After Being Scumbed - Chapter 54

His lips and tongue were intertwined and his breath was plundered. In such a fierce kiss, Yin Bai felt that the surrounding breath became thinner and thinner. Gradually, she began to feel that she couldn’t breathe.

When breathing became difficult, Yin Bai struggled to escape from Zuo Jingyou’s arms. Yin Bai put his arms around Zuo Jingyou’s waist, raised his head and leaned on the door, with tears in the corners of his eyes, panting quickly and saying, “Oxygen…Oxygen…”

Dying dying…

The heartbeat is so fast, she will definitely die on this broken plateau due to lack of oxygen!

Zuo Jingyou looked up at her, his eyes were watery, and his lips were curled. She gasped for a while, put her arms around Yin Bai’s waist and said, “Open the door to the room, there is an oxygen cylinder in it…”

Yin Bai nodded, breathed violently, reached out to dig out his pocket, touched it for a while, but didn’t touch the room card. Her head was blank, she looked at Zuo Jingyou and said at a loss: “I…that room card…Zhang Yu…”

OMG, her room card is in Zhang Yu’s hand. She came back in a hurry and forgot to ask Zhang Yu for it!

Zuo Jingyou laughed blankly at her panicked look. She raised her eyes, bent her eyebrows and said very softly: “Then come with me, go to my room first, where I have it.”

Yin Bai didn’t reply, she took a quick look at Zuo Jingyou, then looked down at the crutches that fell to the ground, and tightened her red lips.

Zuo Jingyou released her embrace, took her hand along the way, leaned over and picked up Yin Bai’s crutch, stuffed it into her hand, and said softly, “Let’s go.”

Regardless of whether Yin Bai heard it or not, Zuo Jingyou led her to her room.

Yin Bai limped behind her on a cane, looking at Zuo Jingyou’s back, his head was full of the kiss from just now.

She thought Zuo Jingyou was so good to her, just because she and Tongtong had a good relationship, and they were good friends.

She thought that all the company Zuo Jingyou gave was just out of the friendship between friends, and it was the special feedback Zuo Jingyou gave her.

She never thought that there would be something ambiguous in it.

But is it really not there?

Zuo Jingyou called her regularly every day, coaxed her, comforted her… has been taking care of her emotions…

Those things that were said at night are basically ambiguous hints…

Does she really have no feeling at all herself?

Yin Bai followed Zuo Jingyou in a daze, swayingly watching her open the door, followed her into the room like a ghost, and finally sat down on the sofa in the living room by her.

Yin Bai held the cane and watched Zuo Jingyou disassemble a bottle of oxygen on the coffee table. After installing it, he handed it to her: “Here.”

Yin Bai stretched out his hand, took the oxygen cylinder, covered his face, and pressed the spray button. With a squeak, Yin Bai took a sharp breath and was temporarily relieved from the embarrassment of breathing difficulties.

She pressed the oxygen cylinder and took some crazy breaths before she gradually calmed down her beating heart.

Zuo Jingyou, who was sitting aside, saw her taking a few breaths, holding the oxygen cylinder and taking a small inhale. He curled his lips and smiled and asked softly, “Is it better?”

Yin Bai nodded, holding the oxygen cylinder in her arms, she raised her eyes and looked at Zuo Jingyou cautiously. But when her eyes met, she quickly lowered her head again, and asked anxiously: “Try…what does it mean?”

Zuo Jingyou looked at her with her head and tail hidden, and softened her heart, and said softly, “It’s just… try to socialize, how about it?”

It really means this.

Yin Bai hugged the oxygen cylinder tightly, stomped his feet a little nervously, bit his lip and endured it for a while, then raised his eyes to look left Jingyou: “Why me?”

She didn’t understand, she had something worthy of Zuo Jingyou’s liking.

She didn’t understand why Zuo Jingyou would choose to change this relationship at the risk of ending their friendship.

Doesn’t Zuo Jingyou cherish the friendship between them at all?

Zuo Jingyou tilted his head, resting his chin and staring at Yin Bai quietly, with soft light in his eyes: “Why can’t it be you?”

Yin Bai frowned and tightened his lips, looking very distressed: “I don’t understand.”

Zuo Jingyou was silent for a while, watching Yin Bai say every word: “You are fine, Yin Bai.”

“For me, you are not just an ordinary friend. I need you, you are the unique existence in my life. In my rational judgment, I don’t think that missing someone like you would be the best choice. .”

“As I said before, gray-blue was originally just one of many colors to me, but after I met you, the gray-blue sky, the sea and all the gray-blue things…come to me. They all have a special meaning.”

“Because seeing these things makes me think of your eyes. This has become a unique color in my life.”

Anyone who hears this confession will not be indifferent. Especially the words from a sincere person like Zuo Jingyou are even more moving.

The power brought by language is enormous. Like the previous kiss, Yin Bai intuitively felt the like hidden by Zuo Jingyou.

But how long can this love last, and how heavy can it be?

Love is not persistent.

Yin Bai didn’t know how to respond for a while, she tightened her lips, held the oxygen cylinder in her hand, and was silent for a while. She lifted her eyes and looked at Zuo Jingyou’s eyes with a slight light of water: “We can’t make friendship forever, right?”

Zuo Jingyou stared into her eyes and spoke softly: “I have thought about this topic for a long time. It’s not a question of whether we can be friends…but I can’t deny that I like it. you.”

Zuo Jingyou sighed, looked at Yin Bai softly, and said softly: “If you choose to reject me, of course we can continue to be friends. But I need you to give me some time to digest the suddenness. Feelings.”

Zuo Jingyou is a mature person. Long before this emotion emerged, she had already imagined what kind of relationship she might develop with Yin Bai.

But whether as a close friend or as a lover, she didn’t want to lose contact with Yin Bai. She also believed that Yin Bai would not choose to leave her for a person who was so obsessed with emotions.

Yin Bai felt a little calm when he heard this answer. She held the oxygen cylinder and thought for a while, looked at Zuo Jingyou and said, “I’m very happy to hear this answer. But… if this is the case, it would be too unfair to you.”

Yin Bai paused, looked at Zuo Jingyou and said, “Me too…”

Yin Bai lowered his eyes, his voice gradually lowered, “I thought I was different from Xiao Nian, but… it turns out I can…”

She couldn’t say that word to Zuo Jingyou, so she could only respond to Zuo Jingyou with such a vague statement.

Zuo Jingyou’s gaze suddenly softened, she reached out and held Yin Bai’s hand, and looked at her eyes softly, “I understand, Yin Bai, I understand…”

“It’s actually difficult to take the first step.”

Zuo Jingyou patted her hand and said softly, “You don’t need to think about so many things, follow your heart… Don’t worry about giving me the answer, I won’t force you…”

“Let’s just let it go, okay?”

Yin Bai raised his head and looked at Zuo Jingyou, his gaze resembling a little beast with fear and anxiety: “Then will you leave me in the future?”

Zuo Jingyou smiled, squeezed her tightly with his hands, and said softly: “If you say you will be your best friend for life, you will be your best friend for the rest of your life, so I will not leave you.”

In fact, the whole life told from the adult population is not so credible. Especially since Zuo Jingyou has so many sugar-coated cannonballs, it stands to reason that Yin Bai would not believe her even more.

But when Zuo Jingyou said this, Yin Bai still believed it.

Yin Bai pursed his lips, looking at Zuo Jingyou for a moment, not knowing what to say.

Zuo Jingyou didn’t wait for her to reply. She lowered her eyes and showed a bitter smile: “But if you refuse, then every time I see you in this life, my heart will feel so sad that I will feel a pain.”

Yin Bai saw her frustrated appearance, and his heart suddenly tightened. She quickly took Zuo Jingyou’s hand and comforted her in a panic: “Don’t… don’t be sad, it’s not worth… Zuo Jingyou… it’s not worth…”

“I’m not… not a good person… I don’t deserve you so…”

Zuo Jingyou leaned forward, leaned against her, and whispered: “Are you okay? You don’t need to evaluate it yourself, just let me evaluate it.”

“Even if you think you are bad, others think you are bad, as long as I know you are good to me.”

Zuo Jingyou shook her hand, leaned on her shoulder and narrowed his eyes and smiled, “Didn’t you tell me, do you prefer me?”

“You prefer me, that’s enough.”

Yin Bai didn’t know what to do for a while, she took her hand out of Zuo Jingyou’s palm, stretched out her hand to embrace Zuo Jingyou’s shoulder, and embraced her.

She hugged Zuo Jingyou and pinched her palms hard. It took a while to calm down and whispered, “I need some time…”

“Zuo Jingyou, this is a very important decision for me. Maybe I have never made such a serious decision in my life…”

“I need some time to think about how to spend the second half of my life.”

If she chooses Zuo Jingyou, then in this life, she will never like other people again.

But she was afraid… She was afraid that Zuo Jingyou was the same as Xiao Nian, and finally left her.

She was also afraid that in five years, ten years later… she would forget Zuo Jingyou like Xiao Nian, and like another person again.

Why is love wrapped in honey?

The sweeter, the more deadly.

Yin Bai let go of Zuo Jingyou, put his hands on her shoulders, and looked at her seriously with those shining gray-blue eyes: “Wait for a while, and I will give you a serious reply. “

“it is good.”

Next, Zuo Jingyou picked up the phone and called Yang Yi, asking her to take the room card that Yin Bai had placed in Zhang Yu’s place. After Yin Bai’s room card arrived, Zuo Jingyou got up and sent Yin Bai back to the room.

Coming to the door of the room again, Zuo Jingyou looked at Yin Bai who was on crutches in front of him, and smiled lightly: “I am an impatient person, so you must answer me as soon as possible.”

Yin Bai nodded heavily: “Okay.”

That night, after watching Zuo Jingyou leave, Yin Bai sat on the window sofa in the room with a cane and an oxygen cylinder all night.

When Mengmengliang was bright the next morning, Yin Bai called his assistant Xiang Qiu and asked her to book herself a ticket. After taking away all his documents, Yin Bai sent someone to drive to the airport, flew back to Haicheng alone, and then flew to his own island in the southern hemisphere overnight.

She did not bring Zhang Yu, nor her own luggage, so she hurried away from Zuo Jingyou in embarrassment.

It is simply, fled.