Back To the Past To Fall In Love - Chapter 34
Now Tian Jiaqi doesn’t know what it means to come out of the closet, but she also knows that this is different from Xu Ziran’s sudden statement that she likes a certain boy.
So she asked subconsciously, “What kind of likes are you talking about?”
Xu Ziran said, “What do you think you like?”
Tian Jiaqi understood.
So she was even more confused.
In her world, she didn’t know that girls could still like girls.
She raised her hands and gestured stumblingly: “Qiu Qiu Qiu Yurou is a girl, and you are also a girl, are you a boy?”
Xu Ziran was almost amused by Tian Jiaqi.
Fortunately, she reluctantly remembered that she was talking about a very serious topic, so she still frowned heavily and said, “There are also people who like the same sex.”
Tian Jiaqi’s eyes widened: “Really?”
Xu Ziran gave an example: “In the comic I read before, weren’t there two men together?”
Tian Jiaqi thought about it for a while and finally remembered it.
Although she still felt that something was wrong, her mind was already swiped by “Oh my god, how could there be such a thing?”, so she couldn’t think rationally, so she had to start being led by Xu Ziran’s nose, instilling something wrong. Love information.
When she got to school, she finally digested it a little, but before she could think about what was wrong, she started to panic when she saw Qiu Yurou.
Having said that, when Qiu Yurou saw Xu Ziran, her smile was a little too bright, her eyes were different from usual, and she spoke more than usual.
After such observation, Xu Ziran is not sure whether he likes Qiu Yurou or not, but he thinks that Qiu Yurou is very unusual to Xu Ziran.
-do you like it?
The young Tian Jiaqi, who always thought she knew a lot, felt that the door to a new world was opened today.
Qiu Yurou, who was lining up to get on the bus, said to Xu Ziran, “I don’t know if it’s my illusion. I think Tian Jiaqi has been looking at me today.”
Xu Ziran smiled but said nothing.
She would make up such a lie for a very simple reason—
Tian Jiaqi’s current unease comes from the huge changes that have taken place in Xu Ziran, and her guess that she may no longer be Xu Ziran’s best friend. As long as she can be sure that she has not suddenly lost her status as a good friend , that’s it.
However, it is also an established fact that he is close to Qiu Yurou, and he can imagine things that will continue in the future. If you want to have a solution that is the best of both worlds, you need an emotional driving force that is enough to carry this change.
There is no better reason than “out of love”.
Tian Jiaqi may or may not believe it, but because the same-sex love itself is difficult to find out, it is difficult for her to get a clear result from others, and she can only rely on Xu Ziran’s reaction. After many years, Xu Ziran expressed that she At first, it was just sexual confusion in adolescence, but later I didn’t like it, and it was very normal.
Apart from this being a “lie”, Xu Ziran felt that this was the best solution.
Although it may have a certain impact on Tian Jiaqi’s worldview… After all, Tian Jiaqi seems to have surreptitiously told her that she knew what homosexuality was after she went to college.
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Because the team was arranged according to the seats, Qiu Yurou and Xu Ziran sat together, in the third row in front, and Tian Jiaqi in the last few rows.
Xu Ziran divided Qiu Yurou some of the food that had been hidden in her car in the car. Qiu Yurou took out her earphones and asked Xu Ziran if she wanted to listen. Xu Ziran nodded.
This time, it was not English or other learning materials, but smooth and fresh piano music. Xu Ziran took out some words and gave them to the people around the front and back to eat. In return, she got some potato chips and biscuit.
At first, the bus was a little noisy. When the journey reached the middle, everyone gradually quieted down, or enjoyed the scenery along the way, or made up sleep, or chatted with the people around.
Xu Ziran and Qiu Yurou chatted about music for a while, and then gradually became a little sleepy. Unconsciously, he closed his eyes and squinted for a while. Then he woke up because of a bump. When he tilted his head to look at the scenery outside the window, he saw that he was also asleep. Qiu Yurou.
She was sitting in the seat inside, leaning against the window, so her head was tilted to the window, and she was lifting little by little with the undulations of the vehicle.
In the sunlight, her skin seemed to shine through, and her slender eyelashes covered her eyelids, like a small feather fan.
Xu Ziran looked at her, remembered what she said to Tian Jiaqi this morning, and couldn’t help but smile.
If the future Qiu Yurou knew that she used such a lie to cover up Taiping, I wonder if she would rush to beat her—at least she should be scolded?
Another bump, Qiu Yurou’s head slammed into the window glass.
She immediately raised her head and rubbed her head subconsciously, but she still didn’t open her eyes, but changed her head and continued to sleep.
But Xu Ziran has a slender figure and narrow shoulders, Qiu Yurou’s body is getting lower and lower, and there is still no support point, and she is about to fall.
Xu Ziran tilted her head and looked at it for a while. After thinking about it, she stretched out her hand, trying to hold Qiu Yurou’s face with her palm, but as soon as her hand touched Qiu Yurou’s face, Qiu Yurou suddenly opened her eyes without warning – she woke up.
The two looked at each other.
Under the warm and refreshing sunlight, they saw their own shadows in each other’s eyes.
In the next second, Qiu Yurou saw Xu Ziran laughing, opened her arms and said, “Would you like to sleep in my arms?”
Not knowing which nerve was connected to the wrong one, Qiu Yurou nodded and said, “Okay.”
So when he got out of the car, Tian Jiaqi ran over from the back of the car excitedly, and just wanted to say that he was in a good mood and would not be surprised anymore, when he saw Qiu Yurou lying on Xu Ziran’s lap, and Xu Ziran was stroking Qiu Yurou’s hair.
Tian Jiaqi took two steps back.
This picture seemed to be nothing before, why does it seem like something is wrong now?
After waiting for everyone in the car to get off, Qiu Yurou straightened up and prepared to get off with Xu Ziran.
In fact, it’s not comfortable to lie on the lap of the person next to you in the car, but for some reason, Qiu Yurou just wanted to do it.
And after doing so, she felt very happy.
The footsteps seem to have become lighter, and I even feel that the weather in April this year is really better than any time in previous years.
The place for the spring outing was an ecological park in the mountainous area. They first lined up to enter the park together, and listened to the tour guide explaining the plants and cultural landscape in the park. At ten o’clock, the head teacher finally announced the dissolution of free activities and stipulated a general scope. And after forming a team on their own, the crowd spread out like birds.
The teacher stipulated that there should be at least four people in a group, and Xu Ziran’s group had six people, namely Xu Ziran, Qiu Yurou, Tian Jiaqi, Meng Shitao, Cheng Haoyan, and Cheng Haoyan’s tablemate Zhang Xuan.
I didn’t think much about it at first, but when I started playing, I realized that the number of six people is still quite cumbersome. There are some facilities that only two or three people can play, and I have to wait for six people to play one by one. Later, the play facilities They were all preempted by the fast people in front of them. When they were hungry and wanted to eat, there was no place to sit.
Fortunately, many students encountered this kind of thing, and everyone had a solution, which was to sit on the lawn on one side.
The sun was shining brightly, and the lawn was warm with new grass emerging. When Xu Ziran lay on the ground and looked at the sky, he felt lazy and didn’t want to move at all.
They rested for a while, and the people next door came to them and asked them if they wanted to play cards. Xu Ziran made up his mind and decided to sit on the spot and rest for a while.
The others were persuaded to play cards, only Qiu Yurou also expressed that she did not want to go, while Tian Jiaqi hesitated for a while, and when she saw that Qiu Yurou was going to stay, she suddenly said that she wanted to go.
Although she still felt that what Xu Ziran told her was a little weird, she seemed to have unknowingly accepted this setting in her heart, and she had the mysterious consciousness that it was best not to be a light bulb.
Qiu Yurou saw Xu Ziran resting her head on the back of her head with her hands, thinking of what happened in the car before, she suddenly hoped that Xu Ziran could also sleep with her head resting on her lap.
She had been doing psychological construction for a long time on the side, and when she finally had the courage to speak, she was suddenly interrupted by a full-fledged “Hey Xu Ziran!”
She looked at the source of the voice both regretfully and angrily, and saw that the senior sophomore who had confessed like Xu Ziran last time came over again.
Xu Ziran heard Qi Wendong’s voice, and the whole person was not very good.
She simply turned over, as if she didn’t hear the other party’s voice.
Qi Wendong came over and said excitedly, “I got a hammock over there, do you want to go over there and take a look.”
Xu Ziran did not speak.
Qi Wendong crouched beside Xu Ziran and said, “Hey, are you asleep?”
Qiu Yurou felt that she couldn’t bear it any longer, and said a little unhappily, “What’s the matter with you, since Cuin is asleep, you shouldn’t disturb her.”
Qi Wendong’s emotional intelligence, of course, is not polite to others, and immediately said: “Who are you, what’s your business?”
Xu Ziran stood up.
Of course, the reason why she felt that she got up was not just because the system reminded her that the target person was in a bad mood and would be deducted points.
Qiu Yurou was in a bad mood, of course she had to deal with it.
So she raised her head and glanced at Qi Wendong out of the corner of her eyes, and said, “She is my good friend, where did you come from?”
Qi Wendong then said: “You are angry with me because of the previous school incident, cumin, I will never do such a thing in the future.”
Xu Ziran couldn’t help rolling his eyes, and even wanted to give him a middle finger.
She said helplessly: “I heard that you were dragged to the road by your mother to beat you last time? Why haven’t you learned your lesson yet.”
Qi Wendong looked anxious: “Oh, don’t speak so loudly about such a shameful thing.”
But then he said happily again: “Cumin, you care about me very much.”
Xu Ziran was speechless.
She simply pulled Qiu Yurou up, packed her things and moved her position. She walked around in the crowd, finally got rid of Qi Wendong, found an empty wooden chair, and sat down.
Probably because this place is relatively remote and no one else occupies it, Xu Ziran breathed a sigh of relief, thinking to himself whether it was a blessing in disguise or not.
She put her bag on the lawn beside her, and felt that she was no longer sleepy, so she said, “Why don’t we recite classical Chinese.”
If you tell this to others, others will definitely think that Xu Ziran is insane.
On such a beautiful and relaxing day, in such a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, how would you actually have to memorize classical Chinese?
But Qiu Yurou didn’t find it strange, she nodded, and Xu Ziran memorized you one by one.
In fact, the endorsement only lasted for a while, and the two started chatting unknowingly.
When it was said that the mid-term exam was due, because the system began to remind the task again, Xu Ziran finally couldn’t hold back his curiosity and asked—
“Qiu Yurou, why did you pretend that you didn’t do well in the test?”
Qiu Yurou was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously said “no”, but because she didn’t want to deceive Xu Ziran in her heart, she fell into silence.