After Dressing as a Male Cross-dresser - Chapter 229
The original body thought about this question for a long time but never figured it out.
In the end, I gave up tracing the origin, which was useless. Anyway, the result is now doomed.
Reincarnation, there is a new life, she is going to walk.
And the past, don’t worry about it.
Xu Shi really fulfilled her wishes over the years, and the obsession of the original body was not as strong as she had imagined.
Now that Lei Mansion is safe, and Changping Hou Mansion is just around the corner, Sydney is no less intelligent than her, and even in some insights, she has her own unique novelty. She is willing to go down. I believe that after Sydney takes back her own real body, she must Will have her own piece of sky.
And in this sky, the name of “Changping Houfu” will also be written.
Although it was not written by her in the end, a relieved expression appeared on the original body.
After so many years, she was also tired.
Up to now, while the original body has accepted that he is an outsider, he has also reviewed the past few years.
Although she stayed in the body of “Li Qingyan” for more than ten years, she became a “Li Qingyan”. Now that she has unloaded this burden, it is easier than she thought.
In the next life, she must live for herself once.
Although I don’t know, whether she will have another life.
Thinking of the original body, a trace of acceptance and satisfaction gradually appeared in his eyes.
“Then…what about Bai Jingshu?”
“You gave me your body, what about you and him? What do you do?”
Li Qingyan’s two words cut sharply into the heart of the original body, and the original body’s complexion suddenly stiffened.
Seeing the expression of the original body, Li Qingyan knew that she was not as relaxed and completely let down as she said in her tone, at least for Bai Jingshu, she didn’t let go.
Although the original body wanted to open and accept it, Li Qingyan couldn’t accept it.
She can’t do it for herself, but ignores all that the original body gave up.
Including family, family, life and love.
She can’t embrace happiness so selfishly.
Even if she now knows that this matter is destined for a long time, she also understands why her modern mother suddenly made a decision and let her return here.
This includes the sincere maternal love of Li’s mother for her.
And this matter, no wonder she, not to mention the original body, but to blame fate.
But it was impossible for Li Qingyan to accept it all at once. It would take a very long time.
She didn’t want the original body to give up, so Li Qingyan continued.
“We will definitely have a way to solve this problem. We won’t get to this point, we won’t.”
As Li Qingyan was talking, she couldn’t help repeating the three words “no” back and forth, as if saying it again would give her a little more confidence.
However, from the side of the original body, he glanced at the brighter and brighter candlelight, and a faint smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.
Although it was a laugh, Li Qingyan felt a bit bitter inexplicably.
After a while, the original body spoke.
“You don’t have to care so much, you also know that this is my own choice.”
At this time, Li Qingyan was flustered and had not understood what the original body meant, so he heard the original body continuing.
“As for Bai Jingshu…”
It seemed to be a name that was difficult to speak. After the original body said the name of “Bai Jing Shu”, there was obviously a gap.
But Li Qingyan did not interrupt her, she wanted to hear her finish.
The original body frowned, but as if he didn’t want Li Qingyan to find out, he quickly relaxed again.
“As for Bai Jingshu, everything between me and him has ended.”
“I didn’t worry about it before, and I won’t miss it afterwards.”
When he said this, the eyes of the original body were cold, and he seemed to understate all the seals between the two.
As if to her, Bai Jingshu was just an insignificant person.
Can Li Qingyan believe it?
She doesn’t believe it.
Just as she understood her own feelings, she didn’t believe that for the original body, she would rather let go of Bai Jingshu’s life, she would put it down so easily.
Li Qingyan couldn’t help saying.
“I do not believe.”
As soon as the voice fell, Li Qingyan’s eyes stared straight at the original body, wanting to see a little difference in her eyes.
Unexpectedly, this time, the original body just glanced back at Li Qingyan.
“What if you don’t believe it?”
“Don’t you think this ending is the best ending?”
Hearing this, Li Qingyan was dumb, and when he was stunned, he didn’t notice the red marks on the hands of the original body hidden behind him. The traces seemed to be the nostalgia of her struggling to suppress.
Just when Li Qingyan didn’t know how to answer the conversation, the original body glanced at the candlelight next to him.
The three brighter and brighter candlelights, like Li Qingyan’s soul sun fire, burned more vigorously, indicating that she became more harmonious with this body, and she, the outsider, would have less and less place to stay.
In fact, she should have discovered it a long time ago, when she was afraid of these three candlelights at the beginning, she should have discovered it.
Ghosts are afraid of sun fire.
The original body raised his eyes and looked at Li Qingyan, who was as stiff as a blow.