Anime Heroine Who Travels Through the Blackened Way - Chapter 458

“This world! I’m so impatient! And…that **** rubbish!”

The voice came again, as if it was specifically said to the mercury lamp, but the mercury lamp who made up her mind did not answer at all, she was determined to see what the ‘real side’ of herself was.

Finally, he seemed to understand the mentality of the mercury lamp. A slender palm slowly protruded out of the waterfall, and along with the gushing of the waterfall, a slender figure finally appeared in the sight of the mercury lamp.

The iconic white eyes, the mushroom head with two sideburns, and the sultry white coat and rustic black trousers, yes, this is the real ‘Hinata Hinata’, or rather It is the original appearance of the real Hinata Hinata. The introverted and timid white-eyed girl in the early stage of the plot because she was not recognized by her family.

It’s just that although her appearance is indeed the same, her expression and eyebrows are twisted into a yaksha-like image because of the full hostility and resentment, even though the current appearance of Hinata has changed due to age. , but this ‘real side of Hinata’ is still in the form of a girl at the age of 12, as if this is the recognized real Hinata.

(PS1: Boss Payne, the X you failed to install, Izumi installed it back for you~~ Please go away~~ Farewell to ING by shaking the handkerchief)

(PS2: Hmm~~ So, what comes out is the dark side of the white chick~~ or the white chick on the dark side~~ Similar to the picture below)

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no need to complain

The mercury lamp looked at the image in front of her. Although this ‘real self’ was completely different from what she had thought before, after a little thought, she understood why.

“Well, it seems that I am indeed a person who doesn’t like ‘patience’.”

Looking at the ‘mixed-colored young field’ in front of her with interest, the mercury lamp did not continue to speak, she really wanted to hear what the other party wanted to continue to say.

“It’s really tiring to always pretend to be! It’s a world where power can decide everything! Why bother with calculations like before?”

The black ‘Xiao Hida’ tilted her head slightly, her eyes were filled with undisguised irritability and resentment. This resentment was not even aimed at any specific person or thing, but the world.

“You can’t do it without disguise. As long as this world is still controlled by human beings, disguise and patience are necessary means.”

The mercury lamp answered the words of the little black chick in front of him with a little emotion. Yes, there is nothing wrong with the real waterfall. It should reflect the self recognized by people subconsciously, or what they subconsciously think they should be. of that image.

As a traveler, after Mercury Lamp found out that she had become the eldest lady of the Hinata clan, her feelings were indeed quite bad, but this did not mean that she did not accept this identity. As a pragmatist, she is very aware that her previous identity is no longer valid in this world, so apart from the skills and techniques of acting, she has abandoned her past like a tool.

Therefore, in the subconscious of this world, she believes that she is the real ‘Hinata Hinata’. However, if she can deceive others, she can’t deceive herself. In her memory, the real Hinata Hinata will always be the weak girl with a weak personality and weak presence in the original Hokage, that is, the girl who is still in school days dressed in rustic clothes and acting well-behaved. bag, so it’s no surprise that the ‘real her’ would be this original Hinata image.

But after all, her personality and mentality cannot be disguised. Her knowledge of the original work and the change of her current identity have allowed her to complete the superficial form of her inner self, but the inner part is undoubtedly her own.

“I really hate you! Is it your wish to camp in this world like a hyena?”

The little black chick roared in a low voice. Her words were obviously not fake. Just by looking at those eyes that were almost stained with hatred, you could tell how determined she was when she said those words.

This made Mercury Lantern laugh wordlessly, yes, that’s right. Because in the past, I also hated people of the same nature as myself now.

Manipulating others, playing with the pattern, knowing everything but refusing to share it with others, and even gradually advancing it as a means to control the world, such an approach is undoubtedly selfish for the world, and for those of my friends. ‘ and ‘companion’, it is tantamount to betrayal.

“I also hate patience and hard work, but if you don’t do this, how can you get what you want? This world is not a good mother who will love you when you are a good baby, but a good mother who is useless as long as it is useless. The dismantled arsenal will be discarded immediately. I don’t want to be taken and dismantled and turned into nutritional supplements for other people, so I can only first dismantle those who may pose a threat to me. Anyway, for this As far as the world is concerned, all it needs is the final product that combines all the advantages, and it doesn’t care which product is the main seat and which products can only be used as accessories.”

Raising her arms as if showing herself, Mercury Lamp doesn’t mind saying all her thoughts, this is a real private space, and what she is facing is not other people, but those in her subconscious who have not been fully understood by her. A closed childish idea. Yes, the unwillingness to endure, the hatred of effort, the loathing of dirty and endless calculations and lies, the desire to be able to solve all their troubles in the simplest and most direct way, this is a desire that anyone will leave in their hearts. Just as Kuro Naruko’s strongest desire is to eliminate those villagers who regard her as a heretic, this is the fastest and most effective way for her to repay her hatred.

However, the reality is not a nursery that can do whatever they want. It is a ruthless ordnance workshop. Those who are unwilling to work hard and move forward will be disassembled into parts called ‘experience’ and ‘lessons’ without exception. Then assemble it to others who are willing to move forward and become a growing part of them.

In the same way, even if you work hard to move forward and live, you are not necessarily able to survive. The world is cruel, and fighting is also a necessary means of verifying their respective values. The losers will also become the prizes for the winners. Blind rampage is doomed to be impossible, just like Naruto knows that Kuro Naruko’s approach can’t achieve his goal.

Indeed, Kuro Naruko can easily kill those villagers who hate her. According to the full power of the Nine Tails, she is enough to grow into the one in the movie version who can destroy Konoha Village by herself, plus she can fight against the entire Akatsuki organization. face hemp’, but what is the result of doing so?

Maybe human beings will succumb under the killing, but this submission does not mean ‘approval’, hatred will only be temporarily hidden by them, and then after they are freed from their shackles, they will drown those who have caused them pain with a more violent momentum.

Naruto is not a complete saint. When facing these hatreds and hatreds, he also chose to oppose and resist. That’s why there was that yellow-haired kid who kept pranking the whole village, and even scribbled on the representative Hokage Rock, which showed his hidden resentment towards those Hokage.

However, he was pulled back from the precipice of rebellion by a lifetime. That is an ordinary Konoha ninja who has almost faded out of people’s sight – Iruka Uno.

As a person whose parents died under the claws of the nine tails, Iruka is more qualified to hate the nine tails than anyone else, but his vocation as a teacher and the kindness in his heart made him the first person to take the nine tails and Naruto He was able to use his life to cover and forgive Naruto on the night when the Sealed Scroll was stolen.

If Iruka could not resist the torture of hatred in her heart that night, and chose to surrender to hatred, just like Yashamaru did to Gaara. So what will be the outcome of Naruto? There is no doubt that he will completely compromise with his inner resentment, become the blackened “face numb” in the movie version, and completely set the world on fire with the power of the Nine Tails.

It can be said that it was precisely because of Iruka’s blood that Naruto shed that part of Naruto’s hatred for Konoha Village was washed away, and this blond boy who knew that he was the “incarnation of a demon fox” did not give up. Continue to be human.

And then, Jiraiya, one of the three ninjas who appeared in front of him, taught him what a ninja’s ‘sustainability’ is by precept and example. The life of the two of them as both teachers and friends satisfies Naruto’s desire for elders. It is also the pain and heaviness that Jiraiya experienced personally, which made Naruto see in the most intuitive way that a man should bear the burden. His vocation, and the sacrifice of Jiraiya in the end made up the last lesson he wanted to teach Naruto: as a man, it is inevitable to endure pain and endure pain, and even if you are so busy in your life, you may achieve nothing. , however, if you give up, it is a complete failure.

Therefore, Jiraiya also gave up on saving Orochimaru, but Naruto never gave up on saving Sasuke. Jiraiya left Konoha Village in the middle of the battle in a daze, but Naruto returned to Konoha to face Payne at a critical moment. Jirai failed to help Tsunade protect Kato Dan, but Naruto fulfilled his promise to help Sakura recover Sasuke.

It was these things that Jiraiya felt most regretful, and let Naruto know the things and commitments that he could never escape as a ninja. In a sense, he was the part that perfected Naruto.

“It’s just that it’s what’s called ‘inheritance’ to grow, and we don’t have the kind of people who are willing to teach us. So, we just have to take it from the world ourselves. We’re not domestic pets with specialized feeds. , so it can only be used as a hyena to search in this world, whether it is a live prey or a decaying corpse, as long as it can help us survive and grow, it is food that can feed our stomachs.”

Standing up, Mercury Lamp has no idea of ​​continuing the conversation. It seems that the so-called ‘true self’ is actually quite narrow. It is not so much the subconscious body in the heart as it is the complaints and accumulated hatred that are buried in the bottom of the heart. The greatest meaning of these things is to remind myself that Status and power are hard-earned. If the direction is lost, seeing these may be able to recall the original heart, but if she is a pragmatist who is not confused, these memories can only be used as a three-dimensional memoir at best.

“With such a disgusting practice, aren’t you worried about being treated the same by others?”

The little black chick looked at the back of the mercury lamp angrily and roared, and tilted his head slightly, the mercury lamp seemed to be muttering to himself: “Well, this is probably subconscious, fear of my own failure, right? Yes, since I can treat it like this Others, of course others can do the same to me. But what’s the point of refuting that?”

He raised his right arm and waved his hand to say goodbye. The mercury lamp went straight to the way the waterfall came, leaving only Ruoyouruowu’s last reply: “I’ve heard a saying, [when the enemy is within your range] , you are also within the enemy’s range], so, if you do something, you must have the consciousness to bear the consequences.”

“If someone can really beat me, it means that I am nothing more than that.”

“No need to complain!”

(PS1: Tsk~ After analyzing it again, I think it’s not so much ‘Naruto has fallen in the other gods’, it’s better to say ‘Iluka has fallen in the other gods’~ There are too many posts saying that the other gods are conspiracy , I unknowingly subconsciously analyzed the first half of the plot again ~ Now it seems that the conspiracy of the gods is fake, but the fact that ‘little people change the big destiny’ has been confirmed…)

(PS2: I didn’t have time to update yesterday, I’ll make it up today~ There will be another update in a few hours~)

Deer Fury

Shikamaru struggled to remove a piece of gravel from his body. He felt a buzzing sound in his ears, and there was also frequent tingling, which was a sign of an eardrum injury. However, now this pain is obviously not worth mentioning, because he can clearly feel that there is almost no pain in his body, but fortunately, judging from the intuition of his limbs, he is lucky to avoid it. Serious injuries such as fractures.

what is the problem?

Gritting his teeth, he wiped his eyes, Shikamaru opened his bruised eyelids with difficulty, and then he saw the battlefield in front of him.

The mountain soil technique that the loess used all the Chakra to create has completely disappeared, and the huge Qiudao Dingzuo has also disappeared, leaving only the black Susa still standing in place, and the semi-circular giant around it. The pit is silently showing the traces of the battle, and the line of defense set up by the ninja allied forces here has disappeared, leaving only many ninjas and samurai who fell to the ground and did not know their lives and deaths, proving the battle. fiasco.

An indescribable panic enveloped Shikamaru, so much so that the pineapple-headed boy subconsciously looked around him. After his eyes passed over a few mutilated corpses, the boy’s lips even began to tremble.

Failure is not terrible, what is terrible is the devastating consequences it may bring. On this battlefield where murder is the mainstay, the result of failure is only death.

“Ino… Dingji… Asma?!”

Completely disregarding the presence of the black Susa in front of him, Shikamaru just called out to his comrades with a trembling tone. No matter how much he ‘made up his mind’ before the war, he still felt that kind of impossibility when he really faced this moment. Endured panic, even beyond their own possible death.

“We are here…”

Fortunately, Dingci’s voice came from the gravel pile next to him, and the next moment, a pair of brilliant butterfly wings smashed the stones, and Dingci, carrying the butterfly wings, stood up tenaciously from the gravel pile, while his Beside him is the protected Ino. It’s a pity that the accident happened too quickly, even if he released the butterfly wings for the first time, he only managed to save Ino who was in a bad position.

“Shikamaru…”

Asma’s voice came out weakly from one side. Apparently, he was also awakened by Shikamaru’s voice, and subconsciously rushed to his side and tried to remove the gravel. The young man froze subconsciously.

Not everyone had the good luck of Shikamaru. A massive boulder hit Asma’s left calf, and the injury was definitely beyond an ordinary fracture. The tragic broken bone had already punctured the wound, and the sole of the foot below the calf could not even be found.