Aim at That Star - Chapter 84

When love comes, it is unexpected.

Unexpected. Suddenly.

When you are in love, you are passionate.

Focus on sincerity. Thoughtful.

And when love leaves, it is silent.

His face turned ruthless, as if he had vanished into thin air.

– These, Zhuo Yu once thought that they were just some excuses found by scumbags who failed in love.

She never thought that this kind of experience would happen to her one day,

Zhuo Yu couldn’t understand why he could so cold-bloodedly put on an indifferent mask to the boy he once seriously liked.

Let him be ridiculed by the people around Ling Chi over and over again,

Let him fend for himself.

But she is very clear that at this moment, her heart is more relieved than sadness.

If sadness and guilt are a constant flame, then liberation is a chain that extends from the outside to the inside, locking them tightly and preventing them from breaking free.

Like drug addiction, it can be blissful and ecstatic when indulging in it.

Once awake, the emptiness and confusion are multiplied.

More and more cold, more and more eager to get each other’s love and attention.

Then he became a cocoon, and he fell deeper and deeper.

The only way to truly get rid of it is to get rid of it.

In fact, even Zhuo Yu herself has thought about it many times, why for a whole year, no matter how persuaded by the people around her, she threw herself into the fire pit of Shen Wencheng without hesitation like a moth to a fire.

But at this moment, after only two short weeks, she seemed to be dying like a lamp, and suddenly she broke free from the abyss.

This question, Pu Yi failed to give her a reasonable explanation, and Jiang Shi did not want to understand.

Finally, she figured it out.

-Because she’s grown up.

Because she has grown up.

No longer the innocent and ignorant little girl living in an ivory tower.

She jumped out of the original dreamy and perfect castle circle and saw the wider world outside.

As a hard-working intern under Jiang Shi, she ran up and down the stairs repeatedly with documents, was scolded and criticized, and changed the copywriting with tears. The second Shen Wencheng, the third Shen Wencheng, and the fourth Shen Wencheng kept appearing around her.

And Shen Wencheng’s sincerity, in its essence, is just a slightly longer and better looking carp from a poor family.

But so.

After recognizing the facts, the overwhelming flood of disappointment and exhaustion.

It is a reflection on my long and short twenty-two years of life.

It is the ambition and ambition to reach a higher ideal peak.

She suddenly felt that she was someone who wanted to climb the Himalayas, so how could she waste her life on such a small dirt slope.

“It sounds a bit like what a shameless scumbag said.”

In the lonely night wind, Zhuo Yu stood in front of the fountain with the tall statue of Prometheus, wrinkling his nose, “But it’s really strange.”

“If you ask me if I still like Shen Wencheng? I think about it carefully, I actually like it.”

“But now that I see him again, I don’t want to be with him all day long. When his phone calls, he is more tired than happy, and sometimes he is even annoyed that he doesn’t want to answer. I saw him this evening for Lin Shiyu cleared the siege without caring about my reputation at all. There was not much heartache, but there was a kind of relief of “It seems that it is finally going to be broken.”

“But I know very well in my heart that I still like him. And maybe, I’ll never like others as much as I like him in my life.”

…..

The night wind continued, blowing her voice far and wide, very empty.

“normal.”

The answer was Jiang Shi, leaning on the sculpture beside her, the cigarette in his hand turned for a long time but still no light, his tone was calm, “First love, it’s always more unforgettable.”

“Is your first love like this too?”

“no.”

“…Didn’t you say that first love is always unforgettable?”

“I’m not an ordinary person, so I can’t compare.”

Fine.

Zhuo Yu did not delve into this topic.

But she thought about it and asked again, “Do you think I’m very irresponsible?”

“for example?”

“Abandon Shen Wencheng in front of so many people.”

“The man is unmarried and the woman is unmarried, and the man is still mentally derailed. The public breakup and the private breakup are both personal choices. It’s not about being responsible or irresponsible.”

“Then, do you think Shen Wencheng is pitiful?”

“Where’s the pity?”

“It’s… being abandoned by me in front of so many people.”

“That’s also his own sin, there is nothing to be pitied about.”

The man raised his eyes lightly, “You were fooled around by him back then, because I didn’t feel sorry for you when others lost both money. He’s just lost a love now, and it’s far worse.”

“However, he is considered to be humiliated in front of so many people today.”

“Has little effect.”

Jiang Shi’s analysis was very rational, “They are not from the same life circle. Even if this matter spreads, everyone will only remember that it is Zhuo Yu’s ex-boyfriend, not Shen Wencheng.”

“…”

Zhuo Yu stopped talking.

“The so-called cause and effect, most of the disasters and sufferings in the world have a cause. Some effects are mixed with too many external causes, and some effects are purely due to self-inflicted sins. For the former, we should feel sympathy or help within our ability. , because it is human nature; for the latter,”

The man’s eyes fell into the distance, and his expression was calm as if he was chanting, “It’s what it deserves.”

……

– Zhuo Yu thinks what Jiang Shi said makes sense.

So all night, she didn’t say a word to Shen Wencheng.

It is very natural to entertain guests with laughter and scolding, without any awkwardness.

Let all those who do not know the truth feel that it is really just an ex-boyfriend who is not willing to deliberately seek trouble.

It also made Shen Wencheng very angry.

In the middle of the banquet, Zhuo Yu clearly saw that Shen Wencheng took Lin Shiyu’s hand and passed him forcefully.

She tilted her head slightly and looked at their backs.

But this time, she felt that the harmonious atmosphere between them that no one else could insert was enviable.

Instead, it was only full of embarrassment that fled.

Zhuo Yu did not cry.

She felt like she had become a very strong person.

This twists and turns birthday banquet ended at more than ten o’clock.

As a master who has to take care of everything, not only can she not eat, but she has to move around, and after a few hours of tossing, she is really tired.

So when she got home, she hurriedly took off her makeup and took a shower, and she didn’t even have time to blow dry her hair.

Fall back to sleep.

She didn’t even give herself much time to grieve.

Anyway, the phone is clean.

Shen Wencheng didn’t send her a message or make a phone call.

so be it.

Zhuo Yu thought indifferently that he had to go to work tomorrow.

Proud game planners can’t waste energy on these mortals.

—Although she was woken up by the ringing of her mobile phone the next morning.

“Hey?”

“I’m Shen Wencheng.”

The male voice on the other end of the phone was clear and calm, “I’m downstairs in your house now, and I’ve brought everything for you. Come out and get it.”

thing?

what?

Zhuo Yu wanted to ask again, but with a “beep”, the phone was directly hung up.

“……”

She got up tired and found that it was only before eight o’clock.

God, the company doesn’t go to work until ten o’clock.

She was so tired yesterday that Jiang Shi allowed her to arrive an hour later.

It turned out to be woken up at 7:30 the fuck.

Shen Wencheng is a dog.

The power of drowsiness is strong, and Zhuo Yu wanted to come back to make up for sleep, so he casually put on a coat, grabbed his hair that had been air-dried overnight and looked extra fluffy, and then pulled his slippers downstairs.

Mom was putting on a mask in the living room to watch the news. When she saw her coming out of the room, she was surprised: “Why do you get up so early?”

“Someone said there was something for me, I’ll go get it.”

“Hey! Don’t change your pajamas! Really, she’s such a big girl, why don’t you care about her image at all, you’re really going to **** me off…”

Zhuo Yu ran to the door in a mess.

Pushing open the gate without a lock, he found Shen Wencheng standing outside.

He was dressed as always, with a clean white shirt, jeans, and canvas shoes.

Every strand of hair is neat and graceful.

At the foot is a large cardboard box.

She stopped three steps away from him and asked softly, “What are you going to give me?”

“These are all things you brought over before.”

The boy raised his eyebrows with a cold face, “Since you said yesterday that we have broken up, then these things shouldn’t be left with me. I’ve cleaned up everything I can, and it’s been too long, so I shouldn’t be able to find it. “

Zhuo Yu glanced down at the contents of the box.

Many, very complicated.

Clothes, shoes, backpacks, jewelry, appliances.

It can be seen that she has almost contracted all the equipment for Shen Wencheng’s life in the past year.

And the other party’s words are also worth appreciating.

– “You brought it here before”

She suddenly thought of what Jiang Shi said to her a long time ago:

When people feel guilty or ashamed of what they do, they subconsciously glorify their words. For example, say “I didn’t steal” as “I didn’t take it”.

It is not impossible to apply this principle here.

Zhuo Yu nodded: “Okay, then I’ll pack up your things today and send them directly to you. If you can’t find it or have used it, I’ll give it to you at a discount.”

Shen Wencheng was slightly startled: “No need…”

“it does not matter.”

The little girl smiled lightly, “I don’t necessarily remember a lot of things very clearly, that is, they are roughly counted. I hope you don’t mind.”

“……”

After a long silence, the boy finally nodded: “Okay.”

He suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

It’s not because of breaking up and facing “ex-girlfriend”.

Instead, Zhuo Yu said that he should discount the things he couldn’t get.

What about him?

Shouldn’t he also give Zhuo Yu a discount on things he “can’t find”?

But to be honest…. this money, even if the money is pressed down to the lowest level, Shen Wencheng can’t take it out.

He can’t go back to borrow money and give it back to Zhuo Yu, right?

Originally, he came to break up with vigour and vigour, but suddenly, Shen Wencheng felt that his self-esteem was crushed to the ground.

I don’t know what he was thinking. At this moment, the way he thought of changing the topic turned out to be:

“By the way, at Lin Shiyu’s place, should you apologize to her?”

Zhuo Yu was taken aback: “What?”

“The shoe thing,”

The boy sighed, “You had to say that last night, you love face, I won’t say more. But Lin Shiyu was innocently involved in this matter, and you refused to publicly return her innocence, she said she I understand, but privately, I want you to apologize to her.”

“……”

Zhuo Yu felt that he was going to be angry and laughed: “Why should I apologize to her?”

“That shoe…”

“That shoe, either the brand has a problem, or hers are fake. So you have to apologize and be fair, go to the brand, not me.”

“Zhuo Yu, why do you have to be obsessed…”

“Who is it that is obsessed?”

Zhuo Yu suddenly felt extremely disappointed. She raised her chin and looked at him, her eyes were full of complexity, “Shen Wencheng, are you sure that the shoes you gave me have the number 22 written on them?”

Shen Wencheng was stunned: “What do you mean?”

“The pair you gave me has the number 412 on the upper. This number is sold in the West Asian region according to the origin. The pair I wore last night was on the first day of sale. Jiang Shi and I were together in the There’s a line in front of the store.”

She curled her lips, “The fact that Zhuo Yu wears fakes has a far more serious impact on the Zhuo family than when she talked about a scumbag who cheated on her. So, I’m sorry, Shen Wencheng,”

“This time, please forgive me for not being able to shield your little lover from the wind and rain.”