After the Rebirth, My Ex-wife Started Chasing Me - Chapter 26
Yu Tian said this on purpose, and he could guess that Yuan Shu couldn’t answer.
How to answer? It’s impossible to like it, if you don’t like it and want to go back to the past with Yu Tian, then there is only one reason why you are not used to it, and Yuan Shu won’t recognize this reason.
Yu Tian laughed at himself, at least he knew what he wanted and what he wanted in those eight years, Yuan Shu was confused, he could neither see the reason for her leaving nor find a reason to let him go, so Now hesitating and hesitating while entangled.
funny.
Yu Tian used two words to judge in her heart, she felt very boring after standing for a long time, turned around and walked back to the dormitory.
Yuan Shu didn’t stop her this time. It wasn’t until Yu Tian left for a long time that she seemed to regain her senses, and she stood there for half an hour before returning.
Her college entrance examination results earned her a lot of bonuses. These bonuses are enough for her to start a business and rent a house. For the convenience of going out, she and the school applied for a dormitory soon after the school started, and she was quickly agreed. Now the school dormitory is only for her for a long time. Temporary resting place.
The off-campus house was beautifully decorated, but it was in a minimalist and indifferent style. Yuan Shu felt deserted from the first day she lived there. At that time, she thought that this was just an initial settlement and would move out soon. , I can barely endure this coldness.
And after she went back from the lawn downstairs in the dormitory, when she opened the door, she felt that the desertedness almost engulfed her.
Not far from the entrance is a small shoe cabinet with a pair of indoor slippers on it alone, and a few hooks on the upper wall to hang keys or clothes.
Empty, with one painting missing, Yuan Shu stared at the wall and thought.
But what do you need to paint? what colour? What to draw?
With his back against the door, Yuan Shu slowly slid down and sat on the ground, his eyes still fixed on the extremely pale whitewashed wall.
At that time, Yuan Shu couldn’t remember what paintings were hung at the entrance of the house. He only knew that Yu Tian would change the paintings according to the time and season. The paintings in spring and winter were always different, but they never seemed abrupt.
Several colors flashed in Yuan Shu’s mind. The white background should be a good match, but she couldn’t find a color to end this feeling of desertedness.
After having three irregular meals for a long time and having no dinner tonight, Yuan Shu began to feel a little stomachache. She curled up in a ball, her brows were tightly knit together, her arms were folded, and her forehead rested on her arms.
I don’t know how long it took, the pain slowly disappeared, Yuan Shu faintly heard the sound of playfulness coming from the stairs, Yuan Shu raised his head, only to realize that the door was not closed.
She stood up with her hands on the ground, and before she could stand still, her head felt dizzy for a while. Yuan Shu staggered forward a few steps, holding onto the shoe cabinet and barely steadied her body.
The people who came were a couple living in the opposite house. Yuan Shu just happened to meet them when he turned around to close the door. The girl was holding a bunch of flowers in her hands, and there was still a smile on her face. She looked at Yuan Shu’s His eyes were a little worried: “Are you alright?”
Yuan Shu guessed that her face must be ugly now, she shook her head and closed the door, the last sight in her eyes was the flower in the girl’s hand.
There used to be flowers at home, and Yu Tian also bought them.
Yuan Shu dragged himself into the living room, imagining whether it would be more lively to put a few bouquets of flowers on the table.
Yu Tian knows a lot of flowers, and she buys all the flowers at home. Sometimes the two of them work too much overtime. After the nanny cleans up the withered flowers, the table at home will be empty for a while, but as long as Yu Tian can make time for it , and soon there will be new bouquets.
There are too many kinds of flowers, Yu Tian can remember them, but Yuan Shu can’t. She tiredly recalled the last bunch of flowers at home, and vaguely remembered that it was a bunch of gypsophila.
During that time, the two of them were very busy, and they could not see each other for several days. After a few days, the flowers were somewhat withered. When the nanny was cleaning up, Yuan Shu happened to go home. When she saw the nanny’s movements, she asked the nanny to put the bouquet. The flowers remain.
At that time, Yuan Shu thought to himself, when new flowers come, let’s change this bunch.
…
It was time to spend some time, Yuan Shu picked up a small notebook from the table and wrote a bunch of gypsophila in it.
After all, I’m used to it before.
Yuan Shu’s eyes widened slightly when these words floated in his heart.
Is it really a habit? So her discomfort with the life without Yu Tian now is just because of habit?
But why has Yu Tian left her for more than a year and she still hasn’t overcome this “habit”?
The uncomfortable feeling in his stomach came out again, Yuan Shu lay on the sofa, closed his eyes and recalled what Yu Tian had said during this time.
Yu Tian said that he was not used to it, and that he could not accept her proposal to end it.
Yuan Shu ruled them out one by one in her heart. These are not the real reasons, but she can’t say what the real reasons are.
Confused, she couldn’t tell whether she was thinking or dreaming, and she saw the scene that she promised Yu Tian to try many years ago.
It was the second semester of the freshman year at that time, and the brothers and sisters from Jiangcheng in the school organized a party, and they mainly invited freshmen.
Someone with good deeds knew Yu Tian’s thoughts on Yuan Shu, so he specially invited both of them that day.
That’s when Yuan Shu got so close to Yu Tian again after rejecting Yu Tian in the second year of high school. The crowd watching the excitement deliberately placed the two of them very close together. That day, Yu Tian had a little drink and Yuan Shu sat next to her. , as if she could even feel the heat on her face.
There was a very stable senior sister at the scene. Everyone was eating, drinking and having fun. They didn’t play too crazy. Yuan Shu wasn’t sure if Yu Tian was really drunk.
Yu Tian seemed to be having a good time eating, and she always smiled when she chatted occasionally. She had been waiting for Yu Tian to speak, and then chatted about the recent class, the teachers at school, and the memories of high school, all kinds of things were fine. chat.
But Yu Tian didn’t take the initiative to say a word to her during the whole process that day, and someone asked Yu Tian during the banquet, “Has the younger sister ever been in love?”
Yu Tian’s voice was crisp, without hesitation: “No.”
“Oh? Is there someone you like?”
At that moment, Yuan Shu could feel that many people on the table were looking at her, either directly or with a bit of cover, she lowered her head and pretended to be drinking.
Yu Tian replied without hesitation: “Yes.”
“Wow—” The person who asked the question immediately booed exaggeratedly.
Those eyes seemed to be more straightforward and warm, Yuan Shu drank the wine for a long time without looking up.
The wine is fruit wine, with a bit of sweetness, Yuan Shu also sensed the feeling in his heart a little, like a mixture of various fruit juices, plus a little wine, the taste is a bit strange, not enough to be intoxicating, but there is dizziness everywhere. Almost sweet.
After it was over, the brothers and sisters called a car to send the freshman back. Yu Tian and Yuan Shu were indeed arranged in the same car. In fact, it was completely possible to change the car at that time, but Yu Tian could not propose to change it. Shu didn’t speak.
While waiting for the car, Yuan Shu went to wash her hands once, and Yu Tian followed her, until Yuan Shu left after washing her hands and walked back to the crowd, Yu Tian stopped her.
Yu Tian was still confused and his voice was low, Yuan Shu stopped immediately when his name was called.
Yu Tian took two steps closer to her, raised his eyebrows slightly, his eyes filled with a smile, Yuan Shu could almost feel the warmth in his breath, and there was a slight smell of alcohol in the air, Yuan Shu realized that Yu Tian had spoken: “I really like you.”
Yuan Shu could feel how stiff her body was at that time, the spring wind ruffled her hair, and the wind seemed to be mixed with alcohol and affection.
She saw Yu Tian’s eyes, those eyes were bright, Yuan Shu could see himself reflected in his pupils, as if Yu Tian only had her in his eyes.
Yuan Shu opened his mouth to say something, but before he could say anything, he realized that he couldn’t simply refuse like he did in his second year of high school.
Or in the second year of high school, she didn’t say it outright, but said vaguely that she “didn’t hear it”. As for how Yu Tian’s love ended or continued, she was not responsible.
At this moment, Yu Tian was still talking, his mouth opened and closed: “You also like me a little bit, okay? I don’t dare to talk to you tonight, I didn’t want to come to dinner, they said you were here, so I came here anyway. .”
“We…” Yuan Shu’s voice was a little hoarse, she remembered Yu Tian’s blushing face during the meal, and Yu Tian said at the banquet that he had never been in a relationship, and that there was someone he liked, she looked into Yu Tian’s eyes, originally The words that came to the mouth became: “I can try it with you.”
Yu Tian’s eyes widened, she was quiet for a long time, until Yuan Shu felt a little awkward standing there, only then did she hear her say, “Really?”
Yuan Shu hadn’t spoken yet. The next second, he found that his hand on his side was caught. Yu Tian only lightly held her fingers, shook it, and asked again, “Really?”
Holding hands and asking, Yuan Shu nodded reservedly.
When they came out, because the two were delayed for too long, the others took the car and left, and they took a car by themselves.
In the car, Yu Tian was sticking beside Yuan Shu all the time, dazedly thinking to her with a hint of alcohol: “I will be a good girlfriend, I will know a lot of things, and the desserts I make are delicious. , I will give you a sweet love…”
The driver in front looked at the rearview mirror doubtfully, Yuan Shu raised his hand and patted Yu Tian’s head lightly.
Later, Yu Tian did it. She would deliver desserts, prepare three meals, and arrange flowers, calligraphy and paintings at home.
…
When Yuan Shu woke up on the sofa, it was already completely dark, and her stomach started to ache again, but compared with this, the pain in her head was more intense.
Yuan Shu curled up his hands on the temples, closed his eyes tightly, and could hardly bear the unbearable pain.
Yu Tian is painting in the dormitory. There is an international competition in the second semester of freshman year. He needs to start submitting works now. In his last life, Yu Tian won the international award for the first time in this competition.
In her last life, the final design she handed over was a pair of rings, with her and Yuan Shu’s unique marks secretly engraved on them.
That night, Yu Tian thought for a long time before taking out the board to draw, and decided to abandon the ring design and paint it as a necklace.
She believes in her own strength very much, and it doesn’t matter if it is replaced by anything, but it is something that easily causes her to recall the past, and is more likely to affect her performance.
Tonight her heart is very quiet, Zhao Yinye is watching the debate with headphones, and the other two roommates are learning their own professional things.
Yu Tian put his feet on the bar under the table, leaned back on the chair, tilted his head slightly, held the board in his left hand, and slid lightly on the paintbrush in his right hand.
Autumn has gradually become stronger, and it seems that there is still a rain at night. Although it is not big, the weather is obviously not as warm as it was some time ago.