A White Lotus Host Who Does Not Want To Be a White Moonlight is Not a Good Host - Chapter 88
After experiencing Chi Tang’s thoughts and experiences, Bai Lianhua felt that her mood was very complicated.
He could n’t help but stretch his hand and poked the pond in the illusion. Although he knew he could n’t touch anything, he watched the pond turned into ripples by himself, and he finally felt emotional. Soothed a little.
The system cleared his throat and asked him solemnly: “Okay, you can now choose the way to unblock the memory.”
Bai Lianhua looked up at the system and waited for further explanation.
“You can choose to only restore your own memories without unblocking the emotional fluctuations of the previous world and maintain the original state … or simply, even completely seal the memories of those worlds.”
After a pause, it said: “Of course, you can also choose to remember all the past and lift all the seals.”
The system scratched its head: “The reason why you didn’t immediately restore your memory in front of you is that you would like to help Chi Tang get through the difficulties because of the friendship that you have been with for many years. All you have to do is to rule out other interference, just ask your heart and find what you want most. ”
——Do you think the passionate love in the previous world is worthy of nostalgia? Or do you still refuse those emotional invasions and just want to maintain your calm and indifferent state of mind?
Bai Lianhua nodded hesitantly, he understood the meaning of these choices.
If he chooses to restore only part of his memory as Bailian Yaoxiu, then he can still get back to the same state with the villain, that is, Chi Tang … But if he chooses to restore all his memories, then there are many before The impact of the emotions accumulated in this world is beyond the control of anyone, and he will certainly not return to the state of ignorance that he once had.
It all depends on whether he is reluctant to feel the emotions experienced by the previous world … Bai Lianhua even couldn’t help but doubt that the system may have been intentional at the beginning, and every time he sealed his emotions, he always had to Leave a gap, so that he can not easily relieve.
However, after a long silence, Bai Lianhua said softly: “I chose to retrieve all the sealed things.”
Perhaps at first he was reluctant to avoid it, but in the end he had found that if he was facing the villain, even if he opened the door completely, it was not really a terrible thing, but he would get the most gentle and The most cherished response, that feeling … is addictive.
He was sealed by the system and his mood swings were not false, but his memory told him this very surely … Like and be liked, it is a very beautiful enjoyment.
The system that was so nervous that it didn’t work out suddenly took a breath, and his expression became light and cheerful.
What should I say, the “villain” and the host are the two most important people for it, one created it, and the other is the master who he really binds.
Otherwise, when it does the task before, the mood will not be so contradictory. I hope that the “villain” can hold the beauty, but I feel that it is not easy to let my host be abducted. For a while, two or three sentences of the host can make the villain take the initiative to retreat, and I feel proud for a while, because the host seems to be true. Those who are confused by the villain are very heartbroken. The two mentalities are fighting each other, and they are tangled in tears.
When I let the host make the choice just now, in order not to affect the host’s decision, it still can’t show its true emotions. It should try to be as impartial as possible when talking about all choices. This is still mandatory by Chi Tang. Thinking about it is very disgusting with this guy’s inconsistency.
But now it seems … that its two masters will finally have a happy ending?
The system smiled and untied all the shackles of Bai Lianhua’s memory … So with the return of memory, Bai Lianhua could clearly feel that his emotions related to many worlds were also awakening. Maybe not all of them are love, but they all touched his heart successfully.
Bai Lianhua was immersed in this feeling, with mixed flavors in her heart.
At the same time, a figure very familiar to today’s Bai Lianhua gradually replaced the previous illusion and appeared in front of him.
Chi Tang.
The pond on which he lives.
This guy is now looking at him with a smile on his face. Bai Lianhua, who has recovered his memory, naturally feels no stranger to him, and even the smile on his face is so familiar.
Wen Fu is him, Jian Yiguang is him, Meng Yanbai is him, Zhong Xiutang is him, Shi Cangyuan is him … In the world generated by the system, Chi Tang really wiped out all the memories “Samsara” I Another life. Every so-called “villain” carries a part of Chi Tang’s character, but what remains the same is the kind of paranoia that cannot be turned back once it is determined … and there is such an irresistible sincerity.
Bai Lianhua has mixed feelings in her heart. It turned out that he was the one who was really being attacked. He was doing the strategy of so-called probation villain, and Chi Tang was unconsciously attacking his emotions.
Hey, wait!
Bai Lianhua thought of a very important thing: “Since the villains are all projections of your soul, so … once you said that you want to fold down Bailian and raise it in a vase, is it serious?”
“There is also the sentence‘ Even if it withers in the coming day, it can only wither in my hands ’… I have a deep memory!”
While talking, Bai Lianhua shivered inexplicably.
Unlike before, he only felt that he was doing a task, playing a white lotus flower in harmony with his name, so for the strange words that the villains said, after listening to it, he will goose bumps, but Soon he can leave his head behind, but now that he has recalled that he is a real white lotus, it is very terrifying to think back to these words at this moment.
Bai Lianhua looked at Chi Tang grievously, as if accusing him silently: “How can you think this way?”
I did n’t expect Bai Lianhua ’s first sentence to ask this question. Chi Tang froze for a while, and then smiled softly: “Well, it ’s actually a part of my demon that was actually projected on the person who was transformed by my soul … I ’m afraid that I used to be able to restrain the demon firmly, but now it ’s gone, not even more. ”
This is something that even Chi Tang did n’t think of himself. Since Bai Lianhua had just made a choice, his heart demon had disappeared completely, and Dao Xin ’s defect ceased to exist—even if it was only recognized by Bai Lianhua. In the world, he has the value of the emotions he has produced, and he can make himself so satisfied.
“How could I be willing to hurt you a little bit.”
In the face of Chi Tang’s gentle smile, Bai Lianhua was very frustrated … Hey, who can imagine such a guy, actually every world is so clear-cut? This is too deceptive.
Chi Tang paused, and then said: “But I am very happy … Even if such a paranoid and real me, you are still tempted by me.”
So Bai Lianhua’s spitting heart could not continue, he pretended to sigh sadly: “Yes, really tempted, is the kind of like you want … What can I do, will you be seriously responsible? ”
Once he did not know what the emotions were in Chi Tang’s eyes when he looked at him, but now, only a moment, he understands, and even he will respond unconsciously when his eyes meet.
He blinked: “If you bully me for that, then I will be sad.”
Chi Tang’s heart beat like a drum, although the monk always pays attention to meditation and nourishment, but at this moment, how could he be calm-the white lotus that was born with a lack of a muscle in the matter of emotion was finally infected In this fresh fireworks.
His voice was dumb: “I will never let you down.”
Chi Tang took a step forward subconsciously, as if he wanted to hug Bai Lianhua, but he stopped as if he was afraid of scaring him … And this scene is too familiar to Bai Lianhua.
This feeling of being cherished and treated with care is still a familiar recipe with a familiar taste.
So Bai Lianhua smiled lightly: “I know.”
He took the initiative to complete the hug gently, and was closely related to Chi Tang.
Okay, anyway, his white lotus is destined to grow in the pool of Chi Tang, never move the nest.