A Book Dedicated to Our Youth - Chapter 56

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Zhang Jun sat beside me, but his mind was not on me. He stared at the shimmering river, seeming to think about something very embarrassing. He has been very worried about this evening, and intuitively told me that it was related to seeing our elementary school classmates.

Does he intend to confess to me his feelings for Guan He?

I thought about it and decided to wait for him to finish first, and then I will talk about it.

He didn’t speak, and I didn’t say anything. He picked up a few stones and threw them into the river, only listening to the “slam”.

After a while, he seemed to make up his mind: “Qiqi, I want to tell you something.”

“You said.”

“You … do you remember Teacher Zhao from elementary school?”

I was silent, wondering if the answer should be remembered or not. At that time, I still didn’t like him. If I remember, it means that all the humiliation was performed in front of the person I like, that is, humiliation plus humiliation.

Without knowing how to answer, I decided to play Tai Chi: “What’s wrong? How did she suddenly mention her?”

Zhang Jun remained silent for a while before saying: “I stolen Zhou Yun’s pen. After stealing, I threw it into the grass beside the playground.”

I thought I heard him tell me that he had really liked that Guan He would be the worst thing tonight, but I didn’t expect anything worse. I couldn’t even hold a well-trained smile, so I just stared at him in shock.

“Ms. Zhao is stupid. I don’t know if you can steal things as long as you are bold and careful, you can do it in a single interview. You don’t need to stay in the classroom to wait for the time to commit crimes. What are you doing with a pen that is more expensive? Why do you get a lot of broken pens … “He has a lot of discomfort in his eyes, but he doesn’t know how to tell me. He can only say something uncharacteristically, but he can’t talk about it later. , The voice snapped into his throat.

The night was strangely uneasy in silence.

“Qi Qi, I’m sorry!” Zhang Jun lowered his head and whispered, as if crushed by discomfort and self-blame, he had no courage to look at me.

I suddenly looked up and smiled at him: “Actually, I already guessed it was you.”

“Ah?” He raised his head in surprise, the heavy self-blame in his eyes lightened.

“Don’t you know your notoriety in elementary school? Fight, smoke, drink, chase girls, steal things …” I looked at him with a smile and said while holding my finger, “We have no friendship at all, but You are so good to me inexplicably, and you take the initiative to lend me a copy; when you are late, bear the guilt for me; when it rains, you buy a good umbrella and wait for me to go to school together, and say what you want to protect me. Huh! Treacherous is theft! Do you really think I am a stupid girl? See no clues? ”

He looked at me awkwardly, and the heavy self-blame in his eyes slowly dissipated: “So you knew it at the time? Actually, I wanted to tell you several times, but I couldn’t speak every time.”

I smiled and asked, “On the day you graduated from elementary school, did you just want to tell me this?”

“Yeah!” He started to believe that I already knew that his expression became lighter. “Did you just ignore me because you guessed that I did it?”

“Yes! What do you think could be the reason?” I suddenly found out that once the lie started, it was like a snowball.

He exhaled for a long time, and seemed to be glad that he finally spit out the stone that had been pressed on his heart for so many years: “I thought you disliked me and felt ashamed to be friends with me, so I later refused to accept Xu Xiaobo, he was no better than me. Where did I go, but I didn’t expect … But, why didn’t you show that you knew it at all? ”

“Why didn’t I show it? Do you remember? After the math contest, I suddenly bleed. You handed me the paper and I opened your hand in one click.”

Zhang Jun thought for a while, then vaguely remembered: “Yeah! I was scared at that time, so fierce!”

He smiled at me, relieved and relaxed, thinking that I had punished him for many years, and I smiled at him.

I pretended to think of it suddenly and looked at my watch: “Yeah! It’s more than eleven o’clock, I have to go home.”

He got up busy and took me home.

When I came downstairs in my house, I smiled and waved at him: “Goodbye, have a good dream.”

His name was: “Qiqi.”

I looked back at him, and he said, “Although things have passed, I still have to say, sorry!”

I lowered my head, there were tears in my eyes, but the tone of the voice said briskly: “Well, I know.”

I ran upstairs quickly, rushed to the third floor, and I no longer had strength. Hiding in the corner, he leaned against the wall of the corridor and squatted on the ground.

In the darkness, arms clasped himself tightly, and tears fell silently. I thought it was a very romantic start. I even thought he had a little bit of affection for me, but I never imagined that there was such a cause-effect relationship.

The next day, Zhang Jun called me and asked me to go out to play, and I said: “The midterm exam is coming soon. I am going to find Lin still today and ask her a few questions.”

Zhang Jun knows that I have always regarded learning as important, so I have no doubt: “Then go, call me when you come back.” And very considerately, “If you want to concentrate on review this week, we can not meet. , But be sure to call me every day. ”

“Ok.”

“Learning is important, but your body is also important. Don’t be too hard.”

“Ok.”

I could feel that he was reluctant to hang up the phone, but I pretended not to notice that he finally hung up.

I ’m not angry with him, and I can fully understand that everything is accidental. He did n’t want to frame me. This is just a joke between destiny and us, but for a while, I could n’t turn emotionally, but did n’t want to. Let him see, so he can only choose not to meet for a while.

Probably because the aunt who took care of Zhang Jun returned to his hometown temporarily, Zhang Jun didn’t know how to take care of himself. Coupled with the busy and tight midterm exams, Zhang Jun, who had always been as healthy as a bull, had a bad cold. But he never told me that I didn’t know until after the midterm exam.

When I went to see him, I found that Huang Wei was there, and I was asking for warmth. If I switch to Guan He, I will definitely be jealous, but I will not show it, and I will smile pretending to be generous, but Huang Wei, I do n’t feel jealous at all. I sit silently, watching with cold eyes. Very mindful.

Zhang Jun was very happy to see me coming and kept talking to me. Huang Wei took the initiative to leave within a few minutes.

I asked Zhang Jun: “Why don’t you tell me you are sick? But tell Huang Wei?”

Zhang Jun teased me: “Luo Qiqi is jealous, Luo Qiqi is jealous.”

I’m jealous more often! It’s just that when I was really jealous, you didn’t know that, because when I was jealous, I went to cover up more and more, and never refused to expose my own darkness.

I smiled and said, “Don’t feel good about yourself. I’m not jealous. I just don’t like her.”

“You are not familiar with her again, isn’t it because I don’t like her?”

“If you like me, you like it naturally; if you don’t like me, I will walk away. What do I have to do with others? There are many people who like you, do I still hate each other? I hate her because she knows it If you have a girlfriend, not only do you avoid taboos, but you pretend to be ambiguous. In this way, she neither respects others, nor understands respect for herself. Any girl who is self-respecting and self-loving ca n’t do that. I do n’t like her. ”

Zhang Jun ’s habit is always heavy, and has always defended her friends. He hastily defended her: “You misunderstood her, she recognized me as an elder brother, we are pure brother and sister friendship, she came to care about me because I was sick.”

I sneered and didn’t know where to learn. Nowadays, the way boys refuse to like their girls is to recognize her as a sister, and the way girls pursue unreachable boys is to recognize him as an older brother.

I went to the kitchen to pour water for Zhang Jun, and saw a kettle that was distorted: “Zhang Jun, what’s wrong with this kettle?”

Watching TV, Zhang Jun said indifferently: “I was boiling water the night before, and I fell asleep, and the water dried up.”

“You sleep with water burning, are you afraid of gas poisoning?”

“At more than two o’clock, I suddenly woke up and felt that the smell in the room was not right, so I shut it down in time.”

He didn’t take it seriously, but I could hear a cold sweat. Does this person know nothing about the danger of gas because he never does housework? I remember I learned to cook on the first day, my mother repeatedly stressed that the gas valve must be closed, otherwise it will explode, be poisoned and die.

I turned off the TV and looked at him seriously. He thought what was wrong and looked at me in a daze. As a result, I began to popularize the knowledge of carbon monoxide poisoning and various household explosions. He nodded with a smile: “Remember, nagging!”

We chatted for a while, I think it was almost ten o’clock, ready to go home.

He took my hand and didn’t speak, but his eyes blinked pitifully, looking at me like Bambi.

I said, “Otherwise you move to your sister’s house for a few days and wait for the illness to go home.”

Zhang Jun let go of my hand: “As soon as I catch a cold, I can take care of myself, just two days later, you call me when you get home.”

I thought about it and said, “Do you have any extra keys? Give me one so I can come to see you tomorrow, and I will give you back when you are ill.”

Without saying a word, he immediately gave me his key.

I smiled and patted his head: “Have a good rest.”

All came to the door, he also said loudly: “Remember to call.”

Moms and dads usually have regular work and rest schedules. Even on weekends, they still wash and sleep at eleven.

I finished washing, put on the sportswear I usually wear during morning exercises in the bedroom, combed my hair, and put on a baseball cap, and waited until twelve. When I heard the sound of my father snoring, I got up and stuffed a pillow in. Under the quilt, disguised as someone sleeping.

Carrying his shoes, he crept to the living room, opened the door, first inserted the key into the door, turned the lock in, and then slowly pulled the door hard, then slowly released the key, so that it could be quietly Lock the door.

I posted it at the door and listened for a while. After confirming that there was no abnormal sound at home, I concealed the anti-theft door, put on my shoes and ran downstairs. I ran to Zhang Jun ’s house and opened the door gently with the key he gave me. Fumbled to turn on the light.

Zhang Jun was still asleep, reading a book in bed, heard the noise, barefoot, took out the iron pipe that had been placed under the bed for many years, and walked out with light hands, just about to wave his stick, the light in the living room turned on.

Both me and him were frightened, looked at each other clearly, and laughed at each other.

He asked in surprise: “How did you come?”

“Slipped out. In the past, I always listened to the enchanting women who talked about how to slip out of the house to play overnight. After listening to many methods, I finally had the opportunity to practice it once.”

“Why don’t you tell me? I’ll wait for you downstairs in your house. You come alone at night, and you’re not afraid to meet bad people?”

I’m afraid to tell him in advance that I won’t be able to slip out at that time and let him rejoice, but I don’t want to tell him the reason. I just looked at him with a smile and said, “Aren’t you a bad person?”

He chuckled with laughter: “We have changed our ways, and now we are good people who can’t be better.”

When he walked into his bedroom, he found that the English book was upside down on the bed. Obviously, he was reading English just now, but he didn’t expect him to work so hard.

I was afraid he was embarrassed and pretended not to see: “Why haven’t you slept yet?”

“Sleep much during the day.”

He scratched his head and looked around: “I hit the floor, you sleep on the bed.”

I was not polite, and urged him to lie down on the bed in clothes after taking the medicine, and he slept on the ground.

This was the first time we were alone in a room with two widows. The two were very excited and kept talking. Later, I was afraid that he would not rest well, pretending to be sleepy and stop talking.

He fell asleep under the action of cold medicine. Instead, I kept counting the time and didn’t sleep well.

More than five o’clock in the morning, I crept up and helped him make a simple breakfast, leaving a note to remind him to take medicine, arrange everything, and hurried home.

When I got to the door of the house, I put my ear on the door and listened to the movement. After confirming that everything was safe, I gently opened the door with a key, and quickly slipped back to my bedroom and got into the bed.

At eight o’clock, Mom and Dad got up one after another. I listened to their voices and secretly made a grimace to myself and slept peacefully.

After waking up, he called Zhang Jun a few times, and he reported to me that he had a good meal and took medication on time. His sister and brother-in-law had visited him and made a bunch of delicious food for him. Dad also called and told him He rests more. On the phone, he spoke softly and distressedly.

In the evening, just like yesterday, when my parents and father slept, they wore sportswear and sports caps and sneaked out of the house.

Arriving downstairs, Zhang Jun suddenly came out of the darkness, bent down and gracefully saluted: “His Royal Highness, your knight is here, what service do you need?”

“You … you …” I am happy and distressed, “Are you sick? I think you are so good, I’m home.”

He quickly pretended to cough a few times: “I’m sick, I’m sick!”

We were holding hands and wandering the streets in the early morning, talking rambling gossip, but feeling very happy.

When I went to bed at night, I was still on one bed and one bed, chatting until three o’clock in the morning, and my voice was dumb. Obviously, I am not a person who talks much, nor is he a person who talks a lot, but when the two of us get together, there is always a lot of talk, and we do n’t know where we have so much nonsense.

I think it’s too late, let Zhang Jun hurry to bed. Zhang Jun rolled over and rolled over to the bed, claiming to hold my hand, he can sleep better, and sleep better, he can get sick faster.

I answered his rogue request by holding his hand. He looked at me and smiled happily. He straightened up, kissed my cheek with a thunderbolt, and then quickly lay down and closed. Putting on my eyes, pretending to be asleep, but holding my hand very hard, seems to be afraid that I will slip away.

I was stunned for a while, and I slowly smiled, and I was filled with happiness.

I ’m not a girl like Lin is still like that. I already know what happens when girls do n’t return home at night. I also know that the boys of this age are bold and bold, and they can do everything. To get what he wants, it will never be less than the way I know to get out of the house, but he has no brains and only gives me the simplest clumsy likes.

I smiled and closed my eyes. Zhang Jun’s strength in holding my hand was loose. I felt that he moved a few times, and his soft lips touched my hand and kissed me gently.

I did n’t dare to move nervously, my heart jumped wildly, on the one hand was the natural joy from the body, on the other was the unknown fear, but he just kissed my hand repeatedly, and did not move further, I slowly felt relieved, but I didn’t dare to open my eyes, so I pretended to sleep sweetly.

At six o’clock in the morning, I hurried home from Zhang Jun’s house and crept into the house, but my dad came out of the bathroom with his eyes closed halfway.

My blood was frightened to flow back, but I calmly called: “Dad.” Then he walked calmly to the refrigerator to get a drink, as if he had just finished running.

Dad glanced at me sleepily, seeing me wearing sportswear, sweating on my forehead, and naturally asked, “Going for a run so early?”

“Well, we need to reach the standard of physical education in the second half of the semester. I am poor in physical education. I’m afraid I can’t pass the 800-meter exam, so I practice it in advance.”

I drank a drink and walked into the bedroom, closing the door, before wiping the cold sweat from my forehead and secretly luckily.

Fortunately, they have rich experience. This kind of encounter with their parents early in the morning has been encountered, and I am quite mentally prepared.

Zhang Jun’s physical fitness is very good, and his illness will basically be cured in a weekend.

When I went to school on Monday, the two met in the corridor, and when my eyes collided, they were both embarrassed and sweet. For two consecutive nights, sleeping in the same room, small kisses, and intimate contact made us seem to have a little secret that no other classmates could have.

As he got well, there was my heart disease. However, since I did not intend to tell him everything I experienced because of his unintentional rebellious behavior, naturally I would not tell him my mood changes in the past two weeks.

Let everything go in the past!