A White Lotus Host Who Does Not Want To Be a White Moonlight is Not a Good Host - Chapter 46
Although Shi Cangyuan retired suddenly at the beginning, he normally went through the decommissioning procedure normally, and left after leaving a good situation to ensure that the empire would have the upper hand in future battles. It can be said that he was worthy of the heart.
Even if Cang Yuan chooses to be indifferent all his life afterwards, that’s blameless.
But because of his return, Shi Cangyuan chose to support the burden that ordinary people can’t bear at such a special moment. This is too unfair to Shi Cangyuan.
Bai Lianhua suddenly languished and couldn’t help saying to the system: “I think we are too much.”
He felt his conscience hurt.
The system comforted him: “This shows that you are not enough scum to host, still a small white flower, and has not become black lotus.”
“But again, if you care too much about the villain’s emotions, the task will not be completed, which is inherently opposite.”
“This system reiterates again that if there are no special circumstances, the task cannot be aborted and cannot be abandoned.”
——What ’s more, how do you know that behind every miserable villain, did you not come for the same purpose?
Is it such a simple thing to make you so resistant to intense emotions and experience the feeling of being moved again and again?
If you want to get something, you have to pay something.
Alas, its position is also difficult.
Although many times I really hate the villains, but once I see that the host is really affected by the emotions, it is a bit emmm … Hey, I ca n’t describe it.
It seemed that the son was unable to catch up with the sweetheart, so the anxious old mother secretly looked at the stinky boy next door, who was about to abdicate the pearl on his palm and then fled his old father.
It’s hard to be a system!
…
As expected, after the announcement of Shi Cangyuan’s reappearance, the empire boiled for the first time.
After Bai Lianhua boarded the Starnet, she couldn’t help being infected by this atmosphere. Everyone on the virtual street was talking about this topic.
The calming effect of Shi Cangyuan ’s comeback was immediate, and almost everyone rekindled their spirits, talking about how heroic “Dikafus” was under the control of Shi Cangyuan a few years ago and how to treat the Zerg Fighting back and forth.
This makes Bai Lianhua more uncomfortable.
The next morning, after making arrangements, Bai Lianhua and Shi Cangyuan set foot on the airship to the front line base.
Bai Lianhua kept doing everything she could, especially clever.
When the two were alone, Shi Cangyuan couldn’t help but ask Bai Lianhua: “What’s wrong with this?”
“Suddenly so quiet, and so careful with me, as if I were something fragile.”
Bai Lianhua shook his head silently: “No, nothing.”
Shi Cangyuan didn’t speak, just looked at him, looking quietly waiting for an answer.
Bai Lianhua couldn’t help but tell the truth: “… I just suddenly felt sorry for you.”
“… It would be nice if I didn’t come back.”
Shi Cangyuan was silent for a while, and said seriously: “No, I am very glad that you can come back. Otherwise, do you hope that I will hopelessly wait for your life?”
Bai Lianhua was startled: “If I didn’t show up at the beginning …”
Shi Cangyuan spoke before he finished: “Then I will only be full of anger and live a worse look.”
Bai Lianhua was suddenly dumb.
Yes, if he did not appear in this world at the beginning, Shi Cangyuan was under heavy psychological pressure, and the ending of suicide was obviously more unacceptable.
——It’s really bad to do anything.
Shi Cangyuan sighed softly: “You have nothing to say sorry to me … is it true that you need to apologize if you cure me?”
It’s just that I thought about what I shouldn’t have.
It’s because of myself that I can’t be indifferent to your departure … If the argument doesn’t matter, then from start to finish, you have only helped me unselfishly. What have I lost?
Without you, I would only fall into a darker abyss … everything is my own choice, then what is my qualification to resent you?
Shi Cangyuan admits that he does whatever he wants, and in order to be able to leave Bai Lianhua completely, he wants to evoke the guilt of Bai Lianhua everywhere.
After all, I can’t bear it anymore.
Shi Cangyuan’s voice slowed down: “Are you scared by this situation?”
Bai Lianhua hesitated and nodded slowly, looking a little pathetic.
“Relax, I can afford it … As early as the first time I chose to compete for the ownership of ‘Dikafus’, I was prepared to be able to live up to everyone’s expectations, otherwise why is it called the first A mech? ”
“I didn’t meet you before then.”
“Exactly, you can also see if you saved me enough to make you proud.”
Shi Cangyuan smiled: “There is no psychological burden, I volunteer.”
It’s better to be able to get you to accompany me.
Bai Lianhua: “…”
No, you say that I feel more guilty.
…
After arriving at the base, he and Shi Cangyuan received a warm welcome as expected.
When standing here, Cangyuan was very popular, and it was completely different from being alone in front of him.
After a short period of handover and commissioning, Shi Cangyuan recovered the driving sensation of driving “Dikafus”, and quickly entered the state, beginning to fully understand the frontline status.
Soon after, he ushered in his first game.
In order to boost morale, when facing many Zergs with other Mech Squad members, Shi Cangyuan specially selected a Zerg that had undergone secondary evolution as his opponent.
——Before this, there was no mech in the entire empire that could stand alone against the Zerg that had undergone secondary evolution, and had to adopt a group attack tactic.
Even so, it can only beat the opponent back, and it is difficult to cause fatal injuries to them, let alone successfully kill them.
Therefore, some people have said before that if you want to kill such elite Zerg, I am afraid that only the once God of War Cangyuan can do it.
Shi Cangyuan, who has been silent for many years, did not disappoint everyone. Even in the face of this Zerg elite that has doubled its combat power compared to ordinary Zerg, he still drove “Dikafus” to contribute to It is possible to record battles where teaching videos are repeatedly played from multiple angles.
This scene can be expected to be teleported back to the main star, and then played to every corner of the empire.
Everyone cheered for it.
However, only Bai Lianhua saw when Cang Yuan ended the battle and returned to the tired look in the base room.
In this battle, Shi Cangyuan actually won not so easy, but he could not be revealed in front of outsiders.
When Shi Cangyuan reached out, Bai Lianhua offered him a hug.
…
The situation is reversed, contrary to the year, now it is Cangyuan’s daily life when he is in charge.
But Shi Cangyuan was indeed a very caring person. Many times Bai Lianhua found that what he could do was to prepare him with nutrient solution in advance, and then remind him to eat it on time.
Or more, it is just to help him massage acupuncture points at rest to relieve the fatigue caused by his overloading.
Although Shi Cangyuan said solemnly before, he actually protected him very well, and he was no different from a logistics.
Bai Lianhua also had to find something for herself as much as possible, such as teaching some simple and convenient treatment techniques that can be popularized to Shi Cangyuan and others, or trying to identify useful herbs around the base, and preparing some special ones. Pills or medicaments with curative effects are used as spares.
——He is not worth the force, so he has to work hard from other aspects.
When he was free, Bai Lianhua was still thinking. After obtaining the consent of Shi Cangyuan, he compiled all the research data of the special operating system designed for him by Shi Cangyuan, and continued with the rest of the technical staff at the base. deepen.
He has been with the genius Shi Cangyuan for many years. Under his ears, he actually understands a lot of theoretical knowledge related to mecha, and he is familiar with the research and recording methods of Shi Cangyuan. The thoughts of Tianmaxingkong are at least a qualified experimental assistant.
In this way, Shi Cangyuan’s research results can come in handy almost immediately.
After all, most of the people in the base are not like him, and their physical qualities and mental strengths are extremely mismatched … Those who can become mech divisions often have physical qualities and mental strengths that will never differ by more than three levels at most.
The difficulty of this improvement is actually greatly reduced, and a small part of the ideas given by Shi Cangyuan can even be used immediately.
And this can quickly increase the combat capability of some mech divisions that are limited by the short board.
Shi Cangyuan always jokes that he is really worth the money with the assistant lieutenant Bai Lianhua … even, there will be a special effect that will allow him to watch quietly for a while, and he will be full of power.
However, Bai Lianhua couldn’t laugh … Because Shi Cangyuan was too hard, he was really shining with all his strength, and every time he played, he seemed to hold the determination of martyrdom.
This allows everyone to see Shi Cangyuan’s blood-burning invincibility on the battlefield, but at the same time, it also means that I don’t know how many times Shi Cangyuan is on the verge of life and death.
Bai Lianhua looked very disturbed.
When Shi Cangyuan once again returned to the base for a short break, Bai Lianhua couldn’t help but persuade him: “Do you also pay more attention to your own safety?”
“You have done a good job, don’t push yourself to the limit anymore.”
Shi Cangyuan raised his eyebrows in surprise: “Well … don’t you need to do this?”
“Okay, I know.” He sat and looked up at Bai Lianhua. “Are you worried about me?”
“… I will be happy to say that you are worried about me.”
His eyes were unabashed expectations.
The reactions of Shi Cangyuan made Bai Lianhua feel sad: “Yes, I’m very worried about you … I’m sorry, too, to intervene in your life.”
He suddenly had the idea that it wouldn’t matter if the task failed … big deal with random punishment.
In response to this, the system hesitated for a while, but still couldn’t help the complex mood of opening: “Indeed, Shi Cangyuan really put life and death out of his body, but he took the opportunity to enlarge this point in front of you and carried out Emotional kidnapping is also true … ”
Are you really stupid or sweet, can’t you see this? If once you and Shi Cangyuan were in the relationship between the strategy and the strategy, then everything is still the same, only the role is changed, and the one who has been struggling to attack has become you.
—Oh, I could n’t help but say it.
After the system was finished, there was a sudden guilty conscience, and I felt that I was really sorry for the villain. He tried so hard, and he even demolished his platform …
It really is true love for the host.
Bai Lianhua asked the system rhetorically: “But … even if I knew he was intentional, I feel sorry.”
What’s more, in Cangyuan’s very acting skills, at least nine of them are from the heart.
The same is a strategy, Bai Lianhua clearly understands that Shi Cangyuan is different from himself.
What is he paying for? What did Shi Cangyuan pay again?
Shi Cangyuan smiled and replied: “Sorry for what I am saying … I’m so happy that you intervened in my life.”
“I like you, so I am willing to live as you like.”
No matter what purpose you like this look.
Bai Lianhua was stunned and shook his head gently for a long time, and made a difficult smile: “No, I still like the previous Cangyuan …”
“You should be what you want.”
Shi Cangyuan’s heartbeat suddenly missed a beat.