Ascendance of a Bookworm - Chapter 669
The first thing I felt in the consciousness of drifting in the darkness was that the mouth was sweet. When I thought I had to prepare a liquid for gargle, I began to hear me calling from somewhere. The voice that calls over and over again is familiar to the ear.
“… Ferdinand-sama, right?”
“Slow, answer faster”
Replying to the call suddenly complained. Is it only me that I think is unreasonable?
“I just answered when I realized it, so it’s impossible to answer faster than this … I can’t see it, but where is Ferdinand?”
I look around, but I can’t see Ferdinand in black. I can’t help feeling that it’s anxious.
“I’m just connecting my consciousness with a magic tool that looks at my memories. Calm down”
“That’s right. When you finished dyeing magic, you were going to connect your memories. Did this consciousness connect with Ferdinand’s magic?”
“I tried to give you magic, but there was almost no resistance. It’s not perfect, but I think it’s almost dyed by my magic”
It was good. It is no longer swayed by the power of those gods, but has returned to its original magic power. I finally realized that my mouth was sweet because of the medicine that was drunk to dye my magic.
“Rosemine, as far as I can remember, shows me the memories of those who are important to you, but I can only give you a chance. Who is your family and what kind of existence you are “Remember, how important you were and how different you are now from you …”
The voice of Ferdinand in the order of tone was appealing. The voice is still indifferent, but I can tell you what I can’t say and my desire to regain my memory.
“You told me that Ferdinand-sama, who saw my memory, was swayed by my emotions when I synchronized with you before, does this mean that I’m synchronized with Ferdinand-sama’s emotions this time?”
“Very unwilling, but that’s it.”
A tremendous refusal and ugly and compliment came across. You can see that Ferdinand thinks he doesn’t want to show it if possible. Ferdinand, who usually doesn’t show much emotion, has been looking forward to it a little while thinking about what he thinks and what kind of memory he shows.
A dark field of sight suddenly became a temple. It looks like it has been transferred to the temple. You can see that you are walking down the corridor of the temple and heading to the temple head room, but the view of the temple from Ferdinand’s view, which is too tall, is a little different from the scenery of the temple you see with your own eyes. I want to look around, but I can’t see what I want to see because Ferdinand’s field of view is fixed.
“I want to see Ferdinand, here and there”
“I can’t do it because I’m pouring my memory”
An unrecognized gray priest stands in front of the temple head room, and Arnaud is asking for an agent. When I was passed into the room, a large belly of the former temple head was moving in sight. In the expression that seems to be ugly, the disgusting eyes with glare were glaring.
“I don’t like the former temple chief, but when I look at it, I feel nostalgic … Oh, I’m here!”
Ferdinand’s sight is that I entered the room with a man and woman who I didn’t know, in the apprenticeship of the Gilberta Chamber of Commerce. From this point of view, my head in the commoner era is about the waist of Ferdinand, and it’s tall enough to hide behind the sleeves.
“Small! I was so messed up! Wasn’t it like this from Ferdinand? Wow, didn’t you think that you would accidentally step on?”
“I think I’m going to step on the impression I saw … more than that, you are not the past myself but those who are with you. They are your parents and the name is Gunter. Gunter is the gatekeeper of Ehrenfest, and Efa is your exclusive dye craftsman. ”
I thought. I finally realized that there was almost no memory in the downtown area because there was no family memory. Although there are memories of contracts and business relationships with Benno and Marc, there is almost no memory of living in the downtown area.
… are they my parents?
A man and a woman who have been exposed to vigilance confront me with the former temple chief who said, “Give me a mine”.
“I refuse. Mine can’t live in the same environment as an orphan”
“Yes. Mine is very weak even if she is not eating. It is a child who falls twice at the baptismal ceremony and does not get fever for days afterwards. 19459002]
In response to men and women, I was able to easily imagine the subsequent development, and I felt the blood pulling. What does the commoner think about rebelling against the former temple head?
… It’s not strange to be executed! ?
As soon as I took a breath, the former shrine priest, who was rebellious and rebellious by the common people, invited the gray priests to the room, saying, “If you raise your hand to the priest, I’ll put you in the name of God.” I ordered you to catch me. As expected, I thought that men and women would give up and offer me, but my expectations were overturned.
“I have been prepared that much since I decided to protect Mine”
Suddenly I was exposed to kicking violence in the sight of gray priests, and I was about to take one step. As soon as Ferdinand’s voice resonates.
“Whether the other is a temple head or a nobleman from the other territory, the man who protects his daughter without showing any hesitation to any threats is your father …. I saw your family Can you see my surprise in time? “
Ferdinand’s voice mixes nostalgia and envy. I was struck by the unusual emotions of Ferdinand who was good at hiding emotions.
“I am now surprised at the present form. It’s so deadly that I’m surprised.”
“Is it like your father who didn’t give up my life no matter what he told me, and got involved in Dunkelferger and engulfed Arlensbach?”
Kutto Ferdinand laughs. Even though he was a terrible violent man, the scene was terribly dazzling when viewed with Ferdinand’s eyes. The feelings of admiration and praise are directed at the appearance of men and women who protect my child and shield the superior.
…… Are there parents who love and protect children so far?
At the same time that Ferdinand’s feelings were complimented, a few other men and women appeared in sight. A gentle woman who looks like a foster father, and a gentler man who said a gentler older man told her with a slightly troubled face that “ the guidance of the goddess of time ” “Is this a trial of Gluck Retart?” Since my point of view looks up at them, is it a memory of Ferdinand’s childhood?
Nh? The next moment I thought I was back to the temple scene. In order to shed it, I could clearly see it. That must be Ferdinand’s past memory.
“… Is it the previous Aub Ehrenfest?”
“Now focus on the sight in front of you. To regain your memory.”
§ Avoid answering questions, and Ferdinand returns his consciousness to the current scene.
“You are the same as Gunther, and you were not a child who swallowed the unreasonableness of falling down to the family”
“I think I’ve been engulfed quite unreasonably, but …”
As soon as I objected, I started to intimidate the former temple chief. The pupil turns discolored as if it had been covered with an oil film. I was angry over my whole body, scolding my parents ’gender.
“Don’t play this line, don’t touch my dad and mom”
…… Dad and mother.
Talk about how to call it in my head. You should know the call. Although my heart hurts because of the sound of feeling nostalgic, my memory is not connected.
There are parents who take care of the former shrine lord and don’t hesitate, and they are staring at the young girl who is scolding the rainbow colors and scolding them. I can’t understand my feelings. Rather, I wonder why I have so far hostile to my family. I think that people who are away from their families should be able to protect them as a result.
Ferdinand stares at Mine who is desperately trying to protect his family with a small body, and feels a sense of danger in stepping into a sin of a level he cannot afford. It is easier for me now to sympathize with Ferdinand.
“Ferdinand-sama doesn’t have a connection. You know. I don’t know how to call her father and mother …”
痒 I feel regretful and cry. It turns out that people have to remember. I want to remember if I can. But it ’s not connected.
“… Would you like to see another person?”
As soon as Ferdinand said so, the scenery changes from the chief room to the priest’s room. The priest’s room was familiar, but the room was no longer a familiar piece of furniture. A chair is installed in a square with the table in the middle. In front there was an unfamiliar blond boy, with Ralph’s parents Benno and Marc on the left and right.
“What is this all about?”
“Is there anyone in my memory?”
“I don’t know only the boy in front of me. I know the rest”
Ferdinand asks if Benno and Marc are known. I know Benno and Marc. I have a memory of selling a product in downtown.
“His name is Lutz. The man and woman sitting in the right hand are his parents.”
“It’s an important partner for me to know that Ralph’s parents are not aware of Lutz”
“… Ah. I made paper on your behalf, worked in Benno’s shop, went into the temple workshop, took the orphans to the forest, and spread the print within Ehrenfest as Gutenberg. It ’s your limbs with regard to printing, and it ’s very important to you, like a family. ”
“Like a family?”
Ferdinand said “Look”. In front of me, Dee Dee, who is searching for words, explains the meaning of his words as hard as possible.
“You have beaten him who has been denied your dream, has been restrained, and has run away from home. If you can, you want to reconcile him with your family. Your wish was to make it happen. “
“Why is Ferdinand involved?”
wondering that Ferdinand is stuck in the family problem of the commoner is mysterious.
“You, the orphan director, were young, so if Benno was adopting me, I had to lend a hand. Part of my job.”
Although Ferdinand’s mouth taught me how to do it, other emotions flow into it. It seems that there was also a motive that wanted to know about the family of commoners other than the Mine family.
During the discussion, Ferdinand stared at Deed and Carla. I can feel my feelings toward my son from the end of my utterly rough and unspoken behavior. It seems that Ferdinand immediately knew that it was not visible to Lutz.
The feelings toward Lutz were mostly worried and grudged, saying, “What are you dissatisfied when you are worried and loved by your parents?” Ferdinand manages the place with thoughtfulness to reach Lutz so as not to distort as much as possible.
As the discussion progressed, Lutz’s face changed from a tense expression to a dull expression, and the topic was related to Lutz’s adoption. Dido clearly refuses Benno’s offer.
“You are a great manager and a good merchant. You can be bothered by the Lutz, but you are generous and generous enough to get along with it, but you can’t be a parent.”
Dide’s words for Benno have a little wave in Ferdinand’s heart. They are wary of Benno, who is declared not to be parents, and are interested in the common-parent relationship.
“Explain what it means that Benno can’t be a parent. Do you say it’s also a bad reputation?”
“No matter how good the work is, the parent is the one who makes the store profit the most reason for adopting him. Becoming a parent is not a profit.
Benno wasn’t the only one who was surprised by Dido’s words. Ferdinand was also breathing lightly. The voice of the man revived and revived in his head was “For the territory” and “The guidance of the goddess of time”.
I don’t know who the voice is. However, it may be the previous Aub Ehrenfest, considering that Dide’s words were deeply pierced unexpectedly and a feeling similar to praise spread in Ferdinand.
No one has ever seen Ferdinand breathing slowly and arranging slightly disturbed breathing. What everyone is paying attention to is Ludz’s tears that certainly received parental affection in the exchange between Deed and Benno.
“I’ll go home, my fool son”
Lutz, who seems to be happy even if Gon and Genkotsu are dropped, is extremely dazzling and enviable. Ferdinand stares eagerly at a commoner’s child who has been in possession of something that he could never get.
Ferdinand, who was looking tired and looking at the work of the side servants returning the furniture, recalled that there was a commoner’s child next to him. Looking down, there is Mine who is still holding eavesdropping witchcraft as ordered.
“I’m glad that the family didn’t break. Reconcile with the family and bring Lutz home. Was that the best ending for you?”
Talking to Mine holding a magical tool to prevent eavesdropping, Mine began to shed tears, saying “It was good”. It is not graceful to cry or laugh with emotion. Even if Ferdinand is careful to stop crying, Mine smiles and keeps crying because it’s good to have tears.
“Lutz was good …”
Looking down at Mine, who was thinking of Lutz as if he were himself. I have been told that Ferdinand is seriously wondering about Mine, who can make deep feelings even if he is not a bloody family.
…… How do you …
“Rose Mine! Did you remember Lutz?”
“Hey !?”
Suddenly asked with a loud voice that wipes out my thoughts, I round my eyes. I started to see what Ferdinand was thinking and what I was thinking.
“What are you talking about?”
“Asking if I remembered Lutz”
“No, I can’t remember. But I knew that I was the person I thought very important at the time.”
What I understood was that Ferdinand was very enthusiastic about his family and parents. I feel more concerned about Ferdinand’s feelings in sync with Lutz’s behavior that I don’t remember. Isn’t Ferdinand’s word “family-like” a word that is much heavier than I thought?
“I don’t remember at all about Lutz, but I just can’t synchronize with Mine’s heart in my memory.”
“I don’t have any memory? Does it mean that you can’t remember when you see it or hear it?”
“That’s right. My parents’ memories seemed to connect a little more, but Lutz didn’t have that much.”
Surprise, embarrassed, and irritated and frustrated mixed with Ferdinand’s emotions. In addition to the fear and frustration that “Lutz is so important”, it is reported that I am desperately thinking from which memory it is easy to connect.
“Did you have a memory of the dream world? Is it a little easier to connect after that?”
I don’t think it’s necessary to connect separately because there is a memory of the Reno period. But Ferdinand may have some thoughts. I wanted to know Ferdinand’s feelings, so I decided to show her memory.