After Being Dedicated To the Tyrant By My Brother - Chapter 120
It was approaching autumn, and it was getting dark earlier than before.
The golden crow fell to the ground, and the twilight gradually closed. It was time for Ye Chen to return.
But Ji Ruoqing waited for a long time at the gate of the yard, but he was not seen.
Thinking that several hunters had gone up the mountain in recent days and were injured by unknown animals, and they were crying and holding by family members and begged to come to her for treatment, Ji Ruoqing’s heart suddenly caught.
The animal has sharp teeth and the wounds are all bitten off. It is very fierce.
More importantly, the hunter who was bitten half a month ago was from the village next door.
The hunting hill is very close to the one where Ye Chen often goes.
The more Ji Ruoqing thought about it, the more panicked her heart became.
Even so panicked that he carried the scythe for mowing the grass on weekdays, and ran to the foot of the mountain.
The sky was getting darker and looking up at the mountain, only the grass and trees were rustled by the wind, leaving behind the shadows of teeth and claws, a bit terrifying.
Ji Ruoqing was a little scared and didn’t dare to go up the mountain, but was very worried about Ye Chen’s safety.
Holding the lantern, she could only shout Ye Chen’s name loudly at the foot of the mountain.
Only the whistling wind answered her.
Ji Ruoqing yelled a few more times, but there was still no answer.
She bit her white teeth, boldly, went up the mountain.
The mountain road is very difficult to walk, she came out in a hurry, and even the skirt she was wearing would not have time to change in the future.
The skirt is too long and is always caught by the wild grass and branches on the mountain path. It is too entangled to walk, requiring people to bend down to untie it patiently, or hinder the pace.
Ji Ruoqing stopped and walked, but after walking for a hundred steps, a small hole in the skirt was hooked.
Ji Ruoqing held the skirt in one hand and the lantern in the other. The evening breeze was a bit cool, her hands were a little sore, and her eyes felt swollen.
I want to cry, but I can’t cry.
Ye Chen’s life or death is uncertain, she always has to find him.
Calling him while walking.
But there was no response.
The sky became darker and darker, dark clouds floating in the sky, the mountain was pitch black, and only the lantern held by Ji Ruoqing glowed with a faint candlelight.
The blue-black sky hung above his head, and there was only the sound of insects and the sound of her skirt brushing the blades of grass. The night was dark and black, like a hideous ghost lurking close to her.
Ji Ruoqing looked for Ye Chen eagerly, did not see the path under her feet, tripped on a stone, and fell to the ground unexpectedly.
The pebbles on the ground were hurting, cold, cold and stinging. Ji Ruoqing’s sore eye sockets became more and more uncomfortable, as if all the sadness and grievances had accumulated together, and could no longer bear it, howling loudly. Cry.
The night was silent, only the evening breeze blowing her cries, sent to an unknown distance.
When she cried, she couldn’t keep it, as if she had become the most aggrieved and helpless person in the world. Ji Ruoqing couldn’t help crying for a while.
As she was sobbing and wiping tears, her most familiar voice suddenly came from behind.
“Xiao Qing?”
Ji Ruoqing hurriedly turned her head, holding the lantern, reflecting the long, thin figure standing in front of her.
She wiped the corners of her eyes, but her vision became more blurred.
I couldn’t help it, throwing the lantern, sitting on the ground holding Ye Chen’s thigh and crying harder: “Uuuuuu…Ye Chen…Where did you go…I thought you…I thought… “
Ji Ruoqing couldn’t cry, her voice was crying, her apricot eyes were filled with tears falling down like pearls, which became more and more like stars hanging in the sky against the faint candlelight, big and bright.
Ye Chen’s heart seemed to be scalded by her tears.
He still saw her worrying about him crying for him for the first time, and his heart was full of emotions. In the end, he just squatted down and gave a tight hug.
I can’t wait to rub her into her arms, rub her into my heart without separating.
“Xiao Qing, it’s okay, don’t cry.” The language is too poor, Ye Chen can only talk dryly, pat her back, and follow her breath for the choked her.
Ji Ruoqing didn’t speak, and the candlelight fell on her delicate side face, still full of tears, and she kept going.
Before the tears were dry, new teardrops fell.
Ye Chen coaxed a few words, and there was still no sign of her tears stopping, instead she cried more and more fiercely.
Pulling his sleeves, he couldn’t cry, tears flowed, it was difficult to coax him.
Ji Ruoqing was really scared, even when she saw Ye Chen, her heart still trembled.
How would she live without him…
“Xiao Qing, don’t cry.” Ye Chen’s voice was lightened, and she wiped her tears.
Wipe the left one, and the right one dripped to the tip of the chin again, filled with the light of candlelight, like a bright star falling into the world.
I can’t coax it.
Ye Chen breathed in confusion for a moment, his eyes darkened, raised his hand to pinch Ji Ruoqing’s chin, and kissed it.
Kiss the tears dry.
Fingertips are slightly cool, tears are hot, kisses are hot and lingering.
…
Afterwards, everything seemed to go with the flow, but it was only in the depths of love.
Only at the last moment, Ye Chen pulled it out and left it outside.
Ji Ruoqing’s tears were still faint at the corner of her eyes, and she didn’t know whether it was from crying before or from Ye Chen’s crying later.
The mist in her apricot eyes was filled with mist, and she looked at Ye Chen’s movements blankly, not quite understanding.
“Ye Chen, why aren’t you inside…”
“Qingqing wants me in it?” Ye Chen looked at her with a deep gaze, and the night was too heavy to cover all his emotions.
Ji Ruoqing immediately felt hot on her cheeks, wondering if she was crying so much that her brain was flooded, how could…how could she ask such shameful questions?
Ye Chen looked at Ji Ruoqing’s face so embarrassed that she couldn’t lift her face, and recalled that her cheeks were just as beautiful as a hibiscus in full bloom, and her eyes darkened.
He pinched himself secretly, awake from the charm, and explained to Ji Ruoqing with a chuckle: “Xiao Qing, if it’s inside…you’re going to have a baby for me.”
“I know.” Ji Ruoqing knows medical skills, of course.
But after speaking, Ji Ruoqing’s face turned redder again.
In this way, it’s as if she was expecting him to be in it… why are you so embarrassed…
Ye Chen seemed to be a bit more vivid than usual. He raised his eyebrows, and led Ji Ruoqing to stand up, tidy up her clothes, and asked in a low voice: “Xiaoqing is willing to give me Have a baby?”
“Naturally…” Ji Ruoqing frowned, and suddenly thought of a question, “Why… why do we never have children…?”
Excluding the days when she lost her memory, she was not used to it, so she didn’t want to let Ye Chen touch him. There were also more than a year, hasn’t she been pregnant…?
Ji Ruoqing’s face changed, and she began to think whether she had a problem or Ye Chen had a problem.
Ye Chen flicked her forehead lightly: “Don’t think about it, it’s just because it hurts too much to have a baby. Can you think about it, are you willing to endure the pain of childbirth?”
“…” Ji Ruoqing was stunned, and gradually became silent.
She seemed, indeed, not ready yet.
The two did not speak any more, and the atmosphere became silent and frozen.
Ji Ruoqing was afraid that Ye Chen would feel sad, and she was still unwilling to bear the pain of having a child for him, so she quietly changed the subject.
“Why haven’t you returned home so late today?”
Ye Chen’s pace remained the same, but the big palm hanging on the side of his clothes tightened, and soon loosened it calmly: “I’m in trouble.”
“Is it resolved?” Ji Ruoqing’s heart was raised because of him again.
“Yeah.” Ye Chen replied lightly.
Ji Ruoqing breathed a sigh of relief: “It’s fine if you solve it, are you not injured?”
“…” Ye Chen paused, then glanced at Ji Ruoqing, and said quietly, “I’m injured.”
“What?!” Ji Ruoqing immediately checked the injuries on Ye Chen’s whole body, and finally saw a trace of a beast bite on his arm. The bleeding has not been stopped, and blood has been leaking out.
She hasn’t noticed it, and it has been so long.
Ji Ruoqing was very angry: “Why didn’t you say it earlier?”
Ye Chen said with a complicated expression: “If you say it earlier, there can be no future things.”
“…” Ji Ruoqing blushed, stomped her feet and looked at him, bit her teeth, and said angrily, “Until you get better, you can’t do anything like that with me again…with me!”
Obviously he was angry, but when he mentioned the incident, his angry tone gradually turned into a shy tone.
Ye Chen shrugged, with a smile in his voice: “Look, I’m not wrong.”
“…” Ji Ruoqing thumped his uninjured shoulder, and hurriedly pulled him onto the medicine.
…
The following small days were plain and unremarkable, but happy and warm.
Another year is coming and going between cold and summer.
The days of Ji Ruoqing and Ye Chen didn’t change much, and their relationship got better and better.
Occasionally go to the parents of both parents to get together and have a meal together. Occasionally, the two of them went to the town to stroll around the market.
Ji Ruoqing is very good at managing the family, and the money he saves is increasing, and Ye Chen doesn’t have to go hunting in the mountains every day.
In their free time, the two of them drank tea and drank in the courtyard, eating some wild vegetables and wild soup, and they were very contented.
In spring, enjoy the flowers and enjoy the joy, watching the new swallows build their nests under the eaves, and the branches are full of colorful flowers.
In the summer, they picked some red durian flowers and put them in the house, and put them on the couch with a cool pillow, and the two talked some gossip.
Jinqiu went hand in hand to the small stream for a swim, the clear stream splashed, and the sweet smell of apricot blossoms from Guizi.
In winter, the yard is full of plum blossoms, with a dark fragrance in the sleeves, sitting in the room and roasting the fire, cooking a pot of old tea.
Perhaps it was such a dull life that took a very long time.
Obviously, I have only gone through the four seasons, but it seems like a lifetime has passed, and my heart is peaceful and satisfied.
When the spring begins next year, everything is full of vitality, verdant and full of fresh green.
Ji Ruoqing sat in the yard holding Ye Chen’s hand, looking at the new green sprouts from the corner, suddenly said: “My husband, I will give you a baby.”
Ye Chen’s expression was as heavy as mist, and he stared at him and asked, “Aren’t you afraid of pain?”
“Fear.” Ji Ruoqing stared straight at Ye Chen, like a bright pearl not stained with dust, shining brightly against Ye Chen’s face, “but I love you. For you, I am also willing to be afraid.”
Ji Ruoqing finally understands at this moment how much love will he be willing to have children for her beloved.
She obviously said these words with joy, waiting for Ye Chen’s surprise response.
But……
What she saw was the indescribable sadness in Ye Chen’s eyes, all over the sky, as if it could swallow the whole world.
“Ye Chen?” Ji Ruoqing frowned in confusion, and then, a sharp pain started in his head.
During this period, Ji Ruoqing didn’t remember any memories of the past, and she didn’t try to try again, because the pain was so great that she couldn’t bear it.
But now, she obviously didn’t try to think about anything, but the dull pain in her mind was tormenting her.
“Xiao Qing, it’s okay.” Ye Chen raised his hand and tried to stroke her head.
The moment Ye Chen touched Ji Ruoqing’s head, the pain disappeared in an instant, and the memories that had been lost came up again.
With so many memories, Ji Ruoqing frowned and still accepted all the pain.
When she recovered from digestion, Ye Chen still sat next to her, watching her with silent and sad eyes.
She finally understood where the sadness in his eyes came from.
“How could this be…” Ji Ruoqing murmured.
Ye Chen looked at her with a dumb, obscure voice: “Xiao Qing, things are very complicated…”
“Are you Ye Qianchen or Ye Chen?” Ji Ruoqing took a deep look at him, then lowered her eyes.
Seeing that she didn’t resist his name, his bleak eyes lightened a little bit, but his voice was still low and hoarse, as if he had taken out all his strength: “It’s all.”
Ji Ruoqing glanced around, and asked in a daze, “Where is this place?”
Ye Qianchen’s gaze moved with her, and it was full of reluctance: “This is a world I set up, the most perfect world in my heart.”
“The people here are fake?” Ji Ruoqing curled her eyebrows.
“Yeah.” Ye Qianchen answered, “Only you and me are real.”
After speaking, he suddenly laughed mockingly: “No, only you are real. I am just a fictitious…fiction character.”
Ji Ruoqing was stunned, her eyes full of shock: “You know…”
“Yes.” Ye Qianchen continued her words, “In your case, it’s called… novel, right? It’s very similar to our script. I know I’m the protagonist in it, just made up by others…”
Ye Qianchen’s voice became smaller and smaller, and this incident obviously hit him hard.
Is there anything more shocking than discovering that everything that exists around you and yourself is a virtual image?
“How did you know…” Ji Ruoqing felt that her brain was not big enough.
The hero in a novel actually knows that he lives in the novel…?
“Xiao Qing, do you remember the ending of the novel?”
Ji Ruoqing nodded, she still remembered.
In the end, Ye Qianchen killed Ji Ruoyu and walked into the flames, life and death unknown.
Ye Qianchen said softly, and his figure was lonely: “Behind the fire, there is nothingness. There, I know that I am in a novel, and that there is a real world outside of my world. “
He seems to have a look at that world!
In the past, it was because I was not reconciled that I was just living in illusion. Now, because that world is her hometown.
Unfortunately, it is no longer possible.
“I don’t know why I discovered this, but in that piece of nothingness, someone talked to me. It calls itself the total system, which manages all the worlds in the book. And I, it is called a bug.”
“The system says that I already have my own intelligence and thinking, and I am no longer a character in the book created by the author, so I have the qualification to leave this illusory world and go to the real world, but I must change the plot and unify the whole world. , Let this illusory world be completely mastered by me.”
“It gave me a chance, and of course I have to pay some price. I went back to the beginning of the novel, but all my memories were sealed, and it also added something called’debuff’ in your world, so I’m irritable, stupid, low-observation, etc.”
“If I don’t succeed, I will follow the established plot into the flames, return to nothingness, then restore the memory, and then return to the beginning of the novel.”
“Unfortunately, if there are no variables, as the protagonist of the novel, I don’t remember anything. I will only follow the character set by the character and follow the plot to the end. There will be no change afterwards.”
“Xiao Qing, before you appeared, I can’t count how many times the complete plot of this novel was repeated. Every time I live to twenty-six years old, I have experienced almost three thousand years.”
In Ye Qianchen’s eyes, there was still unresolved sadness and despair.
Ji Ruoqing’s heart seemed to be shattered, for three thousand years…
He alone struggles and pains in a fixed plot, no one will understand it.
It seemed that centuries had passed for the excessive things she had done, and she understood and didn’t care about it.
Ji Ruoqing grabbed Ye Qianchen’s hand, cold.
She held it distressedly and told him: “It doesn’t matter, you have won now and unified the world, we can leave.”
Ye Qianchen lowered his eyes, silent and lonely: “Xiao Qing, it’s you who left.”
“There is only one chance to leave. If I leave, you will stay here forever. Xiaoqing, I gave you the chance to leave. The treasures you bound are still there, you take them back, next I don’t have to worry about making money for half my life. I’m sorry that you and I have had such a hard time.”
Ji Ruoqing was already in tears. She held Ye Qianchen’s hand and shook her head desperately: “I won’t go!”
“Xiaoqing, you must go. In fact, when I unite the world and restore my memory, I should have left. I gave you the opportunity, but you must fall in love with me and have a two-way bond with me. , The system can send you away. Afterwards, the days I spent with you were all earned in vain. I am already very satisfied.”
“Woo, why are you being so good to me?” Ji Ruoqing sobbed, tears incessantly, her slapped face cried into a cat, “You shouldn’t be so good to me, then I won’t fall in love so quickly You…we can get along for a longer time…or you are a little bit bad to me, a little bit fierce, I won’t fall in love with you, stay together forever…”
“Xiaoqing, I can’t do it.” Ye Qianchen gently wiped tears for Ji Ruoqing, “I understand the truth, and I have tried it. I have tried my best to be indifferent and alienated… But as soon as I see you, Can’t help but want to be nice to you.”
The kind of good that wants to hold the whole world in front of her.
“Moreover, going back is your biggest wish, isn’t it?” Ye Qianchen rubbed Ji Ruoqing’s head, her fingertips entwined with tears.
He still remembered that on the last New Year’s Eve of the King of Night, her wish in her heart was to go home.
Ji Ruoqing shook her head, crying into tears: “No… not anymore…”
What she hopes more now is to be with Ye Qianchen, or to give him the chance of returning to the modern age.
After all, he has worked hard for this for three thousand years!
The endless reincarnation, the beginning and the end of the cycle, the struggle and pain of three thousand years, only in exchange for this opportunity.
How could she just take it casually like this…
“Little Qing, the hour is coming.” Ye Qianchen dropped a hot kiss on Ji Ruoqing’s face.
She lowered her head to realize that her feet had begun to gradually become transparent.
Ji Ruoqing was in a panic, hugged Ye Qianchen and asked anxiously: “Then what do you do?”
Ye Qianchen smiled carelessly, as if he didn’t care, hiding the pain in his eyes, and said relaxedly: “I will forget everything, start a new cycle, cycle and cycle, endlessly.”
Ji Ruoqing sobbed, crying hoarsely: “You will forget me, right?”
“Hmm.” Ye Qianchen narrowed his eyes, full of pain, “This is forcibly set by the system, even after the finale of the novel, when I return to nothingness, I won’t remember you… Xiaoqing, you When you go back, the system will ask you if you choose to delete the memory.”
“Xiao Qing, remember to forget me.”
It was as if Ye Qianchen’s unchecked sigh came in the air.
“Okay, I’ll forget you.” Ji Ruoqing obediently agreed, and smiled obediently, tears rolling in her eyes, but not falling.
It hurts to feel wronged.
Ye Qianchen hugged Ji Ruoqing and gently kissed the corner of her eye to keep her tears from falling on the ground.
The best thing is to fall into his throat and drip into his heart, so that the soul can remember the scorching temperature no matter how many times it has reincarnated.
After the kiss, Ji Ruoqing’s figure gradually became completely transparent, disappeared from the line of sight, and the last tear fell into her mouth.
Suffering to burn all internal organs.
…
Ji Ruoqing plunged into nothingness, only to hear the system’s emotional alert sound in his mind.
[System: Congratulations to the host for getting the only special quota of Hui modern, please choose whether to delete the memory? 】
Ji Ruoqing raised her lips and smiled, laughing sarcastically, and resolutely.
There was endless chill in his voice: “I choose, no.”
[System: The host has the qualification to delete memory, please confirm whether to give up the qualification? 】
Ji Ruoqing laughed coldly: “I confirm to give up.”
[System: Please confirm whether the host keeps all memories? 】
As if afraid of something wrong, the system is still asking tirelessly.
But no matter how many different terms it changed, Ji Ruoqing had only one definite answer.
She wants to keep all the memories of him.
It doesn’t matter if she is the only one to remember.
No matter where he reincarnates, there is always someone who loves him.
…
“You are a thousand-year-old leisure/no need to answer sorrows and joys/desolate years are also the icing on the cake…” The familiar cell phone ringing rang, waking Ji Ruoqing from her sleep.
Ji Ruoqing was stunned, suddenly after a lifetime, looked around blankly, and then answered the phone.
On the phone, there was a sweet female voice: “Hello, is it Ms. Ji Ruoqing?”
“Ah? I am.” Ji Ruoqing couldn’t help but couldn’t tell for a moment whether it was dream or reality.
“Ms. Ji, congratulations on your passing the interview. Please report to the Ye’s Group headquarters at 8:30 on Monday morning. Your position is the secretary to the president.”
Ji Ruoqing’s brain is a little down.
Yip Group? ! ! This is a well-known large enterprise in the country! !
Wait, when did she participate in the interview with the Yip Group?
Although she is currently looking for a job, the Yip Group… She shouldn’t even be qualified for an interview…
Obviously she didn’t delete any memories… Or, is it a dream now?
Ji Ruoqing pinched herself, which hurts.
“There is also a reminder to Miss Ji in advance that President Ye has very high requirements for the secretary, and the most important thing is to keep yourself safe and not try to seduce President Ye.”
The sweet female voice over there paused. It was obvious that she was a little bit embarrassed after she said this, so she continued to add: “These are the original words of President Ye.”
Ji Ruoqing:…
Why do you think this sounds so familiar…?
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