Antidote - Chapter 87
Cheng Ke didn’t buy a plane ticket, he bought a bus ticket.
He had to take the meow and was a little uneasy to take the plane, so he chose the bus.
He has always wanted to understand what Jiang Yuduo felt when he took the bus, what he saw and heard.
But I regretted it after getting in the car. What kind of fart is it?
The time is too long, and the environment is uncomfortable, and there will be taste.
He has chosen the most expensive ticket, but there has not been much improvement…Fortunately, the driver asked him to carry the meow’s small bag into the car, and there was no stuffing for the luggage.
After getting in the car to find his place, Cheng Ke took out the headset and plugged it in, leaning his head and looking out the window.
In fact, this action will make him strongly miss Jiang Yuduo.
Jiang Yuduo’s attachment to the observation window seems to have been carved into his memory. When he thinks about Jiang Yuduo’s variety, there must be a window.
He sometimes looks out of the window, but most of them are bored or want to avoid the communication he is not willing to, but Jiang Yuduo is habitually vigilant.
In that case, what you see should be different. Every time Jiang Yuduo looks out of the window, he may not even notice the signs with different styles, different trees and flowers, and the colors in the sun. Different floors.
If Jiang Yu snatched it back and was doing what he was supposed to do, maybe he should be taken out again to take a new look at the new world.
Cheng Ke was actually not in a mood to look at the scenery at this time. He was basically stunned at the glass.
Xu Ding probably guessed it. The real destination of his investigation is definitely not the places he reported, but Huihui, and he has carefully described the characteristic theme restaurants in several cities that he is going to. Added some more.
Of course, this time he was not investigating a restaurant. This time he was visiting a mental hospital.
But he can’t find out to what extent and whether he can achieve his ultimate goal.
He didn’t even call Sister Luo in advance, fearing that Sister Luo would stop him from going on the phone.
But this time he didn’t have much impulse, it was considered for a long time.
It has been a while since Jiang Yuduo’s Wang Ba egg sneaked into treatment. From early spring to early summer, this time, if he cooperated, it should have been effective.
If the doctor can agree to see Jiang Yuduo, he may be able to give Jiang Yuduo the motivation to continue to cooperate well.
When Cheng Ke came up from the bus with a meow, he felt that there was a bit of wood all over his body, and his waist was quite sour, and he seemed to have a strange smell on his body.
He directly took a taxi to the hotel where he stayed with Jiang Yuduo last time, but unfortunately did not book the last one when booking.
This time he had more luggage than last time. After all, it was hotter, and he also stuffed a small folding cat cage in the box.
After entering the room, the waiter watched him put the cat in the cage, and then left.
“You have been wronged for a few days,” Cheng Ke put the water and cat food in the cage. “Tomorrow will take you to see your third brother. If you can see him… if the doctor agrees, you can accompany him in the hospital. Now.”
Meow sat in the car for a day, and it seemed that his emotions were not too high. The cat food only ate a few and fell down.
“If it doesn’t work, you have to go back with me.” Cheng Ke touched it.
If you can’t see anyone, you can go back tomorrow.
Cheng Ke suddenly felt anxious. He hadn’t had such nervous expectation and fear of disappointment for many years.
I thought I could calm down after a night of sleep… It was indeed quite calm when I walked out of the hotel with Meow, but when I got into the taxi and reported the address of Sister Luo, he became restless again.
When he got to the place, he called Sister Luo.
“Hello Xiaocheng.” Sister Luo answered the phone.
“Hello Teacher Luo,” Cheng Ke cleared his throat. “I… I’m passing you on a business trip. I don’t know if you have time to sit out?”
“Ah!” Sister Luo was surprised, “Where are you?”
“I’m…just…” Cheng Ke suddenly felt a little embarrassed, “Your office is downstairs.”
“Downstairs?” Sister Luo was even more surprised. “Okay, I will come down.”
Cheng Ke’s embarrassment reached its peak when Sister Luo came out of the door.
He was almost thirty, and according to Jiang Wangba’s false age system, he was already thirty, and the result was such an impulsive thing as a little fart boy.
Although he was talking about business trips, Sister Luo had already told him when she saw the meow in his hand-God, is this a chasing man?
“I can’t tell you where Xiao Jiang is,” Sister Luo said after sitting down in the small cafe next to him. “I can only tell you that his current state is relatively stable, and the treatment effect is also Not bad.”
“I’m not here to ask you where he is,” Cheng Ke smiled, opened the map on her mobile phone and handed it to Sister Luo, the destination set above, “I was going to go directly, so… mainly I want to check with you first. Is he suitable for seeing me now? After all, it has been several months. If he always thinks that I can’t wait and leave, I never show up again. I’m afraid he will be disappointed.”
Sister Luo looked at him and whispered after a while: “He probably had such a worry. I said if I would like to contact you, he said no.”
Cheng Ke suddenly felt distressed.
I feel a long absence.
During this time, after he calmed down from anxiety, he was waiting, everything related to Jiang Yuduo can make him trance, and the waiting time became longer and longer, he began to trance, everything was like A habit already formed.
Now when hearing the related content of Jiang Yuduo in Sister Luo’s mouth, this kind of distress actually makes him a bit of joy.
He has the same fear as Jiang Yuduo. He will not be able to carry it, he will leave, and many things will fade.
And now his reaction at this moment made him feel the anxiety that he hadn’t been aware of but had really settled down, and the whole person was peaceful and calm.
He glanced at his fingers holding the cup tightly: “Then…”
“I think you can try it out. Talk to his doctor first and listen to his opinions. Will it be helpful to Xiao Jiang, or is there any other more suitable way.” Luo Jie said.
“Thank you.” Cheng Ke squeezed Meow’s ear, maybe because of the excitement, he didn’t control his strength well enough, Meow patted him.
It can be seen that Sister Luo really cares about Jiang Yuduo. Before Cheng Ke went to the hospital, Sister Luo first called Jiang Yuduo’s doctor and briefly introduced the situation.
“You can just pass by. Doctor Li is waiting for you over there.” Sister Luo said.
“Thank you Mr. Luo,” Cheng Ke stood up anxiously, “Then, then I…”
“Go ahead,” Sister Luo smiled, “I’ll take coffee.”
Sister Cheng Ke bowed to Luo Luo before speaking, and walked out of the cafe quickly with a cat.
The taxi driver knew where he was going as soon as he heard the address, presumably considering the mood of the patient’s family and not talking to him all the way.
The driver stopped when he got to the place, and the driver said, “Have you not been here before? Just go in. The left side is for family members. You just need to register there.”
“Thank you.” Cheng Ke nodded and got out of the car carrying Meow.
Meow is extraordinarily honest today, except that he just shot him a paw, all the time whether he is carrying or hugging, Meow obediently holds his paw.
Jiang Yuduo’s doctor’s surname is Li, an uncle in his fifties. He is a well-known doctor. Cheng Ke had seen it when he checked the hospital information.
After explaining the situation to the nurse at the reception, the nurse asked him to sit in the hall next to him and wait.
There are a lot of small tables and chairs in the hall, and there are TVs. The news is broadcasting now. Cheng Ke sat down and looked around.
There are several people, both men and women, wearing clothes printed with the name of the hospital. A young boy who is looking at the table is whispering non-stop to the table. The rest are very quiet. Several people stared at him curiously with their heads tilted.
Cheng Ke smiled at them, put his eyes to the side of the corridor, and did not continue to stare at them.
I don’t know why, seeing such a scene, he was a bit worried.
These are the patients. They all have a world different from others. Some people are trapped in another world all their lives.
And when he felt it intuitively, he suddenly realized that Jiang Yuduo was just like them.
Jiang Yuduo is also a patient here.
Even if he spends most of his time with him, Jiang Yuduo won’t make people feel strange, but that’s just because he covered his pain with his pain.
It may be easier without knowing it.
People who live between the two worlds may suffer more despair.
When Doctor Li walked out of the corridor, Cheng Ke recognized it at a glance, and he stood up. This moment of tension made him forget the meow lying on his leg, and Meow quickly grabbed his clothes and hung it. On him.
“Is it Cheng Ke?” Dr. Li came over and extended his hand with a smile a few steps away.
“Yes,” Cheng Ke greeted the past and shook hands with him. “Dr. Li, hello. Excuse me.”
“Sit,” said Dr. Li, “let’s talk briefly.”
“Okay.” Cheng Ke sat down, holding Meow in both hands, so as not to shake his hands because of excitement and tension.
“Ronaldinho told me about the situation,” said Dr. Li. “I think Jiang Yuduo will see you more positively. Especially during this time, he wants to be discharged from the hospital. I hope he can stabilize his emotions. And want to observe for another week.”
“Can he be discharged?” Cheng Ke sat up straight.
“It is now combined with drugs. After a few months, it is basically stable, and it is impossible to recover completely,” Dr. Li said. “But I am still optimistic. His self-control ability and willpower are quite strong.”
“Then he…” Cheng Ke asked carefully.
“The situation is not bad, it is much better than when I first came,” Dr. Li thought and smiled again. “Of course, he is not ruled out. This kid has dealt with us before, but this time he offered to cooperate. Treatment, I believe his condition is indeed stable.”
“That’s good,” Cheng Ke relieved. “Thank you.”
“I’ll talk to him, and then call him over,” Dr. Li stood up. “You wait a moment.”
“Okay.” Cheng Ke got up and nodded.
After Dr. Li walked away, meowed, Cheng Ke took it from his leg and put it on the table, pulling his beard: “What to do, I am a little nervous, in case I will cry nervously What should I do?”
Meowed sat and looked at him.
“Should not,” Cheng Ke said, “I think your 3rd brother might cry first. When I see him crying, there may be no chance to cry, so I have to comfort him.”
Meow licking his paw.
“It is estimated that if it goes well, he can be discharged before his birthday,” Cheng Ke took out his mobile phone and looked at the calendar. “But this time will be short, will I go back first or stay here all the time…”
Meow lowered his paw and looked at him indifferently.
Cheng Ke felt like he couldn’t stop a little: “I…”
“Meow~~~” A cat meow came from the front.
Meow looked back.
Cheng Ke raised his head violently, even if it was such a cat call with a nonstandard voice, it was enough for him to hear it.
It was Jiang Yuduo.
When he saw Jiang Yuduo, Cheng Ke felt that his whole person was solidified.
Because there is no return date, the waiting period has made him accustomed to numbness. He doesn’t think much or dare to think. Jiang Yuduo’s various imaginations can only stay literal.
Even one second before he heard Jiang Yuduo’s voice, he never thought about the scene where they met.
When I saw Jiang Yuduo’s smiling face, it was like a TV that had been poorly received all around, and suddenly there was a signal. It suddenly became real and clear, and even the whispering nagging of the boy next to him seemed to be amplified.
All the colors became bright and full, all the sounds began to pour into the ears, and the smell of mud and grass floating outside the window was also smelled.
“You…” Cheng Ke looked at Jiang Yuduo, and only half a day said, “Isn’t he fat?”
“I paid attention, there is a gym on the second floor, I go every day,” Jiang Yu snatched up in front of him, one hand touched the meow bag, his eyes never left his face, “I…”
This sentence was not finished. Just as Cheng Ke guessed, Jiang Yuduo’s tears slipped within this second, and the tears flashed on his face.
“I thought you were gone,” Jiang Yuduo wrinkled his eyebrows, trying hard to control his tears, and grinned hard at the corner of his mouth, “Sister Luo said to contact you, I dare not, I’m afraid you have gone …”
“I said I wouldn’t go,” Cheng Ke hugged him, “I said I won’t go, did Sister Luo tell you?”
“Say,” Jiang Yuduo hugged him tightly, burying his face on his shoulder. “But it’s been too long, so long I’m afraid you won’t count for talking…”
“When did I stop talking?” Cheng Ke rubbed **** his back. This real sense of touch made him feel like a man who was hungry for two years and could only eat white water to cook vegetables every day. Mouthful of braised pork.
Be practical and content.
“Why aren’t you thin,” Jiang Yu grabbed his voice, crying softly, “Do you not want me?”
“Think, why don’t you think, I think every day…” Cheng Ke also whispered, his voice shaking a little.
“Why aren’t you thin?” Jiang Yuduo asked persistently.
“I learn from you every day and eat a lot of meals three times a day. I eat a lot of each meal,” Cheng Ke said. “I always eat in the store. The food is too good to lose weight.”
Jiang Yuduo didn’t speak. After a while, he covered his neck and laughed: “Fool.”
“You.” Cheng Ke smiled.
Jiang Yuduo laughed all the time, and he laughed all the time.
There is nothing funny, but just want to laugh, Cheng Ke even laughed out loud.
He laughed until he wanted to cry, and he stopped.
Jiang Yuduo released him, staring at his face and watching carefully.
Cheng Ke found that the tears on Jiang Yuduo’s face were gone, and even the tears were no longer visible, probably wiped on his shoulders.
“Go to the yard?” Jiang Yuduo asked softly.
“Well.” Cheng Ke nodded.
Jiang Yuduo hugged Meow and walked in, walked through the door and led him into the courtyard: “How is it, the scenery is not bad?”
“Well,” Cheng Ke looked around, “very comfortable.”
Jiang Yuduo glanced at him, seeming to turn away a little embarrassedly, bowing his head in his pocket and walking slowly along the path.
Cheng Ke seems to have the same feeling, maybe he hasn’t seen each other for too long, and he was a little embarrassed.
After a short walk, Jiang Yuduo sat down next to the fountain and looked up at him: “Give me a cigarette.”
“Okay,” Cheng Ke felt out the cigarette case, and hesitated again. “Are you taking medicine, can you smoke?”
“I can smoke, but I made an appointment with Dr. Li four times a day, and he gave it to me every day,” Jiang Yuduo said. “Today’s drawing is finished.”
Cheng Ke laughed: “Is it secretly smoking now?”
“Well,” Jiang Yuduo also smiled, “give me.”
Cheng Ke handed him a cigarette and helped him light it.
Jiang Yu took a sip and gently spit out a pillar of cigarette.
Cheng Ke stared at him, and finally began to slowly find the familiar appearance of Jiang Yuduo, his eyes narrowed when smoking, still the arrogant appearance of the third brother.
But there are still some changes, subtle, maybe only he can feel the changes.
That is relaxation.
Jiang Yuduo has relaxed a lot more than before. If there is no comparison, Cheng Ke feels that he will never find out that the former Jiang Yuduo will always be a bit nervous.
“How do you know that I’m here?” Jiang Yuduo asked. “Did you give Sister Luo a bribe?”
“No, she is a good comrade,” Cheng Ke smiled, “I guess.”
“Guess so accurately.” Jiang Yuduo said.
“It depends on who you guessed, so you are right.” Cheng Ke said.
Jiang Yudui squinted and smiled, and after a while he reached out and grabbed Cheng Ke’s clothes and pulled him in front of him, looking up at him: “I really… I think every day, will you go? Now.”
“No, no, you don’t know me too much,” Cheng Ke lowered his head and squeezed his chin. “I still have unfinished business.”
“What career?” Jiang Yuduo asked.
Cheng Ke looked around, no one, he lowered his voice: “Dry | You.”