After Transmigration, The Male Lead and I had a HE - Chapter 69
Looking at the man with a clear face and a cold expression at the door, his eyebrows are still the same as before, with slightly sharper edges and corners, making it a little difficult to approach.
The cup in Su Qiuge’s hand could not be held firmly, and it fell directly on the ground.
The sound of the glass breaking is abrupt, and the scene in front of me seems to be torn apart like this glass. The memories of the past few years have flooded my mind like a golden mountain of water.
Su Qiuge once thought about the scene when he met him again.
At the beginning, she comforted herself that she would meet after the college entrance examination was over.
When the university started later, she thought maybe she could see him as long as she waited.
After a year or two, she didn’t think about it anymore. She changed her phone card because she changed a place. She deliberately avoided this question and could try to find him, but she kept shrinking.
She tried to live in her comfort zone.
Because she didn’t even dare to imagine what the former teenager would be like for such a long time.
Time can dilute feelings, even if it is affectionate, nearly four years are a hurdle.
She wasn’t sure if they could step over between them, and she even didn’t dare to approach because she was too concerned about being disappointed and she put all the things with his traces into the carton.
After all, time has passed so long, even the feelings that I liked any more in the past may have faded.
She was dull on the surface, but in her heart she was wandering in giving up unwilling to miss and shrinking.
The more you deliberately avoid something, the more you care about it, and the more you dare not mention it, the more deadly it is.
The waiter’s voice pulled her thoughts back, “Sorry, we didn’t know you reserved this box…”
Feeling the person’s sight falling on her, Su Qiuge’s heart was full of emotions, and finally she rushed out directly with her head down.
When she walked out, she passed him silently, and he didn’t hold back.
When she got to the bathroom, she took a deep breath into the mirror and told herself the truth.
He is back.
He came back when she thought maybe they were going to separate.
She thought she would step forward excitedly and hug him, then crying and beating him while asking—
After so long, where have you been?
Did you know that you violated our promise back then?
But she was scared.
She wondered if they could go back to the past.
Since preparing for the internship, she has rented a house next to the school.
On the way back from her taxi, someone called her.
She took a deep breath and connected.
Han Ming’s voice came from over there, “Brother Xing is back.”
Su Qiuge closed his eyes and said softly, “I saw him.”
Han Ming was silent for a while, he saw with his own eyes how Su Qiuge came here before the college entrance examination.
Xie Xinglin is a person who can never explain, even less willing to tell others about his suffering.
The difference between the two of them was not this nearly four years, but also the pain and suffering they suffered after separation.
“Xiao Su, I told you before that after the death of Brother Xing’s father, his mother married a well-known real estate agent in our circle, named Fu Cheng.”
“Fu Cheng was injured when he went out to do business in his early years, and his physical function was impaired. He had a son and a daughter with his ex-wife, but the son died because of weak bones. Zhao Xuening, a woman who had no other skills, was able to let him see The man who had passed her gave up for her. Brother Xing is like his father, and so is Fu Cheng. After marrying, he never gave birth to a child, so Zhao Xuening came up with Brother Xing’s idea.”
“We couldn’t contact him some time ago. I think there should be a reason. Zhao Xuening and Fu Cheng are not good people. They can do everything. They are even more ruthless to Brother Xing. I know he is sorry for you, but Would you like to calm down and talk to him?”
Su Qiuge stared down at his knees and said softly, “Have you never seen him? How do you know that he still likes me?”
The sentence that the other side spoke anxiously to explain suddenly stopped at this moment.
She closed her eyes and said with a bit of anger, “We all think the other party is strange now. Don’t you feel strange if you haven’t seen him for so long?”
Han Ming didn’t seem to expect that she would say that. He clenched his fist slightly, but he remembered that he also learned about Xie Xinglin’s return from someone else.
He didn’t tell anyone.
Even Han Ming didn’t know when he came back.
What exactly is Xie Xinglin thinking?
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The meeting seemed to be just an accident, and he never appeared again.
At the end of the semester, the club activities are celebrated, and everyone will go out to eat together.
Su Qiuge would not have participated in such activities, but the school girls of the club sincerely invited her to go.
There are many boys in the club, and drinking is inevitable. During the school girl, she was greedy and wanted to take a few sips while holding a cup. Her boyfriend found out immediately, then grabbed the cup, drank it with his head up, and then handed it to her. I ordered a glass of milk and accused her of a few words, “Can children drink alcohol?”
Everyone laughed because of this, laughed at them and showed their affection in public.
Su Qiuge also laughed.
Smiling, she stared at the glass of milk for a while.
Then, someone toasted her.
“Senior sister, it is really hard for you. You are taking care of the work of the club while you are busy doing your internship. I think we should thank you most.”
Su Qiuge’s gaze fell on the wine glass, she stared for a while, and slowly smiled.
“You’re welcome, this is what I should do.”
She raised her glass and drank it in one fell swoop.
The pungent and bitter taste overflowed on the tip of her tongue, but she straightened her head up and drank without frowning.
The others cheered.
“As expected of senior sister, proud.”
“I want to come and have a drink with Senior Sister too!”
“Come here, everyone let go and have a drink, today I have a treat!”
Su Qiuge held his head, shook the glass, and looked at the amber-colored liquor inside.
It was reflected in her eyes, like the light of a lake rippling slightly.
She raised the glass again and drank again.
She looks calm and calm, drinking alcohol is like drinking water.
When others saw her, they praised her for being great, and praised her for being different.
None of the people here knew that she actually had a bad drink.
Get drunk at the touch of it.
After celebrating at eight o’clock in the evening, she picked up her bag and got up, “I’m going back first.”
She has a calm expression on her face, no different from her usual sober appearance, except that the high heels under her feet are slightly shaken and her steps are not very steady.
Someone winked at one of the boys in the banquet, “Don’t you always want to chase the senior sister? People seem to be inhumane. If you don’t take the initiative, how can you chase him?”
The boy hesitated, and then went out after Su Qiuge, “Senior sister, it’s so late, let me see you off!”
However, Su Qiuge walked fast, and he had reached the downstairs of the clubhouse long before him. At this time, he was leaning against a street lamp and seemed to be rummaging for something in his bag.
He finally caught up, looking at the slender and beautiful shadow ahead, he couldn’t help but said, “Senior sister, do you want to go back to school or where, I’ll see you off.”
They all knew that the senior sister was not easy, and they didn’t know if it was a bad family situation. She had never used a penny of her family, and she was all on her own.
If possible, he hoped that she would not work so hard. With him, he would help her.
Su Qiuge heard this and glanced at him in a blink of an eye.
She stared at him for a while, then said softly, “No, I can go back by myself. The place where I live is not far from here.”
At this time, she seemed to be closer than usual, perhaps because the reaction was a little slower, and she seemed more gentle and close.
They all know that although she is kind to everyone in the club, she seems to be alienated.
This may be his last chance.
The boy stared at her back for a while, tangled for a long time, and then walked up quickly and took her hand directly.
Su Qiuge frowned slightly because of his action, and saw the boy blushing nervously and saying, “Xue, senior sister, I have always… always liked you, can you give me a chance?”
When he met her apricot eyes, he became even more nervous, and said without a word, “Senior sister, I am willing to spend money for you.”
In their opinion, it is difficult for a girl like her to be so beautiful, hardworking, and good grades to catch up, and a person like him is even more difficult to catch up.
Her only flaw may be that her family background is not as good as his.
This is why he dared to pluck up the courage to chase out and talk to her.
Halfway through his words, the sound of a whistle suddenly came from the street, scaring away the courage he had finally accumulated.
He shivered with fright, immediately let go of his hand, and looked at him, and found a black Maybach parked not far away.
Because of the original night and the lack of flashing lights on this car, it was difficult to notice.
At this time, the window slowly fell, revealing the face of the person in the main driver’s seat.
The man’s expression was calm, and his long, narrow eyes seemed to be a bit cold and expensive. When he looked at him, his eyes were obviously non-emotional, but the boy couldn’t help but step back.
He couldn’t help asking more, “Senior sister, do you know?”
Su Qiuge did not answer, but turned his head and said to the boy, “I have always regarded you as younger brothers and sisters, and I also wish you can develop the club better.”
When she said this, her tone was calm, but she carried a trace of indifference.
Let the boys stunned slightly.
Immediately afterwards, he could only watch her walking towards the front.
Seeing her walking slowly in front, the black Maybach still followed her unhurriedly.
The boy’s expression became a little lost.
It turned out that he was willing to spend money on her, not bad for him.
Even that person is more powerful.
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The vehicle following behind didn’t make much noise, but she could feel that the person’s sight was falling on her back.
He is looking at her.
Thinking of this, she couldn’t help speeding up her pace, then turned and entered the community.
The pace went a little faster, and the stamina for the wine came up. She couldn’t help leaning against the downstairs of the unit, holding her forehead and frowning.
The night breeze was a bit cold, and the clothes she was wearing today were a bit bare shoulders, she shrank a little, and then footsteps came from behind.
She leaned against the wall and was taken aback for a moment, before she was draped with an exaggerated suit jacket from behind.
The warm and clean breath of the man’s body was still on the coat, which made her feel a little trance for a while.
Then she took off her coat and threw it directly behind her.
The person behind him, as if he had expected it, caught the jacket, then hugged her directly from behind, and said in a low voice, “Children are not allowed to drink.”
His words fell to his ears very softly, and his voice became one degree lower than before.
The temperature on his body is very high.
Being held by him like this, Su Qiuge’s eyes turned red.
She clearly doesn’t blame him.
She knew he would have his own difficulties, he was definitely not that kind of person.
He must have encountered some trouble, so he couldn’t contact everyone.
But the more she cared, the more afraid she became, the more she flinched, and the more aggrieved and sad.
The calmer she has been during this nearly four years, the more she has erupted now.
She broke free of him hard, swiped her card to enter the door, and said coldly as she walked, “It has nothing to do with you.”
Seeing decisiveness, it’s just that her trembling voice betrayed her.
She originally lived on a low floor. After walking on the first floor, she opened the door and entered, and then turned around to close the door.
At this moment the man supported the door with his arm.
She looked at him for a while, Jiujin came up, and then pointed at him with red eyes and said, “What are you still doing here? You get out of here, I don’t want to see you!”
Obviously, I don’t think so in my heart, and I don’t want to say that.
He still looked at her, his eyes traced her brows and eyes, and then slowly said, “I know.”
“Blam me.”
She walked forward and wanted to close the door. Who knew he had just finished speaking, she knelt on the ground directly in front of her with a flat expression.
As a result, his neat suit trousers were wrinkled, and there was no hesitation when he knelt down, the sound of his knees hitting the ground was harsh.
She gritted her teeth, and then closed the door directly in front of him.
The sound of closing the door sounded, and the clean faces of the people outside were cut off by the door. She entered the door and found herself crying.
How long have you not cried?
After all these years of suppressed emotions broke out, she discovered that she really missed him.
Deliberately avoiding everything about him, that’s because it will be unbearable to touch.
At this time, the person’s somewhat hoarse voice came from outside the door.
“Qiuqiu, I miss you so much.”
She opened her eyes slightly, and finally couldn’t stand it after hearing these words, and then quickly walked towards the sofa. She frowned and opened the freezer, took out a few bottles of beer, and turned on the TV.
In fact, she didn’t take what was said on the TV at all, prying open bottles of beer.
She rarely drinks, even if she is sad, she still has to stay awake stubbornly. Today is really an exception.
I don’t know how long it took, and the TV turned to a black screen, from ten o’clock in the evening to one in the morning.
She rubbed her forehead and looked towards the door from an empty beer can on the table.
She was already a little drunk, and walked towards the inner side vainly.
After opening the door, he was still there.
She was wearing her pajamas and looked down at him who was kneeling.
I looked at him for a while, and then finally couldn’t help but started crying. She hiccuped and said, “Don’t you just like you because of me?”
When she cried, her voice trembled and her entire face was red. The last one could not stand firmly and sat directly on the ground, “If you change to another person, you can see if she will open the door for you.”
When she spoke, she had a big tongue, like an unreasonable child, confiding her grievances outside with her closest person, “Do you know how I have lived these years? Do you know how much I am? Uncomfortable?”
Seeing this, he stepped forward and hugged her directly, closed his eyes and sighed, “I know.”
She bit his shoulder hard, “You know a ghost!”
He put his palm on the back of her head, let her bite, and heard her sniff, then hugged him back, crying, “Why are you coming back now.”
Her cry made his body stiff slightly, then he hugged her in and whispered, “Sorry, I’m late.”
She cried and thumped his shoulders, trying to push him away, “It’s useless, I don’t like you anymore. I fall in love with others and I hate you so much.”
Then, she was picked up by him.
She couldn’t see the look on his face, she only heard him say slowly, “I know.”
“But I still like you very much.”
Then slowly added, “I like you to death.”
When she heard this, she buried her head on his shoulders, her nose and tears smeared the lining of his suit, and he slowly wiped the tears from her face with a wet wipe.
She was a little sleepy and seemed to want to sleep. He just wanted to let her go, but she held his hand firmly.
She was muttering unconsciously, “Don’t go.”
He leaned on the sofa, hugged her, and kissed her hair.
He whispered, “I will not leave again when I come back this time.”
She heard it, then seemed to cry again, and then whispered, “Liar.”
It seems that I still don’t have enough scolding, and added, “Scumbag!”
“You guys don’t have a good thing, you only know how to talk!”
He bends his lips slightly, and then said softly, “Yes, I’m not a good thing.”
With that, he hugged her tightly.
When he lowered his eyes, his eyes were dark.
This time, he has enough ability to control his life, he will never let go again.
He actually came back very early.
I learned her address from Su Yuanzhou.
After seeing him earlier, Su Yuanzhou rushed forward and punched him.
He did not resist for the first time, and let Su Yuanzhou greet him with punches and punches.
Su Yuanzhou exhausted all his strength and only hit him so that blood oozes from the corner of his mouth and forehead.
After Su Yuanzhou stopped, he looked at him and said coldly, “I need a reasonable reason, otherwise you will never want to see her in your life.”
“Xie Xinglin, she trusts you so much, is that how you treat her?”
Xie Xinglin wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his thumb.
He explained lightly that Zhao Xuening and Fu Cheng just used him as a tool. They said that they were going to study abroad, and later severed all contact with the outside world.
Fu Cheng has been hitting his attention since he knew he had no fertility.
Although on the surface he admires him and regards him as a righteous son, but in fact he is not at ease with him, a person who has no blood, but Fu Cheng is even more worried. He tries his best to control everything in an attempt to interrupt his pride and train him to be qualified. Tool of.
Naturally, Xie Xinglin only thought of what he had in mind. Fu Cheng and his ex-wife had a spoiled daughter, and planned to train him to be a qualified dog before letting him marry his daughter.
Over the years, he has been accustomed to the ugly faces of these so-called masters. They do everything for money.
Wearing a mask of gentle indifference, he shuttled among these people, watching them on the surface saying that they admire him for his good, but in fact he was monitoring his every move behind the scenes. His original mobile phone was smashed by Fu Cheng’s domineering daughter. Broken.
He still remembered the eldest lady saying high above, “You are now considered a patriarch in our family. Are you embarrassed to contact other women? My father gave you so much, not to raise a white-eyed wolf.”
He clenched his fist tightly, his forehead jumped with blue veins.
“Oh yes, I almost forgot, do you still have an aunt and cousin? Your cousin is now receiving the best treatment abroad, even your aunt is still taking care of our family Fu. You better behave for me.”
“It was already irritating to marry someone like you who has no background. If you don’t please me to do better, I will tell my father.”
He must endure.
In front of these people, it is gentle and harmless enough, and even learned the ability to meet people, talk to people and talk to ghosts.
Fu Cheng was satisfied with his talents in business. He wanted to work for his company, but Xie Xinglin asked for the reconstruction of a project industry.
So he had his own company.
He did his best.
Because of the successful transformation of his planning phalanx, Fu Cheng’s company has solved a series of economic difficulties. This success has made Fu Cheng trust him more, and thus squeeze him, force him, and control everything about him.
He has always been a person with clear grievances, and doing things for them is nothing more than making up for the so-called help.
Because of these, Liu Yuan’s hair was mostly gray, and her health became worse over the years. She was taken care of by them and was sent to a nursing home.
They never allowed him to meet them.
For them, these are all casual things, that is, the little Eun Xiaohui extracted from the fish and meat delicacies, but they have been using this attempt to kidnap him, making him kneel at his feet because of Eunze.
He did the same, and he did it beautifully and did not make them suspicious.
He also knows a truth. If he has no power and no power, he can only be slaughtered and trampled under his feet. Even the woman he likes cannot be protected.
Until three years later, he had been a cow and a horse for so many years, and he felt that it was enough.
Now that it has been paid off, it should be considered old.
On the day Fu Cheng’s company was annexed, he was taken to the hospital overnight.
When Xie Xinglin went to see him, Fu Cheng was hanging a drip. Seeing Xie Xinglin, he pointed at him tremblingly with his fingertips.
“If you do this, you are digging your own grave.”
Xie Xing had a gentle eyebrow, dressed in a neat suit, and slightly curled his lips, “Really?”
Fu Cheng gritted his teeth and said, “Everyone in this circle knows that you are my adopted son of Fu Cheng and a dog of our Fu family, but you will avenge revenge after you are full of wings. You will be spurned by everyone and will always be burdened. Shame, everyone will look down on you, after all, no one wants to cooperate with the terrible snake.”
“You will even be retaliated by our Fu family.”
Xie Xinglin said softly, “But, I don’t care.”
“Businessmen are all profitable. I am not as hypocritical as you are, and care about reputation. As long as I use whatever means to achieve my goal.”
He turned his watch slightly, and when he raised his eyes, he gave a gentle smile, “After all, I was never a good thing.”
If there is revenge, then all will be directed at him.
It was the first time that Fu Cheng saw him like this. It was like a beast that had been stubbornly crawling and suddenly showed its fangs.
He became a little scared, and began to play the family card, “You are my adopted son, and you are also Zhao Xuening’s own son. What is your conscience when you do this?”
The smile on Xie Xing’s face gradually faded, and then he dropped his eyes on the back of his hand and said lightly, “Conscience?”
“For those activities that the Fu family did before their fortune, please ask Mr. Fu to talk to the police in person, and I hope Mr. Fu can stick to it. After all…”
He showed a casual smile again, “You still have a wife who is used to seeing the wind make Ruo remarry, and a daughter who can’t live without the shelter of a man.”
Fu Cheng was so angry that he bounced, spit out a mouthful of blood, pointed at him and said, “Crazy! Crazy!”
Xie Xinglin twitched his lips slightly.
maybe.
He has been a lunatic all these years.
Every day is like living in the dark, every night it is difficult to sleep.
These people broke his pride, shattered his face and dignity, and even ruined his promise to her.
He had thought that he would die with them altogether, it would be better than forbearance.
but……
He would hold on to a necklace in the middle of the night.
The necklace was well hidden by him. They destroyed everything about him, but they couldn’t destroy it.
There is a golden star on it.
There are no stars at night here, and dark clouds cover the sun. This is the only light that can shine on him.
This is the only tenderness in his heart.
He promised her that he would go back.
It’s just that it’s late.
Su Yuanzhou gave him her address after beating him severely.
“Xie Xinglin, if you dare to make her sad this time, I will kill you.”
Xie Xinglin wiped the corner of his mouth and replied.
“it is good.”
The moment he saw her in the distance, he felt that he was alive.
He looked at her silently, watching everything about her in the dark.
She seems to have changed.
Has become less laughable.
Almost thinking of this, his heart began to aches.
He has been with her for a long time and will quietly lend a helping hand when she needs help.
To this day, he couldn’t bear it anymore.
He missed her.
Want to hug her, kiss her, want to hear her voice.
She didn’t have the need to forgive him, he also came to atone for his sins.
Blame him for failing to consider, blame him for being too confident.
It brought her so much damage.
He was ready to kneel down that night, but she opened the door for him.
Say miss him.
The heart beat wildly at that moment.
He seemed to be alive again while hugging her.
She was always his salvation, the oxygen he could never do without, and the source of his heartbeat and pulse.
He had thought that she would be with others.
He was going crazy just thinking of this result, and he even wanted to take her back by any means.
But he also knew that he didn’t have this qualification, he broke his promise first.
He didn’t know what to do for the first time, so he could only look at her from a distance.
However, she told him that she was still waiting for him.
The kind of affection for her is something that time never dilutes, the longer it passes, the deeper it accumulates in his heart.
It’s even going to drive people crazy.
The moment she opened the door.
He knelt on the cold ground, but saw the stars in the sky.
Living in a dark corner for four years without seeing the sun.
At this moment, the light finally hit him again.