Accidental Love - Chapter 35
The enclosed space squeezes the emotions so tightly that it is difficult to find a suitable outlet.
Even Zheng Shuyi didn’t know how to answer Shiyan.
Shi Yan didn’t speak, and just looked at Zheng Shuyi like this.
It was he who was clearly acting, but it was also him who insisted on waiting for an answer.
Her silence became more and more difficult to maintain under Shi Yan’s gaze.
Although he has absolute silence, even the sound of breathing is pulled away, the heartbeat in Zheng Shuyi’s ears is amplified a little bit, “bang, bang, bang”, louder than ever.
There seemed to be jumping fast and unable to supply blood, even oxygen began to be insufficient, and the whole person began to lose weight.
Zheng Shuyi’s throat tickled.
I want to reach out and hold my chest to stop it from beating, so as to give her a sensible mind to answer Shiyan’s questions.
But everything is not in her grasp.
She even began to think deliriously that she would not hear her deafening heartbeat at the banquet.
In the endless silence, the elevator rang suddenly.
Zheng Shuyi did not hear, nor did he notice that the sense of weightlessness had disappeared.
Until the elevator door opened, two foreigners with blond hair and blue eyes stood outside, saw this scene, froze for a moment, and then said: “Hello? excuseme?”
Consciousness returned suddenly, Zheng Shuyi’s Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the incoming person, instantly withdrew his hand, and immediately stepped out.
There was still the residual warmth of a feast on his hands, and a burning sensation lingered on the skirt, like a warm roast, spreading to the whole body little by little.
Shi Yan followed her, his steps unhurriedly.
The woman in front walked very fast, her head hanging down, and she said nothing.
A few seconds later, Shi Yan stopped moving, even holding his arms to see what she was going to do.
“Zheng Shuyi, you don’t know where your room is?”
You can go in the wrong direction.
Sure enough, Zheng Shuyi paused, then turned around and walked towards him.
He still kept his head buried like that, and looking at that posture, it seemed as if the person in front of him didn’t exist.
She remained the same until she almost passed by.
Shi Yan calmly watched her pass over her “innocently”, and finally stretched out her hand impatiently.
“What the **** are you doing?”
One of them was facing north and the other facing south, standing across the shoulders.
“I’m thinking about things.”
Zheng Shuyi looked at the wide open window at the end of the corridor in front of him, and said blankly.
Shi Yan: “Huh?”
Zheng Shuyi’s eyes rolled, and then slowly retreated to Shi Yan.
“I was thinking, did you just kiss me?”
Shiyan: “…”
He raised his eyebrows.
Zheng Shuyi: “I’m not dreaming, am I? Too unreal!”
Shiyan: “…”
Zheng Shuyi stepped in, “Are you coming again?”
“…”
A draught wind came oncoming, it was very cold, and it also had some temporary sobering effects.
really.
This woman who composes heaven and earth can not use normal logic to explore what she is thinking.
Zheng Shu advised him not to speak, and began to get more vigorous, pulling his sleeves and shaking.
“I didn’t feel it just now, do it again?”
“There are opportunities for make-up exams.”
“I apply for a make-up exam.”
After a while, Shi Yan grabbed her sleeves, pulled them apart, and then grabbed her shoulders to force her to turn left.
“Go back to sleep.”
When the person was pushed to the door, he took out the room card directly from her coat and swiped the card to open the door. A series of actions were completed in one go, and Zheng Shuyi didn’t even have the chance to struggle.
It’s not completely absent.
When Shi Yan was about to close the door from the outside, Zheng Shuyi grabbed the door, tilted his head, and looked up pitifully, “Is it really not coming again? I really didn’t feel anything.”
Shi Yan didn’t show any expression, and broke her fingers apart one by one, and then closed the door without hesitation.
There was a “click”, a crisp lock.
The atmosphere changed suddenly inside and outside the door.
Zheng Shuyi’s energy was exhausted, and the expression on his face disappeared. He had to stand with his back against the door to support himself, staring blankly at the opposite wall.
Outside the door, Shi Yan stared at the door and left for a long time.
This night, Zheng Shuyi soaked in the hotel bathtub for a long time, trying to dilute all the panic in his heart.
Don’t panic. If you panic at this time, everything will go off the rails.
Obviously she should be the one leading all this.
How do you feel, she is passive…
It was not until the water was cold that Zheng Shuyi slowly got up, walked out wearing a bath towel, and dropped a lot of water stains on the ground.
——
There were two meetings in the morning of the first day of the Krencher Forum, namely “Financial Risk Contagion from the Stock Market” from 9 am to 10 am and “New Vision of Industrial Cooperation” from 10:30 to 11:30.
In the morning, Zheng Shuyi’s alarm clock and the hotel’s wake-up service sounded at the same time.
She sat up on the bed, her head hurt, went to the bathroom and glanced at her face.
As expected, the dark circles under her eyes were as heavy as pandas.
Fortunately, she brought a full set of cosmetics on this trip.
It’s just that she still came out a few minutes later than the agreed time.
Shi Yan stood at the door of her room, glanced at her watch, and knocked on the door helplessly.
This helplessness was not because Zheng Shuyi was late for a while, but because he faintly felt that if he continued in this posture, he might decide what new tricks Zheng Shuyi would do in the past two days.
The Zheng family’s calligraphy has no other abilities. In terms of fancy writing, it is definitely not something ordinary people can parry.
The people inside did not respond, so Shi Yan had to call her.
But just after dialing, the door opened.
The person in front of him is wearing a white shirt, a beige pencil skirt, a jacket in his hand, his hair pinned behind his ears, and he is meticulously groomed.
The makeup is decent and the look is natural.
Shi Yan was still a little unaccustomed when thinking of her “kissing” look last night.
It even felt like she was holding back some big move.
However, until the two of them lost their car, Zheng Shuyi was also peacefully sitting aside, dignifiedly like a textbook-like female anchor.
It is normal, but it is not normal everywhere.
“Have you had breakfast?”
Shi Yan asked.
Zheng Shuyi nodded: “I have eaten it, how about you?”
Shi Yan glanced at her, “Yes.”
She smiled and continued to look straight ahead.
Then quietly do psychological construction for yourself:
Well, just hold on to it, I can, I’m the leader.
The car drove smoothly towards the venue.
A few minutes later, Zheng Shuyi’s phone vibrated, and someone was in the group.
This group is called the “Jiangcheng Financial Reporters Circle”. It is not a work group, but a group of peers who pull down privately. The purpose is to promote exchanges and mutual assistance in the circle.
There are journalists from magazines like Zheng Shuyi, as well as reporters from TV stations and new media.
Jiangcheng Finance Channel-Shihang: @金融周刊-Zheng Shuyi Are you in Fucheng? Did I see you just now? At the entrance of Oxley Hotel, you are wearing a camel coat, right?
Jiangcheng Finance Channel-Shihang: Are you also here this time?
Zheng Shuyi took a look, and didn’t plan to return, so he didn’t see it. Anyway, the news was soon picked up by the group.
But Kong Nan was also in this group. After she saw it, she immediately sent a private chat to Zheng Shuyi.
Zheng Shuyi took a peek at Shiyan and saw that he was not paying attention to his side, so he put the phone to his ear and pressed the play button.
In the next second, Kong Nan’s recognizable voice suddenly appeared in the car stereo.
“How did you go to Fucheng? Participate in the meeting? Didn’t you say you were with your father?”
Zheng Shuyi: “…”
This sentence popped out word by word, appearing extremely clear in the quiet car.
Zheng Shuyi’s phone froze in his ears.
At that moment, she even suspected that she had heard it wrong.
How, possible, in, in the car, in public?
But Shi Yan’s reaction dispelled a trace of her luck.
He turned his head and squinted his eyes.
“With Dad?”
Zheng Shuyi was silent.
The driver in the front row coughed, and she remembered that when she came last night, she thought the driver’s music was not good, so she connected her mobile phone to Bluetooth.
So as soon as she got in the car, the Bluetooth was automatically connected.
Zheng Shuyi: “…”
Shi Yan raised his hand and leaned on the chair behind her.
“It’s shameful to go out with me?”
Zheng Shuyi held back not to panic: “It’s not…”
“Oh, this way…” Shi Yan seemed to understand, and nodded, “So you have this kind of taste.”
Zheng Shuyi turned his head, “What’s the taste?”
Shi Yan looked straight ahead and uttered a few words gently.
“So you like to call Dad.”
He also nodded, seeming to accept this “sentiment.”
Zheng Shuyi: “…”
All the way thereafter, Zheng Shuyi didn’t want to settle down, but also got peace.
Otherwise, she suspected that Shi Yan might really hold her back and call her “Dad”.
——
The benefits of participating in the Krencher Forum with Shiyan are obvious.
As a strategic partner who pays hundreds of thousands of euros a year, we get more preferential treatment than ordinary members who pay tens of thousands of euros a year.
Sitting in the first row, the host and four guests talked freely, topic after topic, which aroused applause from the audience from time to time.
Only in the first game, the atmosphere was already high.
Zheng Shuyi beside him was very quiet. He looked at the people on the stage intently, thoughtful from time to time, and even Shi Yan saw her several times without notice.
Shi Yan didn’t know if she felt a little strange or not used to it.
After that incident last night, he felt that Zheng Shuyi’s exaggerated performance was normal after this.
But this is definitely not the case.
What she was thinking day by day.
Until the end of the first meeting, the people around him finally started to move around.
This kind of subtle movement did not attract the attention of others, but in the surroundings of Shi Yan, all her changes were in full view.
Arrange the skirt for a while, tuck the clothes for a while.
After a while, he exchanged the overlapping positions of his legs, and then he glanced at him again.
The fingers were still digging gently on the armrest, seeming to want to say something, but they kept holding back.
Shi Yan suddenly held her hand, pressed it on the armrest, and whispered: “What do you want to do again?”
Zheng Shuyi struggled a little, but didn’t take his hand back, he said in a vague way: “After this game is over, I want to go back to the hotel.”
The two whispered.
“what’s happenin?”
“nothing……”
Shi Yan glanced at her deeply.
It started again.
Sure enough, it was not so peaceful.
But she didn’t say anything, her cheeks were a little red, and Shi Yan had to follow her.
“Talk to me when you go back.”
Zheng Shuyi nodded.
At the end of this meeting, she left quietly immediately.
Fortunately, the venue was not far from the hotel. In less than twenty minutes, she returned to the room and called the front desk to ask for something.
He hurriedly went to the bathroom to change his underwear and cotton slivers. The moment Zheng Shuyi fell to bed, the sky was spinning, the cramps in his lower abdomen were like erupting volcanoes, and his brain jumped all over his body.
She kicked off her shoes, hugged the pillow tightly, and slowly curled up to the corner of the bed.
——
At 11:30, the second meeting ended on time.
When Shi Yan just got up, he was stopped by the host of this scene before he left the venue.
This is the host of a certain financial TV station. He has had several encounters with Shi Yan. At this moment, he is going to invite to have lunch together.
When the banquet was over, the host looked around him and asked, “Is the lady who came with you here?”
In fact, just on stage, he saw Shi Yan and Zheng Shuyi whispering, acting close, mostly in that kind of relationship.
But then I thought, what if not? Wouldn’t that be embarrassing.
“Somewhat uncomfortable, I have already returned to the hotel. She is so squeamish that she should not be able to come.”
Seeing Shi Yan’s tone and demeanor when she said this, the host understood, and nodded and said: “Wait for the next opportunity, I think she is very interested in today’s topic.
Shi Yan let out an “um” casually.
Afterwards, he and Chen Sheng went out together and looked at the phone. There was no movement on Zheng Shuyi’s side.
He made a call and no one answered it.
“Go ask the hotel.” Shi Yan told Chen Sheng, “What’s the matter with her?”
When the banquet was not used to specifically say who this “she” was, Chen Sheng handled everything properly.
A few minutes later, Chen Sheng said, “I went back to the hotel, and asked the front desk for a box of painkillers.”
“painkiller?”
Shi Yan glanced at his watch and said, “You will go to the lunch table instead of me.”
Chen Sheng nodded.
But there was a little speechless in my heart.
How come it’s him again.
He actually wants to go back to the hotel to rest.
——
When Shi Yan stood at the door of Zheng Shuyi’s room, he was about to raise his hand and knock on the door, but he paused.
The distance from the meeting place to the hotel was too close, and he didn’t realize it until he was so close, why didn’t he say anything.
Frozen for a moment, Shi Yan dropped his hand and took out his mobile phone instead.
The bell rang for a long time, until it hung up automatically, Shi Yan raised his hand again and rang the doorbell.
Like a bell, no one responded after pressing the doorbell three times.
Shi Yan frowned, turned and walked towards the elevator.
The noon sun sparsely spilled onto the bed through the curtains, revealing mottled shadows on the pure white sheets.
Zheng Shuyi was in a cold sweat, soaking her clothes and sticking to her body. It was so uncomfortable that when she woke up in a daze, she was in a bad mood.
At the same time, there was a ringtone in her ear thinking, she gave an annoying “tsk”, pushed the pillow aside, and reached out to touch the phone.
The phone was not touched, but a warm place was touched.
Zheng Shuyi slowly opened his eyes and turned his head, Shi Yan’s face was beside her bed.
And, her hand is touching his wrist.
“Why… why did you come in?”
Shi Yan looked down at her fingers, then took her hand and stuffed it into the quilt.
“If I don’t come back, are you planning to fend for itself?”
Maybe it was because he was dizzy and dizzy after taking the medicine, Zheng Shuyi was dumbfounded for a long time before he realized the status quo.
Although what he said was not very pleasant, he seemed to know that she was sick and came back to see her specially.
Zheng Shuyi didn’t speak, there was no trace of blood on his pale face, and even his eyes were foggy, so he stared at him, but he lost his usual anger.
Shi Yan tugged inexplicably, as if sighing, Shen Shen asked, “What’s the matter?”
People are always particularly vulnerable when they are sick, and this truth has never changed.
When she was so painful that she was clutching the pillow and hammering and gnawing, no one was by her side.
That kind of hypocrisy can easily be infinitely amplified, making people feel like they have been abandoned by the world.
With his presence at this moment, Zheng Shuyi couldn’t help but want to grasp the sense of security.
No extra thoughts can give her to think about other things.
just–
“I hurt…”
Zheng Shuyi covered the quilt, and when he finished speaking, he realized how his voice had changed.
In fact, it doesn’t hurt that much.
But she just appeared to be terminally ill.
“Where does it hurt?”
Shi Yan asked.
Zheng Shuyi said with a dumb voice, “It hurts everywhere.”
Shiyan: “…”
Shi Yan slowly straightened his waist, slowly pursing the corners of his mouth.
Seems to see through her acting skills.
Zheng Shuyi felt a little embarrassed, and quickly said: “In fact, it doesn’t hurt that much. Just just coax me with a few words.”
Shi Yan lowered his eyes and looked at her around.
“How to coax?”
“Just say…” Zheng Shu thought for a moment, “just said why did you see the fairy before going to heaven?”
“…”
Shi Yan’s expression was very difficult to describe.
Afterwards, he walked to the bed, took off his suit jacket, and sat on the sofa blankly.
When he looked up again, his tone became helpless.
“Go to sleep, I’m right here.”
“fairy.”
The author has something to say: Shiyan, or come and see Qiaoyao, she is a Disney princess at large.