As Yesterday - Chapter 60
Liu Ci finally relaxed, she pushed He Yu away, “Why are you here.”
There was no surprise in her tone, as if He Yu’s arrival gave her a lot of anxiety.
But her heart was pounding, which showed her joy at the moment.
He Yu stared at her for a long time. The light was not good and she couldn’t see anything. She laughed out by herself, “What is it, you look like a ghost.”
Liu Ci: “Aren’t you a ghost?”
The computer on the table behind is facing this side, and a row of oh oh oh, Liu Ci is not tall, what you see in the lens is that she opened the door and was hugged by tall people, and the other party was wearing a coat. The black silk face, the sleeves are still embroidered with gold thread, but I can’t see it clearly, plus it has short hair, hazy, and thinks it’s a man.
@ Today eat tomato bacon rice: Damn it, hold it for too long, who is it, I just said that I don’t have a boyfriend! !
@酸辣粉What should I do if I’m not sour today: Although…but that looks a little handsome, what are you talking about, I’m so anxious! ! Let me listen to you.
@小龙虾 did not give the chopsticks: Did Liu Da forget the live broadcast and still open…
The bottom row of brushing gifts.
Liu Ci did forget. When she opened the door and saw He Yu, her mind was blank, and she couldn’t remember anything else.
All kinds of emotions surged up, so that when He Yu came in, she was still stunned.
He Yu turned on the light, “Your room is better than mine, the sink is good, the balcony… Hey, your computer is still on.”
Only then did Liu Ci react, “…it seems to be.”
Everyone saw clearly that it was a woman, and several people recognized He Yu.
@酸菜狗: This is not the wife who paints… She is really a good friend.
@Godberry 泡奶: Fuck is my beloved wife! ! ! It’s so pretty! But doesn’t Liu Da know that she is coming?
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It was the end of December, and it was very cold outside. He Yu was okay. After walking a lot, she didn’t feel cold. Liu Ci turned on the heater and was blown away by the warm wind when she was looking around. He sighed.
Liu Ci hurriedly said something to the fans who were still watching his live broadcast, and then left the live broadcast room.
He Yuhey said, “I thought you were over early.”
Liu Ci: “It’s okay anyway.”
After two seconds, she reacted, “You watched?”
He Yu said, “Yeah, I’ve seen it all the way, you are quite capable of chattering, why do you see me like this.”
He Yu sat on the edge of Liu Ci’s bed. Her hair was a bit messy and didn’t comb it. Instead, he smiled at Liu Ci, “I’m not surprised to see it.”
Liu Ci: “Why are you here.”
This was the second time she asked. After the computer was turned off, she seemed to relax a lot, sitting in a chair and looking at He Yu.
The room was very warm, so she wore a knitted sweater, which was a bit thin, but it was so big that it made her thinner.
The warm yellow light fell on her profile, and the fleece poked by the ball of yarn was particularly clear under the light. At this moment, He Yu felt that the other party was furry.
Liu Ci is like a hedgehog in her heart. Because of her relationship, she can vaguely feel the resistance to certain things.
But also because of this relationship, she overlooked more things.
He Yu stretched out his hand and patted her shoulder, then pulled it back into his pocket. It was wearing a shirt with a crooked neckline. He didn’t know if it was a mistake or deliberately.
She looked at Liu Ci, “I miss you, so I came.”
This sentence struck Liu Ci by surprise. She didn’t know what to reply for a long time. After a while, her lips and teeth opened and closed, and she suffocated a sentence, right?
He Yu nodded, “Yes, you don’t believe me.”
I don’t know if this is true, whether it is returning to Liu Ci or returning to herself.
Liu Ci raised his eyes slightly to look at her, and He Yu looked at her as if not joking.
Her cautious attitude made He Yu amused and distressed, because she rarely paid attention, or the feelings that were concealed by friends.
It’s too difficult to distinguish, sticking together, if you tear it off, it will pull the flesh with the skin, dripping with blood.
“I do not.”
Liu Ci lowered her head, her glasses slipped, and He Yu hooked them away, playing with her hands.
With the dim vision, He Yu’s face can still be seen clearly, Liu Ci’s eyes are particularly blank, and there is some insecurity caused by unclearness.
“You have it,” He Yu sighed, “I came to you, of course because I want to find you.”
“When I say this, do you also give me a reason in your heart, such as who said something to me, such as whether I went along, such as many, many, you just refused to believe it, I just came here because I just missed you .”
They both think about each other too much, and every abrupt move will add self-deception reasons to make it seem particularly natural.
Ignore impulse, certain emotions.
When Liu Ci left, He Yu didn’t say a word when he left. She felt that Liu Ci did so for a reason.
They know each other too much, and the opposite of knowing too much is a blank after they think they are.
They both left unfamiliar areas with each other, and even temptations must be courageous.
“Really?”
Liu Ci: “I thought we were going back to before…”
He Yu took her hand, “You think it is again.”
“What do you want to hear from me?”
Her hands were warm, unlike Liu Ci’s cold hands after spending so long indoors.
“I’m here to ask you a question.”
Liu Ci did not dare to look at her.
“go ahead.”
“Am I qualified to fall in love with you?”
Liu Ci looked up in surprise, He Yu looked at her and blinked.
“You… stop kidding me.”
Liu Ci shook He Yu’s hand, and she stood up, a little hurriedly, “Come all the way to laugh at me.”
He Yu: “I don’t have one.”
She also stood up, Liu Ci hid from her, went to the balcony, and He Yu followed.
It’s very windy outside. This homestay is halfway up the mountain, and you can see the seaside at night. There is a small street downstairs where you can buy food and white plastic stools are laid out one by one, as if waiting for the bustling door.
Liu Ci leaned against the railing, and the wind blew her long hair. She was not like He Yu’s pierced ears and clanging.
He Yu also leaned, she looked at Liu Ci, Liu Ci looked into the distance, He Yu was waiting for Liu Ci’s answer.
Later, she simply pulled people over, “It’s not cold, I didn’t force you, nor did I threaten you because you said that you liked me just like that.”
“At least put on a coat, your hands are cold.”
He Yu entered the room and took a coat and put it on Liu Ci. She lowered her head and looked serious, so serious that Liu Ci couldn’t help turning her head.
She grabbed He Yu’s hand, He Yu looked at her, and Liu Ci said, “Don’t pity me.”
He Yu snorted, and she sighed, the hand that was held by Liu Ci backhand wrapped Liu Ci’s hand, “If I had this attitude, it would have been nothing for you.”
She tilted her head and looked into the distance. The trail lights on the beach were lit up one after another, and the sound of tableware colliding from downstairs was heard, noisy and unfamiliar, in an unfamiliar environment.
“Liu Ci,” she paused, and turned her gaze back, “I don’t think the other party in our eyes is really real, we all think of each other.”
She gave Liu Ci’s hand a sigh of relief, “I like to make jokes, but there is no joke in this regard.”
“I have been thinking about it for a long time.”
He Yu clutched Liu Ci’s hand. This kind of heat conduction made Liu Ci feel that all his limbs and limbs were all sorrows of being cared for. It has been too long. Many years ago, when Lian Xiaoli and He Yu had not yet appeared. .
He Yu would also cover her hands in this way. When doing homework, he drove the little sun and huddled together to write. He Yu couldn’t sit still, and he was going to run a business trip. Liu Ci would poke her with a pencil, and He Yu yelled. Finally, he snatched Liu Ci’s tools of crime and found that the opponent’s hands were so cold.
“I think you need a hand warmer.”
He Yu looked at Liu Ci and smiled. She had long hair when she was a child, but her hair was messy and her braids were scattered. Every time her mother said she was unkempt, she was criticized for her appearance problems at school.
Liu Ci remembered that feeling, every time it was cold, she would subconsciously do this.
Even if she was separated for many years, she couldn’t forget it.
Liu Ci looked up at He Yu, watching her dim facial features under the light of the small lamp embedded in the balcony railing, like ink, He Yu’s handsomeness, which is different from ordinary girls, made her particularly outstanding.
It was not until this time that Liu Ci recalled the sentence that Liu Hao had whispered to Liu Yuan in a whisper, which meant that Jiang Xiao and He Yu were a bit similar.
It seems to have such a meaning, but He Yu’s temperament is unique, and she is the only one in the world that can make Liu Ci feel at ease.
He Yu said, “Why are you looking at me like this? Do you know what I want to say?”
She laughed, “I think it’s very miserable that I haven’t been in serious relationship for a long time, so that I have nowhere to play with my countless experience. Oh, just kidding, it’s such a willow poem, I don’t reject you. Live in a lover’s relationship, but the premise is that you are willing.”
After she finished speaking, she slipped Liu Ci onto the coat on her shoulder, “How does this sentence sound a bit scumbag, alas…Of course I care about you.”
She lowered her head and may feel embarrassed, “It’s a bit numb, I didn’t pity you, and thank you very much for liking me. How many people envy me, how come it falls on me, and you have to understand me. , This kind of thing I didn’t even dare to think about before, it’s impossible.”
“I have imagined a lot of your future, such as bringing your husband and children to my house, we are still friends, and then we are like the two of us, I think it will not be the kind of future.”
“I also thought that if that person bullied you, I would beat him hard, and I would never finish with him, and I would have to beat myself by myself.”
He Yu sighed. Her short hair was messy, a bit like dog hair. When she turned her face, her side face was swept away by the warm yellow light, and the texture and curve made people eager to move.
She didn’t even know how many dreams Liu Ci had about her when he was young.
“Anyway…that is, let’s meet again.”
He Yu closed his eyes, opened them again, and reached out to Liu Ci, “My name is He Yu, hello Liu Ci.”
Liu Ci looked at the hand that stretched out towards herself, she could feel He Yu’s sincerity and some problems between them.
Intimacy takes time. After all, the intimacy of a friend is different from that of a friend.
Now He Yu is working hard. Maybe her caring is still too much different from Liu Ci’s. Maybe she doesn’t like Liu Ci so much.
At least she was willing, she stretched out her hand, and she crossed the distance.
Liu Ci pursed her mouth, her eyes were sore, and too much emotion poured in one layer after another, and finally the phrase hello was already a little nasal.
“I’m Liu Ci, it’s nice… to meet you.”
This is their acquaintance many years late. They had forgotten how to meet each other when they were young, and it was a matter of course that they were built in the neighborhood.
After adulthood, independent individuals, at this moment re-engage, they all start a new journey.
Liu Ci held that hand, as if holding her last wish.
He Yu didn’t even know what she was holding.
She is the core of Liu Ci’s nostalgia.
The longing that supported her to walk alone for many years, when she was about to collapse, she was recaptured thousands of miles away.
Otherwise, the regular farewell mail in Liu Ci’s mailbox may be sent in a few days.
“I would… yes.”
Liu Ci looked at He Yu with tears in her eyes, and He Yu said, “How come I feel like a successful marriage proposal.”
She stretched out her hand willow poem and wiped the tears that she shed. “The great writer writes about feelings so prosperous, so please teach me how to talk.”
Liu’s words: “Neither can I, I wrote it in vain.”
He Yu reached out and hugged her, “That’s okay, I’ll accumulate materials for you.”
The author has something to say: Well, if there is a list this week, I will have more
But also over 80 chapters quickly ended? Actually, I got out of the outline a lot
The ending may be scored negative points, but I think it’s very natural. Nei thank you for the little angel who voted for me during 2019-11-2219:16:39~2019-11-2522:54:14 or irrigated nutrient solution. ~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: Jiang Lan gave birth to one;
Thank you for the little angel who throws the grenade: 1 for one trip;
Thank you for the little angels who cast landmines: sterol, jacetsai, 22sayyou, Mo Qianyun, Zaida, Tieguanyin Pearl Milk Tea -.-, Dream of Leaving the City*, Remnant Blood in the Blue Sky, 1 hahaha;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 30 bottles of Folding Ears; 20 bottles of Lijiu, Hahahahaha; 10 bottles of Poplar Tree and the World; 5 bottles of Chuyang and Hahaha; 3 bottles of Nianzhuo; 2 bottles of Yangyang; Fu Jing’s A bottle of a girlfriend outside the circle and a fake bear in winter;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!