After Rebirth The Scum All Cry For Forgiveness - Chapter 75

That night, Zhong Youyou and Qin Yao left the scene ahead of schedule and walked side by side up the mountain in the night and mountain breeze.

On the way, Zhong Youyou asked some people in Qin Yao’s family. The Qin family can be described as a very large family, but unlike the Shi family, males are relatively rare, so no matter what point of view it is considered, Qin Yao is naturally the default heir. Besides, he acted sharply and decisively enough, and was deeply loved by the father. like.

When Qin Yao talked about this, his face was calm and there was no haze. Zhong Youyou knew that Qin Yao grew up in an environment with very good family relations.

While feeling fortunate for Qin Yao, she also let go of her heart. She was afraid that she would have to face her three aunts and six wives in the future.

Qin Yao seemed to have guessed what she was thinking, and looked at her sideways and smiled: “Don’t worry, we will definitely live alone in the future. We won’t be able to go back to our hometown once or twice a year, so you won’t be too much. Deal with those relatives.”

“I didn’t say that I didn’t want to see your relatives, that’s what you said.” Zhong Youyou smiled and glanced at him: “Furthermore, you said it as if you could marry me in, Qin Yao, I Tell you, its not that easy.”

Qin Yao laughed: “Is it difficult? I don’t think it is difficult. The last time you proposed to marry me, you directly”

Before he finished speaking, Zhong Youyou beat his chest: “Last time was invalidated.”

Qin Yao finally laughed, took Zhong Youyou’s hand away, and squeezed it in his palm: “Okay, it doesn’t count last time, please ask for the second and third time, but you can’t make me wait too long.”

Once the people who fall in love get in touch, they will be annoying, so they just left early because Tu Zhifan and Feng Si really don’t want to eat dog food. And now, the two of them walked side by side on the path, even if they didn’t say a word, they would feel that the air was full of sweet bubbles.

The next step is to take turns in the unified entrance examination for the college entrance examination. Zhong Youyou is about to get busy and will not be able to walk on the small road quietly with Qin Yao for some time. Therefore, she cherishes this night very much. Needless to say, Qin Yao held Zhong Youyou’s hand, even if his palm was sweating, he never let go.

The two held hands like this and walked back slowly.

Qin Yao talked about his grandfather’s family history, and Zhong Youyou was also fascinated by it. Qin Yaos grandfather has only seen a few words in the original text, but she can also see from the short “strip”. He was an extraordinary figure back then. If she had a chance, she would really like to see him. one sight.

However, according to Qin Yao’s plan, the time to meet with his grandfather is not far away. During the Chinese New Year this year, he plans to take her home.

Zhong Youyou felt a little quick, but she was actually slightly resisting. After all, she just went into another family like this. Can she do well?

But then she realized that it would be a matter of time anyway. If she said no, Qin Yao would probably think about it again, so she smiled slightly without shirking it, and it was her acquiescence.

However, when the two were about to walk to the front of the villa, Zhong Youyou suddenly stopped.

Seeing her turning his head, Qin Yao subconsciously opened his hands, “Why, do you want to hold it?”

Hold your head. Zhong Youyou smiled, slapped his hand, looked up at him: “Qin Yao, you have to apologize to me for the matter tonight.”

Qin Yao took a step forward, put his arms around her waist, lowered his eyes slightly, and smiled. He couldn’t help but smile: “Okay, I apologize, because I want to make you jealous, I will not tell you Feng Si is my cousin. Never again.”

When Zhong Youyou was never jealous for him, he always thought about it, but once Zhong Youyou was jealous, even if he was a little bit unhappy, he would feel distressed again. How could humans be such contradictory creatures.

Zhong Youyou buried her cheeks in his arms and snorted softly: “Although I don’t seem to be jealous often, but in fact I am very jealous. You will not let me eat any jealousy in the future, you must keep it with other women. distance.”

Her words seemed a bit unreasonable, but Qin Yao’s eyes were bright, because the corners of her lips were smiling.

“Okay, I promise you, any other woman will treat it as a plague and keep your distance.” Qin Yao put his chin on Zhong Youyou’s black hair, and hugged her into his arms more forcefully.

I am afraid that there is no happier thing in this world that the person I love deeply finally falls in love bit by bit, and loves myself deeply.

Quiet night.

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And this spring outing may be the last carnival before the college entrance examination. After returning to school, the atmosphere became obviously serious. The whole school, and even other colleges and universities, are the same, just like the drumbeats that have turned sharply after the military, hurried, panicked.

Many people are not accustomed to this sudden change of the whole grade, but they have no choice but to blend into this tense atmosphere.

It is rare to see anyone gagging in the corridors, because there are only 20 days left before the college entrance examination. Every class has a countdown on the blackboard newspaper, adding to the austere atmosphere.

The atmosphere is like this throughout the grade, and Class 19 is no exception.

…

Before the spring, Zhong Youyou and Ren Zian had taken the whole class to review for a while.

I have to say that Class 19 did make a lot of progress in the last monthly exam, but the foundation of this class is much weaker than other classes.

Sometimes Zhong Youyou saw a few back-row boys scratching their ears, but when they couldn’t understand what the teacher was talking about and couldn’t solve a certain basic problem, he was very anxious for them.

After all, I have been in this class for a year, and I have feelings with every classmate.

But Zhong Youyou can’t do much, so he can only do his best when making up lessons.

Ren Zi’an has a solid foundation and is very good at sorting out knowledge points, so he is mainly responsible for starting from the basics and giving students a circle, circled out many exercises involving the most important knowledge points, and everyone will work together after class.

Zhong Youyou is mainly responsible for more difficult questions, such as the final big questions in mathematics and physics. He lists all the possible solutions to these types of questions, and points out a clear path for each student.

This is equivalent to stuffing the sorted things directly to the classmates. Because it’s all this time, the students in the class naturally don’t have time to sort them out.

Of course, these things can be found in the auxiliary textbooks, as long as the auxiliary textbooks are not too logical, they will basically be listed.

Although Zhong Youyou has his own solutions for many types of questions, it is not suitable for everyone. Many people in the class have not established a solid foundation and it is difficult to understand the inner logic of those answers.

But to be honest, the most important thing for learning is not the teaching aids, but the strength.

Otherwise, the teaching aids have been placed in front of the students in Class 19 for three years, why are their grades still terrible?

Because they have never opened it before!

But now its really different. When studying with Zhong Youyou, they can clearly feel Zhong Youyous frowning and seriousness. How do you say that, people who are better than you work harder than you, What qualifications do you have to play?

Zhong Youyou has set this example and made everyone feel full of crisis. Therefore, the mental strength of the students in the class when making up classes is simply unprecedented concentration, more concentrated than at any moment in the past three years!

As a result, the more you learn, the more you become addicted. It is really addictive if you are not deceiving.

Let’s not look at the college entrance examination after 20 days, just look at the unified exam three days later. If they do better than the previous month, how hard is their waist?

…

Therefore, at the beginning of this make-up class, only seven or eight people were in the water bar. Later, more and more people participated in the class, and the water bar was almost full.

Sun Man’s cousin was also very happy, because it brought more business to his shop, so the hospitality was very warm.

But after the spring, more and more people spontaneously made up classes, which made the previous base area unable to hold so many people.

As a result, everyone had to ask the guard to keep the school gate and change the make-up position to the class.

…

But while everyone was making up classes vigorously, Sun Man felt a little depressed.

She corrected her previous wrong questions over and over again, and had already memorized the error-prone knowledge points, but she really closed her notebook and took the test, but it was still difficult to get a high score. Especially in mathematics, physics and chemistry, she looked at her awkward grades, which was always over ninety, and she wanted to tear the papers crazy.

… She thought she might be the kind of elm head.

From a young age, she had to spend two days to learn what others could learn in a day.

When she was a child, she could comfort herself. It didn’t matter. The tortoise and the hare always won the tortoise. A group of birds flew together, and the stupid bird flew first. All she had to do was to work hard enough. Therefore, she has surpassed many people with diligence since she was a child, but now, she really feels that she is not able to do it…

And this sense of frustration and powerlessness from the bottom of my heart, especially when they saw Zhong Youyou and Ren Zian taking the whole class together to tuition in their cousin’s shop, it reached its peak in an instant.

Like Xu Xiaoyue, she did not attend make-up classes.

Xu Xiaoyue was arrogant, swollen face and filled with fat, and didn’t even bother to participate. But for her, she was because of her embarrassment.

She is in the top ten in the class every time she takes an exam. Anyway, she was also someone who competed with Ren Zi’an before. How could she participate in tuition with a group of poor students now? It is still a tutoring organized by two students in the class.

In the impression of the classmates, her grades are always good, but if you look closely at her grades in various subjects, you will find that she is really biased too much. Chinese and English scores are indeed very, very high, yes, but mathematics, physics and chemistry is really a mess.

Moreover, she was a bit confident and capitalized in language and English. After all, she was the first in the class in these two subjects. However, after Zhong Youyou came, she saw Zhong Youyous language, English, mathematics, physics and chemistry. All subjects are so excellent, even breaking everyone’s imagination time and time again

The city’s first place in the science competition has reached the level of being invited by the research institute to enter the national finals!

The little sense of confidence in her language and English has disappeared immediately.

And what followed was a growing sense of fall and inferiority…

Naturally, Sun Man cannot tell others about these emotions. She has no friends in the class. When she comes home, she will only be filled with milk by her parents, urging her to finish drinking early and continue to study hard.

The schoolbag is getting heavier and heavier. She feels that she is more and more like a learning machine. She doesn’t know what is the use of learning…

Several times after school, Sun Man did not leave the classroom, saying that she was the last to stay and close the door of the classroom, but only she knew that it was too stressful to hide in the classroom and cry, and could not go home to cry, so she had to bury it. He lay his head on the seat and sobbed for a while.

When school was about to end on this day, Sun Man was doing a set of papers. After finishing it, he corrected himself. After correcting the answer, he found that there was another big red cross. Calculate the scores, as long as it is a slightly more difficult test paper, she won’t, she can only test more than 90 points…

She grabbed her hair in discouragement, took a deep breath, finally adjusted her mind, continued to bury her head and transcribe the correct answer neatly with a red pen.

Sun Man’s notes are always the neatest and best done among the classmates. Everyone borrowed her notes, but what’s the use? She copied so many notes, but she still worked for nothing, and raised her grades. not tall.

She was scrolling through the 54 sets of Tianbao, and she heard Xu Xiaoyue, who was talking to the same table while packing her schoolbags, said: “What are you, Tianbao fifty-four sets, oh, this kind of most basic question is closed. There is nothing to do with the paper that can know the answer with your eyes. How many days are left, you must focus on the most difficult questions.”

Xu Xiaoyue was talking at the same table with her, but Sun Man subconsciously thought that he was talking about herself. After all, Xu Xiaoyue was not too frustrated.

Basic simple test papers that can be met with closed eyes, but I can only get more than 90 points…

Her face was hot, and she immediately covered the fifty-four sets of Tianbao under her hand, especially when she was wrong with a large piece of red cross…

Only then did Sun Man realize that even if he didn’t compare with Zhong Youyou and Ren Zi’an, he was far behind Xu Xiaoyue.

Xu Xiaoyue’s physical and chemical skills are much better than her. The 54 sets of Tianbao were finished long ago, and she is still doing this. Why is she so slow?

Anxious and angry, Sun Man quickly put the fifty-four sets of Tianbao into the desk pocket, and turned out a competition question.

Xu Xiaoyue just finished packing her schoolbag and passed by her. She glanced at her, but there was a difference, and said, “Sun Man, how do you think of the competition? Not me, just your ordinary results in physics, chemistry and chemistry. It’s better to lay the foundation first, and follow Yuan Yuan and the others to find Zhong Youyou to review and review.”

Xu Xiaoyue has always been so outspoken, and her tone of voice is still sullen, but she doesn’t know at all, how much excitement she said to Sun Man.

Sun Man lowered his head and smiled reluctantly: “Okay, I see, don’t worry, you go first.”

However, the hand on her side couldn’t help but clenched into a fist, squeezing it tightly… She hates herself now, why is her brain so stupid that she can’t do difficult problems, that is, she is not good at mathematics, physics and chemistry …

Why can’t even Xu Xiaoyue compare to…

She knew how everyone commented on her and Xu Xiaoyue. She is good in Chinese and English, but not many people envy her. Everyone speaks good Chinese and English. They just rely on rote memorization. They all say: “As long as I take the time to memorize, I might get better than Sun Man. it is good.”

Everyone also said that a good student of mathematics, physics and chemistry is really smart, because this is something you can’t memorize, and you must have a strong logical thinking to learn well.

Everyone looks down on Chinese and English, not just in the class, but in the grade. In fact, parents think so.

If you go out and show off with your neighbors, children with good physical, chemical, and biological performance will be easily praised for being smart.

And like her, she can only be praised for “diligence.”

…

Xu Xiaoyue is the kind of person who is always proud of her poor Chinese and English because of her good science. Before Zhong Youyou came, Xu Xiaoyue still called herself the “Science King” .”

And Sun Man more than once heard Xu Xiaoyue taunting herself with other girls behind her back, saying that she was a rote, a good memory, not smart, otherwise, how could physics and chemistry give birth to so much effort or not learn well?

In the past, Sun Man listened to these words silently, and they all endured silently…

However, in recent days, the black mist suppressed in her heart has become more and more dull, restraining her and let her breathe out. Finally, at this moment, unable to control her general, her emotions exploded, and her nasal cavity was sour that she shed tears. , The body was trembling slightly.

Yes, she has a stupid mind, but what can she do, she just can’t learn science well, and now only half a month is left before the college entrance examination, she can’t turn the tide. That kind of shine would never happen to ordinary people like her!

Therefore, she worked hard for the last half of the month to still be around, it is better to break the jar.

…

This afternoon after school, Sun Man sat alone in the classroom for a long, long time, until she saw the setting sun outside turned a little gloomy and gloomy, and she couldn’t breathe, just like her mood at the moment.

After everyone had left, big tears fell from her eyes. She didn’t even want to wipe them off, but was crying dazedly, and at the same time there was a depression in her heart that could not be vented.

She was really overwhelmed.

She even thought bitterly, didn’t Xu Xiaoyue have been in front of her for three years, so she would throw away all her materials and books now, and after seeing her exhausted, how could she show off in front of her!

Sun Man is the most cautious, timid and shy. At this time, because of the heaviness of repression for a long time, as if he did not know what temptation and drive he was receiving, he actually followed the crazy thoughts in his mind, step by step towards himself. Xu Xiaoyue walked to the table behind him.

Xu Xiaoyue is very carefree and never locks her desk. If she tears up all Xu Xiaoyue’s notebooks and papers or throws them away, there are still more than ten days left. How can Xu Xiaoyue review? By that time, the college entrance examination will definitely be better than her own exam. The worse.

At that moment, a devil grew out of Sun Man’s heart, her hands trembling, and she took out Xu Xiaoyue’s two notebooks.

She still remembers that Xu Xiaoyue used her math and chemistry notebook to show off and said: “You dont understand my notes at all, because my handwriting is very sloppy. Just write it down. Its not like Sun Man. Remember So carefully, seriously, and marked with pens of various colors…”

The people around Xu Xiaoyue would agree: “But Sun Man remembers what’s the use of being so serious. I still don’t know the science results.”

Thinking of this, the more Sun Man’s fingers clenched, and spread the book, both hands pressed hard, and the notebook seemed to be torn completely in the next second

Tear off, tear off, Xu Xiaoyue can’t review it.

But at this moment, the door creaked and someone came.

Sun Man raised his head in shock, and the air was still for a second.

She looked at the person at the door with horror.

Zhong Youyou, who forgot to take his coat, went back and just stood at the front door of the classroom. When she saw what she had done, there was a hint of surprise on her face, but then she adjusted quickly and restored her usual casual expression.

“I’ll take off my coat.” Zhong Youyou greeted her actively, and then walked towards her position.

But she saw it. She must have seen it. Sun Man was trembling with fright. The two pages of Xu Xiaoyue’s notebook she was holding in her hand were accidentally torn off and fell to the ground with a click.

Now she wanted to cover it up.

Zhong Youyou must have seen this ugly act of trying to tear Xu Xiaoyue’s notebook into pieces…

Maybe she will tell everyone in the class tomorrow that Zhong Youyou is so charming and so appealing. Maybe she will be rejected by the classmates in the ten days before the college entrance examination. And contempt.

The soles of Sun Man’s feet were cold, and the cold sweat ran straight to his back. He turned around and looked at Zhong Youyou. His voice was not as quiet as usual, but he became scared a little bit: “Are you going to tell the class tomorrow?”

“Tell everyone what?” Zhong Youyou looked at her and said calmly, “I didn’t see anything just now.”

I thought it would be ridicule and ridicule, but I didn’t expect it to be such an answer.

Sun Man was stunned, but there was still a wave of shame from the bottom of her heart, and her face was hot-although the vicious and bad things have not started to be done, she has already moved this thought. She was not like this before, why now ?

Zhong Youyou does not think that Sun Man is such a villain.

If she didn’t just break in, Sun Man might just paint a few strokes on Xu Xiaoyue’s notebook to vent his anger.

Why is this happening now? Is there too much pressure? Zhong Youyou’s mood is a bit complicated. Although she can’t empathize with people like Sun Man who have lived in a stressful environment for a long time, she can understand Sun Man’s depressed mood to extremes.

Now there is only half a month left before the college entrance examination. Sun Man is emotionally unstable at this time and it is difficult to do well in the college entrance examination. Then, three years of hard work has been in vain…

Either sit back and watch, or give her a hand.

“Let’s go.” Zhong Youyou said nonchalantly: “Remember to close the door.”

But the calmer she is, the more Sun Man cant wait to find a hole in the hole: “You dont understand at all. You have good grades and good looks. No obstacles exist in front of you. You dont understand what I am now. mood.”

Zhong Youyou didn’t want to compare with her at all, she just saw her external superiority, so did she repeatedly come to the door to try to frame her mother and daughter, Meng Qian, Meng Shixuan, and even Fei Yun Na Qiaolan and the others, it was the ghosts that helped her solve it ?

Zhong Youyou said: “I don’t understand your current mood, but your English and Chinese scores are so good, it’s just a little weaker in mathematics, physics and chemistry. What’s the point of self-defeating.”

Sun Man’s eyes were red: “What’s the use of English? I’m just a rote!”

“Why is it useless?” Zhong Youyou frowned: “Science and logic are good, you can do scientific research, and liberal arts literacy is good, but there are more careers that can be developed. Now, why is the entertainment industry not based on cultural literacy? Besides, I I remember that you have a very good history before you are divided into classes. You also like history very much. Isnt it a very meaningful thing to learn history and inherit Chinese culture? Why bother with what others say? Others speak English language and literature. Its just a matter of rote memorization? Next time someone says that, you will directly refute,’You rote composition and show me a citywide Star Award.’”

Sun Man gradually froze, tears streaming down, but she did not notice.

Zhong Youyou is always able to give people a kind of firm strength. Perhaps she herself is too brave and fearless. She will dare to fight against any problems. Therefore, when she says these things, she clearly has no particularly provocative language. , But I convinced Sun Man…

Why does she care about what others say, she obviously has her own good side.

Why do you always ignore your own strengths and grab your own shortcomings?

Zhong Youyou suddenly said, “I’ll make a bet with you.”

“What bet?” Sun Man wiped his tears, but still looked at Zhong Youyou dimly with tears.

Zhong Youyou said: “Betting that you don’t want to think about anything in this unified exam, and don’t care about the consequences. If you answer the questions carefully, your science scores and total score will definitely rise to an unexpected place.”

“How is it possible?” Sun Man had no confidence in himself.

She trembled every time she took a physical examination, looked at the wall clock, and worked on a question. When she got to the back, she even started to tremble…

“It’s impossible not to say it first.” Zhong Youyou raised his eyebrows and smiled slightly: “Just say, if I win the bet, and you really make progress in the unified exam, then you have to take the college entrance examination well. Similarly, you don’t want to think about anything. How many points can you test for the result?”

“How can I not think of anything?” Although Zhong Youyou’s self-confidence aura was infected when he smiled, Sun Man didn’t believe that he was–

Just the habit of always looking up at the wall clock made her waste a lot of time in exams.

Why can others be so calm and calm to do questions, and she…

The more I think about it, the more anxious I get, the more I tremble during the exam…

“How can it be impossible?” Zhong Youyou said, “I believe you.”

Sun Man stiffened and froze.

Zhong Youyou didnt know when he had already left with his coat, but Sun Man was still standing in the same position with tears on his face. The thin figure was stretched long, and his shoulders seemed to fall down like a huge weight. …

However, Zhong Youyou, who was invited to the research institute, said that she believes that she can break through the siege through the unified exam…

Before she knew it, her shoulders hesitated and straightened.

…

When Zhong Youyou got in the car, Qin Yao was a little curious: “Why is it so late today?”

Zhong Youyou spread out her hands, and felt funny to herself. She has always been a person who doesnt hear things outside the window and doesnt care about other peoples affairs. But what… Recently, she always seems to be thinking that she is about to leave this school. Before graduation, Have to do something worthwhile…

Thinking of this, she sighed and said, “Qin Yao, what should you do when you are not confident?”

Qin Yao held the steering wheel and drove towards the apartment, squeezing into the evening rush traffic. He was a little careless, not knowing what he thought, and suddenly smiled, and said, “I’m not confident? I only like you whether you like me or not. Not confident about everything.”

“…” Zhong Youyou smiled. Qin Yao really asked this question in vain. The biggest setback for someone who is even more proud than her is probably the emotion…

She suddenly thought of an idea, took out her mobile phone, and found Li Dongpings phone

This matter must be handled by Li Dongping.