Author's Reincarnation in a Fantasy Setting - Chapter 333: This Is The Best!

My eyes were closed and darkness was all that I could see, but despite that, I still haontrol over my senses. And that meant I could feel pain.

In fact, the pain was the only thing I felt.

Slowly opening my eyes I took note of my surroundings and saw that right now I wanside a cave-like structure with my head resting in Req’s lap.

She was gently stroking my hair and touching my face. I didn’t approve of this eitheut well, it was at least better than being kissed while unconscious.

I tried to get up and suddenly a wave of pain surged throughout my body and I waorced to lie back in her lap.

“I don’t think you should get up,” she said, finally noticing that I was awake.

“For how long was I out?” I questioned. “What happened?”

“About three weeks I’d say,” she replied.

As soon as I heard that, I was this close to having a mental breakdown. However,

despite being in the condition I was in, my mind didn’t waver—this was one of thosimes when I was glad for all the mental training I put myself through.

Still though, three weeks. That was a really long time. I’d planned to get out of this helnd meet with Anya and my parents in about four days, however, that plan haompletely gone into the gutter.

“The last thing I remember is that a portal opened right above our heads and millionf demon beasts rained upon us. I was fighting them and…yeah that’s about it. Whaappened after that?” I asked.

“Nothing really. You kept fighting and fighting and fighting. After that you kepighting the beasts for a whole week, then you collapsed,” she said.

“And it’s safe to assume that once I collapsed, you took care of all the beastfterward?”

“Yeah,” her voice was different from usual. There was no energy in her voice, nheerfulness like there usually is. It was a low, and calm voice.

I looked up to see her face and found that she wasn’t smiling either. That usuahildish smile she had on her face was gone, completely. In place of that, there was itter expression.

“A whole week huh,” I mumbled to myself.

Honestly, I was amazed at myself. Fighting for an entire week didn’t just mean fightinor an entire week, it also meant that I went without food or water for a whole weend was still alive.

If I had to guess, I’d say that the only reason I was alive was because of mana.

Probably the energy needed to run by body was taken from the mana I had.

However, that just makes the situation even worse because along with using my mano perform an attack and fight against the beasts, I was also using it to keep mysellive. And for a whole week at that.

That was something even I didn’t know I was capable of doing.

I went for a whole week without food or water, so I guessed that was the reason why as feeling this intense pain near my stomach.

I had no idea how much hunger a person felt after not eating for seven days, but wha was feeling still felt like overkill.

Therefore I decided to take a look. I bent my torso upward and Req helped me withat. Once I was sitting up straight the pain suddenly increased tenfold and I fell bacn Req’s arms.

I was able to look only for a second, but that was more than enough. Combined withe fact that the pain increased when I tried to get up, it wasn’t much trouble to figurut what was happening.

There was a wound near my stomach and a deep one at that. There was a black clotrapped around it like a bandage, and looking at it closely it was my cloak. It warobably Req who did that to stop the bleeding.

“It wasn’t fatal, but caused a lot of bleeding.,” she said. “Right when you were on therge of collapsing, a beast managed to get you. It would have killed you but I meddlen and stopped it…but I was too late.”

“What are you talking about? Even I could tell that I would’ve been stabbed righhrough my stomach and died. You managed to stop that from happening. How werou late?” I asked.

“No, I WAS late. This was a complete failure. My primary job is to protect you, but I’ot even capable of doing that. This is the second time I have almost gotten yoilled…” she said, her voice dull.

I couldn’t really understand what she meant by “second time”. As far as I coulemember, this was the only time when something like this had happened.

After thinking about it for a second, I understood what she meant. She had failed tave me in the previous timeline where my powers went out of control and I almosroze myself to death, perhaps that’s what she was talking about. But I didn’t get whhe was acting as if that was her fault.

My powers going out of control was my fault and it had happened because I wennsane after seeing my family die.

As I was thinking about all that I felt something moist falling on my face. Looking up aw that tears were dripping down from her eyes.

She was crying. Req was crying. This thousand-year-old warrior who had lived in wand gone through many traumatizing events was crying.

Why? Because she failed to keep me unscathed.

“A-All of this…every time…I fail to protect you. All because I am addicted to battle, an forget what my main purpose is when I’m fighting,” she said as tears began to falown from her eyes.

“The time I spent in the war…the years I spent fighting, fighting, and only fighting, iad made me into a battle addict. Every time I fight I enjoy it, and I enjoy it so muchat I forget about everything else. And I forgot to protect you too!”

She cried and sobbed, her tears falling on my face.

As she was going through all this, it took me a while but I soon understood the wholituation. I understood her mindset and her way of thinking.

And when I understood it, all of a sudden it became really hard to stop myself froreaking out into a wide grin.

‘This is the best!’ I thought to myself.