After Being Crushed By Our Nemesis, We Are Together - Chapter 58

“Who are you thinking about?” Seeing that Qu Shenyu was in a trance, Chen Chuyuan immediately asked like a vigilant rabbit who only defended his love.

Qu Shenyu was silent for a moment. Even though the truth was right in front of her eyes, she seemed a little afraid to ask. She didn’t even know what she was afraid of, but she was afraid.

Seeing her hesitation, Chen Chuyuan said angrily, “Don’t say it, don’t say it!”

She held her breath. As soon as the car stopped, she drove fast. When she got out of the car, she left without even closing the door. Qu Shenyu closed the door before going up. As soon as Chen Chuyuan saw her coming in, she immediately smashed the pillow at her. Go, Qu Shenyu bent down, picked up the pillow, closed the door, and said helplessly, “Chen Chuyuan.”

She tried to organize the language. She was such a person. She wished she could think a few times in her heart before she said it. She was so cautious, just because she cared too much, but Chen Chuyuan was impatient and couldn’t wait patiently for her to organize. good language.

Hearing Qu Shenyu calling her, Chen Chuyuan became even more angry, she seemed to call her so rusty all the time, she would call her baby in bed! Qu Shenyu has never called!

Chen Chuyuan felt wronged, she looked at Qu Shenyu: “Qu Shenyu, did you never say you love me?”

Qu Shenyu was startled.

It was obvious that Chen Chuyuan didn’t care about this kind of thing before. She was neither blind nor blind, but now she is inexplicably concerned, angry and aggrieved: “Is it so hard to say what you like about me?”

“I do not…”

However, before she could finish her sentence, Chen Chuyuan threw another pillow over and said loudly, “Go and fix your shut-mouth! I’m going back to my mother’s house! Live by yourself!”

She rushed into the bedroom angrily, opened the closet and stuffed the clothes in, tears streaming down her face, but Qu Shenyu didn’t even come to coax her! Sure enough, you won’t cherish it if you get it!

Qu Shenyu blocked the door before walking in. Chen Chuyuan glared at her and sat on the suitcase, trying to close the zipper, but because it was too full, the zipper moved half a centimeter for a long time.

The corners of her lips bent subconsciously, and she quickly retracted it. She walked over and tried to pull Chen Chuyuan up, but as soon as she got close, she was immediately slapped away.

Qu Shenyu reached out and hugged her from behind, Chen Chuyuan was shocked: “You still want to force me?”

“…I do not.”

Before Chen Chuyuan could speak, she leaned over and kissed her earlobe. Chen Chuyuan sneered: “Want to lure? I don’t want to eat this!”

you are not moving…

Qu Shenyu didn’t say this out of her mouth, lest she become angry.

She stretched out her hand to cover Chen Chuyuan’s eyes, and then slowly came to her from behind. Chen Chuyuan’s vision was still dark. Qu Shenyu lowered her head and kissed her forehead, her voice a little hoarse: “I…”

“It may be family reasons, and my own personality. I’m not very good at expressing my emotions.”

Chen Chuyuan: “Oh.”

“I…” Qu Shenyu looked at her, her heart filled with astringency, and murmured, “I don’t know some words, but I have thought about them a thousand times in my heart, why can’t I say them all of a sudden.”

Chen Chuyuan: “Humph.”

Qu Shenyu looked at Chen Chuyuan, the eyes of the other side were full of turbulent emotions: “I’m sorry, I know sometimes it hurts the most not to speak, and I don’t know why I became like this.”

“…Humph.”

“Chen Chuyuan, I love you, I may not be able to express my feelings at any time like you, but you believe me, how could I not love you?”

The trembling eyelashes made her palms itch a little. After a long time, Chen Chuyuan was reluctant to respond: “…Oh.”

She seemed to be still a little angry. Qu Shenyu didn’t know what to say. After being silent for a long time, she took a deep breath: “I-I liked you a long, long time ago.”

In fact, Qu Shenyu can’t remember when she liked her at all. It seems that she suddenly changed from hating her to another kind of feeling that she can’t tell, but she can recall so many throbbing, that she has long been separated. I don’t know when this thought came about.

Chen Chuyuan finally couldn’t hold back her hand. Qu Shenyu held her breath and closed her eyes almost instinctively. Chen Chuyuan stretched out her hand to open her eyelids: “Open it! Open it for me!”

Qu Shenyu closed her eyes tightly, shook her head vigorously, and couldn’t help but panic in her tone: “Chen Chuyuan, don’t be like this, I, I’ll just talk like this.”

“No! You have to open it for me! Open it!” Chen Chuyuan was a little anxious, “Look at me! Look at me, you have to look at me and say! Look at me and say! Qu Shenyu! You are Not lying? Otherwise, why don’t you dare to look at me?!”

“I didn’t…” Qu Shenyu turned her head away, “Please, Chen Chuyuan, don’t do this.”

Chen Chuyuan still felt aggrieved, she burst into tears: “Why are you like this? You said you like me, why can’t you just look at me and say? You don’t love me at all—”

“I didn’t!” Qu Shenyu’s eyes were hot and sour, and her tone was a little overwhelmed, “I don’t know why this happened.”

Chen Chuyuan approached her: “Then look at me~”

Qu Shenyu still didn’t dare to open her eyes, and she didn’t know why she was afraid. She knew that as long as she opened her eyes, she could see Chen Chuyuan staring at her. She will be flooded by her figure, but she just doesn’t know why, there is no way to make such a simple action without any difficulty.

“Qu Shenyu…”

She seemed to cry a little sadly. It wasn’t the usual kind of cry that was hard to ignore, but a sob that was almost silent. Qu Shenyu couldn’t sit still. Let yourself do something to ease the atmosphere, but in fact, she didn’t move.

How did things turn out like this?

Qu Shenyu remembered in a trance that it seemed that the kindergarten teacher assigned them an assignment when they finished the course on how children were conceived, and asked them to go home and say loudly to their mother that I love you.

and then? It seems that the mother’s friend was surprised and said with a mocking sarcasm: Your child will please people at such a young age?

Then Ms. Du seemed to feel ashamed, gave her a cold look, and told her to go back to her room quickly.

It seems that she learned to make longevity noodles from the chef and brought it into her father’s study. He suddenly and seriously asked her if she had listened to some relatives talking about it, whether she had a younger brother or not, what should their family give her? There will be no less points, no need to do these to please anyone.

It seems that when Qu Shenhao was born, her parents pulled her to her younger brother and said, “Ayu, you love us, don’t you?” In the future, you must love your brother as you love us, okay?

Qu Shenyu forgot what she said at the time, but suddenly, some words became stuck in her throat. She never showed her inner emotions, and she never tried to do anything superfluous.

But obviously it shouldn’t be like this, why, why should she become such a person?

“Qu Shenyu…”

It was like Dawn tore a crack in the darkness, and then the whole person broke free from the cage. She reached out and hugged the other person hard: “Don’t cry, Chen Chuyuan, I feel bad.”

She breathed lightly, and even her heart seemed to be the strings plucked by the other side.

Chen Chuyuan was extremely aggrieved: “You feel bad and still bully me?”

“I do not…”

“You have it! You are still writing love letters to others in the high school entrance examination!”

Qu Shenyu: “…I wrote it to you, I asked which campus you want to go to.”

At that time, everyone didn’t seem to like talking well, and they liked passing notes more about everything, perhaps because the pen was more expressive than the mouth.

Chen Chuyuan was silent for a while. She seemed to have reported it to the head teacher in a fit of anger. Qu Shenyu tore up the love letter in a panic. Did she stuff it in her mouth or throw it into a cup?

“You also reported that I didn’t write my summer homework myself!”

“I didn’t report it. It was the teacher who took all the homework and made notes for appraisal. At that time, you were not the only one who was found out. Half the class was found out.”

“Then, then when I race horses with others, you go to be a cheerleader for others!”

“Shi Zhirou said that she suddenly had a stomach upset, and asked me to help her stand for a while.”

“It’s that Bichi again!” Chen Chuyuan couldn’t help scolding, and then continued, “You asked me to go to the Rose Garden and I ran away as soon as you arrived!”

“…My mother was going to have an operation at that time. She was so old that I went straight to the hospital in a hurry. Later, I explained to you on the way that you have blocked me.”

“You seduced me and splashed water on my face in the shower!”

Qu Shenyu explained, “The basin is on top of your head. I didn’t put it on it. I even reached out to block it.”

Chen Chuyuan sniffed. For a while, she couldn’t think of anything else that she had been bullied. After a while, she said, “You still write that you hate me in your diary!”

Qu Shenyu bit her cheek and whispered, “It’s not like that…”

She didn’t know what to say. She had the habit of writing a diary since she was a child, but she didn’t even know when she started to fully express her thoughts in the diary. The page after page of hate Chen Chuyuan, every time One page is still followed by a sentence, why I like you.

When he was young, Qu Shenyu was afraid that he liked Chen Chuyuan and wanted to deny it.

It may be from the fear of challenging the world, or it may be from the contemptuous, contemptuous, alien-looking eyes of parents.

She didn’t have the courage or the guts to take on all that.

Not to mention, under her careful thought, Chen Chuyuan didn’t like her, but hated her.

Even if she knew it was a misunderstanding now, for Qu Shenyu at the time, she only knew that if Chen Chuyuan knew about all that, she might feel disgusted and would even reject contact with her.

“Whether it is or not, you have caused me to lose sleep for several months, and you didn’t tell me that you were admitted to other universities! Everyone knows it before me! How can you be so bad!”

Qu Shenyu said in a low voice, “Shi Zhirou told me, you already know what I mean, and you also saw my diary.”

She almost fled, and ran to another city in embarrassment, not daring to face everything in that location. Later, at the graduation party, everything was like a reappearance of the nightmare scene in her dream, that angry, disgusted look, She didn’t even know how she spent that night, let alone how much she drank and how she got home in the end.

Of course, she found out later, because Chen Chuyuan badly played the car video in front of her, and then she never dared to appear in front of Chen Chuyuan again.

Chen Chuyuan stopped talking, as if she was in a trance, as if her worldview had undergone a reshaping, but soon she froze, holding her face and saying, “I just said that you have been seducing Miss Ben! “

She was triumphant: “Miss Ben is really cute, even if you are in kindergarten, you still have a crush on me!”

Qu Shenyu lowered her eyes and smiled: “Well, you are right.”

In fact, she liked Chen Chuyuan all the time, but from kindergarten to elementary school, she really felt that Chen Chuyuan was really annoying.

Noisy again, wearing clothes that dazzle your eyes.

Like a swaying flower peacock, and like… the center of the world.