A Noble Marriage - Chapter 70
“Your father looks terrible. He won’t hit you, will he?”
Xie liaosha looks at the boy in front of him. He widens his round blue eyes in surprise.
“How can you think so.” He asked in a puzzled way, then his blue eyes narrowed. He was five years old. Although he was still round and fat, and his fingers were round, he began to yearn to be a solemn adult like his father.
“Because” in front of him, the boy, who was two years older than Xie liaosha, swallowed his saliva. His luxurious bow tie seemed to tie his neck, which made him feel a little uncomfortable.
“I saw them talking. Your father didn’t smile at all. It’s like ice. ”
Xie liaosha sat upright.
In a relaxed manner, he was sharing with his new friend Vitaly the little soldier that Aunt Tori had given him.
Now he thought it necessary to protect his father’s reputation.
“It’s just diplomacy, my dad. He’s not terrible. He is a good father
The brown haired boy didn’t seem to believe it, but he managed to say, “maybe.”
“I didn’t lie. That’s true. He’s a good father.” Xie liaosha whispered that he didn’t always tell people these words, because his father worked, he knew that he couldn’t play like ordinary children.
“My father once gave me a pony. It was lovely. The first time I rode, he carried me up. Dad, he’s always busy. I’m always bad at French. He’ll teach me when he comes back Xie liaosha pauses and says, “he also said that he loves me.”
“My father used to say that, but I didn’t believe it. He bought me everything I wanted, but I knew it was just sending me away Vitaly played with the minion’s gun, and spoke with a trace of self-esteem disdain.
“I believe what my mother said.” He made a grimace, the freckles on the tip of his nose were slightly twisted by folds, as if he were defending something.
“You know, most dads don’t really love their kids, even though they often say I love you.”
After Vitali and his father left, sheriosa’s expression became a little melancholy.
Mother has gone to the countess regia’s, and she will not be back at the moment.
Although Xie liaosha loves his father, if he has something on his mind in this family, he is still used to telling his mother first. He knew that if his mother could not solve his confusion, he would turn to his father again. However, his mother was so powerful that he could always get the answer from his mother.
He had carefully told his father about it because he didn’t want him to feel bad after he knew it. Why didn’t his son think of him first. Or he suspects that seliosa doesn’t love him.
How terrible it is!
Of course, Xie liaosha loves his parents. He loves both of them. So when he was young, someone teased him whether he loved his mother or his father more. Xie liaosha, who was unable to choose, would first blush sadly.
When he was a little older, he either said he loved both of them seriously, or he drooped his eyes in confusion, like a wounded dog.
Of course, he is not hesitant about whom to love more, but he can’t tell these adults. Is it because he is not good enough that they want him to make this choice? That makes him sad.
Later, however, he found out that the people no longer asked him. And Xie liaosha occasionally heard that it was because of her mother’s intervention.
Look, mom is always so good!
So now, when he learned from Vitali that such a thing was beyond his knowledge, he was confused and in urgent need of an answer. But my mother just wasn’t there.
“I can ask Dad.” Xie liaosha said to himself. He finished his homework, and then straightened out the hem of his clothes. His round fingers were clearly still a child, but there was a kind of dignity and reserve that ordinary children did not have.
He came to his father’s study, knocked on the door, and got permission to go in.
“Dad, I want to ask you something.” Xie liaosha said after closing the door.
Karenin did know that his son was puzzled by something. After all, the little face could not hide anything.
Although some of the documents were urgent, Karenin just changed the plan in his mind and then closed the documents.
Karenin couldn’t help but smile as he sat in the chair opposite him. Because in his position, the guests opposite him usually look at him at the same level, instead of the present situation. In a wide position, the small one only has big eyes, hands overlapping and round and immature.
“It’s a little uncomfortable.” Xie liaosha himself realized that his legs could not reach the floor, so he twisted his butt and asked softly, “can I come over?”
“You are my son, not a visitor.” Karenin said calmly, but the look on his face was not the tension, indifference or sarcasm when he saw the guests.Xie liaosha came down from the upright chair. Like a little dog, he walked around half a circle with a simple manner, and then went to his father’s side.
Karenin moved his chair a little so that he could face seliosa.
Seliosa stood up. He inherited Karenin’s blue eyes and long legs. Although his face was a little chubby, his legs were straight and delicate, like deer in spring, not to mention those brown and golden, slightly curly hair.
If his mother is here, in the face of his loveliness, she can’t help stroking Xie liaosha’s hair in front of her forehead.
Xie liaosha’s father would not do this. Compared with his mother’s love of touching his hair, cheek and small shoulder, Xie liaosha’s father’s most intimate action was that his blue eyes of the same color would focus on him when he spoke. The silent transmission of his care for his son.
It’s the same now.
Xie liaosha thought for a moment with his eyes drooping slightly.
His eyelashes don’t curl up like a boy. They are very thick. When he meditates, he looks like a quiet baby.
Parents know that Xie liaosha’s big eyes hide a lively world.
“Just now, Vitaly asked me,” serliosa looked up, looking confused. “Will you hit me?”
“I told him that you never hit me and that you love me very much, but he said that not every father loves his children.”
“He believed that his mother loved him, but he did not believe that his father was the same.”
“Dad.” Xie liaosha said softly, “is this true? Is there really a father who doesn’t love his children? ”
Karenin did not expect that serliosa would ask this question. The problem is nothing like him. Because Xie liaosha is a happy and innocent child.
If it had been a long time ago, Karenin would have thought that it was not conducive to growth for boys to retain such emotional innocence at this age. But now, he never wanted to let him quickly leave the child, to learn to be an adult.
He thought that as long as nature is good, time will not stay or move forward according to human will, no matter how powerful or intelligent the person is. In this case, then, for Xie liaosha’s education, he does not need to go too harsh, as long as he is happy. When he grows up a little bit, his responsibility will not be too late.
But if he asked these questions in advance in his life, Karenin chose to tell him honestly. Because he had the right to know the truth, and because, despite his innocence, Karenin never doubted that he had a brave heart.
Thinking of this, Karenin raised his hand and gently put it on Xie liaosha’s young shoulder. Xie liaosha looked at him suspiciously, then raised his pure eyes and looked at him.
“There are such fathers in the world.”
When the boy heard his father’s reply, his eyes widened, and then he looked sad.
“That’s unfortunate.”
He was sad for Vitali and for the children.
His mother always told him that he was their treasure and precious. His birth brought us laughter and happiness.
Xie liaosha grew up in an environment full of love. With the love and proper instruction, he did not become such an impolite child. His growth process was smooth and healthy, and even his memory of wrestling was more laughter than pain.
Therefore, he never doubted his parents’ love for him, and he never doubted that he would not love them.
He thought that children all over the world are like this, but today, he knows such a fact. Not every child is so happy. Not every father is like his father. Originally, the so-called love is not taken for granted!
“If that’s the case, Dad, I’ve decided to be better to others.” Xie liaosha raised his head and said earnestly.
“Because maybe the people I meet in the future may not be as lucky as I am. In this way, when they use their fingers to count the people they have who love them, they can add another one. ”
Karenin looked at his son and saw firmness and hope for happiness from his young face.
He seldom does this in front of people, but at the moment, the father smiles a little and says gently, “that’s good, son.”
Xie liaosha smiles and nods.
Maybe that’s the difference between father and mother, he thought. His mother told him the beauty of the world, and his father told him that there were thorns hidden in it. However, both his father and his mother told him with their own happiness that even so, they should be full of hope, because only in this way can change be possible.
The heart of those uncomfortable because of this decision and slowly dispersed with the wind, those cold facts in his small, warm heart, always with hope to fill up a little bit. Only in this way, the world will not really hurt this rare innocence, even if he eventually grows into an adult, it will not change too much.After that, when I saw Vitali, the boy with curly hair and blue eyes like sheriosa, the latter took his hand, counted them one by one, counted ten fingers, and added one more solemnly.
“Thank you, Liao Sha.”
“In this way, even if there is one less, now we have the same. Vitaly, we are all happy children. ”
Later, when a young reporter interviewed a very famous retired diplomat and asked what had changed his life, the old man with light blue eyes just blinked his wise eyes and said it was because of a friend.
“People like sunshine.”
The author has something to say: summer homework
Senior
Charlie: have you finished your summer homework? Lend me a copy!
Andre:? Summer homework? We have summer homework!?
Charlie: Die
junior
sister Bambi: brother, diary, can’t write
brother Bambi: can’t write and draw
sister Bambi: bad guy, I’ll go to brother Bambi! He will teach me gently!
Brother Bambi: hold the other party’s hat and I’ll copy it to you
sister Bambi: brother, you are so moved to cry that I misunderstood him.
ten minutes later, brother Bambi goes to xiaobambi’s room
brother Bambi: diary, can’t write
Bambi: it doesn’t matter, I teach you to feel your head
brother Bambi: en