A Book Dedicated to Our Youth - Chapter 53

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From the day of dissolution

We are expecting you to recombine

But time said cruelly

When it’s gone, I can’t go back …

1

Sophomore started

Years have forged my heart into a strong iron, so that I can calmly withstand the wind and frost of the world.

However, only you can easily break it.

Just because you are all my youth years, all my laughter and sorrow that I cannot forget,

Under the hard shell, there is always a hidden corner for you to jump gently.

On the first day of the new semester, the morning is the opening ceremony. First, the principal’s speech, then the freshman freshman’s speech, and finally awarded to the three best students and outstanding class cadres of each grade. Although I ranked second in the class, I missed the third best student because the sports performance class last.

For this matter, the class teacher specifically explained to me, I do n’t care, I do n’t value these fake names, the only thing I am worried about is my academic performance. However, when I heard that the excellent class cadre in class (4) was Zhang Jun, my vanity broke out very much. When he came to the stage to receive the award, I applauded extremely hard, and my palms were red.

The main task in the afternoon is to clean up. In addition to the classrooms of our own classes, the school has also assigned several roads for each class to clean.

(4) The class moves fast and cleans up very early. When Zhang Jun came to me, I was fighting with horsepower, but I didn’t hear him call me. When we heard him call me, our class boys all heard it, and began to roar. I was embarrassed and ran into Zhang Jun in front of me: “We can’t go yet, you go first.” When I turned around, I slipped back. Zhang Jun said, “I’m waiting for you.” Next to the bench.

I was frightened and immediately said, “Don’t.” Seeing his disappointed expression, I thought about it and said, “Then you are waiting for me at the flower bed outside the school gate. I’ll go find you.”

He said, “That will do.”

I took the broom and went back to cleaning, Yang Junzui asked me quickly: “Are the rumors true, did you really talk to Zhang Jun?”

I glared at him: “Can’t ordinary male and female students speak?”

I do n’t know why, it ’s hard for me to admit that I am Zhang Jun ’s girlfriend in public. Maybe I know it deep down, but I do n’t want to think about it. I’m afraid Zhang Jun is just playing with me. I don’t want others to add the modifier “one of Zhang Jun’s girlfriends” before my name.

Because I didn’t admit it, everyone also felt that Zhang Jun and Ba Ganzi would not be able to play together, so even though the rumors were flying all over the place, they still regarded it as a joke.

Tong Yunzhu glanced at me silently. I knew she had a good relationship with Zhang Jun. Suddenly she felt a little guilty. She quickly laughed and got rid of that feeling. I did n’t admit it, but I did n’t deny it!

After officially starting the class, Zhang Jun requested to go home with me after school every day. I refused to let him wait for me in the corridor, he could only wait for me outside the school.

Zhang Jun complained a lot about this, and mocked me as I looked at Dadang boldly, but didn’t expect to be so afraid of teachers and parents. No matter how he mocks, I still insist on “underground love”.

Because the secret work was done very well, apart from Zhang Jun ’s buddy and some of my good friends, the school classmates did not know that Zhang Jun and I were in a relationship. With Zhang Jun’s attention, I have created the ninth miracle in the world.

Love in high school is actually very simple. There are no big things in life. Some are just little things little by little. All joys and sorrows are tightly surrounded by these little things.

He waited for me every day after school, sent me home first, and then went home by himself.

Our two classes are next to each other. Whenever he passes by our class, he never forgets to greet me with his eyes.

During class exercises, he would buy snacks for me, knowing that I was afraid of others seeing it, let Tong Yunzhu bring me, often I just thought of buying cold drinks, Tong Yunzhu already smiled and came to me with ice cream and drinks.

In the hot summer afternoon, there is no trace of wind, and the students are holding a homemade fan and listening to the class while fanning. He will ask Tong Yunzhu to hand me a sealed space cup filled with ice cubes for me to put on the table during class Cool off.

I am a Chinese class representative. I often have to send homework to a Chinese teacher. If he sees me passing through the window, he will always force a class representative of their class to send homework and accompany me to the teacher ’s office building.

Zhang Jun plays basketball every day during class activities, and every time he wants me to watch. I am embarrassed to go and watch him play basketball, I first incited Yang Jun ’s goodwill, and encouraged him to defeat Zhang Jun of class (4), to establish the status of high school sophomore basketball. After successfully instigating Yang Jun, I Just playing the banner to cheer Yang Jun, dragging Lin still to watch Yang Jun play basketball, by the way, of course, you can also see Zhang Jun. With my daily sensation, coupled with rumors about the ambiguous relationship between Zhang Jun and Tong Yunzhu, Yang Jun saw Zhang Jun like a cockfight every time he saw Zhang Jun dead in the basketball court. Zhang Jun told me The curve saves the country from crying and laughing.

I am embarrassed to say what I like you, and I am often embarrassed to go to Zhang Jun, even, I will avoid him deliberately in school, but I like to watch him when he is not paying attention, no matter what he is doing, just look at To him, I will feel very happy. After years of practice, my “Zhang Jun Positioning Technology” has been perfected. I can sweep the sight of a group of people casually, but I can see him at a glance; I can not squint when I walk through the corridor. However, Yu Guang had a panoramic view of his every move in the classroom; I could even feel his presence from the back, knowing if he was watching me.

I like to eat jelly. After spending time with him, I especially like the heart-shaped jelly of crystal love. Occasionally, I will also shyly trouble Tong Yunzhu to transfer a heart-shaped jelly of crystal love to Zhang Jun. At what time to eat, and then, keep staring at the meter to count the time, and wait until the specified time, I also secretly eat one, it feels as if our two hearts are closely connected. When Zhang Jun was out of school, he would smile and tell me that he was caught by the teacher when he secretly ate jelly in class, and asked me where he offended me, why did I deliberately rectify him.

Our class is face-to-face with the desk of the Chinese teacher in their class. Sometimes, I will use the convenience of my job to secretly sandwich the written notes in his Chinese assignment while taking the assignment. Most of the content on the note is boring, but it hides my hidden happiness and joy.

I found that his subjects are also the worst in English. Whenever I take notes, I will put a blue carbon paper under the note paper, write two notes, and give him the one with the clearest handwriting. In order to encourage him to work hard, I told him that I would wake up half an hour early every day and recite English, and asked him to accompany me to get up early. Every morning when I get up, thinking that he is also getting up at this time, I can’t help but smile, and read English like singing.

On the way out of school, we sometimes talk about things in school, and sometimes he sings to me. He likes Zhang Xueyou ’s song the most, and it ’s also the most sung by Zhang Xueyou, with a mellow voice and full of magnetism, just as good as Zhang Xueyou ’s. From “I Waited for the Flowers and Thank You” to “You Along the Way”, later, whenever someone asked “Whose song do you like to listen to the most”, I would always answer “Xue Xueyou” immediately, in fact I never buy Popular song tape, all the songs I have heard about Jacky Cheung are sung to me by Zhang Jun.

On the way home, he always helped me carry a school bag. All I needed was a ice cream bar. He sang a song. I listened. The stars and the evening breeze accompany us.

On weekends, after doing our homework, we sometimes go out to play and sometimes we take a walk by the river.

The decision of whether to go out and where to play is with me, and how I decide depends on my pocket money. Because of my self-esteem, I have always tried to maintain the fairness of our money. For example, if he asked me to slip Roller skates, I will invite him to eat snacks. But the gap between me and him is too big. Sometimes he wants to invite me to watch a movie, but I have to refuse him because he has no pocket money, but I am embarrassed to tell him the real reason, I can only simply say that I do not want to go. He is sometimes unhappy, but he comes fast and goes fast.

There are so many trivial things that I do n’t even know how to recall them, but I was so happy at the time. In the boring study life, the two carefully enjoyed the secret happiness. The time they spend with each day is just a bit, but because it is very cherished, every bit and every drop is particularly sweet.

In September of high school, everything was as beautiful as September. Heart, every day the tile blue tile is bright, and the shadows under those tile blues, both of us, I am dull, but he thinks that as long as I love enough, I can overcome it.

On a weekend in October, Zhang Jun said that Mr. Jia asked us to sing and asked my parents not to go home for dinner. I did.

When I arrived at the cabaret, I found many classmates, including my good friends Guan He and Lin Shun, as well as Zhang Jun’s good friends Zhen Gongzi, Jia Gongzi, Tong Yunzhu, Huang Wei, and some other classmates I didn’t know.

I was nervous and kept my distance from Zhang Jun deliberately. I didn’t want to walk into the classroom next week and find out that the news of my relationship with Zhang Jun was well known. But Zhang Jun couldn’t feel my tension, where did I sit, where did he follow.

Singing for a while, Zhang Jun told me to go out for a while, and he did n’t come back for a while. I was surprised that the young son Jia who had been looking at the watch suddenly stood up and turned off the light. Zhang Jun came in with a birthday cake .

In the swaying candlelight, several good friends of Guan He and Zhang Jun clapped their hands and began to sing: “Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you …” The others immediately understood and sang together “Happy birthday to you ,Happy Birthday”.

I was helpless and looked at Zhang Jun in surprise. The parents of the generation do not pay attention to these Western-style etiquettes. The children ’s birthday is to make a good table and give a little pocket money. This is the first birthday cake in my life and the first time I was so Grand blessing.

The romantic candlelight and warm blessings made me forget for the first time that I would care if others knew my relationship with Zhang Jun.

Zhang Jun said: “Close your eyes to make a wish, and then blow out the candles in one breath, the wish will come true.”

They also said: “The wish for a birthday is very effective.”

I closed my eyes and cleared all my distractions. I prayed silently with 120,000 points of sincerity. Please let Zhang Jun love me forever.

At that time, what I feared most was that he did n’t love me, but he did n’t understand that he always loved me, it did n’t mean that we were together forever.

Opening my eyes, exhausting all my energy, all the candles were blown out at once, and everyone laughed and applauded.

All my friends gave me gifts, and I kept saying thank you, and finally Zhang Jun, everyone was very excited, especially the girls, waiting to see his gifts, because girls always think that gifts from boys Zhong can clearly see his feelings.

Zhang Jun handed me a red velvet box. I opened it and found that it was a very beautiful gold chain with a small peach heart gold pendant.

“The abbreviations of our two last names are engraved on it.” Zhang Jun happily showed me, Zh & amp; L.

The girls marveled at “really beautiful”, but Huang Wei put her hands on her chest and stared at me with disdain.

I closed the box and returned the gold necklace to Zhang Jun: “Sorry, I can’t ask for it.”

The room suddenly calmed down, and Zhang Jun’s friends could not understand my behavior at this time. It was only related to the eyes of the lotus. We are all too self-respecting, too proud, or too inferior, too sensitive.

Zhang Jun seemed to calmly smile and said, “Even if it doesn’t look good, you accept it as a souvenir. This has our two names on it.”

“I can’t want it.”

Zhen Gongzi glared at me and wanted to yell at him, Jia Gongzi held him, playing the round field: “The gift is over, we should be gone.”

Everyone echoed with embarrassment: “Go, go, we go.”

Zhang Jun stared at me, the smile on his face stretched reluctantly: “Finally ask you again, do you want it?”

I shook my head.

With a bang, Zhang Jun threw the box into the trash bin and smiled casually to Zhen Gongzi: “Let’s play billiards.”

Zhen Gongzi glared at me and immediately screamed, “Go, go, play together.”

A few of their best buddies left with all their friends talking and laughing, leaving Lin still and Guan He.

I smiled at them: “I’m sorry, I’m going home first.”

Within a short while, I fell from heaven to hell.

When I got home, my head was still in a mess, and I could not fall asleep in bed, and all the grievances caused by Zhang Jun came to my heart.

I sneaked out of school every day, sacrificed my study time to accompany him, and became one of his many girlfriends. I was talked about with ridicule. I knew I did n’t want others to know our relationship, but he invited so many people When spending money together, it was painful, but he was indifferent …

Thinking wildly, the phone on the table suddenly rang loudly. When I was shocked, I immediately answered the phone with a sixth sense. It was so fast that the phone did not ring.

“Hey?”

“it’s me.”

I shuddered and opened the door, glanced at it, and made sure that there was no movement from my parents before I hid the phone and hid in the quilt.

The two did not speak. After a while, he asked: “Are you still there?”

“Why are you calling so late? What if my parents answer the phone?”

“I thought about it. If your parents answered, I would hang up immediately. They would think it was a harassment. However, I feel that I think it will be you.”

I said nothing, he asked, “Are you angry?”

“No.”

“Would you like to go out together tomorrow?”

“I will read a book tomorrow.”

“The day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, you all have to read, you don’t want to see me at all, right?”

I didn’t answer.

“Today is your birthday. I should n’t be angry with you anyway, let alone this is our first birthday together. I really want to make you happy. I will give you a birthday gift again. , Do n’t be mad at me, will you? ”

Send it back? I was almost ashamed to throw the phone: “Don’t give me a gift, people’s feelings are not expressed by gifts.”

“I’ve been to your house just now, and I have put things in front of your house. You can get them.”

“I do not want.”

“Even if you don’t, you have to throw it away! Do you want your parents to see it tomorrow?”

I froze for a moment, immediately put the phone down, crept to the living room, opened the door, and saw a small transparent plastic bottle in the corner beside the door, with a blue ribbon tied on it, quickly took it in, closed Good door, slip back to the bedroom.

I didn’t dare to take a closer look when I was in the bedroom. There was a stone in the plastic bottle.

Although the bottle is beautiful, it is just a waste bottle after the chocolate beans are eaten; the stone, although beautiful, is a very ordinary stone that can be found in the river as long as you are willing to spend time.

I haven’t figured out what Zhang Jun means for a long time. I can only hold the phone in the quilt again and call him with a heart. When the phone rang half a time, he answered the phone.

I pressed my voice and said, “It’s me.”

He said, “I know.”

“What do you mean?”

“Do you remember our fifth grade summer vacation?”

A clear picture flashed through my mind, but the tone was cold: “I don’t remember.”

“Teacher Gao taught us to participate in math competitions. At that time, we went home every day and often went to the river to play. You liked picking stones. At that time, you were more introverted. Talk, but as long as I help you find good-looking stones, you will be very happy, will talk to me, and will tell me your story from the book, do you remember? ”

Of course I remember, how could I forget? It’s just that our memory has deviations. I remember I was talking to him all the time, and I remember that whether he helped me pick up rocks or not, I would be very happy.

He said: “Every time I walk by the river, I will unintentionally turn over the stones, and pick them up if there are good-looking ones. A stone represents a year. In the future, your birthday every year, I will pick one from the stones I collected. The best looking one is for you. I hope you will have one hundred beautiful stones I gave in the future. ”

It took me a while to understand what he meant. In a flash, I moved from **** to heaven. I was so touched by my heart that I said lightly, “Where can I live for more than 100 years?”

He smiled and said, “We can live together if we live together.”

“You just daydream!”

“This is not a daydream. It is scientifically based. It is reported that the secret of many elderly people’s longevity is to maintain a good mood. As long as we are together, we will be happy every day. We will definitely live a hundred years old. ”

He spoke with a nose and eyes, and I couldn’t help laughing while covering my mouth, and the unhappiness at night was so overwhelmed by the sweetness that there was no trace.

Is every relationship in love a walking curve of joy and displeasure? I do n’t know. I only know that my sensitive girl ’s heart will suddenly fall into the valley because of his words, and it will suddenly rise to heaven because of one of his actions. In fact, all judgments The standard is just: he doesn’t care about me.

2

First grade

Thank you for meeting me with love; thank you for giving me that beautiful vow.

As time goes by, when you are old, the gratifying encounter will be separated,

Beautiful vows will change, there are too many incompleteness and regrets in this world,

But I remember, I always remember, you have loved me deeply.

Because of the birthday party, things about Zhang Jun and me spread quickly on campus, and Yang Jun’s classmates laughed back and forth.

At that time, campus folk songs were in full swing. Many boys liked to sit on the desk during breaks, stepped on stools, hugged and bounced guitars, and Yang Jun was one of them.

He couldn’t sing love songs to Tong Yunzhu, so he used all his energy to fight and laugh at me. Ever since I heard about Zhang Jun, his favorite game was to sing “You at the same table” while playing against me.

“Whoever married you sentimental, who read your diary, who put up your long hair, who made the wedding dress for you, who read the letter I wrote to you …”

The whole class listened and laughed.

At this time, I must calm down and calm down, completely ignoring him, otherwise no matter what reaction, it will only make the boys in our class laugh more happy.

But before the mid-term exam, Yang Jun suddenly slumped, no longer teasing me, no longer singing, not even learning.

I asked him what happened, and he quietly told me that he saw Tong Yunzhu holding hands with the rogue who opened the video hall.