As Yesterday - Chapter 51
Lian Xiaoli has good times and bad times, and He Yu does not come often, or that their relationship has gradually cooled down after several times of threats by Lian Xiaoli.
The number of the nursing home is Lian Xiaoli’s biological father, and the other is He Yu.
Today’s situation is very bad. Lian Xiaoli screamed to see her mother, almost madly about to hit the wall, but no one answered the call to her father, so she had to call this backup number.
The nurse in charge of Lian Xiaoli met He Yu, and most of this name appeared in Lian Xiaoli’s mumbling.
She has been here for several years. Lian Xiaoli’s condition has always been like this. When she is awake, she is very normal. Ignoring the scars on her face, she can see that she is a beautiful woman.
I only call such a name when I am crazy.
The trainee nurse met He Yu for the first time and asked the person in charge outside, “Sister, what is their relationship?”
The nursing home does not allow visits, but the patients in this ward have always been He Yulai.
“I don’t know, don’t be so curious.”
The trainee nurse gave a cry and glanced at the three people standing inside.
It feels weird.
“Thank you for visiting me. Did you bother you again?”
Lian Xiaoli’s voice was weak. The needle in her hand was pulled out because of the struggle, and the white tourniquet was attached to it. The wristband worn by the patient had been buckled to the minimum, and it was still empty on her wrist.
Her memory was also fading, and she couldn’t remember many things.
Occasionally, when He Yu came, she was not sober, so she took a look from a distance.
But He Yu didn’t come too.
He Yu: “It’s very disturbing.”
She was not at all polite, and Lian Xiaoli was not sad, as if she was used to it.
“I’m sorry.”
I don’t mean to be sorry either.
Her gaze fell behind He Yu, as if she was recognizing who it was.
Xie Yongyan didn’t expect that the madman who rushed to school wearing a mask was really crazy. At this time, lying sickly, it made people feel unbearable.
She opened her mouth to say something, but couldn’t tell.
“I’ve seen you.”
Lian Xiaoli looked at Xie Yongyan, and she blinked, even though there were ugly scars on her face, her eyes were as beautiful as they were before, but they seemed to be covered with a layer of things and not very clear.
“Your name… your name… I remember it clearly.”
“Oh…you like He Yu.”
After a while, she pointed to Xie Yongyan and said that her expression was a bit dazed, a little persistent, and a little unhappy at first glance.
Xie Yongyan said, “You also beat me.” Just after finishing the elective course that day, Xie Yongyan specially chose the same class as He Yu, Appreciation of Chinese Classical Gardens, and the get out of class ends at nine o’clock in Classroom 302b of Xingzhi Building.
There are many elective courses in this building, and there are many students at the same time.
She stood beside He Yu and complained to He Yu that the class paper was so difficult, but when she first came out of the building, she was dragged by her hair. Before she could react, she slapped her down.
It was not very bright at night, but the slap was quick and painful, and Xie Yongyan was dumbfounded.
The person next to her also looked over. Standing in front of her was a man in a black coat with his hair and a mask, almost looking at Xie Yongyan with hatred.
He Yu reacted and pulled Xie Yongyan behind him. With the other hand, he grabbed Lian Xiaoli’s wrist that was trying to do it, and shouted, “What are you doing!”
Lian Xiaoli’s eyes were red. She turned the homepage of He Yu’s social software upside down, and read a lot of Weibo of her alumni, finally found this person, and she also knew why He Yu hadn’t visited this weekend. Find her.
She would never see the light until He Yu came. It was a kind of panic that was about to be lost. Lian Xiaoli finally went out by herself for so many years. She awkwardly took the high-speed rail, studied the route, and looked for and searched, finally Found it, and waited downstairs without saying a word.
For the first time, she felt that she was so far away from He Yu, as long as He Yu didn’t find her, she would completely lose each other.
Tears flowed down Lian Xiaoli’s eyes and the mask was wet. He Yu: “Xiaoli, when did you come here?”
Lian Xiaoli: “You hide from me.”
He Yu: “I don’t have one.”
“You are with her.”
She pointed to Xie Yongyan, who was covering her face. Xie Yongyan had never been beaten when she grew up. At this time, she rebelled and said, “Yeah, what’s up with you!”
Many people who come and go know He Yu. With such a trouble, almost the whole hospital knows that He Yu has a female friend who likes her even more than Xie Yongyan.
If He Yu was a man, this biography might be more peachy.
But the protagonists are all women, and the ambiguity is still ambiguous, but there is not so much speculation.
Lian Xiaoli was crazy, and regarded Xie Yongyan as an enemy. Xie Yongyan was slapped to her heart, and the two actually fought.
He Yu was still not convinced when he opened.
Xie Yongyan hugged He Yu’s arm and began to cry, and Lian Xiaoli also cried. She looked at He Yu sadly, “Don’t leave me behind.”
He Yu had a headache.
Later, everyone knew that He Yu specially recruited female peach blossoms. Even if she did not fall in love, she seemed to acquiesce that she liked women.
This is the first time Lian Xiaoli and Xie Yongyan have met. Later, Lian Xiaoli came again, carrying a utility knife and cutting her wrist in front of Xie Yongyan. She still wore a black mask. She was as thin as a spring willow, which was branched and swayed.
Xie Yongyan was scared, she thought this person was sick.
And He Yu was warned by the teacher in the hospital because of this incident. Lian Xiaoli almost sent messages to the social accounts of people who interacted with He Yu, **** pictures, and someone called the police.
No one can stand this kind of person. Xie Yongyan dispelled the thought of pursuing He Yu. One year later, her confrontation with Lian Xiaoli went from school to outside school. She was still busy preparing to go abroad. The last time she ran into Lian Xiaoli, she Looking at the other party, that bit of revenge came up, and after saying that he had given up, he tore off Lian Xiaoli’s mask.
Said the most exaggerated thing since growing up-
“How can someone like you be worthy of senior sister? You can see your face and the scars on your hands. Don’t drag her down anymore.”
All of He Yu’s classmates and friends respected Lian Xiao and stayed away. Later, he began to stay away from He Yu. Everyone was afraid of lunatics, not to mention those who wanted no life.
No matter how good He Yu is, everyone just wants to live.
He Yu went from being in a group to being alone, and even Xie Yongyan, who had been chasing her, had to leave.
Xie Yongyan knew early on that He Yu would not like her, and feelings were not something that could not be cultivated, but the prerequisite for cultivating was acceptance. He Yu didn’t give her steps from the beginning, and she insisted on climbing up the ladder.
It’s better to forget it.
She was very open about why she is unrequitedly in love with a flower, but studies are more important, but at least she really likes it. Like He Yu, she also feels sad. She caught an opportunity to seize Lian Xiaoli and humiliate it from beginning to end. Gave her a bit.
This person is too ugly, too annoying, how can there be someone who likes a person to become a yoke and wants to bind others.
Is this love?
She asked Lian Xiaoli, “Do you really love her? The more you are like this, the less she will love you. The dignity is given to herself.”
“Before you love someone else, you should at least be an individual. Look in the mirror to see yourself, your heart is so dirty.”
Xie Yongyan always speaks quickly, saying that she is going to go abroad when she finishes speaking, so there is no need to worry that she will be with He Yu.
“Senior sister doesn’t love me either. Love is a very happy thing. If you do, it will only make her sad.”
Xie Yongyan looked very open, and she walked happily. Before leaving, she happily invited people in her circle with He Yu. During the expensive dinner, she vaguely hoped that all of you could take care of He Yu.
He Yu said thank you, and gave Xie Yongyan a strong hug before setting off to board the plane.
Xie Yongyan gave her a kiss. She is like a butterfly, coming fast and walking fast. At that time, she said: “Senior sister, I am very happy when I like you, and I hope you will be happy too.”
“That Lian Xiaoli is too annoying. When you break it, you should break it. Your heart is too soft, and you can’t help it.”
Later, they rarely contacted each other. He Yu was actually a very close person, but in fact, few people actively chat with people online.
She was cold and hot, and at the end was a glass of boiling water at just the right temperature, which made people feel comfortable and occasionally remembered.
For more than ten years in her life, Xie Yongyan hadn’t seen He Yu very much. During the school celebration, she saw him from a distance. He Yu stood aside and others talked to her before she cooperated.
She didn’t even know how lonely she looked.
But Xie Yongyan knew too well that she was not the person to fill the vacancy. She was not He Yu’s key. Maybe He Yu was a lock like her, or He Yu was someone else’s key.
This time it is because of her work, so many years have created a nostalgic sculpture, He Yu is the eternal pink of her school days, with the love of a girl, unrequited love is a very pure feeling.
Destined to like the ending, because of the fermentation of memories, it is not bitter.
She is very grateful to He Yu.
But he didn’t expect that after so many years, He Yu would still trap himself in a cage.
A gentle person can always hurt herself more than others. He Yu only mentioned to her once that Lian Xiaoli was an uninvited guest in her teenage years.
Suddenly broke in, and then accompanied by disaster, no peace.
Lian Xiaoli didn’t seem to hear these words, she finally saw Liu Ci standing aside.
“Who are you?”
She stared at this woman, who was not tall, and was wearing an apricot short woolen coat with a navy blue and white collar sweater inside. Her face was a little thin and she had single eyelids. There was no waves when she looked at people.
This look gave her a headache, as if she had seen it somewhere.
“Lian Xiaoli, I am Liu Ci.”
Liu Ci took a step forward. He Yu had already put down the hand holding Lian Xiaoli. Liu Ci stood next to He Yu and looked at Lian Xiaoli, “Did you forget me?”
“Liu Ci…”
Lian Xiaoli murmured, and after a while, she started to laugh again, “Didn’t you leave? Didn’t He Yu say you will never come back?”
She coughed as she talked, intermittently, and after a while she said, “I hate you.”
Her eyes are very empty, she looks dull, like a mechanical puppet.
This annoying sentence was also categorical, and Xie Yongyan blinked behind her, feeling that she smelled an unusual smell.
Liu Ci looked at her, Lian Xiaoli was very different from the Lian Xiaoli in his memory. Back then, she liked to laugh and was always clingy to He Yu. She liked to talk and add a word, and boys all eat this set.
They knew each other hated each other a long time ago.
They all know each other’s feelings for He Yu.
One wants to escape, the other wants to seize.
Unexpectedly, going around and going back to the original point.
The people who left have come back, but the people who accompany them haven’t been able to completely own them yet.
After all, the line of connection between them could not be completely cut off, and what was burned in a hurry back then was just a vain harmony.
A madman at this time, no, in fact everyone is a madman.
He turned into a weird person in the ashes, lingering and living by obsession.
Liu Ci wants to be with He Yu, and Lian Xiaoli wants He Yu’s love.
But that He Yu knew nothing, and she loved no one.
Liu Ci: “Me too.”
The ward suddenly quieted down.
He Yu laughed suddenly, the laughter was a little cold and self-deprecating.
She laughed so much that Xie Yongyan had goosebumps. She had never seen He Yu like this. The He Yu in her impression was always brilliant, but now He Yu is too cold.
He Yu said—
“You are all crazy.”
The author has something to say: I’m not too lean since November
Too many things are piled together, two or three chapters a week will probably be published together like this
Everyone can stock up
Thank you all~