Back To My Husband’s Youth - Chapter 86
When this voice sounded.
The picture in front of Zhao Chengyou gradually drifted away with the cold wind. For such an adventure, he did not delve into it, but turned his head and looked behind him. In the vast world, the vast snow is still there, and Gu Wuyou Wearing a red cloak embroidered with a crane, he was walking toward this side aggressively.
Saying to go is actually not appropriate.
She pinched the skirt with her two thin white hands, her red lips were slightly open, her breathing was short, and she almost ran over.
Fortunately for Mrs. Li’s birthday today, the Li family was afraid that any noble person would wet his shoes while visiting the garden, and would have cleaned the garden long ago, or else she would have wet her shoes and socks long ago.
Thinking of her previous angry remarks, Zhao Chengyou still had a pale face sinking slightly. Before he could speak, Gu Wuyou ran to him. His face, which was extremely bright and beautiful, was colder than the wind and snow outside. , Willow eyebrows are erected, and Myolie’s clear eyes are even sharper.
She stared at Zhao Chengyou, completely disregarding his face, and opened her mouth again, “Zhao Chengyou, what do you want to do? I told you before, if you dare to make trouble again, I will never let you go!”
“Are you deaf or amnesia?!”
Gu Wuyou was really angry, she knew that Zhao Chengyou, this **** would not give up easily, and she didn’t know what he had said to the general before? Just thinking of this, the hand that was trembling with anger was held by a big warm hand.
She looked slightly awkward, and she turned her head to look, and she saw Li Qinyuan was looking at her and smiling.
The white-clothed boy smiled softer than ever, seeming to calm her anger and anxiety. Seeing her look over, he smiled softly with her: “What’s the hurry? Will I still run away?”
Originally tilted his head and didn’t see it.
Seeing her turning around now, her slightly moist cheeks looked like a layer of mist.
Li Qinyuan couldn’t help frowning and said, “I don’t know how to hold an umbrella when I come here? Are you afraid of the wind and cold, and you need to take medicine when you turn around?”
After all, he was reluctant to be angry with her. As he said, he took the sleeves to wipe the moist hair and face for her. Fortunately, the snow was already small at this time, and the little girl came here again wearing a hood. How much, but Li Qinyuan looked at her dumbfounded and couldn’t help but said helplessly: “Where is your maid? Why don’t you let her come together?”
“…I asked her to wait outside.”
Gu Wuyou, who was still aggressive just now, now looks at her general, his momentum is suddenly shortened by half, and even his voice is weakened.
She looked at Li Qinyuan and refused to let go of his hand, as if she had forgotten that Zhao Chengyou was beside her. She only knew that she raised her head and asked her young man in a low voice: “He, what did you just say to you?”
Nervous and worried.
It seemed that he was really afraid that he would believe Zhao Chengyou’s nonsense.
Li Qinyuan did not answer. He just glanced at Zhao Chengyou beside him with Yu Guang. He frowned when he saw that his eyes were red and he was staring at the little girl. He slung his shoulder to block Zhao Chengyou’s gaze without moving. The conversation the two said before said to Gu Wuyou, only saying: “It’s nothing, just a few small chats.”
Every time those words are mentioned, it hurts her one more time.
He couldn’t bear it.
Gu Wuyou didn’t believe it.
Zhao Chengyoucong
Whether he came to do useless things, he tried so hard to take this trip, how could he say nothing.
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Seeing her pursing her lips and frowning, Li Qinyuan flexed her fingers and knocked on her small head again. It was not heavy, just to make her regain her senses. When someone held her head and yelled softly, he smiled: “That Day at the racecourse, what did I say to you, forgot?”
Racecourse?
Gu Wuyou was taken aback, and a voice suddenly rang in his ear. That was what Li Qinyuan said to her that day, “Don’t worry, no matter what he says, I won’t believe it. I only believe what you say.”
The restless heart suddenly became calm.
She looked at Li Qinyuan’s smile, her face couldn’t help but reappeared with a bright and bright smile.
She was really stupid. The general was no one else. Since he said he believed her, he would never doubt her. The wind was bitter outside, and Gu Wuyou looked at the young man in front of him, and suddenly he was no longer afraid or no longer. Worried.
Seeing her smile, Li Qinyuan knew that her heart knot had been untied.
He stretched out his hand and stroked her head gently without saying anything. Instead, he took her hand, turned his head and said to Zhao Chengyou: “I already know what Zhao Shizi said, and you have seen my attitude. Up.”
He had a weak expression and a very weak tone, and he said, “Since Zhao Shizi is here to congratulate his grandmother on her birthday, please do it yourself. I have to send her there now.”
The voice just fell.
Li Qinyuan put on the hood again for Gu Wuyou, then held the umbrella in one hand, and led her out of the pavilion with the other hand.
Gu Wuyou didn’t stop him, and let him move with a smile. A pair of glorious eyes grew on Li Qinyuan’s body, and he couldn’t bear to move it away for a moment.
The two of them are very familiar with this look, as if they have done it countless times, so they are not at all unfamiliar, but this situation fell in Zhao Chengyou’s eyes, but it made his eyes split.
He clenched his hands into fists, his lips were trembling, and he couldn’t see the gentleman’s appearance.
With red eyes, staring at the two figures, especially looking at their interlocking hands, I even wanted to rush out at all costs and separate their hands.
Anyhow, it was held back.
But the words that he blurted out were still much colder, completely no longer the previous gentleness, in addition to the gnashing anger, there were even some undisguised jealousy, “You won’t feel that you will enter the kingdom of your present appearance. The eyes of the public?”
Gu Wuyou changed his face when he heard this.
She stopped, turned her head, and shouted sharply: “Zhao Chengyou, you—”
Before he finished speaking, Li Qinyuan gently squeezed his hand. Gu Wuyou, who was originally like a cat with fried fur, suddenly became a well-behaved little rabbit.
, I couldn’t even say an angry word.
The little rabbit pursed his lips to look at Li Qinyuan.
Li Qinyuan still looked the same as before. He never turned around when he heard these words. He just held Gu Wuyou’s hand in a soothing manner. When her mood calmed down, he said to Zhao Chengyou behind him without looking back. , “It won’t take Zhao Shizi to worry about it.”
“All right,”
He looked at Gu Wuyou, his voice softened again, “Let’s go.”
“Okay.” Gu Wuyou nodded quickly, and she ignored Zhao Chengyou, just holding Li.
Qinyuan’s hand tightened again, and when she was far away, she looked in Li Qinyuan’s direction from time to time.
“What do you want to say?” Li Qinyuan asked her.
Gu Wuyou hesitated, then said to the same person: “Don’t listen to him nonsense, Daddy is not such a person.”
Yu Guang saw that he kept looking at her with a smile, her face was a little red, her head buried lower, and even her voice became weaker, “Even if Daddy doesn’t like it, he can’t change my mind.”
“The big deal—”
Before I finished speaking, I heard the young man next to him asking: “What’s the big deal?”
Gu Wuyou pursed his lips and didn’t speak. If it was her temperament before, I am afraid that at this time, she would say with others, “If he doesn’t agree, we will fly away, I don’t believe he will disagree.”
But now she would not say that, nor would she do it.
She loves Li Qinyuan, and she will only love him in this life, but she is not involved in such a thing, she can’t let Gu’s family be in rumors for her own happiness, let alone let other brothers and sisters in the family because of her. The matter was ridiculed.
and–
This is also an insult to the general.
“Ok?”
Li Qinyuan saw that she kept not answering, and then asked, “What’s the matter?”
“It’s okay.”
Gu Wuyou smiled and shook her head. She still held Li Qinyuan’s hand. The two of them had very distinct hands, one slender and the other slender, but when they were clasped together, they didn’t feel any strangeness at all.
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As if these hands should be held together by nature.
“Even if daddy disagrees, I will always wait for you…” Gu Wuyou said as he looked up at Li Qinyuan, his face in the cold wind was still a little red, but he didn’t know if he was ashamed or frozen. But what he said was extraordinarily firm and decisive, “I believe that one day, Dad will recognize you and agree to us being together.”
“If one year doesn’t work, I will wait for you for two years, if two years are not good, I will wait for you for five years, if five years are not good, I will wait for you for ten years.”
She seemed to perceive Li Qinyuan’s dazedness, she smiled again, her eyebrows crooked, “I will wait until the day when you come to marry me with integrity.”
Her words that were not like a confession but were better than a confession made Li Qinyuan completely stunned.
It’s not that the little girl has never confessed to him. He has also heard the love story no matter how close it is, but such a remark still touches his heart. He just looked at Gu Wuyou in a dazed expression. I don’t know how long it took, he lifted it. He put his slightly trembling hand on top of her head, as if he still couldn’t vent his emotions, he hugged the person tightly into his arms again.
“do not……”
Gu Wuyouhong
Faced, he whispered: “My cloak is all wet, and it will make your clothes wet.”
Li Qinyuan did not let go, but said in a dumb voice, “It’s okay.”
In fact, he has not been very happy today. He hates this place, hates his father, hates other people’s flattery and flattery, and hates the so-called military exploits and title…every time he returns to this home, he feels like there is a shackle on him. His body makes him very irritable both physically and mentally.
But now.
He felt that his irritability and annoyance were being gently smoothed by a gentle hand.
He sometimes wonders how many good things he has done in his last life to let him meet Gu Wuyou in this life? She couldn’t help but hugged the person tighter again. The little girl was very good. After hearing him say “it’s okay,” she didn’t push him again, but instead let him hold her obediently.
Apart from the howling cold wind, there was only the heartbeat of two people.
Thump thump ——
The voice was loud as if the other party could hear it.
After another while, Li Qinyuan released his hand. He put on the drooping hood again for someone, and wiped her a handful of snow from the fox fur. Then he lowered his head and said to her, ” Don’t worry, I won’t make you an old girl.”
His voice was muted, but his eyes were very focused, “I will let your father be willing to mate you to me.”
Shonen Lang’s shoulders are not generous, and the promises made are actually nothing but empty words, but Gu Wuyou just believes in him. Her general keeps his promises, and if he says he will do it, he will do it!
Her eyes were bent into the shape of a crescent moon, and she responded with a smile: “Yeah!”
Li Qinyuan smiled after seeing her like this, feeling happy, as if all the annoyances buried in his heart disappeared cleanly. He didn’t speak any more, but walked out holding her hand.
After all, the little girl came here as a guest today. If the delay outside for a long time, it is inevitable that others will think too much.
The two of them walked out along the trail, and Li Qinyuan asked her: “What did you give to grandmother?”
He also asked a few days ago, but the little girl was mysterious and refused to say anything, she only knew it after a few days.
When I asked again this time, Gu Wuyou didn’t hide it anymore, but happily said to him, “I gave the old lady a wipe, and I chose her favorite Baoxianghua…” Thinking of the previous house In the situation, the smile in her eyes deepened, “You don’t know, the old lady likes it, so she put my brow on the spot and praised me.”
The little girl’s eyes were dark and bright, and she kept looking at him when she spoke.
Li Qinyuan was so softened by her that she couldn’t help but reached out and touched her head, boasting: “So amazing?”
Gu Wuyou was originally waiting for him to praise her, but when he really waited, his face blushed again, as if a little embarrassed, “Actually, it’s okay…It’s the old lady who has a good heart.”
Seeing her like this, Li Qinyuan made her heart softer, as if she was about to melt away.
There is no one else who can make him like Gu Wuyou so much. Whether it’s her coquettish and willful look, her heroic appearance when riding a horse, or the way she loves red face at every turn, let him I don’t like it.
He likes her like this, likes her being unpretending in front of him, likes that she laughs when she wants to laugh, scolds when she wants to scold, cry when she wants to cry, and makes trouble if she wants to.
“you–“
Gu Wuyou’s voice came from his ear again.
Li Qinyuan recovered and asked her with a smile, “What’s the matter?”
Gu Wuyou looked at him and seemed to hesitate for a while, then asked in a low voice, “Are you unhappy today?”
Li Qinyuan smiled for a while before asking, “Why do you ask?” He has always been good at hiding his emotions. If it weren’t for revealing it by himself, no one else would know.
“I just feel, I feel you are upset.”
Gu Wuyou can’t tell why, but she and Li Qinyuan have been together for so many years. Naturally, she can detect some of his habits and emotions. Although today’s general is smiling, his emotions are not high, like I’ve been suppressing something.
She thought for a while, her voice softened again, “Is it because of Wei Guogong?”
She learned from others that the current general and Wei Guogong had a bad relationship. What’s more, they said that although they are fathers and sons, they are more like enemies, but in previous lives… the general took her to worship Wei Guogong more than once. There is also a lot of regret between words.
Although Gu Wuyou didn’t know what hatred they had between father and son, she couldn’t help feeling distressed when she thought of the later general and the silence of him standing in front of the tombstone for a long time.
“brother,”
Gu Wuyou stopped and whispered, “If you want, can you talk to me?”
Li Qinyuan didn’t speak. He looked down at Gu Wuyou, and even his thin lips were pressed into a straight line. No one had ever dared to talk about this in front of him, and even Dabai and them kept secret.
If he changed to anyone now, he would have left with a cold face.
But, it’s her…
No matter how irritable he was in his heart, he couldn’t even move his steps. He always cared about her, so he couldn’t bear to make her uncomfortable even the slightest bit. He looked down at her for a long time before Li Qinyuan retracted his gaze and closed his eyes.
Once a person closes his eyes, the movement around him becomes clearer.
He can feel the wind today is very strong, he can make a lot of noise when blowing through the leaves, and he can also feel how cold the snow is when it is sprinkled on his body. He was not afraid of the cold when he was young, but he had been in this way. In winter, I have felt the bone-to-shoulder cold.
He remembers the same winter when his mother died.
The wind was so strong, and the snow was so cold. He knelt before her bed, his tears were running dry, his throat became hoarse, and he couldn’t call her back.
In this cold wind, just when Gu Wuyou thought Li Qinyuan would not speak, he spoke, “Mother is not in good health. The doctor said she left the root of the disease when she gave birth to me.”
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“I remember she spent most of the year taking medicine, but she never complained.”
“She is gentle and decent, dignified and generous, and smiles no matter what she encounters. She is a very good person.”
Li Qinyuan paused, and when she spoke again, her voice became even more dumb, “I have been hoping that she can live a hundred years, but when I was ten years old, my mother’s health was getting worse. At the beginning, she I could walk a few steps down, but then I could only lie in bed all day.”
“At that time, my grandmother and I were the only ones at home. I knew that my mother was looking forward to his return, so I privately
I wrote a lot of letters for people to rush to the border, hoping that he would come back to see his mother. “
“But he didn’t—”
“He didn’t even reply to a letter!”
Gu Wuyou sensed his excitement, and the hand he was holding was a little bit painful. She bit her lip without making a sound, instead she gently calmed him with the free hand.
Li Qinyuan noticed her comfort, and his excitement calmed down a bit, but he still did not open his eyes, but his long and thick eyelashes shook more severely in the cold wind. “Although my mother has always been
Let me not disturb him, let him fight with peace of mind, but I know she is looking forward to his return. “
“Otherwise she wouldn’t hold on for that long.”
“She was actually very tired at that time. I watched her getting thinner and thinner and coughing more and more blood, but she still refused to close her eyes.”
“She has been looking forward to her husband’s coming back and seeing her for the last time.”
“It’s a pity—” He pursed his lips, his voice seemed to come from the roots of his clenched teeth, “Until she died, she didn’t see her husband.”
“People outside say that he is great, saying that he is a meritorious defender of Da Zhou, and worship him as a **** of war, but I hate him, I hate him for always putting outsiders first, hating him for letting his mother go. I have to be so unwilling to hate him…”
He seemed to be unable to speak anymore, his voice getting lower and lower, even the corners of his closed eyes seemed to have water.
Gu Wuyou didn’t expect that the grievance between their father and son was because of this. She didn’t know what to say, and she couldn’t even say a word of what she had originally thought.
She could only raise her hand, hug him lightly, and pat his back little by little.
If it is possible, she wants to penetrate the years and hug the general at that time, so as to soothe his sadness and sorrow.
He must have been very uncomfortable at that time. A man watched his mother’s health getting worse, but he couldn’t do anything. He looked forward to his father’s arrival day and night, but he waited for a long time and couldn’t wait for his return.
At that time, did he force a smile in front of Mrs. Li every day, comforting her and saying, “Mother, wait a minute, my father will be back soon.”
Is it possible to hide in bed alone and cry silently when no one knows.
Gu Wuyou could detect tears slipping to her cheeks. The movements on her hand stopped, but she didn’t lift her head or wipe it. Instead, she continued to pat his back and spoke to him softly. Start your own business.
“My mother died when I was born.”
“I haven’t met her, but I know she loves me very much.”
“The mother next to me told me that a body like my mother can’t give birth to children, but she still takes care of her body, even though… she knows very well that my existence may harm her.”
“Later I was born, and my mother spent too much energy on giving birth to me and passed away.”
Gu Wuyou said this, he paused, and after a while, he continued: “When I was a child, I hated my father and Mrs. Fu and Jiufei. Although I know that they are not wrong at all, I still hate them. I was headstrong and reckless and did a lot of annoying things, and I just want to start now.”
She couldn’t tell the general–
Your father did nothing wrong
, He is for the Li people of Da Zhou, you should not hate him.
No one is unselfish, isn’t she? Knowing that others have done nothing wrong, they still hate them for so many years…Sometimes, they actually know that it is wrong for them to do this, but the reason why the knot is the knot, it is this thing that you can’t take it at all. Say it with common sense.
No matter how much others say or persuade, in the end, you can only figure it out on your own.
If it hadn’t been for her longer experience, I’m afraid she would still be stiff with her family now.
She can only tell her experience to the general.
Li Qinyuan understood and understood. He was finally willing to open his eyes. The slightly watery Danfeng eyes were hanging slightly, looking at Gu Wuyou, but he still didn’t say anything. Emotions are also very difficult to distinguish.
Bai Lu’s voice came not far away, probably because he had waited too long, was anxious, and came to find someone.
“…Your maid is here.”
Li Qinyuan’s voice was a little dumb, “Go back, I’m here looking at you.”
Xu was aware of her worries and hesitation, he smiled, stroked her head, and said softly, “Don’t worry, I’m fine.”
Bai Lu’s voice got closer, and Gu Wuyou knew that his heart knot could not be unraveled in a short while, she pressed her lips and couldn’t say anything, just said: “Then I, go back first.”
“Ok.”
Li Qinyuan nodded, seeing her walking far away, he did not leave, but stood still and looked at her figure. He was silent for a long time until he couldn’t see her, and then walked to the former residence of his deceased mother.