After Being Scumbed - Chapter 55

When she was a teenager, Yin Bai read poems and said in the poem: “I have a house facing the sea, with spring flowers blooming.” After reading this, she felt like it very much, so when she was sixteen, her grandmother bought it for her in the southern hemisphere. I built an island and built a house “facing the sea with spring flowers”.

At this moment, the northern hemisphere is already a bitter winter, but this small island built in the southern hemisphere is full of flowers and hustle and bustle in spring.

Behind the huge villa yard, there are clusters of roses of different colors, all colorful.

Yin Bai wore a thin silk shirt and comfortable light-colored suit and wide-leg pants. He was sitting in a wheelchair under the green grape rack, holding a pair of scissors, and spreading the pile of roses and flowers in front of him. Cut into a bunch of beautiful flowers and insert them into a vase.

After escaping from Tibet, she hurriedly fled to this secret base without any assistant.

After informing Zhang Yu, Xiang Qiu and others about her safety, she sat under this grape trellis almost every day, forcing herself not to think about Zuo Jingyou’s things, and to concentrate on fiddling with these flowers.

But the kiss that night really impressed Yin Bai. Once his head was emptied, Yin Bai’s head was filled with Zuo Jingyou.

Her gaze was so soft, as if he was holding her carefully in her arms. Her lips were so soft that when kissing, she seemed to be kissing her wound softly.

Her every move is telling Yin Bai: “Don’t be afraid, I won’t hurt you.”

Nothing has started, how can you know that it won’t hurt?

The promise that everything hasn’t started can’t count!

But Yin Bai thought of Zuo Jingyou’s eyes that looked at her that night, so focused and so serious, that his heart began to ache again.

Yin Bai sighed and pulled out a red rose from a rose bush. While trimming the branches and leaves of the rose with scissors, he said to himself: “Little Rose, she must be very angry.”

“I left without saying goodbye, she must have thought I rejected her.”

Yin Bai sighed, then changed his voice, pretending to be very cheerful, and said, “Ah, my friend, you are too worried.”

“The woman you admire is such a smart and considerate person. She must be able to understand your complicated state of mind. What’s more, you still keep your reliable partner by her side, don’t you?”

Yin Bai pursed his lips, put the cut red rose into the vase, and said with a sigh, “But Zhang Yu doesn’t know anything. I put Zhang Yu in front of her, it will make her think of me, maybe it will make her even more. angry.”

Yin Bai took out a rose with thorns all over his body, and said, “Oh, no! Didn’t you tell your reliable partner, you must take good care of her? A reliable partner will definitely take care of her. Pass this sentence to her, and she will surely know what you want.”

Yin Bai frowned and said sadly: “But what if she doesn’t know? What if she drives Zhang Yu back?”

“Ah… the most important thing is, what if she feels sad because of this? Before I left, I promised that she would reply to her as soon as possible, but she would be very sad if she just ran away.”

The long-tooth-dancing-claw “Rose Flower” quickly took the conversation and said with jealousy: “Of course she will be sad, you know, her confession is so sincere, and she cares so much about you.”

“She might still cry. After discovering you left, she secretly cried in the middle of the night. Her tears fell to the ground like pearls, covering the entire room, shining in the moonlight…”

“She is your little mermaid. If you can’t get your love, she will turn into a bubble and leave.”

Yin Bai leaned forward, inserted the rose into the vase, sighed and said, “Little Rose, don’t make it so exaggerated. She is a mature adult, she is different from us…”

“She is mature, sensible, and full of all female charms. The people who chased her were queued from Tibet to this small island…”

“Maybe after I reject her, she will meet a better person? There will be a more mature person who will not run away and respond to her feelings positively?”

“Little Rose” retorted, “No, no, no, even so, the damage you have caused by her rejection cannot be compensated by the new relationship. She is a very emotional person, and she spends so much time on you. She cherishes you so much, she will cry with sadness after leaving you.”

Yin Bai sighed, lowered his head and said lowly: “Sadness is only temporary, a lifetime is so long, she will always forget me.”

“Little Rose” sighed softly and persuaded her: “But have you forgotten? She said that if you refuse her, she will feel heartache every time she sees you. Are you willing to make her heartache?”

“Of course I can’t bear it, but…”

“Little Rose” twisted the hem of his newly cut skirt, and said in a whisper, “But what? There is nothing long-lasting. Love is like our roses. After blooming, it soon withers. “

“But when we are in full bloom, it is the most beautiful flower in the world. Everyone, including you, wants to own us, right?”

Yin Bai lowered his eyes, sighed and said generally: “Yes, I want to own you. But every time I see you withered, I will be sad…”

“Little Rose” smiled happily, and said happily, “What’s so sad? When our flowers wither, you take down the seeds, sow us on the fertile ground again, and cultivate again carefully. , Watering, let us bloom the same beautiful flowers from the same land.”

Yin Bai held the hand of the scissors for a while, bowed his eyebrows and looked sad: “But I’m afraid I can’t do it… Love is not such a simple thing, I…”

Before she could finish her words, “Little Rose” interrupted her angrily: “Is it easy to grow a rose? We need fertilizer and moisture every day. We can’t get too much sun, but we can’t Without the sun, I need fences, stay away from alpacas, make friends with butterflies, and be afraid of the night wind…”

“You have to do all these so that you can cultivate us into beautiful roses. This is also a great thing!”

“How can you say that cultivating a rose is not as important as your love!”

Yin Bai was speechless. She pursed her lips and looked at the roses in the vase in front of her for a long time, then said generally discouraged: “Okay, okay, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that. It’s my fault. Sorry…I am too pessimistic…I am too cowardly…”

“Little Rose” seemed to accept her apology, and huddled together, “nodded with satisfaction” and said to Yin Bai: “Well, it is not your fault. We can understand that human beings will always have their own differences. All kinds of vulnerabilities. Many people, just like you, are imperfect and flawed. You just have larger flaws.”

“But as your loyal friends, we need to remind a few…”

A “rose” swayed in the wind, looking at Yin Bai and asking straightly, “Do you like her? Would you like to choose her as your partner for the rest of your life?”

“The most important thing is, after you are sure to give up her, will anyone still love you so much?”

Yin Bai pursed his lips and muttered to himself: “I…I don’t know…”

“Little Rose” sighed with hatred for iron and steel, “Of course you don’t know, because you always hope to get love from others! But love comes from yourself, not from others!”

“Yes, yes!” All of the “roses” seemed to get excited in an instant, and the noise came from all directions, as the wind poured into Yin Bai’s ears, it exploded in her mind: “Love It comes from yourself, you have to give yourself more love!”

“Don’t think about whether she will love you, but about whether you love her?”

“Do you love her?”

The “Little Roses” shook the branches and leaves together, and asked Yin Bai loudly: “Look at me, my lovely friend, tell me the answer to your heart, do you love her?”

“I……”

Yin Bai held the scissors and unconsciously pinched a rose. When his fingertips were pierced by a spike, Yin Bai was sober and conscious, and said, “Yes, I love her.”

The roses were finally happy, shaking the branches and leaves, and said lightly: “Then you go and tell her~ If you like someone, you must tell her!”

“Go, the wind will pluck up the courageous sail for you, and carry your heart to the other side of the sea of ​​love.”

Yes, it was only about this, she had to tell Zuo Jingyou anyway. She can no longer say nothing and do nothing like the last time!

Yin Bai suddenly developed a tremendous amount of courage. She put down the scissors in her hand, pushed her wheelchair, and walked into the room.

She pushed her hurriedly all the way, and almost pushed herself into the rose bushes several times. Seeing this, the servant who trimmed the garden in the yard quickly put down the tools in his hand, ran behind Yin Bai, and pushed her into the house.

Yin Bai thanked her and told her to push herself to the phone. She hugged the phone, hurriedly pressed the string of familiar numbers, and hurriedly called.

The phone was beeping for a long time, and Yin Bai’s erratic heart shook more and more. She clutched the receiver, tightening her lips, hoping that Zuo Jingyou would be able to answer the call.

Just when the bell rang to the end, the call finally came. A cold and clear voice came through with the sound of small electric currents: “Hello?”

It was Zuo Jingyou. Yin Bai relaxed when he heard her voice.

Yin Bai was sitting in a wheelchair, holding the phone, and lowered his eyes and whispered into the microphone, “Hey, it’s me…”

Zuo Jingyou on the other end of the phone squeezed the phone tightly, pressed his lips together, and asked anxiously: “Yin Bai?”

Yin Bai nodded, and cautiously said to Zuo Jingyou: “If… I tell you now, I am on a small island in the southern hemisphere, would you be willing to come and find me?”

After hearing these words, Zuo Jingyou only felt that her heart hanging on the steel wire suddenly fell. She lowered her eyebrows and said softly: “I will.”

No matter where Yin Bai is hiding, she is willing to dig out Yin Bai.

Yin Bai’s eye sockets became moist. She lowered her eyes, endured swaying tears, and said in a crying voice: “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have run so far.”

“but……”

“Zuo Jingyou, I love you.”

If you must express your love, nothing is more concise and more powerful than these three words.

Zuo Jingyou’s eyes were red. She carried the whistling north wind on her back, holding her mobile phone, and said to Yin Bai in a dumb voice: “Me too, I love you.”

“Where are you, tell me the address, and I will find you now.”

After suffering alone for so many days, she can no longer bear it any longer. At this moment, she just wants to meet her lover.

Tell her that I miss her so much.