A Lady’s Tranquility - Chapter 222

The candlestick in the room has been overturned and extinguished into darkness. Only the light in the courtyard can vaguely pass through the snow-white window paper and reflect into this room.

Jiang Xuening didn’t know how he got there.

What kind of strength is supporting her body so that she will not fall in the middle of the journey.

The wound on Dao Qin’s face was covered with blood, and even his hands were covered with blood, as if he had just pressed the wound for someone.

The blood trickled down from his fingers.

When Jiang Xuening passed by him, the young man almost choked: “I’m slow…”

But Jiang Xuening couldn’t hear.

She could only see the pool of blood spreading along the cracks in the floor tiles.

In the tidy room, boxes, books and books were almost in disorder. Several books and a stack of rice paper were scattered everywhere. The old concubine of Qingyuan mansion, the girl who had suffered a lot in the past, hung her eyes like that. Her weak head leaned gently against the bottom of duobaoge, and her pretty cheek had lost its color. Abdomen that a ferocious stab from the back of the wound, was covered by her fingers, but the blood still flows quietly, little by little take away her little life.

Why?

It shouldn’t be like this.

Jiang Xuening still remembers that on the day when she went to Qingyuan uncle’s house for a banquet, several ferocious women rushed over from the other end of the corridor and ran after her angrily. She was afraid and anxious, bumped into her and soiled her sachet. The tear fell from her big, clear eyes, reminiscent of the dew on the tip of the grass.

Cramped, soft, clumsy.

But like the grass, insignificant, but has a tenacious life.

Even if they were caught by the bad guys and pressed hard into the water, they were struggling hard, slapping the surface of the lake, rippling the water and wrinkling the sky reflected in it.

After she saved her, she once misunderstood her and thought that she had no qualifications and did not seek progress.

But she surprised her.

On the day when she came out of the palace, she held the box with silver notes and sachets in her hands and looked at her carefully and hopefully, but she didn’t know what waves had set off in her heart.

That moment is the real beginning of Jiang Xuening’s rebirth.

After leaving the capital for two years, you Fangyin was almost with her.

From Shuzhong to Jiangnan.

In the eyes of outsiders, she may be an unpopular concubine of the Bo family, a gentle little grandmother of Ren’s salt farm, or even President you, who is sincere and trustworthy in the guild hall. But in her eyes, she is always the stupid girl who is determined and takes heart from others

Jiang Xuening felt that her body and heart had been divided into two parts, which made her have a strange calm.

She came to her side and knelt gently in the pool of blood.

Then he reached out to help her cover the bleeding wound, which had become slow. There was a kind of trance in his voice, just saying: “Fangyin, Fangyin. I’m here. It’s all right. Doctor Zhou Qishu, they will not ask you to do that. ”

You Fangyin’s eyelashes hang low. When you hear the sound, you finally lift them slowly.

However, it is a blur in front of us.

Jiang Xuening knelt down with her back to the door, her eyes were dim, as if her soul had been half taken away by the bottomless abyss and soul searching hell, and she couldn’t see her clearly.

But she can tell her voice.

So at this moment, he made the usual look, as if at this moment is not life and death in general, called in a low voice: “two girls, you are coming.”

Jiang Xuening said to her, “don’t talk.”

You Fangyin’s eyes gradually filled with tears: “Dao Qin didn’t cheat me. I told him to go to you, but I’m afraid he won’t listen. I went to the doctor and delayed my time, so I can’t see you… ”

Jiang Xuening’s voice was trembling: “don’t talk…”

Her tears suddenly rolled down, moistening her black eyelashes, revealing an unprecedented sadness: “he took the seal, master! He took away our seal letter. There must be something wrong with the business between Sichuan and Jiangnan… ”

“No more!”

At this moment, Jiang Xuening’s weak calmness and calmness, which she had just accumulated, was finally broken by her clumsy obstinacy and interrupted her loudly. Then, however, his thin shoulders began to shake, and his voice seemed to be blocked by something, and he went on hoarse.

I don’t know if I’m talking to her or myself.

She repeated it over and over again.

“It’s all right. Why are you doing something? There are so many people waiting for you in the saltworks and the chamber of Commerce. There are so many businesses to do. How can you have something to do? Dear, don’t talk, don’t cry, Zhou Qihuang will come soon… ”

Can say, the eye socket then red.

Tears suddenly fell down.

She raised her head as hard as she could, trying to hold on to them so that she did not look particularly weak at such a time. However, the impermanence of the Pathetique, but like the shore of the waves, waves of a wave to beat her. It’s not the rock she’s been hit by. It’s not the rock she’s been hit by.The world seems to have lost its foundation.

She can’t hold anything, she can’t hold anything firmly. In the fight with the turbulent waves again and again, she can’t get anything, leaving only blood stained wings, broken fingers and claws, and the numerous scars

Jiang Xuening couldn’t help crying. She stretched out her arm and held you Fangyin tightly in her arms. However, she felt that the cold cold wrapped her up and made her shiver: “don’t cry, don’t cry, it will be ok…”

You Fang sang and bent her lips to smile.

Tears are hot as never before.

He was the one who was going to leave, but he became the one who was relieved. He tried to leave some strength with his weak words: “Fangyin was the one who would die. It was the girl who saved me and pulled me back from the front of the hell palace. Fang Yin didn’t deserve to be alive these few years. It’s God’s mercy that makes Fangyin meet you. Girl, don’t cry… ”

Jiang Xuening sobbed.

You Fangyin seems to have been brought back to that year by her own words.

In her dark past, she had never seen such a bright and beautiful person, and never met such a bright and clear day.

“I’ve been dead once. It doesn’t seem to be terrible at the bottom. It’s just dark. I can’t see anything. I can’t even see the black…” You Fangyin raised her finger with some effort, as if she wanted to describe something in the cold void, but it was broken. “At that time, I seemed to have seen a person, she and I looked like, looking at me all the time. Then you rescued me from the water and she disappeared. I’ll never I haven’t seen her… ”

Her dark eyes reflected the halo on the window paper.

Slowly turning, the line of sight fell on Jiang Xuening’s face.

She seems to have become that helpless and clumsy girl again. She tells in a gossamer voice, “it’s all my fault that I’m too stupid. You reminded me to be on guard against him, but I think he saved me…”

Jiang Xuening clasped her hand tightly and held it on her shoulder, but she couldn’t hold down the sudden pain.

Zhou Yinzhi!

If Zhou Yinzhi had not been used, she would not have been able to rescue you Fangyin from Beijing at the beginning. However, it is because she saved Zhou Yinzhi that you Fangyin today would have suffered such a disaster!

The destiny revolves, opened a big joke with her!

She choked: “no, no, how can you be stupid? You’ve made such a big business, and you’ve come to Xinzhou to prepare food and grass. Even a fierce man like LV Zhaoyin will be ruined when he meets you. Mr. Ren is full of praise for you It’s not your fault, you’re not wrong No one is better than you… ”

The previous pain gradually faded away.

You Fangyin felt that this moment was wonderful, as if the whole person was rejuvenated, so with a little hope, she said, “is it better than that person?”

Jiang Xuening looked at her.

There was a dreamlike trance under her eyes: “sometimes I feel that you are not looking at me. Sometimes you are absent-minded, as if you see someone else through me. I’m so afraid, so afraid, so afraid that person will appear and drive me away. I don’t know how to count accounts, I don’t know how to read, I don’t know how to do business, and I can’t do those calculations. I’m afraid I can’t help you, I’m afraid you don’t want me, I’m afraid I can’t compare with her… ”

Jiang Xuening was stunned at last.

And then there were tears.

Except for Xie Wei, she never mentioned the last life. Those are the secrets that should be buried in the past. As like as two peas, she never thought that she would find clues when she saw the face of Yu Fang, who was like the last generation, and remembered her last life.

This miserable girl is so delicate and sensitive, but she hides everything silently.

She thought of the burning oil lamp in prison.

Think of the old account book under the lamp.

I think of the cowardly girl who grew up in the backyard of Bofu. Suddenly one day, I came to tell her that she wanted to marry Ren Weizhi in order to escape from the capital and enter into a broad world to do business.

……

Jiang Xuening kept shaking.

She raised her bloody fingers and tried to wipe the tears from you Fangyin’s cheek, but not only she didn’t wipe them clean, she left a shocking bloodstain on the pale.

For the first time, she was so helpless.

She held the silly girl tightly, like a sinner, sobbing and confessing to her: “no, No. You are the best. It’s you who let me know that I can help others and I can play games with fate. You let it all start. I didn’t save you. You saved me. You are the most benevolent Bodhisattva God give me one more, I don’t want it. You are the only Fang Yin in the world, the best Fang Yin… ”

You Fangyin laughs.

It was a smile of near satisfaction and happiness.

In this gloomy darkness, there was a kind of glowing brilliance, like the scorching sun and the moon. But in an instant, it was dim, as if the smile drained the remaining strength in her body and burned up the only embers.At the end of her life, she grabbed her hand.

It’s like struggling on the lake.

She cried: “girl, I can’t bear to live…”

However, even the power of this struggle, along with the dim brilliance on her face, is weak.

The pool of blood is still and cold.

It’s like the fire core of the overturned Candlestick finally goes out. You Fangyin, who once bloomed in this world, also goes out quietly.

Zhou Qihuang came with the medical box. Hearing the movement inside, he did not dare to come in.

From afar came the voice of Ren Weizhi shouting.

Lu Xian came close to the door. When he saw the scene inside, he swayed, but he was dizzy. Step by step, he slowly backed away.

Jiang Xuening is covered with blood, kneeling in the pool of blood, holding the body that has gradually become cold.

It’s all the darkness around.

When the wind blows in, it seems that there are 110000 demons hiding in the dark. They laugh wildly, satirizing the fate that ordinary people think they can control, but in fact they are controlled by God.

I’m not reconciled.

I’m not reconciled!

Why!

Why do you want to manipulate me!

Jiang Xuening shuddered and cried. She looked directly at the oppressed darkness above her head and asked the void hysterically, “she was saved by me. Why do you want to go back to me? Now that she has been let go, how dare you take her away so coldly? Do you want to tell me that if I come back again, nothing can be changed? I tell you, you dream! Unless you kill me, you will open your blind eyes! In my life, I will never – never kneel down to you – ”

in my life, I will never kneel down to you