A Book Dedicated to Our Youth - Chapter 57

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Qian Qian is so weak, Mei Ruohong is so persistent

Yinshuang is so beautiful, Hao Zhen is so affectionate

Le Mei is so loyal, Qi Xuan is so painful

Aunt Qiongyao, how many willing tears have you cheated from us?

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Goal: provincial champion

If time goes back, I will not pretend to pretend not to care, I will tell you aloud that I love you, I will hold you tight when you are sad, I will not only care about my feelings, regardless of yours idea.

But—but—

Liang Jingru sang “If One Day”, but she later sang “No If”.

The results of the mid-term exams were announced. I won again, not only the first place, but also more than 20 points higher than the second place. The second place and the third place were only one point behind.

In the eyes of teachers and classmates, I was sitting on a rocket launcher and twitching up. Now they not only regard me as the first in the grade, but also think that I may become the first in the province.

When the parent meeting was held, the old headmaster specifically talked to my parents and said that as long as the school and family work together, they are very confident that they will be able to cultivate the first female physiology provincial champion in the first year next year. My parents were flattered and promised to the old principal that they would fully cooperate with the teacher ’s education.

Zhang Jun’s performance improved a little, being 29th in the grade; Guan He’s performance fell again and fell to more than 40 in the grade.

When Lin and I were still looking at the grades, several first-year students were also looking at our score list, talking about me and discussing me. What Luo Qiqi was often late for class, never listened to the class, did not like to hand in homework, what Luo Qiqi and the second grade The most handsome **** Zhang Jun is in love, spending all day in and out of the cabaret cinema …

They exaggerated and exclaimed for a while, as if I didn’t learn anything, I could take the first place every day.

I looked up at the scoreboard, a black line on my forehead. Lin still snickered non-stop.

A girl lighted Zhang Jun’s name and showed them: “Did you see it? Zhang Jun used to be in the seventies or eighty grades. Ever since she was with Luo Qiqi, with her help, learning has become better and better.”

I couldn’t hold back, and immediately said: “Zhang Jun never asked Luo Qiqi to help him. He learned it by himself. He never asked Luo Qiqi any learning questions.” Zhang Jun is very proud, if you let him hear these words , Definitely uncomfortable.

A few girls glanced at me as if they were neuropathy, and continued to tell their own gossip, but they ignored me and left while telling gossip.

Only then did I see Guan He watching the scoreboard among the crowd, greeted her, and wanted to talk to her, but she left immediately. Although she was very polite on the surface, I could feel her inner impatience, but I was patronizing the depressed rumors at that time and did not think about her reaction.

After the mid-term exam, it was obvious that all the teachers had started the question tactics. Each science department will make a set of papers almost every day. Language and English are also overwhelming. Many students in the class do their homework every day at one or two in the morning. I used to occasionally not hand in my homework, but now I do n’t turn in homework every day. My principle is to either do it or not to do it, and never waste time to perfunctory and copy homework. Although I didn’t turn in my homework every day, my grades still only went up and didn’t go down. The teachers opened one eye and closed the other. No matter what I was, the classmates passed me very awesome.

In the context of the continuous increase in various courses, with each quiz, many students ‘grades have risen, and many students’ grades have declined. Shen Yuanzhe is one of the students with the worst grades.

He was very anxious and came to me for help. He told me that he had worked very hard, but he didn’t know why his performance had been declining. To help him, I left Lin still and Yang Jun for the first time and became the same table as Shen Yuanzhe.

I observed his learning method. Indeed, as he said, he worked very hard. He completed all the homework assignments by the teacher. However, his problem was that he was too serious.

While studying the papers of his various homework, I selected the topics that I think are valuable in the sea of ​​questions arranged by the teacher according to his ability, and told him that I would spend the whole night eating these topics thoroughly, and do nothing else And do n’t spend a night busy with all your homework.

Shen Yuanzhe followed my orders carefully to do the questions I checked. After he finished, he thought it was all right. I did n’t expect me to ask him to recite it. He was very surprised: “This is science, and every question is not. Same, do you need to carry it? ”

“I actually hope that you can repeatedly study the thinking method of each topic in your heart, because the ever-changing is not the case, so many topics, maybe only one way of thinking is used, but thinking is a very empty topic, you I can only experience it myself, and I have no way to teach you, so I can only ask you to memorize it. ”

Because of my request, a question often takes three or four times as much time as before, and the teacher ’s homework must not be completed. However, he is a good student and he does not want to turn in his homework. He can only copy other students. operation. The students around laughed at Shen Yuanzhe and Luo Qiqi’s depravity.

In the evening, when I didn’t go home with Zhang Jun, I would tell Shen Yuanzhe to go with the right time, ask questions he had done a week ago, and ask him repeatedly, why do you think you should do this.

Five to seven days is a period of memory. Repeated memory at this time can ensure the long-term memory. Repeatedly asking why, in order to let him understand, the focus is not on answering the question, but why.

When Shen Yuanzhe and I occasionally went home together, I wanted to say hello to Zhang Jun, but I found that he couldn’t care about me at all. He was very close to Guan He and sent Guan He back home every night.

In my breath, I didn’t want to say anything and concentrated on tutoring Shen Yuanzhe’s homework.

One night, after finishing Shen Yuanzhe’s question, I was very upset, and I chatted with Shen Yuanzhe on the platform beside the green forest.

Intensive study, uncertain future, Zhang Jun ’s over-attractiveness, the pressure with Zhang Jun, and the beautiful and excellent Guan He … I was overwhelmed. For the first time, I took jealousy of Guan He All confided.

I told Shen Yuanzhe that Guan He regarded me as a friend, but I was always jealous of her, and I could still exercise restraint, but as long as Zhang Jun was involved, I would lose control. Sometimes when I saw her and Zhang Jun talking and laughing for ten minutes between classes, I would feel down, jealous, pessimistic, and depressed, and all kinds of negative emotions would appear.

Shen Yuanzhe asked me: “Have you talked to Zhang Jun?”

“I won’t tell him.” Because I like him, I don’t want to expose him so ugly.

“You don’t have to blame yourself. It’s normal for you to be jealous of others. It’s just that your jealous object happens to be your good friend, but you haven’t done anything that hurts Guan.”

During the conversation with Shen Yuanzhe, my mood gradually became better.

It is estimated that Shen Yuanzhe encountered such a girl for the first time, so he confessed to him, so he asked me curiously: “Why do you trust me so much? And why did you help me like this? When I was in the first grade, I thought you helped me , No matter what I propose, you fully support. You look very carefree, very outgoing, very easygoing, actually stubborn, very introverted, very sensitive, you make everyone think you are easy to approach, in fact few people can really Be your friend. ”

I smiled and shook my head: “Don’t you remember me? We spoke in junior high school.”

He frowned for a moment, and said very surely: “No, if we have spoken, I will definitely not forget.”

“Don’t be so absolute in everything, think again!”

“I heard your name. I know you are agile, good at speaking and debating. I have won awards in the city and I have been on TV. We are celebrities in our grades, but we have never met each other.”

I laughed: “Celebrity? Are you talking about infamy?”

Shen Yuanzhe is still thinking very hard: “I really don’t remember what we said.”

I reminded him: “At the first grade, in the classroom of class (1), there was a girl crying on the table.”

He still could n’t remember it. I smiled and said, “I was rushed to the garbage dump at the back of the classroom by the cornucopia. I was so sad to lie on the table and cry. You might go to (2) to see your sister. I walked in, comforted me patiently, spoke with me, and said for nearly forty minutes, until you stopped crying before you left. ”

“I was born with a serious illness when I was a kid. I went to school late and I am older than you. I have been playing the role of an intimate elder brother since I was a child, but I don’t remember talking to you.” He obviously believed me. What I said could not highlight me from his memory. I was mixed with countless people who had been enlightened and comforted by me, without leaving any special memory. He was surprised: “I didn’t expect that we had spoken so early.”

I also feel very wonderful. Two people who experience the same thing at the same time and in the same space have very different memories, one is clear and the other does not remember at all.

I said, “As far as you are concerned, I just said a few words with a stranger that day. I don’t remember it. It’s normal for me to be a ray of sunlight in the dark world. Even if we are not in a high school class, no Will become friends and I will always remember you and appreciate you. ”

He said, “You think of me so well.”

“Am I?”

“I am a very utilitarian person.”

“I can tell.”

He hesitated for a while before saying, “I am not brilliant in doing things.”

“Are you talking about the election of the president of the Student Union? It was a matter of success, no poison and no husband. When I was in the third year, I saw that you were not so ‘sunny and kind’.” I was like a buddy , Patted his shoulder, smiled and said, “My world has never been black and white, I only know who is good to me, I am good to you, you don’t seem to deceive my feelings. ”

Shen Yuanzhe raised his glasses on the bridge of his nose and smiled. For the first time, I felt like we were friends.

After school the next day, I went to Zhang Jun and wanted to tell him that I had an extra buddy—Shen Yuanzhe. I was embarrassed to wait for him directly at the door of the classroom, so I always stood by the corner of the stairs waiting for him. But until the students had almost all gone, Zhang Jun still did not come out.

I walked to their class to check, and saw Zhang Jun sitting on the table in the last row, Guan He was standing beside Zhang Jun, leaning against the window sill, and the two whispered in the sky. At that time, most of the lights in the classroom had been turned off, leaving only one on the podium. Around Zhang Jun and Guan He, the light was very dim. The sadness on Guan He’s face and the gentleness on Zhang Jun’s face were reflected in a very touching way.

I stood in a dark place outside the classroom and watched them silently for a long time, hoping that Zhang Jun would find me, but nothing psychic happened. Zhang Jun’s eyes never even moved away from Guan He’s face.

I turned around and walked out of the corridor slowly.

For two days, I ignored Zhang Jun, and he didn’t make a bubble in front of my eyes. Instead, he worked hard to send Guan He home after school every day.

On Friday morning, after doing radio gymnastics and walking into the teaching building, I saw Zhang Jun and Zhen Gongzi standing in the corridor, talking and laughing and discussing something.

Seeing me, Jia Gongzi said: “Oh, say Cao Cao, Cao Cao arrived, Zhang Jun, hurry and ask your majesty your princess for instructions.”

Zhang Jun smiled and asked me: “Mr. Zhen Gong said tonight, we agreed to let him bleed, what do you want to go?”

I gave him a cold look, ignored him, and walked straight away.

“Qiqi, Qiqi.”

Zhang Jun even shouted twice, and I didn’t look back. The laughter behind me immediately froze the scene.

I thought he would come to me at noon, but instead of coming to me, he stood with Guan He and kept talking.

In the afternoon, Shen Yuanzhe asked me: “I have two movie tickets. Do you go to the movies?”

I promised immediately, let Zhang Jun go to accompany his Guan He!

There are still many people in the movie theater. We can only sit on the side. It is Wu Qilong and Yang Caini’s “Liu Zhu”. At first I laughed forward and back, almost broke my stomach, but then I was abused and my heart was shaking. The sorrow filled with sorrow rushed up, and after a long time of perseverance, finally couldn’t hold back, and began to cry cried.

Shen Yuanzhe handed me a tissue, and I snotted and cried with tears.

After the movie was over, I still kept crying. In fact, I did n’t know what I was crying about, whether it was the movie or the full of grievances. Shen Yuanzhe did not dare to speak, so she sat on the side silly.

“Luo Qiqi, Zhang Jun is over there.”

Shen Yuanzhe dragged me suddenly, and my head looked up in tears, and I saw Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi with strange expressions and Zhang Jun with a sullen face. There was pain in his eyes and he was at a loss.

I stood up and asked in surprise: “How come you are watching the movie?”

Shen Yuanzhe greeted with a smile: “Zhang Jun.”

The anger on Zhang Jun’s face disappeared, and he approached Shen Yuanzhe with a smile, as if to say hello, but the next moment, it looked like Zhang Jun had already pressed Shen Yuanzhe’s shoulder with one hand, and hit Shen Yuanzhe’s belly with one hand, Shen Yuanzhe. Subconsciously resist, but Zhang Jun fights from big to big, where is Zhang Jun’s opponent. Zhang Jun knocked Shen Yuanzhe to the ground two or three times. Shen Yuanzhe’s face was full of blood, and Zhang Jun had to kick his foot. He smiled in his mouth, but his eyes were full of fierceness. At that moment, I was not afraid that Shen Yuanzhe was injured, but Zhang Jun missed and seriously injured Shen Yuanzhe. His life on the right track would be ruined.

I screamed loudly in fear: “Zhang Jun! Stop it!”

The sharp voice echoed in the empty movie theater, Zhang Jun stopped, looked up at me, and walked away. Zhen Gongzi stared at me contemptuously and chased away after Zhang Jun.

I kept saying to Shen Yuanzhe: “Sorry, sorry, I will take you to the hospital.”

Shen Yuanzhe supported the chair and stood up staggeringly: “It’s nothing. She had a nosebleed and the skin was scratched. Zhang Jun probably misunderstood. You go and explain to him.”

I didn’t say anything. Let me explain to him? why? Just because I did n’t say hello to him and ran out to watch the movie? He is not a triad boss, nor am I a canary in captivity.

At night, I lay in bed and couldn’t sleep. I was sad and annoyed for a while.

Turning around, I heard a group of drunk people downstairs noisy and shouting, with a familiar voice.

I crawled up, opened the corner of the curtain and looked down, under the dim street lamp, it was Zhang Jun who were really drunk.

While drinking, they sang Andy Lau ’s “Forgetting Love” against my window: “Once I was young, I loved to chase my dreams, I just wanted to fly forward, traveled all over thousands of mountains and thousands of waters, and I could n’t go back all the way. It ’s far away, and I ca n’t help but understand the love and hatred at the edge of the sky. The most painful and the most painful is regret. If you do n’t have a heartbreak, you wo n’t understand my sorrow. When there are tears in my eyes, do n’t ask who I am for, just Let me forget all this, ah, give me a glass of love … ”

This song has long been broadcasted by the big and small audio shops on the street to be very vulgar, but tonight, leaning in the darkness, in the roar of a group of boys screaming with exhaustion, I even heard it difficult to control and mourn.

If, that year I was 27 years old, maybe I could run downstairs and hug him tightly, then my self-esteem and his pride would become unimportant, but that year I was only 17 years old, So I can only hide behind the curtains, listening to the song, and fearing that my parents will be woken up.

After they sang the song, they still refused to leave, and a faint voice came.

“Call her down, call her down.”

“Let her be clear.”

I was afraid to mention my throat, I was afraid that they were drunk and shouted my name like they had just sang, but fortunately, after smashing several beer bottles at the pole, they held each other and sang “Forgetful” “Water”, left sideways and crookedly.

When they didn’t leave just now, I kept nervous and secretly begged them to leave quickly, but when they left, I couldn’t express the sadness. Probably in the dark, I also understand that we missed each other an opportunity to let go of pride and open our hearts.

The next morning, at breakfast, my father and mother were eating, and they scolded the hooligan who was mad at drinking last night. I listened and laughed with a thump.

After hurriedly eating breakfast, I hid in the bedroom and called Zhang Jun. The person who answered the phone was his aunt. When I heard my voice, I said, “Zhang Jun is still sleeping, so I will call you. ”

Not as usual, even when he was sleeping, he would quickly pick up the phone, and after a long time, his voice rang over the phone: “What are you doing?”

The voice was very cold, I almost hung up the phone, but still said: “I … I’m fine.”

“It’s nothing, then I’m going to bed.”

After he finished speaking, he didn’t hang up the phone. I said in a bandaged voice, “Then sleep!” He hung up immediately.

I vowed secretly in my heart that I would never take the initiative to call him again. The phone rang suddenly, and I immediately answered the phone with hope: “Hello?”

“it’s me.”

“Ok.”

“Are you okay?”

I don’t talk, but I don’t hang up.

He was silent for a while and asked, “Do you like Shen Yuanzhe?”

“What? Of course not!”

“Then do you know that he likes you?”

“No matter who’s rumor, it’s false!”

“Does this require other people’s rumors? When I was in the summer camp, I saw that he liked you, and you were strange to him, so I stayed with him and stared at him.”

No wonder I always felt strange. At that time, Zhang Jun and Shen Yuanzhe were so good to go out and go together, but in a blink of an eye, he and Shen Yuanzhe became nodded.

“You must be more attentive. Shen Yuanzhe is very kind to everyone. He is half-hearted and half natural. He is a person who likes to keep his way everywhere …”

Zhang Jun interrupted me impatiently: “I ask you, are you sitting at the same table with him now?”

“Yes.”

“Are you going home from school with him?”

“Yes.”

“I have to bear it all. You rejected me in the face of a group of buddies on the weekend, but ran to watch a movie with him. What do you think of me?”

That’s because you went in and out with Guan He first, and I only got angry and promised to go out with Shen Yuanzhe.

He asked: “Do you like me?”

“What do you think?” I am still asking this question to him now. I’m very angry. If I don’t like him, why would I have so much trouble?

He said: “I give you two choices, either me or Shen Yuanzhe. Do you choose Shen Yuanzhe or choose me?”