A Lady’s Tranquility - Chapter 239
It’s getting dark, and the ginger soup prepared in advance is cold.
Jiang Xuening still did not return.
Yan Lin sent someone over there to ask him to discuss the next step. Xie Wei lowered his eyes, picked up a snow-white towel, wiped the blood from his fingers and said, “I’ll come later.”
He put down his handkerchief and asked people to clean up the mess in the house. Then he told the kitchen to warm the ginger soup and went out of the house.
The front hall just passed by Jiang Xuening’s courtyard.
He unexpectedly met Shen Zhiyi in the road.
The imperial Princess of the past didn’t love her old palace dress any more. She only wore a wide sleeve fairy dress with dark red and white. She just came from Jiang Xuening courtyard, but she didn’t seem to see anyone. Her eyebrows were slightly frowning, and her expression was not very relaxed.
There is a faint scar on the corner of her eye.
It was a scar left on her cheek when Tianjiao and Pingnan Wang’s party rebelled against the capital more than 20 years ago. When she was in the palace, she always cared about the beauty of a woman’s appearance, so much so that she was worried about the scar. Now, after thousands of miles of peace making, the frontier fortress sandstorm, she has become a puppet again. Instead, she doesn’t care about the appearance of the skin. Instead, she doesn’t even care about the makeup, so she is a little more magnanimous to face the real appearance.
Because some things, turn a blind eye to, whitewash peace, just hide their ears, deceive themselves, there is not because of hypocritical affectation and change.
In the afternoon, she met Zhang Zhe. She was in a state of mind. Although there were many people in this huge mansion, she could not think of anyone else who could speak. After sitting down for more than an hour, she decided to find Jiang Xuening.
Unfortunately, she was not there.
After turning around the corridor, Shen Zhiyi looks up and sees Xie Wei. For a moment, their steps stopped strangely. The dusk rain around them had not stopped, but suddenly there was a stagnation in the air.
There are some things that you don’t have to do with others. They are very clear about each other.
What is the master of King Qin, what is the purpose of Princess Yi, what is the worship of his highness
It’s nothing!
Shen Zhiyi has never given any orders, nor said that she wants to return to the court. Everything is just a big hand behind the scenes manipulating the overall situation, taking her as a puppet on the table, thinking that they are going to do all kinds of things to find a suitable and legitimate reason, so that all this can be carried on in a dignified way.
And the so-called noble princess
Even the gate could not be stepped out freely.
Shen Zhiyi felt a bit ironic in her heart, but she didn’t show it after all. She just asked: “Ning Ning said that she would go out to find Wei Liang in the afternoon. Now it’s so late, haven’t she come back yet?”
She met Zhang Zhe not long ago.
Instead of answering, Xie Wei asked, “when you should come back, you will come back naturally. She had already visited his highness at noon, and he came to look for it again in the evening. Did he want to tell her that Zhang Zhe had come and tell her to see him? ” It is quite common for
every act and every move to be seen by the people who serve on the side of the road. This is not what is rare for Shen Zhi Yi, a grown up court.
But when really know Xie Wei know as well as the palm of the hand, still can’t help for it cold.
Even hate.
Her face cooled down a little, but she said, “I just want to say something to her. Now Mr. Xie is in power and has collected most of the world. I don’t have to be so afraid of a puppet who is about to be abandoned. After all, I’m sure she won’t be too embarrassed to see you in front of her
Although Jiang Xuening rushed to the border and saved her, Xinzhou army and Huangzhou army were real rebels. A Royal Princess, saved by the anti thief, is already in a very awkward position.
If that’s all.
But the people she really cares about have close ties with the leader behind the scenes of the anti thief.
You Fangyin has passed away.
Shen Zhiyi also knows that all this is for her own sake. Even if there are tens of millions of difficulties in her heart, even if the surface is far from the fact, she decides not to tell Jiang Xuening and complain.
Because she is her only friend –
she doesn’t want to add any troubles to her, and then push the situation into an unsolvable abyss.
In this regard, Xie Wei knows, and does not deny, he just looked at Shen Zhi clothes, no ups and downs of calm voice, with a special ruthless flavor: “you know I taboo, should not always come to her.”
Where is the old master Xie in FengChen hall?
Shen Zhiyi could hardly believe how he could say such words.
In a flash, anger surged.
“Is that how you like to be alone?” she asked in a cold voice? Have you ever asked, does she know and is she willing to? There has never been an airtight wall or a fire that can be wrapped in paper. She is frank, kind and free, but you are insincere and cunning, step by step, calculating everywhere, and don’t let her know anything! What do you think of her as? Are you a prisoner in a cage? “”What should she know?” Xie said
Shen Zhiyi sneered: “to Tianjiao, you should catch them first and then release them. You can let them do harm to the world and kill people! Along the way, how many people were displaced and killed in the war! Even if you want to fight against it, the world has always been dominated by people, but what should the people do? If you don’t have the strength, you can’t stop it. But you do not do it because you have the strength to do it. You deliberately connive at evil deeds, just to show your own interests! If you want to destroy the imperial court and take advantage of the country, you can fight openly and justly, but you don’t have to use such inferior means of depending on people’s lives! ”
Xie Wei knows what he has done.
He was indifferent and indifferent to the so-called life and death of people in the world. He only said, “so what?”
So what?
Along the way, there are many ruins. There are businessmen who have been robbed of their life’s hard work, wives who have been killed, and homeless children
A cry, a cry!
Shen Zhiyi goes with the army. Unlike Jiang Xuening and Wei Liang, she always lags behind for a few days. Everything she sees and hears is in her heart, and she can’t sleep at night.
Now she looks at Xie Wei, like a monster.
What a cold-blooded person can say such a sentence?
She blinked, after all still calm down, only a very clear way: “Jiang Xuening a cavity sincere, sincere to people, she is worth all people always good to her, but you don’t deserve her.”
Then he left.
The word “not worthy” is really sharp.
Xie Juan also did not want to talk to her, but after a few steps out, everything in the past really emerged too much, too much, so that the fierce atmosphere that originally haunted his mind became more and more serious!
At this moment, the pace suddenly stopped.
He turned around, his voice seemed to be mixed with cold malice, and he said coldly: “the law of the jungle, a fool in the world is only worthy of being slaughtered! Your royal highness should be careful when you stand on a dangerous wall. One day, I will kill all the people in the world, and I will only blame them for being a cud dog! ”
Having said that, he did not look at Shen Zhi’s clothes and went straight to the meeting hall.
Shen Zhiyi looks at this person’s back and disappears between the stacked pillars. She only feels that there is a kind of ferocity and madness about to get out of control under the calm body.
A gust of wind blowing, just feel cold all over the body.
She gently spread out the palm, two pieces of fragments put together the talisman, lying quietly in the palm. After seeing it for a long time, I felt a kind of absurd sadness. I closed my eyes and clutched it hard bit by bit, leaving them painful.
*
Jiang Xuening didn’t know how she came back. She was in a trance as if she was walking through the dreamland of two generations. The shadows of flowers and trees around her overlapped and went away. Suddenly, she seemed to be the people she had seen and known in two generations. She was so heavy headed that she couldn’t tell where she was.
Until a hand suddenly caught her arm in the stab.
She just came back.
The rain is already small, Yan Lin has no umbrella.
He was dressed in a strong suit. Seeing her dejected, he could not help frowning. But there was a strange emotion surging in his heart, which made him not say anything for the first time.
Jiang Xuening looks at him.
His gradually mature outline is covered by the falling night. There is a kind of unspeakable depression. He should have asked “where have you been”, but his words turned into: “Ning Ning, I had a nightmare last night.”
Jiang Xuening was stunned.
Yan Lin’s hand still held her arm, dark eyes staring at her: “I’m afraid, in that dream, I’m good or bad to you…”
Dream
If she was still in a trance, she was awakened at this moment.
A kind of fear left over from a previous life came to my heart almost instantaneously.
In front of her, Yan Lin’s face overlapped for a moment when she was looking at her in her bedroom. Jiang Xuening’s heart trembled fiercely. She could hardly control her subconscious reaction. She broke away from him and took a step back!
Yan Lin looks at it, but her heart is like a knife.
Before he said this to Jiang Xuening, he even thought that it was just a dream, a dream.
But why is she so scared?
Juvenile voice, vaguely with a bit of hoarse choking: “you said the dream, my dream, are true, right?”
He is also the Yan Lin of this life.
Jiang Xuening looked at him, and when she realized this, she immediately knew that her action had hurt him, but she couldn’t control it.
Is there such a strange thing in the world?
Or did those who listened to Zhang Zha’s story today give birth to the illusion that the past and the present meet and it is difficult to distinguish the true from the false?
No
She shook her head. She felt a splitting headache. She didn’t want to stand here and say the first half sentence with Yan Lin.
But she went out a few steps, that has faded the old youth, still seems to be left behind in general, standing in the same place.
The guilt came out.Jiang Xuening thinks that they are not alone after all.
Ning Li for a long time, she finally turned around and said to him, “it’s just a dream. When you wake up, it’s all gone. Don’t worry about it.”
Yan Lin stood under the wall covered with withered and yellow vines and watched her walk away.
The slim figure was illuminated by lights.
Can fall in his eyes, reflected in the heart, but only a desolate.
*
by the time we got to the courtyard of dexiewei, the rain had stopped.
There are so many things in Jiang Xuening’s heart that she doesn’t want to recall what Yan Lin’s words mean. Even when she goes to the gate of the courtyard and listens to Dao Qin saying that Xie Wei is still waiting for her, she still has a kind of difficult emptiness.
She went into the room.
There are delicate dishes on the table, a few dishes and a pot of wine. Two wine cups have been filled, but the wine in them is no longer shaking. It is obvious that they have been put for a long time after pouring, so that the glass is smooth as a mirror.
There is a new piano on the piano table.
The original mess in the room has been cleaned up. Xie Wei sits at the other end of the table and looks at her coming in. There is nothing unusual on her face. He just takes a glass of wine and hands it to her. He asks, “what are you talking about with Wei Liang, coming back so late?”
Jiang Xuening and Wei Liang are busy when they are in the rain. But on the way back to the city, she saw Zhang Zhe and said something for a long time.
She just didn’t want to tell Xie Wei.
As a result, she lowered her eyes and avoided his direct gaze. She said with a smile, “I’ve been left by a farmer for a long time, but I didn’t pay attention to the time.”
Xie Wei sat at the table and looked at her quietly.
She was more confused than usual. She didn’t even think about why Xie Wei had prepared a table of vegetables and wine. The wine cup was handed to her hand, and then she took it to drink.
Xie Wei’s eyes fell on her finger.
However, when the wine was about to touch his lips, he suddenly got up, grabbed it and threw it directly on the ground, smashing it!
At that moment, his face had an indescribable cold.
I don’t know whether it’s more angry or hate. I mercilessly scold her: “Jiang Xuening, are you a fool?”
Two drops of the splashing liquor fell on the silver sheath and dyed a little black.
But Jiang Xuening didn’t see it.
She even looked up at him blankly, and didn’t react.
There was a rain in the afternoon. When she came back from outside, Yaqing’s hair was wet. When Xie Wei reached over and grasped her shoulder, her palm was cold.
So the anger was even more intense.
He dragged her directly into the inner room and asked people to prepare hot water for bathing. With a cold face, he stripped all her clothes which were invaded by the cold air of rain and threw them into the bath bucket with the whole person.
Jiang Xuening sat down and was almost completely immersed in hot water. Her hair, which had been wet, was suddenly scattered, falling on her greasy white shoulders and on the undulating curve.
When a man comes out of the water, drops of water hang on his thick eyelashes.
She only felt that this person suddenly became unreasonable, and just wanted to ask, Xie Juan had pressed her back neck, her lips overturned, and tightly controlled her. With a desire to vent in the invasion, she was imprisoned incisively and vividly according to the lips and tongue he put into her mouth.
He made Jiang Xuening wet.
But the drops of water from her also soaked his neat robe. She sobbed and had the illusion of suffocation.
This time is more intense than any other time.
But Xie Wei’s eyes are calmer than ever.
He said, “I want you.”
Jiang Xuening looked at his paranoid madness. Somehow, she felt that the beating heart in her chest was broken by a knife, and the blood gushed out from the wound, which made her feel pathetic, but she couldn’t say a word.
It’s hard to think that she should love this person.
Xie Wei suddenly tired of her eyes, raised his hand to cover her eyes, and then buried his head deep kiss the scarlet lip below, finally suppressed her, bit by bit slowly.
It’s almost the ultimate joy.
But after the end, it left a mess of blank and can not fill the fear, there is also a kind of hatred for themselves.
She lay on her side beside him.
Xie Wei was quiet for a while before he asked, “shall we get married?”
Jiang Xuening did not answer.
She clenched her lip, clenched her hand to her heart, trying to suppress something. Tears have been wet pillow, is afraid of a loose mouth will cry out.
Xie Wei has been waiting for her for a long time.
But I dare not ask again.
When he got up in his clothes, the residual wine in the room was tilted and the light was shining outside the window. What he remembered was the words that Lu Zhaoyin used to tease him.
Xie Juan will not always win, but he will never lose.But if
This time he wants to win anyway?
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