After Rebirth, I and Idol Have HE [Entertainment Circle] - Chapter 170
In the four years of their debut, the GG girl group relied on its excellent professional quality and the company’s support, and its career rose extremely fast. Although it also encountered difficulties and was slandered by rumors, because the company team was cautious and professional, it went through smoothly every time.
Xia Chunhua has a good personality, she is naturally dull, and her singing skills are average, but she was sent to participate in a few variety shows. The effect is surprisingly good, and she is grounded and stalked. In addition to daily training and announcements, she is basically active in variety shows.
Fans don’t blame her for “doing nothing,” on the contrary, waiting for her variety show to start.
Xiao Yu’s fans are different. They worry about Xiao Yu all day, suspecting that she has been oppressed by the company, flying all over the world, and there is no time for breathing. Distressed fans account for half of the country.
She took another promotion and went to the announcement.
An Rong counted the time. It was about this time in his previous life. Xiao Yu had disappeared for several days. Although they were already half-unemployed at that time, Xiao Yu often went outside.
But the disappearance was unusual. That time she didn’t see anyone for several days. After coming back, she was haggard and lifeless, and she didn’t see her for a long time.
Now think about it, if you guessed right, Xiao Yu should have found Qi Chuchu’s cemetery that time.
Guessing this in her heart, she told Xu Xiaodi to ask Xu Xiaodi to pay attention to Xiao Yu’s itinerary. Recently, she was too busy and had to come back to rest for a while, otherwise Xiao Yu would be exhausted.
Xiao Yu could hear Xu Xiaodi’s words more or less, and this time Chen Xin also gave her a few days off. When she came back, there was nothing else to do. She wanted to look for it again.
But the news came by coincidence. Xiao Yu received a text message from Zhong Liren as soon as he arrived at the airport.
The assistant pulled the box and followed Xiao Yu closely. Some people around had already recognized Xiao Yu. Many people were taking photos with their phones, and others were about to approach.
She just wanted to follow up to remind Xiao Yu to pay attention, but she just opened her mouth, before the sound came out, the person in front of her suddenly let go and ran.
Even the suitcase is still in place.
The assistant hurriedly pulled the box and chased after her. There were so many people here, she didn’t know what was going on, so she didn’t even dare to shout for fear of panic.
But the figure was dazzling, she carried two big boxes on her back again, squeezed around, and when her vision widened, Xiao Yu had disappeared long ago.
The assistant’s face turned pale, and he stood on the spot and took the phone to call Xiao Yu, but the other party kept not answering.
She didn’t dare to say to Chen Xin, she could only stamp her feet on the spot anxiously, and then turned back to the boarding entrance to look for it.
She has been with Xiao Yu for two or three years. Xiao Yu is really not an impulsive person. Not only is she not impulsive, she doesn’t even have extra feelings, except that she rarely talks to her at work, does not cause trouble, does not curse, and her temper is not good. , But rarely loses temper, usually like a wooden person.
How can I suddenly disappear!
Xiao Yu rushed out, bought another ticket, and stood in the crowded airport. Suddenly, her body chilled and she trembled uncontrollably.
She read the text message again.
She had received a lot of similar news before, and she ran to find each one, and every time, she was in a good mood, and then she was empty, and then waited for the next time.
She doesn’t know what it feels like to be disappointed anymore.
But this time is different, this time it was sent to her by Zhong Liren himself.
Xiao Yu closed his eyes.
Kani Rong steamed a pear, opened it and tasted it, the Chuanbei put a bit too much, the entrance was sticky and bitter, and the taste was weird.
Xu Xiaodi wandered in, “What are you cooking?”
An Rong immediately turned around to block the steamer behind him and shook his head.
You can do it again, to ensure that there will be no mistakes.
Xu Xiaodi couldn’t suppress the itching in his throat, coughed twice, and looked behind An Rong.
I have been coughing a bit after catching a cold a few days ago. The cold is almost better, but the cough is still the same.
An Rong frowned, slowly letting go, revealing the small bowl beside the steamer behind him.
“I have stewed pears for you, and Chuanbei stewed pears.”
An Rong brought out the bowl with his backhand and handed it to Xu Xiaodi, and emphasized it again, “I put Chuanbei noodles. I checked it on the Internet and said that the effect is very good. You can try it first.”
Xu Xiaodi looked at her suspiciously.
An Rong licked his lips, “It’s a bit bitter, or if you wait a while, I’ll steam another one.”
In fact, it is not ordinary suffering.
“Have you tasted it?”
An Rong nodded, she now suspects Chuanbei has put too much rock candy and less.
Xu Xiaodi took the spoon from her back, “It’s okay.”
She had just held it in her hand when her cell phone rang outside, which was from Xu Xiaodi.
An Rong hesitated for a moment, and followed out.
Xu Xiaodi looked solemn and looked up at An Rong, “Xiao Yu is gone.”
An Rong’s eyelids twitched, “What is missing?”
Xu Xiaodi frowned, and while calling Xiao Yu, he said: “She and Xiao Ai arrived at the airport and were going to come back, and then suddenly ran away.”
An Rong felt tight and ran away suddenly?
For so many years, she knew that Xiao Yu had been trying to find Qi Chuchu’s parents, but so far there was no news. She had left from time to time before, but basically she would also send a message to Xu Xiaodi.
What’s more, this time even Xiao Ai, who was with her, didn’t get any news, so she took the person to the airport in person.
Xu Xiaodi put his hands together, “The phone is turned off.”
An Rong frowned, “Let Xiao Ai come back first, she may have bought a separate ticket and left.
Xu Xiaodi sighed.
“Maybe I got some trust again.”
An Rong nodded, and suddenly said, “Why don’t you ask Uncle Zhong? Isn’t he looking for it too?”
From the beginning, Xiao Yu made a deal with Xu Yanqi. Most of Xu Yanqi’s affairs were in charge of Zhong Liren. In the past two years, Xu Xiaodi has occasionally asked about the progress, but there has been no news.
With this idea, Xu Xiaodi immediately called Zhong Liren.
The news came quickly, Xu Xiaodi turned on the hands-free, An Rong was writing down the address, and the two did not dare to delay. They packed up a little and left, asking Xiao Ai not to say anything.
The address given by Zhong Liren is very biased. It is a small town that spans most of the country, not even a third-tier city.
So even if Xiao Yu worked hard for a few years and was already at the top of the new generation traffic, he still couldn’t find it here.
There was no direct train or car, and after several turns, I took a taxi in the county seat. Xu Xiaodi kept the phone number of the driver’s master for use when he returned.
It took two days on the road. It was noon when the blue sky was clear and the autumn breeze was very cool. The autumn harvest has been completed all the way through the fields. The yellow and red leaves are connected together, and the air is very good.
Sparse and open.
It is a good place for elderly care.
Zhong Liren’s message to Xu Xiaodi was more comprehensive, but he didn’t specify which house. The company recently received a piece of topaz at a counter in the county. The price is not low. If you receive the news below, it’s appropriate to go. The seller is called Qizhen. , Has the same name and surname as Qi Chuchu’s father.
The same is true for age.
Zhong Liren also sent Qi Zhen’s mobile phone number to Xu Xiaodi.
Xu Xiaodi didn’t fight. She and An Rong looked around in the town. The houses are generally two-storeyed and there are many shops. They are not very backward places, but rural towns and towns generally look like this. The streets are quite wide. There are a lot of fitness equipment in the middle of the road.
There may be a strong wind, there are not too many people on the road, and grains are spread on the ground at the door.
“Here… are you sure?”
An Rong hesitated. Qi Chu Chu’s family used to be a first-tier city. Qi Chuchu’s father was a company executive. He was used to that kind of life. Why did he come back here in the remote countryside?
Don’t make a mistake again, right?
“If you make a mistake again, Xiao Yu is probably about to collapse.” Xu Xiaodi whispered, looked around, and said: “Maybe, Qi Chuchu is the only daughter. She has something like that, and the couple moved sadly. It’s not surprising to come to this kind of place.”
But the degree of openness is different. If they live in first-tier cities, they may see more and hear more, and they will have a more objective understanding of homosexuality. However, if they live here, young people are not there, and older people gather. What can we discuss together?
An Rong only worried about this.
What if after ten years, Qi Chuchu’s parents pushed Qi Chuchu’s death all on Xiao Yu?
Xu Xiaodi also had this level of worry, so she came here early, wanting to meet Qi Chuchu’s parents first, and inquire about it. If her attitude is not good, then she can only find a way to get Xiao Yu away.
It’s better to continue searching with hope than to be sentenced to death.
Xu Xiaodi thought for a while, picked up his mobile phone and called Qi Zhen, saying that he was the supervisor of the counter yesterday, and that jade had some problems and wanted to talk about it again.
The voice on the phone was tired and hoarse, and there was not much talk, but only one answer.
A farewell to the person in Xu Xiaodi’s memory.
She smiled and said, “Then we are in town. Where do you live?”
Qi Zhen hesitated, “I’m not at home now, or…”
“I can go to you.” Xu Xiaodi laughed apologetically, and whispered: “It’s okay now, I’m very anxious.”
There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and then he hummed, “I’m in the mental hospital in the county, you can come and contact me again.”
After the phone hung up, Xu Xiaodi was stunned.
Psychiatric hospital?
She quickly called the taxi driver who had just left, and returned to the county seat.
The psychiatric hospital in the small county looked gray and the surroundings were extremely deserted. This place seemed like a taboo, and people who came and went all seemed to avoid it.
So no one noticed that there were two people standing at the entrance of the hospital.
An Rong looked at Xu Xiaodi sideways, and asked in a low voice, “You can’t make a mistake, right?”
Xu Xiaodi was also a little puzzled.
I have never heard of a mental patient in the Qi Chuchu family.
An Rong suddenly pulled Xu Xiaodi, pointed at the back who had just entered inside, and said anxiously, “Xiao Yu!”
The back galloped quickly, and Xu Xiaodi didn’t see it.
But counting the time is almost the same, they are close, but going to the town to go back and forth wasted time, originally wanted to come earlier, but I didn’t expect Xiao Yu to arrive first.
At this time, they couldn’t take care of a lot. The two ran away, and Xu Xiaodi called Qi Zhen while running.
“I’m here, you…”
“Mr. Qi, I am Chu Chu’s friend.”
Xiao Yu’s voice came from the other end of the phone.
There was immediate silence on the phone, and the silence made Xu Xiaodi feel a little bit of a heart, and she hung up the phone directly.
The two rushed into the inpatient department and looked at each other in the hall.
Xiao Yu looked at her sideways, “Why are you here?”
After speaking, she immediately remembered the relationship between Zhong Liren and Xu Xiaodi, so she pressed her lips tightly, and turned her head to look at Qi Zhen.
“I want to know Chu Chu… where is she now.”
It’s probably been too long since no one mentioned this name. Qi Zhen’s eyes were blank for a moment. He looked at Xiao Yu, then turned to look at Xu Xiaodi, “I remember you, you are…”
“You misunderstood her back then, Chu Chu’s girlfriend is not her.” Xiao Yu stood aside and looked at Qi Zhen blankly, “It’s me.”
Her hands slumped to her side clenched into fists.
Tight and stiff.
Qi Zhen’s wrinkled face turned blankly, his eyes flushed and collapsed. At that moment, he collapsed his back and his lips trembled. He looked at Xu Xiaodi and said, “I’m sorry.”
It took him too much effort to brew these three words, as if finally found a memorable entrance for the past ten years, so he began to fall into silence.
“do not blame you.”
Xu Xiaodi shook his head.
To be honest, she complained back then and felt that she was just carrying it, but then she also wanted to understand that Qi Chuchu’s mother just delivered a message that she thought was correct, and it was Ying Xian who decided to send her in.
Many things in this world have thousands of causes. If there is no Qi Chuchu’s mother, there may be other reasons. In the final analysis, Ying Xian cares more about his own interests.
Qi Zhen shook his head, his voice was low and feeble, and he looked much older than his actual age, and she was afraid that she would not be doing well these years.
“The person who called just now…”
“it’s me.”
Xu Xiaodi nodded, “That piece of jade is okay, I’m sorry, Xiao Yu is my friend.”
Qi Zhen glanced at Xiao Yu again.
“It’s been ten years.”
He sighed, his mouth trembling, “She’s gone.”
Ten years of suffering, day and night.
Xiao Yu made a little noise from his throat, “I know.”
She took a breath, her face tense, “Where is she buried?”
Over the years, her hopes have been wiped out, and at this time, she can’t express the kind of feeling in her heart.
Thinking that she would be able to come back and find someone, she asked her why she had lost contact for so many years, and then found that the person was dead.
The windows of the lobby on the first floor of the hospital were large, and a large area of sunlight spilled in. Several people stood beside the chairs in the rest area, quietly making no sound.
The sun fell on her body, but it seemed that there was no temperature, nor could it dissolve the stagnant atmosphere here.
Qi Zhen moved his lips and looked at Xiao Yu with complicated eyes.
“Ten years, what’s the point of you looking for her?”
A person who has not seen each other for ten years, a dead person, Qi Zhen knows how hard it is to find here without asking.
In order to avoid relatives and friends, he took his wife and wandered around, settled here in a slow pace. No one knew where they were, but he did not expect someone to find it.
Xiao Yu looked at him, her lips pressed tightly, and said nothing.
The two people faced each other in silence. Xiao Yu didn’t explain anything or apologize. Except for the sentence that Xu Xiaodi explained at the beginning, she didn’t mention the past.
The past is too long and many things have changed.
After facing off for a few minutes, the silence seemed like a game where no one would bow their heads.
Xiao Yu was a dusty servant, did not wash her face or hair, the makeup on her face was also taken off, and her eyes were bloodshot, but her expression was firm, as if she could not say a word, and just wait until the day is gone.
Qi Zhen kept looking at her until the muscles on his face trembled and twitched and tears filled his eyes. He turned around and said, “I will take you.”
“Thank you.”
Xiao Yu followed her out. Xu Xiaodi glanced back. Qi Zhen cut off his relatives and friends alone and brought his wife to such a place. You probably don’t need to think about who the people in the hospital are.
An Rong held her hand all the time.
Followed far behind the two in front.
After going out, Qi Zhen took a taxi and went back to the town.
Xu Xiaodi and An Rong stood on the main street of the town when they came by themselves, but Qi Zhen’s house is not here. His house is in the outermost corner of the town. It may be someone else’s old house. These years It has not been refurbished, and there are mottled old traces everywhere.
Qi Zhen didn’t say a word, opened the door, and took a few people in.
The house is not big, and it is clean and tidy. There is a pot of honeysuckle in the yard. The leaves are dark green and full, and they look a bit fluffy, but there are a few dry leaves in the pots.
There is a lot of space in the room, but it is empty, with tables, chairs and benches, nothing else.
Qi Zhen opened one of the bedroom doors and said to the person standing in the living room: “Inside.”
An Rong has been staring at the door. As soon as he opened it, a pink curtain was raised by the wind, and the sunlight was gentle and tender.
It’s like opening another world.
This feeling is really weird. If An Rong hadn’t known that Qi Chuchu had been dead for ten years, she would have thought that there really was someone inside.
Xiao Yu swallowed and exhaled nervously.
Qi Zhen stood at the door and did not enter.
Xu Xiaodi and An Rong also stood outside. After a while, An Rong took Xu Xiaodi and went out.
The wind was a bit weaker outside, the sky was high and the clouds were light, and it was a good sight.
An Rong held Xu Xiaodi’s hand.
The two sat on the steps outside. Qi Zhen took out two stools, took a look, and then went back silently.
Xu Xiaodi listened to the movement behind her, sighed, lowered her voice and said, “They are also not having a good time.”
The only daughter she loved died just like that.
Qi Chuchu’s mother Xu Xiaodi had met before, and she was an extremely gentle person. People like that would grit their teeth and send Qi Chuchu in, even if she knew that she would suffer a lot and suffer a lot of sins there, and she would not be able to lift her spirits if she had to take medicine every day, and she would suffer various punishments, beatings or Electric shock, you must step on your dignity, denounce your sins in front of hundreds of people, and guard against people around you day and night to report back and intrigue…
Qi Chuchu has never suffered bitterness, her fingers do not touch Yangchun water, and she can’t even wash her socks. She also went out from there, but was sent back in after a while.
go with.
Everyone seems to be in madness.
“Now I found it, what should Xiao Yu do?”
An Rong was a little worried.
Xu Xiaodi glanced back. The room was well lit and cleaned, but the coolness lingered.
Xiao Yu stayed inside for a long time. She didn’t come out until dark, her eyes were red and swollen, and she left without saying a word.
She was only Qi Chuchu’s short-lived and ambiguous lover when she was young, and she was not qualified to take Qi Chuchu away, even if it was just a handful of ashes.
But she also hopes that these ten years will be enough for Qi Chuchu to have another good baby and be a free and carefree person who does not remember the happiness of his previous life.
The three people rushed over overnight, sat for a long time, and then drove back overnight.
Xiao Yu didn’t say anything along the way.
Xu Xiaodi and An Rong did not comfort her either.
In this matter, only the person involved can come out, and what others say is in vain.
It took four or five days to go back and forth, and Chen Xin couldn’t find anyone, and his head was almost bald.
She almost prepared to call the police. Fortunately, she received a text message from Xu Xiaodi, saying that they would be back soon. Don’t arrange work for Xiao Yu during this time.
Chen Xin didn’t understand a bit, but it would be fine if the person came back, so I would ask after meeting.
So she was relieved and not anxious.
She asked about the flight and drove over to pick up people by herself, but after seeing someone, Chen Xin couldn’t say a word of what she was brewing.
Xiao Yu’s appearance shocked her. It’s only a few days now? Why does it look like you have been hit hard?
Why do these three people look more tired than rushing to the announcement?
“What happened these days?” Chen Xin looked at Xiao Yu, who was lifeless, and asked Xu Xiaodi, “Where have you been?”
Xu Xiaodi frowned, not too emotional, “I went to find a friend.”
This is a private matter.
Chen Xin saw that none of the three of them looked very good, so she didn’t dare to ask any more.
After I went back, it seemed that everything was back on track, and in the few days it disappeared, it was like an illusion that nothing happened.
Liu Yihan still arranged a lot of work, Chen Xin handed it to Xiao Yu, and Xiao Yu did it, which looked the same as before.
But Chen Xin could tell that Xiao Yu had changed.
In the past, Xiao Yu was proactive in her crazy work. No matter what her purpose, at least she really wanted to be famous, but now Xiao Yu still works crazy, but it seems like a headless fly, flying around aimlessly, just Not dead yet.
Chen Xin was shocked and remembered something again. She quickly opened Weibo and entered Xiao Yu’s homepage, where her profile had been deleted.
As time passed, Chen Xin watched Xiao Yu fearfully, fearing that something might happen to her.
But it seemed that she was thinking too much. Xiao Yu was quiet. She didn’t break down, she didn’t go crazy hysterically, and she didn’t leave directly.
It was like a scorpion, after that time, it didn’t explode.
Chen Xin was still worried, and asked Xu Xiaodi to ask, and asked Xu Xiaodi to go back and persuade her to persuade her.
Xu Xiaodi was noncommittal, Xiao Yu’s hurdle was a bit big, but she also went back to talk with Xiao Yu seriously.
Xiao Yu was at a loss, just in a daze, unable to find the direction in life.
Xu Xiaodi didn’t persuade her anymore. It’s okay to let her be busy, at least to feel alive, wait for time to dilute everything, and leave and stay at that time, just follow her.
The closer to the day of rebirth four years ago, the more disturbed An Rong was. She really gave up drinking and did not drink, for fear of accidents.
Now she and Xu Xiaodi are still official CPs and have not come out, but CP fans are very happy, and many people produce food every day.
An Rong followed Xu Xiaodi all day long, never allowing any scandals to appear.
Xu Xiaodi was a little bit dumbfounded by her nervousness, but she was actually a little happy in her heart.
After all, people care about it that way.
An Rong went to Director Dai to record the song. There are two singles in the new album. There is time today, so she will record it first.
Everything went well, and I discussed the tune of the next song with Director Dai.
As soon as An Rong came out, he ran into Chen Xin. Chen Xin was walking violently with the information in his hand, but when the end of his eyes swept away, he saw An Rong and immediately turned around halfway.
“It’s finished? Did it go well?”
An Rong answered.
Chen Xin smiled and said, “As expected of you!”
An Rong smiled politely, and was about to speak, but a figure walking past was swept away.
Tall and slender, with perfect proportions.
When turning, he turned his head to greet someone, showing half of his face.
An Rong instantly abandoned him and turned to ask Chen Xin, “Who is that?”
Chen Xin looked blank, “Huh?”
“The person who just passed by is 1.8 meters tall, has chestnut brown hair, and is very white. Who is he?”
Chen Xin looked in the direction pointed by An Rong, but there was no one there anymore.
“The image you are talking about, our company debuted artists plus trainees, there are not ten but eight.”
An Rong pursed his lips, “The latest newcomer.”
Chen Xin thought for a while, and suddenly said, “Ah, I see, it’s the new person signed by President Chen, who seems to be Ankang? What’s wrong?”
An Rong was in a daze, it really was him!
Seeing her expression, Chen Xin immediately rang the alarm bell, and she was twenty-one even if she was eager to see her. It was when Yi Chunxin sprouts, don’t you fall in love at first sight? !
“You, do you know him?”
An Rong shook his head, didn’t know, never knew.
“I’ll go back first.”
An Rong’s face was stern, vigilant as if he had blown up his hair.
Chen Xin looked inexplicable and didn’t know him. Why did he react so much?
As soon as An Rong went back, he looked at Xu Xiaodi mysteriously.
Xu Xiaodi was hairy when she saw, “What’s wrong with you?”
An Rong deliberated his words, “Did you know that a newcomer has arrived, President Chen?”
Xu Xiaodi was taken aback for a moment, then blinked at her, “Who is that?”
Looks like you don’t know?
An Rong breathed a sigh of relief, “Ankang.”
Xu Xiaodi nodded and extended her voice, “Oh, it’s him.”
An Rong’s breath of relief immediately lifted up again, looking at Xu Xiaodi in surprise.
This time, she was with Xu Xiaodi day and night, so why didn’t she know? !
This, this is impossible!
Xu Xiaodi looked at her raised eyebrows and pressed lips. The little man in her heart laughed up to the sky. He couldn’t hold back her face. He laughed and said, “Ankang is Cheng Xuyang’s cousin, younger than me. Years old, before he came, Cheng Xuyang told me and asked me to take care of him and pay special attention to the girls next to him.”
An Rong:…
An Rong suspected that the question mark above his head was more radiant than the golden light behind the Buddha.
Xu Xiaodi couldn’t help it anymore and laughed loudly, “Ankang has been fond of girls since he was a child, from eighty to three years old, all ages are eaten. Cheng Xuyang is afraid that he will fall into a woman’s den. Focus on it.”
An Rong:…
An Rong: “Oh.”
His face was expressionless, trying to never happen.
Xu Xiaodi leaned toward her face, “Why do you suddenly ask me this?”
An Rong:…
An Rong’s lips moved, “…That’s right, I happened to meet him.”
Xu smiled but said nothing.
An Rong:…
Fuck.
“Old husband and wife, are you still so jealous?”
An Rong straightened his face immediately, “Nothing.”
Mainly there are problems left over from history!
Can you blame her for this?
Humph!
“Cheng Xuyang’s younger brother is my younger brother.” Xu Xiaodi hung his arm around An Rong’s neck, “My younger brother is your younger brother, is there a problem?”
This is what An Rong believed.
An Rong frowned, “He is older than me.”
Xu Xiaodi smiled and kissed An Rong’s chin, and said confidently: “You are now a member of our family. This is how your relatives are counted. If this were ancient times, your name would have been preceded by my last name.”
An Rong looked down at her.
Xu Xiaodi immediately changed her mouth, “Any Xu’s family will do, too, Anxu, Anxu, there is nothing wrong with it.”
Strong desire to survive.
An Rong was holding Xu Xiaodi’s waist, but he could not find that Xu Xiaodi was skinnier than before.
I don’t know who I learned from.
An Rong looked down at Xu Xiaodi’s smiling eyes, she believed Xu Xiaodi, the scandal of the previous life spread so quickly, the company must intervene, and it must be Xu Xiaodi’s consent.
Xu Xiaodi has such a knot, and Ankang is Cheng Xuyang’s younger brother, so it can never be true.
An Rong was a little bit narcissistic, maybe Xu Xiaodi deliberately found a fake boyfriend, and while helping her brother to hype up, she gave up her heart?
Or maybe something happened in the last life that she didn’t know, and Xu Xiaodi made that decision.
But the most important thing is that the past is over, she has to look forward with Xu Xiaodi, they still have an infinite future.