Back To My Husband’s Youth - Chapter 77
-“Joe Seung Woo.”
-“I have someone I like, I already like others.”
In the empty courtyard, this light and fluttering sentence resounded like a thunder in his ears. Zhao Chengyou was stunned. He looked at Gu Wuyou in a dazed expression, looked at her cold eyebrows, and looked at her bright face. Indifferent expression.
The affirmation in my previous heart suddenly became a little vacillating.
Zhao Chengyou has never seen Gu Wuyou look like this. No, he has also seen it… The Wang family’s cousin, the Leping princess of the Great Zhou Dynasty, has always looked above the top, except in front of him, Gu Wuyou usually Here is such a cold look to everyone.
He used to see Gu Wuyou doing this, and he only found it ridiculous. He looked the same in front of him, and looked different in front of others.
But now when Gu Wuyou looks at him with this look, there is a trace of panic that shouldn’t have appeared in his heart, and a trace of inexplicable fear. No, it shouldn’t be like this, the Gu Wu who likes him to the bones. Worry, Gu Wuyou, who would not resist no matter what he did, would never look at him with such an expression.
She is not Gu Wuyou.
She can never be Gu Wuyou!
“Who are you!” The hand that had been released for a few minutes, suddenly grabbed Gu Wuyou’s arm again, which was stronger than the previous force.
Zhao Chengyou’s always gentle face showed a trace of fierceness, and the peachy eyes that did not smile and contained three-pointed affection stared at Gu Wuyou for a moment, and the deep eyes like a cold pool seemed to look in. In Gu Wuyou’s bones, she wanted to tear her human skin apart to see what was hidden inside.
He gritted his teeth, his long dark eyebrows were erected, and his sharp voice was pressed into his throat.
He just grabbed Gu Wuyou’s arm, regardless of whether she would hurt or feel uncomfortable, he only knew how to question: “You’re not Gu Wuyou, who are you?!”
Perhaps it was because of Zhao Chengyou’s words that made Gu Wuyou amused, but at the same time he briefly ignored the pain in his arm.
Isn’t she Gu Wuyou?
“what……”
After all, the sneer in my heart couldn’t be covered, and it came out from my throat.
Hearing this almost sharp laughter, Zhao Chengyou couldn’t help frowning. The expression on his face was slightly reduced, but his tone still contained some doubts, “What are you laughing at?”
“I’m laughing at you.” Gu Wuyou smiled so that her long eyelashes were moisturized, and Mingyan’s face became red. After she finished speaking, she continued to laugh, as if she couldn’t stop smiling.
She was born good-looking, not to mention the way she smiled with her eyes bent.
Really bright eyes and white teeth, boundlessly pretty.
Zhao Chengyou is familiar with Gu Wuyou again, and now she can’t help but be in a daze.
Without waiting for him to speak, Gu Wuyou finally seemed to smile enough. She raised her head and lifted her eyelids, looking at Zhao Chengyou. Those clear Myolie eyes seemed to be raining in the south of the Yangtze River, but the dampness couldn’t cover it. The sneer in his eyes, “Zhao Chengyou, Zhao Shizi, you said I am not Gu Wuyou.”
“Then you just tell me, who am I?”
“I……”
Zhao Chengyou recovered, he opened his mouth to answer, but looking at this familiar face, looking at these familiar eyes, the words in his throat could not be spit out. I don’t know how long it took before he lowered his head. Almost frustrated, he murmured: “If you are Gu Wuyou, how can you treat me like this?”
When he said these words, even he himself didn’t notice the grievance in that words.
Gu Wuyou didn’t notice the grievance in his words because of the sudden disgust in her heart, but even if she did, she wouldn’t feel so.
She originally didn’t want to bother Zhao Chengyou.
For her, the past events are long gone. Zhao Chengyou owed her so much in the past, it was also a matter of the previous life. Now she just wants An Ansheng to retire and get together with the general.
As for Cho Seungwoo–
What he wants to do, who he wants, who he likes, has nothing to do with her.
But this person just wanted to run up to her and tell her these unacceptable things. Gu Wuyou buried the unwillingness and grief of the two generations. In Zhao Chengyou’s several questions, he finally turned into a fire. The fire was originally just a small drop of flames, but in the blink of an effort, it is burning and growing…
Burning more and more prosperous.
In the end it even burned her eyes.
Gu Wuyou felt that his whole body was trembling. At first, it was only her shoulders, then her hands, and finally her whole body… She seemed to be finally unable to bear it, and suddenly violently waved Zhao Chengyou’s hand away, staring at his stunned expression. While holding him, he asked sharply: “Why can’t I do this to you?”
“Zhao Chengyou!”
She uttered a roar like a beast, mixed with pain, unwillingness, and anger, with red eyes, staring at him, gritted her teeth and asked: “Who do you think you are?!”
“Why do you think that no matter what you do, as long as you are willing to put down and coax me a few words, I will listen to you obediently?”
“…Gu Wuyou.”
If Gu Wuyou said that he liked others earlier, Zhao Chengyou felt angry, and felt that she was not Gu Wuyou.
Now Gu Wuyou–
But let him…
Zhao Chengyou can no longer describe the emotions in his heart at this time. Feeling helpless, flustered, shocked, shocked…There are all kinds of emotions. He stared blankly at Gu Wuyou, watching her delicate body in the cold wind as if it would be ready at any time. The appearance of being blown down by the wind.
He raised his hand, trying to hold her.
But before he touched, he was thrown away again.
Several times in a row, Zhao Chengyou was completely irritable when he faced Gu Wuyou’s not-so-good temper. He had a shady face, his shoulders and backs became tight, like a leopard who would be angry at any time, with his hands. She squeezed into a fist, and her thin lips were also gently pursed.
He turned his head and looked at Gu Wuyou directly. Before he uttered those harsh words, he saw Gu Wuyou’s wet long eyelashes as if a curtain of rain fell.
Just one click.
Zhao Chengyou was completely stunned.
He has known Gu Wuyou for more than ten years. He has seen Gu Wuyou look too many, her arrogant look, her crazy look, her wayward look anytime, anywhere, regardless of occasion and location.
But he, the only one who has never seen Gu Wuyou… crying.
“you……”
“Are you crying?”
“You, why are you crying?”
The violence and gloom in his heart were replaced by an unfamiliar feeling of helplessness. He walked forward quickly, as if trying to wipe the tears that fell on her cheeks, but whenever he got closer, Gu Wuyou backed away.
One step is not allowed.
Zhao Chengyou was angry. He had never coaxed people in such a low voice, and he had never worried about anyone in this way.
But when he watched Gu Wuyou staring at him with red eyes, the anger seemed to be pinched by the flame, and he couldn’t ignite at all. He gritted his teeth and finally did not approach her at this time. Weakly asked in the same place: “What’s the matter with you?”
“Didn’t I have explained to you, Wang Zhao and I really have nothing to do, she really just accidentally fell into my arms that day.”
If it was before–
He would never spend so much tongue explaining these words to her.
In his eyes, Gu Wuyou loves believe it or not, and she will not leave him either.
But now, he didn’t know what was wrong, perhaps because of Gu Wuyou’s changes, or perhaps because she cried in front of him, he wanted to… just coax her.
If she wants to explain, he will explain to her.
Anyway, as long as she doesn’t treat him like this, such Gu Wuyou is too unfamiliar, so unfamiliar that makes him afraid.
“I don’t know what Wang Zhao said to you, but I really don’t have the slightest idea about her. If you don’t believe it, we will return to Langya and set the date now…”
“In this way, you can always rest assured, right?”
After he finished speaking, he seemed to have finally reacted when he looked up at Gu Wuyou. Although the expression on his face was not obvious, the panic that had just disappeared completely, replaced by ridicule and amusement.
Why did he forget it again?
How much did Gu Wuyou do to marry him since he was a child? Now it’s just that the methods and tricks have improved a bit.
I also blame him. For nearly a month, the sudden resignation and his father’s rage made him temporarily fainted, and he was deceived by Gu Wuyou’s means… But it was all right.
He suddenly felt that Gu Wuyou like this was also very interesting.
He originally wanted to marry her, and now Gu Wuyou is more in line with his taste than the brainless and willful idiot before.
I thought that Gu Wuyou did all this because of marrying him. Zhao Chengyou, who was still flustered just now, returned to his previous appearance. He smiled very dazzlingly, and even his eyes were rarely stained with a smile. The double peach blossoms became more tender and affectionate.
“It’s pretty, let’s go home now, okay?”
In any case, Gu Wuyou is always different to him, he is more willing to indulge her than those fools outside who are greedy for him.
After all, he really treated her as his future wife.
Gu Wuyou said nothing.
She seems to have never vented like this with Zhao Chengyou, maybe a long time ago. When Zhao Chengyou brought those newcomers into the door, she also cried, shouted, and smashed things like a lunatic, asking him “Why “?
But to Zhao Chengyou, that kind of venting was just a fist in the cotton, light and weightless.
He never paid attention to her crying, he would only stand in front of her and look at her sneerly, “I told you a long time ago that I am not a good person, but you don’t believe it.”
“Hey, don’t make trouble, no matter how many people I have, you will always be my most beloved wife. They are just my stepping stones.”
I have experienced such things a lot.
She also doesn’t like to cry or make trouble.
The vent at the moment just now seemed to be the sad and angry woman who could not be saved in the previous life attached to her, using the last trace of anger to vent her pathetic past.
now–
After venting, Gu Wuyou returned to normal again. She just looked at Zhao Chengyou with indifferent eyes, looked at the gentle smile on his face, and looked at the smile he reached under her eyes.
She could perceive that Zhao Chengyou was different in this life, at least his previous worries and panic were true.
But, so what?
She will never forget what Zhao Chengyou did to her.
She can’t forget the dark and painful years, the days when a person was hiding in the house holding her knees and licking her wounds, and she can’t forget the harsh methods of Zhao Chengyou.
Just because she likes him?
Just because she knew that no matter what he did, she would never leave him?
So you can trample on her dignity and pride, can you step on her feet like a mass of mud?
Gu Wuyou could even remember that after she and Zhao Chengyou had reconciled, the man who had fallen in love with her all the time could bring Wang Zhao to her face, letting Wang Zhao ridicule her and mock her.
If this is Zhao Chengyou’s love, then she… would rather not!
In the freezing cold wind, Gu Wuyou straightened her back. Her slender figure seemed to be a bamboo that could not bend at this moment. She raised her eyes, stared at Zhao Chengyou’s face, and called him, “Zhao Chengyou.”
“Ok?”
Zhao Chengyou looked at her, as if he hadn’t felt her emotions yet, still smiling, warmly, “What’s the matter?”
“I didn’t joking with you just now. Whether you believe it or not, this is the last time I told you…” Gu Wuyou took a deep breath and said slowly: “I don’t like you anymore, I don’t I will be married to you again, and I will never marry you.”
“From then on, you and me will marry a man and a woman, nothing to do with each other.”
When I said this.
Gu Wuyou seemed to be stunned. In the memory, she once said exactly the same thing to him.
She still remembers the day when she handed He Li Shu to Zhao Chengyou. The man looked at He Li Shu in his hand in disbelief, and then looked at her with red eyes like a sleepy beast.
She seemed very tired, unable to laugh or cry. She just looked at him, with endless exhaustion, and said to him lightly, “Zhao Chengyou, from now on, you and me will be married to each other. “
later–
One more time.
That was the first day when the general’s death was heard in the capital. The 31-year-old Zhao Chengyou had already paid a visit to Cifu, dressed in the court clothes of a high-ranking official, dressed in a large cloak embroidered with auspicious clouds, and walked all the way to her. .
He said, “It’s pretty brutal, Li Qinyuan is dead. Let’s start from scratch, okay?”
She still held a letter from the frontier in her hand.
When his gaze fell on Zhao Chengyou, he was empty and indifferent.
If the first time she left with Zhao Chengyou, she still didn’t know what she wanted, or if she still liked Zhao Chengyou, then when she said those words for the second time, she knew her heart clearly. Up.
She really doesn’t like him anymore.
From the moment she married Li Qinyuan at the age of 24, from the initial estrangement, to the warming of her heart by a man, to the initiative to approach step by step… She couldn’t let the second person anymore in her heart.
There is no Li Qinyuan in the world.
Then she went to him, whether it was Gaoyu Gaoyu or Huangquan Biluo, she would follow in his footsteps.
The wind blew across his cheeks.
It’s warm.
Gu Wuyou raised his eyes and looked into the sky. The sun that had just been blocked by the mist was exposed again, and the golden light spread out from the sky, stretching into an extremely beautiful painting.
She squinted her eyes and smiled at the corner of her lips, satisfied and grateful.
Fortunately.
She had another chance to start all over again.
And this hard-won opportunity, she didn’t want to have anything to do with the man in front of her.
The time for class was approaching. Gu Wuyou didn’t want to delay with Zhao Chengyou anymore. She held the purse in her hand and didn’t look back at Zhao Chengyou. She turned around and wanted to go in the direction of Pingshuozhai, but she didn’t wait for her to take a step. The man behind him grabbed her arm again.
She has always been a pamper.
I was caught twice by Zhao Chengyou just now. There were long ago marks on her arm. Now she was caught again, and she happened to be in the same position. The pain caused her eyes to be red, but she just clenched her teeth and didn’t have Zhao Chengyou’s. A bit of pain came out in front of him.
“Gu Wuyou!”
“Gu Wuyou!”
Two voices sounded at the same time, one is a male voice mixed with anger, but the man is really used to disguising as a child, even if he is angry, he still remembers that he is outside now, lest others hear it, the angry voice can only be taken care of Worry-free alone can hear it.
And the other–
Gu Wuyou followed the sound, but it was Gu Yu.
She was taken aback for a moment, before she could speak, the man behind seemed to notice that someone was coming, and quickly retracted the hand that was tightly wrapped around Gu Wuyou’s arm, as if he was afraid that people would see it, and the speed of retracting was very fast.
Gu Wuyou’s figure had a meal.
Yu Guang looked at it and saw that Zhao Chengyou’s sullen face, which was full of anger, had changed to the gentle look before. His eyes were calm, and it seemed that the man who was furious just now was not him at all.
Only when he was behind him, his slightly trembling hands could detect that his emotions were actually not so peaceful.
She didn’t know if she found it ridiculous or sad, but she didn’t say anything, just glanced at him lightly, and walked towards Gu Yu without looking back.
“Why are you here?” she asked Gu Yu.
“I think you haven’t come back. Fu Xian found someone to tell me again… I was afraid that something might happen to you, so I came here.”
Gu Yu took a look at Gu Wuyou’s hand and glanced at Zhao Chengyou who was not far away. The man in the blue and white cloak had gentle brows. When she looked over, he even politely pointed at her. Nodded.
She came in a hurry just now. She saw the two standing together, but didn’t know what they said and did. Now she just frowned when she saw this, nodded faintly, and whispered with Gu Wuyou: Let’s go.”
“Ok.”
Gu Wuyou smiled and nodded, she took the initiative to take Gu Yu’s arm and smiled at her: “Let’s go.”
Naturally, she didn’t worry that Zhao Chengyou would stop her at this time. The most face of this man was that no matter how angry and angry, he would maintain his gentleman demeanor if there were outsiders present.
really–
Seeing her leaving without looking back, only an extremely gentle voice came from behind, “It’s pretty brutal, I’ll come to you again after school.”
The words are the same.
It seems that they have never argued or quarreled before.
Gu Wuyou raised his red lips, a faint sneer slipped across his face, without replying.
“You and him…” Entering the moon gate, Gu Yu tilted her head to look at her. Seeing that her eyes were still a little red, he asked in a hesitant tone, “Are you okay?”
Gu Wuyou laughed, “What can I do with him?” She didn’t want to talk about Zhao Chengyou, remembering what Gu Yu had said before, and asked: “Fu Xian just came to you, then… Li Qinyuan What?”
Gu Yu replied: “I didn’t see it, but Fu Xian meant that Li Qinyuan came to you when he heard the news.”
“what?”
When Gu Wuyou heard this, the expression on her little face finally changed.
She turned her head and wanted to go to the moon gate, but before she took a step, Gu Yu held her hand. She stared at her angrily, “It’s almost going to class, where are you going?”
“I’ll go find him.”
Gu Wuyou wrinkled her eyebrows and said, she didn’t know if the general saw her talking to Zhao Chengyou, if she saw her, she had to go to him and make it clear.
“you–“
Gu Yu was almost mad at her, but seeing her worried look and reluctant to lose her temper with her, she had to soften her tone and said, “Okay, it’s riding and shooting lessons in the afternoon. What can I say at that time? It’s never too late for you to say it.”
“Furthermore, if you are in the past, Li Qinyuan may not be there. If you let others see, you still don’t know what to say.
Gu Wuyou hesitated, knowing that he would go out, he might not be able to find someone, he turned his head and glanced at the moon gate behind him, pursing his lips, he could only respond in this way.
When Zhao Chengyou watched Gu Wuyou and the strange woman leave hand in hand, the gentle smile on his face finally died down again. He still stood on the spot, carrying the big tree, facing Ping Shuozhai’s direction.
Gu Wuyou’s words seemed to linger in his ears.
He could even recall the appearance of her when she said these words, her indifferent brows, mocking smile, and disgusting look… Such an expression he had seen in many people.
Even in childhood.
He himself had experienced the ridicule and disgust of others.
But among the many people, Gu Wuyou is not included.
What went wrong? Why did Gu Wuyou become like this? She…really isn’t trying to get caught?
Zhao Chengyou didn’t know, he was just very irritable, he even wanted to pull Gu Wuyou out and find a place where there was no one for a good questioning! But no, there are many people in the academy, and there are too many people staring at him.
It is not because of a Gu Wuyou that his years of accumulation will fall short.
Zhao Chengyou’s slender fingers slowly squeezed into a fist. He twisted his eyebrows and pursed his thin lips, but in the end he constricted his expression. He planned to ignore Gu Wuyou for the time being. It was still a long time. I know what happened to Gu Wuyou.
natural.
He still didn’t believe that Gu Wuyou really didn’t like him, and he didn’t believe that Gu Wuyou had other people he liked.
For so many years-
I don’t know how many Erlang like Gu Wuyou, but for whom has she been tempted?
No matter what he does to her, Gu Wuyou will never betray him.
Knowing that he doesn’t like those people, she has always been cold-hearted, and didn’t say a word to them. Such Gu Wuyou said to him that she has other people she likes?
It’s a foolish dream, a joke!
Perhaps remembering everything Gu Wuyou had done for him in the past, Zhao Chengyou’s irritability finally calmed down.
He picked up his accustomed gentle face again, planning to go without the fast, but just turned around, he saw a young man in white clothes with a high ponytail hugging his chest and leaning under a plum tree not far away. The tree looked at him.
The boy was born very handsome, with unruly and unrestrainedness he had never had before. With the youthful spirit of this age, he stood under the golden light of the sky, like a proud child of heaven.
See him look over–
The boy lifted his thin lips, showing a sneer, and then turned around and left before he could react.