Aim at That Star - Chapter 78
Jiang Shi didn’t know how much these words he said on a whim would cause many waves in Zhuo Yu’s heart.
But what he was sure of: it did cause waves.
This can be clearly seen from the fact that Miss Zhuo is beautiful alone these days, and she didn’t go to Shen Wencheng just because the misunderstanding was cleared up.
If it was the former Zhuo Yu, after learning that he had misunderstood Shen Wencheng, he would have ignored him and rushed to apologize.
However, this time, Zhuo Yu rarely had a little self-doubt because he was really embarrassed by Xiao Zhuma.
So back to the room that night, she and her friend made a voice call for nearly three hours.
Zhuo Yu’s little friend is called Pu Yi, who is four years older than Zhuo Yu. He reads advertising design, part-time B station beauty up master, hundreds of thousands of fans, and occasionally contributes to major public accounts, living expenses are basic Take care of yourself.
This girl Puyi looks ordinary, has an ordinary family, and has an ordinary figure. Everything she has achieved today is due to her own sweat.
A person with a character and situation like her should never have an intersection with Zhuo Yu.
But when Zhuo Yu first went to college, he participated in a comic exhibition. Pu Yi was the host and she was a coser. The two of them went back and forth, and they didn’t know how to find the right eye. Their interests and hobbies were very compatible, and they often surfed the Internet together. Daguai raise daughter.
Although the characters are one hot and the other soft, they complement each other, and they get along quite harmoniously.
It is precisely because Pu Yi is a hot-tempered person that he has suffered a lot in falling in love.
The so-called one was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the rope. She now sees all men with an eight-fold mirror. The most annoying thing in her life is the Phoenix man who eats soft rice next to a rich woman-because her first love is because of the next one Bai Fumei split her leg, causing great damage to her young mind.
Therefore, when Zhuo Yu explained the whole thing to her and asked her for her opinion, the first sentence she came out of her mouth was: “FenFenFenFenFenFenFenFenFenFenFenFenFenZiGaoCaiZhouZiCaiZiGaiZGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ-Zhou.”
……
During the three-hour voice call, Zhuo Yu had been trying to express Shen Wencheng’s advantages to her, but the other party could always find loopholes in a different way to prove that Shen Wencheng was a scumbag.
In the end, Zhuo Yu’s battle failed.
“Zhuo Yu, let me tell you, the most reliable way for a woman to judge whether a man is cheating is not criminal investigation, but intuition.”
Pu Yi sneered on the other end of the phone, “I talked to four boyfriends, and all four of them cheated on my mother, and they didn’t admit it, it was hard to hide. But do you know how I found out? “
“…how did you find out?”
“Pure intuition. There is no evidence, just intuition that something is wrong with him, intuition that there is something wrong between him and this woman, hey, guess what? Get it right.”
“…”
“Zhuo Yu, don’t listen to the nonsense of those people on the Internet. If you suspect him, you will betray him, and if you investigate him, you will lose him. Ha, it’s just stupid! Let me tell you, there are not so many women who are suspicious and hysterical in this world. Many, in the matter of cheating, whether it is spiritual cheating or sexual cheating, a woman’s intuition is sometimes more accurate than a psychiatrist.”
Pu Yi said firmly, “You said, a person like me who is so stubborn can get everything right, not to mention that you are so dull as you, if you still think that your boyfriend has a problem, then you really have a problem and don’t run away. “
Zhuo Yu clenched his phone tightly.
“Of course, it’s also possible that I’m thinking too much. Anyway, I think what Jiang Shi said to you is quite right. Men are scumbags. The more you try to be nice to him, the less he will cherish them. You are cold from time to time. When you hit him, he will come over to hold you instead. Lick the dog, lick the dog, nothing, this sentence is so **** reasonable.”
Zhuo Yu sat cross-legged on the bed, feeling very depressed: “But I think it would be too boring to have a relationship like this. If I like someone, I just want to be nice to him, and I want to be happy with him simply and simply. Being together, instead of worrying about every day that I am too good to him will cause him to look down on me, should I ignore him for a while so that he can take the initiative to please me… and fight a war Same.”
“So if I say, don’t fall in love at all.”
Pu Yi rolled his eyes, “Look, you have money, looks, and connotation, why do you want to waste your youth on men? Is it bad to live alone? When you are lonely, take care of the little handsome guy. Happy dancing square dancing in the nursing home, how happy.”
That’s right.
But……
The little girl lowered her eyes and said dejectedly, “It’s really uncomfortable to fall in love.”
“Then don’t talk about it, just break up with him directly, so as not to have to worry about whether he has cheated here.”
“But,”
Zhuo Yu put the phone on his lap and turned on the speakerphone, his fingers tugged unconsciously, almost all of the ten newly made nails were pulled off by her.
Her tone was very light, almost as if she was talking to herself: “I really like him.”
Pu Yi didn’t hear clearly: “What did you say?”
“…Nothing. Let’s not talk about this, by the way, don’t you want to take a photo of that ancient Greek goddess tomorrow? I’ll go with you, okay? I’ll be a model for you, and I won’t charge you.”
“Fuck, of course that’s fine, but didn’t you say you’ll have something to do in the next few days?”
“Now, it should be fine.”
She decided to listen to Jiang Shi and Pu Yi, not to pester Shen Wencheng, but to figure things out by herself.
……
To be honest, although Zhuo Yu had poor judgment, all of the friends he made were Sherlock Holmes.
Jiang Shi’s definition of Shen Wencheng is basically correct
And Pu Yi’s definition of love is more than half correct.
So combined, on the day Zhuo Yu returned to China, Shen Wen’s behavior at the airport to see him off in person did not seem so unexpected.
At this time, according to Zhuo Yu, it had been four days since Zhuo Yu saw Shen Wencheng and Lin Shiyu go shopping together.
In the past four days, she and Pu Yi have been running around Europe, wearing all kinds of clothes, and shooting all kinds of scenes. Although sometimes she still thinks of Shen Wencheng and gets distracted, on the whole, Zhuo Yu still had a good time.
At one point in the middle, she even wanted to change the ticket and stay for a few more days.
To this, Jiang Shi’s reaction was: “Do you want to see Shen Wencheng secretly while I’m gone?”
“…”
Zhuo Yu rolled his eyes, “You’re not my parents, I just want to see Shen Wencheng, so why go there while you’re gone?”
Um.
Seeing this reaction, I am very confident and not guilty.
There should be no ghosts.
Jiang Shi waved his hand vigorously: “Change it, I’ll tell you from your mother’s side.”
The little girl had achieved her goal, and she was about to leave with joy, but she stopped before she stepped out of the door of his room.
Then he slowly moved back, took out his ID card and passport from his bag and handed them to him.
“what?”
“I thought about it, it’s more reliable to go back with you, otherwise I might really not be able to bear to see Brother Shen. Please keep my ID card and passport for me, so that I can’t control myself.”
……
Jiang Shi silently stared at her for three seconds.
Then he directly threw the things back to her, “No help.”
The little girl was sobbing: “Is our relationship so unfamiliar now? Don’t you want to keep such a small book and card for me? Oh my God, brother Jiang Shi, I really Heartache.”
Brother Jiang Shi was unmoved: “Don’t you see that people who practiced in ancient times had to overcome their own demons to be considered auspicious? Those who obtained one or two kung fu skills by relying on others’ effort, their realms were unstable and their virtues were not worthy. Bit, sooner or later it will come back.”
Zhuo Yu did not expect Jiang Shi to be so ruthless.
So there is no way, she can only… can only defeat the demon by herself.
In the past few days, I have deliberately not opened WeChat, trying not to think of Shen Wencheng.
Until ten o’clock in London time this morning, Shen Wencheng made a voice call to her and asked when her flight back home was.
Zhuo Yu said it was three in the afternoon.
The boy said “oh” on the other end of the phone and said, then I’ll come and see you off?
Zhuo Yu was silent for a moment, then nodded: “Okay.”
Shen Wencheng came in time, just before Zhuo Yu was ready to go through the security check.
In the spacious and busy airport lobby, the boy stood quietly in front of her, wearing a white shirt, tall and straight, with a clear face, even the gentleness and melancholy between his brows, which was Zhuo Yu’s favorite look.
Seeing that he didn’t speak for a long time, she clasped her hands a little at a loss, but she still couldn’t bear it, and took the initiative to smile and said, “Hurry up and say what you want to say, I’ll go through the security check in a minute.”
Shen Wencheng covered his lips and coughed slightly: “Then you, I wish you a safe journey… See you in China in half a month.”
“it is good.”
Zhuo Yu suddenly felt a little funny and a little sad.
In just four days, she and Shen Wencheng had become so estranged and embarrassed that they couldn’t even find a topic that they could talk more about.
She suddenly thought, what was it like before?
No, it doesn’t seem to have changed.
In the past, when she was with Shen Wencheng, she was always chatting non-stop, and the other party was taciturn, so it was rare that she could reply a word or two.
At that time, she felt that Shen Wencheng was like Naoki Ie in a romantic idol drama.
It’s just that there are fewer words by nature, and love is hard to open in my heart.
But that day when she saw him and Senior Sister Lin together, it wasn’t like this.
They talked and laughed, they came and went, and they were very harmonious with each other.
Shen Wencheng may never know that it was not the fact that he and Sister Lin went home together that gave her a head-on blow and made her feel at the bottom.
It’s the kind of atmosphere and interaction between them.
Pu Yi said that women are naturally sensitive to love, but Zhuo Yu refuted it, but he believed it in his heart.
Because even though she didn’t find any practical evidence, and even Jiang Shi said that Shen Wencheng didn’t lie, if it were in the past and other things, she would have been relieved, but this time…she Suspicions are on the rise.
like crazy.
Thinking of this, Zhuo Yu suddenly seemed to have made up his mind, raised his head and looked at him seriously: “Shen Wencheng, I want to ask you… do you really want to be with me now? ?”
The boy was stunned: “Why do you ask that suddenly?”
“Just, I think, when everyone has an impulse, they still have to give people the right to go back. After all, I was chasing you back then. Maybe it was because of sympathy, maybe because of rashness and emotion, maybe now there is a real More like people, then I think, if you…”
“Zhuo Yu.”
Shen Wencheng frowned and interrupted her with a serious tone, “I have already explained to you that there is no such dirty thing as you think between me and Lin Shiyu, even if you don’t believe it, you have to be angry, and don’t blame innocent people. People who have a boyfriend are involved in it, and this will ruin her reputation, have you ever thought about the consequences it will bring to her?”
“…I didn’t disbelieve.”
The little girl’s head drooped again, “I just want to say that feelings are a natural thing, if you don’t have it, you don’t have it. If you don’t really want to be with me, you don’t have to force yourself. I, I really don’t have it. You are so unreasonable as you think, and it will not cling to you.”
……
Shen Wencheng didn’t expect her to say such a thing.
In his impression, Zhuo Yu has always been a girl full of vitality, positive, and somewhat naive and ignorant.
Today, however, her brows and eyes are not as vibrant as they used to be, but a little more melancholy.
It seems to have grown a lot overnight.
I don’t know why, his heart suddenly softened and sighed: “I know. Don’t worry, Lin Shiyu and I are innocent, there is absolutely nothing dirty, don’t think too much, study hard after returning to China. Rest, I’ll be back in another half a month, and I won’t leave you behind.”
“……it is good.”
Zhuo Yu looked at him, hesitated for a long time, and finally nodded in agreement.
He waved goodbye obediently, followed behind the impatient Jiang Shi who had been waiting for a long time, and stepped into the security inspection channel.
Actually a little disappointed.
What she wanted to ask was “Do you like me or not”.
The other party has always emphasized that “I have not cheated on others”.
For a moment, Zhuo Yu couldn’t even tell whether Shen Wencheng really didn’t understand, or whether he deliberately avoided the important and changed the subject.
“What are you doing, sister?”
Jiang Shi called her from the front, his eyes rolled to the sky, and his tone was impatient: “Are you still going?”
She regained her senses and quickly trotted to follow.
It’s just that when she entered the cabin, she thought of something and suddenly asked him, “Jiang Shi, do you like to be extraordinary?”
The boy raised his eyebrows slightly: “What time did you say?”
“Anytime…but not the casual, flippant kind of liking, but,”
Zhuo Yu thought for a while, “It’s the kind of formal love that you want to spend the rest of your life with this person. Have you ever liked someone like this?”
Spend the rest of your life together.
Jiang Shi was silent for a moment.
Then he hooked his lips, obviously talking about a very serious topic, but his tone sounded a little casual: “Yes.”
“really have!”
Zhuo Yu was very surprised, “Which one is it?”
“No talk.”
“Ah, why? Is the other party already owning a famous flower?”
“Forget it.”
The boy lowered the brim of his hat, revealing only a cool chin, “But that’s not the main reason.”
“What’s the main reason for that?”
“The reason is that, after thinking about it carefully, I still feel that she is not worthy of me.”
The little girl opened her eyes.
I think this reason is very, um, like it was made up to comfort myself.
“It’s true, I didn’t lie to you.”
He smiled lightly, “I was still thinking about whether to **** it or not, but after weighing it for a long time, I think it’s not worth it. People who don’t match can’t be good by just relying on blood, just like you and Shen Wencheng, Do you feel more and more miserable everywhere?”
“…”
“I am the person you know, the one I like and the best, basically with a high probability, I will definitely choose the best.”
“But when it comes to falling in love and getting married, sometimes, the best is not necessarily the best.”
What she said was very convoluted, but Jiang Shi understood it.
Nodding slowly, agreeing: “Yes, you are right.”
“uh-huh.”
“But I just want the best.”
Jiang Shi patted her on the forehead like a ball, with a leisurely attitude, “If she doesn’t deserve it, then I won’t.”
“…Then if one day the other party counterattacks, and it soars up to 90,000 miles, is it more than enough for you?”
“Then I’ll go grab it.”
He hooked his lips, “Anyway, it’s not worthy of my things. No matter how much I like it, I won’t want it. It’s the same with people.”
“You’re really,” Zhuo Yu thought for a long time before thinking of a not so appropriate word, “really realistic.”
“Maybe.”
The boy shrugged indifferently, “Anyway, for me, falling in love is falling in love, not helping the poor.”
“On this point, I have the most essential difference with you.”