A Book Dedicated to Our Youth - Chapter 67: Fanwai 1: Fleeting Year (2)
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The most sad scene for him happened a week after they broke up.
The school held a conference to introduce the learning experience. Qi Qi stood in front of the students in the high school and introduced her learning experience. Others were holding the manuscript, but she was empty-handed and came to the stage without any preparation. With a few traces of impatience, after a brief talk, he walked back to his seat. Qi Qi looks very much like Chen Jin at that time, because she has a set goal in mind and always doesn’t care about external honors.
He looked at her under the stage, feeling sad and proud.
After the conference, she was surrounded by a group of high school students and juniors. At this time, she lost her patience of impatient and strange expression. He passed by, and when he saw her from afar, his heart was full of pain, and his eyes could not even stay on her face. She could only look away as expressionless as possible, but she smiled happily and waved at him. , Kindly call him, “Zhang Jun!” It is as if he is an extremely ordinary classmate, and there is nothing between them.
His heart was poked hard with a dagger.
She regarded the past between them as non-existent!
She is sensible and decent, so good, let him be a childish and unpretentious person.
He was very hurt and angry, no matter how others looked at him and how he laughed at him, he decided to quit him. When Luo Qiqi appeared, he must avoid it and never see him again! Anyone who mentions Luo Qiqi in front of him, he must turn his face. All his friends know his taboo. He refused to mention Luo Qiqi. His behavior tells all his friends without a face, yes, I was injured! Just to stay away from her.
Since then, until graduating from high school, he has never seen Luo Qiqi, nor heard of Luo Qiqi. He used all his efforts to block her out of his world.
This time, he made up his mind to forget her completely!
Since then, he has only seen Luo Qiqi on both sides until he was admitted to college and left his hometown.
Once was a graduation party, Luo Qiqi was temporarily pulled to be the host. He kept his head down, refused to see her, kept talking to classmates, refused to listen to her voice, he did n’t take long before the party started. Everyone left quietly without paying attention. What Luo Qiqi did and said that night had nothing to do with him! He didn’t even see what she was wearing.
The last time was after the admission letter came down. In the morning, he went to run and exercised. When he came back to meet her, he had wanted to turn around and walked away. There was a vague sorrow on his face, and suddenly he couldn’t move, and even an illusion emerged, feeling that Luo Qiqi was sad for him.
However, he became more affectionate again, Luo Qiqi just looked at him silently for a while, and turned away without saying anything.
He stared at her back and slowly disappeared into the smoke rain, thinking that from then on, she completely walked out of his life, and her world would never touch him again, all he could do was hope that she would be happy forever There is an excellent boy who can fly with her.
It turned out that I hated so hard just because it was love.
Very sad, but he will not regret having loved this girl, hated this girl.
Zhang Jun returned home, his thoughts still restless.
The sluice gate of memory was opened, as if the imprisoned beast of the flood had been released, and he could no longer be controlled by himself.
Turn on the computer and go online to search for songs. He wants to know what the song is called.
Liu Ruoying’s “Light”.
He clicked the play button and the song rang, because the sound was good and it sounded more exciting than before.
I want to ask if you still remember my name
When the tide rises and falls again several times
Those things in those years
That crazy crazy romantic day
Ah as if
You have been here for a while
I miss my life
What’s wrong with this?
Only happy for a while
Why i insist
That must be my most memorable thing
Zhang Jun leaned on the lounge chair and listened silently.
He has always believed that he has forgotten, but in fact he has been hiding that memory in the deepest part, letting time go by, the dust of the years has buried it heavily, but it has always been there.
After so many years, he asked himself for the first time why, why can’t he forget?
Perhaps it was not just that those years were engraved with the laughter and sorrow of his youth, the sincerity and awkwardness of his youth.
Although he was very tired in order to catch up with her pace, it was she who let him know for the first time that he worked hard to achieve success. Without her, maybe his college entrance examination scores would not be so good and he could not choose calmly. Her favorite school and major; she also made him understand how to chase and realize his dreams. A little girl can persevere in her dreams. How can he not be a big boy? Therefore, he will refuse to take over his father’s business, insist on doing the garden landscape design he wants to do, will work hard again without fail after repeated failures, will enjoy the joy of success after hard work, and will truly be Understand what a sense of accomplishment is.
The light she left in his heart made his life more exciting.
Love her and make yourself better!
The prompt of the mobile phone message sounded.
He was not in a mood to ignore it, but the other party was very stubborn and kept sending text messages. When he repeated the sixth time, he picked up his mobile phone, which was a strange number.
“Is it Zhang Jun?”
There were six identical messages.
He replied, “Yes, who are you?”
“I am Guan He, I hope you remember me, I have something to tell you.”
Zhang Jun was too surprised, “Of course I remember, I am not used to texting, and I will call you now.”
The phone has not been dialed, and the new text message has arrived again, “Then you must remember Luo Qiqi?”
Zhang Jun didn’t know how to reply to this message, and he didn’t know whether to call Guan He. He looked blankly forward, and the computer’s stereo was playing “You’ve been here for a while, I miss my life.”
Guan He obviously didn’t need his answer, and the new text message arrived again, “Seventh birthday of your senior year, Qi Qi sent you a bottle of lucky stars. Have you read the words?”
At this time, he did not have the guts to dial the phone. It seemed that in this way, he could protect himself within a safe distance. He sent a text message and said, “What do you mean?”
“That’s gone. If you haven’t thrown them away, go and take a look at Lucky Star.”
He hadn’t understood what she meant, and it was a new message, “If you have already thrown it, just say I haven’t said anything.”
“What the **** do you mean?”
“My meaning is clear.”
Holding a cell phone for a long time, Zhang Jun jumped up suddenly and hurried into the bedroom.
He took a small black old suitcase from the bottom of the cabinet. A small lock was locked on the zipper. The key was thrown out of the window many years ago. He has never opened it in these years, but after buying the house, he immediately moved it from his hometown.
He went to find a piece of wire, sat cross-legged on the floor and started to unlock.
I have n’t done this kind of work for many years, and the gesture has been rusty, but the lock is easy to pry, and it will open after a toss.
The box was full of miscellaneous things. He still remembered the day Qi Qi greeted him with a smile. He came back from school and wanted to throw away all things related to Luo Qi Qi immediately. When I got to the trash can, I didn’t throw it, and I took it back intact. I found a suitcase, stuffed everything in my head, and locked it.
He began to take out one by one.
More than a dozen dinosaurs were purchased from the Beijing Planetarium. Originally, I wanted to keep it as a souvenir and amuse Qiqi for fun. However, Qiqi didn’t like to receive his gifts.
A jewelry box with the peach heart gold necklace Qi Qi didn’t want. Guan He retrieved it from the trash can and gave it back to him.
Zhang Jun smiled bitterly. Fate had hinted the ending at the beginning, but he had always been obsessed.
A beautiful photo album with countless photos of him and Qiqi in Qingdao. Qi Qi refused to take pictures. He could only make Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi secretly take pictures as much as possible. All the photos were carried by Qi Qi’s line of sight. Although they looked a little weird, they had the nature of secret shooting. When he was a fashion album, he thought sweetly that he would take it out when they went to Qingdao for their honeymoon after getting married!
Zhang Jun just opened it and looked at it, immediately closed the album and set it aside.
Finally, he found the glass bottle with the lucky star she gave him, but he was not lucky.
Opened the glass bottle, grabbed a lucky star and looked closely. Suddenly he understood the meaning of Guan He–
He picked a green lucky star and opened it carefully.
When it was halfway through, he saw a small word on the note. His breath was short, but he controlled himself and slowly leveled the note.
“I heard that you confessed to Guan He, I decided to ignore you. I thought that as long as you ignore you, you can dislike you.”
Zhang Jun immediately opened another lucky star.
“When I stood at the table tennis table, the most scared thing was seeing you. You didn’t show up. I’m very happy.”