Thank you.”
Lin still smiled and shook his head, but Shen Yuanzhe looked at me thoughtfully.
After returning to the accommodation, it was just over seven o’clock. Some of the students were playing basketball, some were playing poker, and some were watching TV. I sat alone in the dormitory and decided to go to Zhang Jun. I want to talk to him to solve the problem between us.
I found a boy and asked him where Zhang Jun was.
“Zhang Jun said that he was a little tired. He didn’t come out to play. He rested alone in the dormitory.”
I knocked on the door of Zhang Jun’s dormitory. He said, “The door is unlocked.”
I pushed the door in and he was standing at the window, looking back at me and froze.
I closed the door: “I want to talk to you.”
He sat on the only chair and asked me to sit by the bed.
I have been silent for a long time, and I do n’t know where to start, he is not in a hurry, sitting quietly, seeing no meanness at all.
After a long time, I sighed and said: “I know you can’t see me and hate me, but it is not necessary because we both affect everyone. I promise that I will not provoke you in the future, and I will try not to appear under your nose in the future. I only agree or disagree with what you say, but I also trouble you to let me go. “After I finished, I stood up immediately and wanted to leave.
He immediately grabbed my sleeve: “I haven’t looked at you.”
“You haven’t seen me yet?” I stopped walking angrily, shook his hand, and pointed at him to ask, “In order to avoid you, I climbed the Xiangshan Mountain and walked fast, trying to rush forward, you said me I do n’t care about my classmates who are slow to go, well, I understand! I went to the Forbidden City, I did n’t want to attract you, and in the end, you satirized me to drag everyone ’s hind legs! I talked to my classmates I have the most words, and I have snatched up all the other people ’s words. That ’s it, I ’m silent! You also satirize that I do n’t have a collective consciousness. I am alone, playing with high-dressing and deep! I have something to say. You said, I can’t take off my glasses. What’s your business? I’ve tried very hard to avoid you, what do you want … ”
While I was talking, he walked over. I was so angry, I did n’t pay attention. I just stepped back step by step until I posted it on the wall, still staring at him and complaining angrily: “We have known each other since childhood. Student, even if you hate me, there is no need to make everyone squeeze me … ”
He suddenly lowered his head to kiss me, I subconsciously hid, he did not touch my forehead, but touched my hair.
My voice disappeared immediately, my mouth was open, and I stared at him in horror. He put his arms on the wall and looked down at me. Although his face was expressionless, his face was red and white. Obviously, he was also very surprised and nervous. .
My head was blank. After a short stay, I suddenly lowered my body and drilled out from under his arm. When I opened the door, I ran desperately to my dormitory. I slammed the door closed and leaned against the door panel. Jump wildly.
After a long jump, the talent is conscious. As if I was drunk, I crept to the bed and lay down. The more I thought, the more sad I felt, and the more angry I felt, Zhang Jun really regarded himself as the school grass. It seemed that as long as she was a girl, she would like him.
I thought sadly that I should either slap him in the face and awaken him as an asshole; or I should just plop up and kiss him. Anyway, I like him for so many years. Whoever takes advantage of who is cheap really says no quasi.
But my **** ran away uselessly! Luo Qiqi, I really want to slap you!
Lin still came back and asked me: “Are you hungry? Do you want to eat small buns?”
I was wrapped in a towel and vaguely said, “Don’t.” I was already full of myself.