Back To the Past To Fall In Love - Chapter 85
When the lips were about to approach, Xu Ziran’s mind went blank because of the entanglement of breath.
This feeling is the same as last time, it is a feeling as if I have suddenly lost myself before.
She originally thought that the last time it was just a sudden and unexpected event, so she was surprised, but now she found out that it turned out to be like this every time.
She didn’t even know that when she was in love, she turned out to be such an innocent person.
At this moment, she was completely unable to move at all, just froze in place, waiting for a certain moment to come.
At this time, the phone suddenly rang.
The two suddenly woke up, and they bounced like mutually repulsive magnets. Xu Ziran touched the phone that was vibrating and beeping at the same time. He thought it was Luo Feifei who was calling, and was about to scold her, but he took it out. Looking at the phone, it was actually from her mother.
She hurriedly connected, but as soon as she connected, she yelled at the opposite: “It’s too late to come back, don’t you want to come back?”
Hearing her mother’s tone, Xu Ziran knew that she was really angry, so she quickly admitted her mistake and nodded her head in a good manner, “Okay, okay, I’ll be back soon.”
Mother Xu added: “Forget it yourself, and bring others Rourou so late, they won’t be able to learn well with you!”
Xu Ziran glanced at Qiu Yurou with a guilty conscience, and then said, “Okay, let’s go now.”
If Mother Xu felt something, she asked, “Where are you?”
Xu Ziran was just about to make up a place like a park, when the lights in the corridor suddenly turned on, and at the same time someone said loudly, “Who’s playing the piano?”
Xu Ziran almost dropped the phone, hung up the phone immediately, then took Qiu Yurou’s hand and said, “Come on.”
When the two walked out of the classroom door, someone was already running from the end of the corridor, Xu Ziran still maintained a blank state of mind, and could only maintain the state of running mechanically.
She held Qiu Yurou’s hand until she ran out of the back door, only to realize that her hand was sweating.
She then quickly let go of her hand, not knowing what to say for a while.
Looking at the night sky, she saw the crescent moon hanging high and the stars shining brightly, so she said, “It looks like the weather will be fine tomorrow.”
Qiu Yurou didn’t speak, Xu Ziran turned around and looked at Qiu Yurou’s face.
Today’s Qiu Yurou is actually not shy.
She looked at Xu Ziran with burning eyes, her eyes were clear and calm.
Finally, Qiu Yurou said, “Then are you going to come out tomorrow?”
When Xu Ziran heard this, he was regretful and relieved.
She was worried that Qiu Yurou would bring up what happened just now, so she would not know what to do.
She felt that she had absolutely no way to reject Qiu Yurou, but she always felt that she was doing something particularly wrong, so after entanglement, she decided to escape from reality.
Two more years, if two years from now…
On the way home, Xu Ziran stepped on the fallen leaves and thought: Who knows, what will it look like in two years.
…
After returning home that day, Xu Ziran was directly locked up, and that night, because Aunt Chen had returned from the wedding, Qiu Yurou had to go home.
After returning to school, Qiu Yurou immediately went to another province to participate in the National Physics Competition for High School Students. In addition to Cheng Haoyan and Xia Qian who went with him, Zheng Mingzhi basically stopped coming to the club because he was already in his third year of high school, so the club suddenly became a lot deserted. Speaking of Xu Ziran, even Tian Jiaqi sighed—
“Why does Tong and Mengnao’s line always fail to reach the h ending? It would be good if the fish was there, she must know.”
Xu Ziran: “…”
Li Luling must have passed on a new 18x game to Tian Jiaqi!
Xu Ziran really doesn’t understand, there are already a lot of things in the company, why Li Luling is so free to play games for Tian Jiaqi.
Yes, Xu Ziran and the people who started the website together set up a company, which is currently called Jinshi Network Technology Co., Ltd. This name is what Xu Ziran thought, after all, the group of science and engineering students shied the blame on the name, as if it was more than a few. The code for the page is much more difficult.
Xu Ziran named Jinshi, which means “gold will always shine”, but in fact it is a homophony of this world, which is quite casual and boring.
In fact, not long after the website was put into operation, it has already started to make a profit. As an angel investor, Luo Feifei seems to have gradually changed his appearance because of his successful career.
At least in the conversation with Xu Ziran, the other party no longer easily said some sassy words or casually speaking in yellow accents, and began to speak seriously most of the time.
This change is good in career, but not necessarily in love.
The night before learning that Qiu Yurou was about to return from the game, Xu Ziran was woken up by a phone call while she was in a daze. After she was connected, the other side was silent for a long time. a voice said-
“…I’m dumped.”
Because he was in a relationship and was more sensitive to this kind of thing, Xu Ziran suddenly woke up a lot, took the phone and looked at his name.
—It’s Luo Feifei.
She almost thought she was wrong.
Luo Feifei, actually called her in the middle of the night because of her lovelorn? !
Well, she probably got the point wrong, the point is—
Xu Ziran asked, “You, were you dumped?”
Luo Feifei fell silent again.
It’s just that Xu Ziran still vaguely heard some background sounds such as whistle, so he made sure that the phone did not hang up.
She waited for a while, and after hearing Luo Feifei didn’t speak, she said, “…Well, it seems that I guessed right.”
Luo Feifei smiled: “How do you guess, I never thought I would be dumped, or because it was too boring.”
Xu Ziran didn’t know how to comfort her, after all, Luo Feifei in the future didn’t need to be comforted when she was in love, so she had to use the words of Luo Feifei in the future to comfort her: “Love is like buying clothes, you always have to try a few more pieces. Know which is the best fit.”
Luo Feifei said, “…You scumbag.”
Xu Ziran: “…”
Luo Feifei said: “How can falling in love be compared with changing clothes… Uh, no, how can buying clothes be compared with falling in love, I am invested in my feelings.”
Xu Ziran replied in Luo Feifei’s own words: “You must be emotionally invested in the limited edition haute couture.”
Luo Feifei was silent for a moment and said, “…you know, I was almost persuaded by you, and I learned another thing that I didn’t expect. I’m actually a person who is so easily persuaded by others.”
Xu Ziran thought, you are not persuaded by others, you are persuaded by yourself.
Luo Feifei seems to have recovered. She is not the kind of person who can be emotional. Now that she thinks about it, she subconsciously called a high school student. Even she felt incredible, so she changed the subject and said, “What are you doing now. “
Xu Ziran rolled his eyes: “Eldest sister, look at what time it is, what do you think I’m doing?”
Luo Feifei was mocked for a while, and then hung up, but after hanging up, she felt a lot better for some unknown reason.
She pondered for a long time by the riverside, and suddenly thought with hindsight that she knew Xu Ziran at first sight.
It seems that since the first meeting, what the other party said often poked into his heart all at once.
Some are mature, but they don’t look like ordinary young adults; some are worldly, but they seem to be watching from the sidelines many times; some are innocent… Well, innocence is true innocence.
Luo Feifei smiled, because thinking of innocence, she couldn’t help thinking of Fan Yijia again.
She put away her smile and looked at the ship on the river with a disappointed look in her eyes.
Xu Ziran’s lover is probably Qiu Yurou, but I don’t know how long they can go…
…
Qiu Yurou sneezed.
As such, he woke up.
She opened her eyes and listened to the sound of the air conditioner in the room, feeling that her mind was not clear enough.
She thought that she must have had a dream just now.
She dreamed that the sound of the piano was a stumbling tune she had never heard before. When she looked at the source of the sound, she saw Xu Ziran.
Xu Ziran pressed the keys and suddenly said, “Wrong again.”
Although Qiu Yurou had never heard this tune, she was thinking in her heart that it was probably because her pinky finger was not strong enough, so she pressed it wrong.
She thought so, opened her mouth and said, “I can’t hear it anyway, just keep playing.”
Why can’t you hear it? Qiu Yurou thought so, but she seemed unable to control the body she was in.
So Xu Ziran played again, repeating this section many times.
“Don’t repeat it, keep playing.” “She” said again.
Xu Ziran smiled and said, “If you don’t know it, you have to practice again and again.”
Qiu Yurou felt that her inexplicable rise was melancholy, and she seemed a little helpless.
When the dream came here, he woke up because of a sneeze.
After she woke up, the characters in the dream faded instantly, and only this dialogue was clear.
Kind of weird dialogue. she thinks.
If she was talking to Xu Ziran herself, why didn’t she speak according to her own ideas? Or, if he were in reality, would he speak like this?
But why pretend like you can’t play the piano?
Qiu Yurou didn’t want to understand, but she thought the song in the dream was very nice, so she hummed softly twice, and when she heard a murmur from the bed next door, she remembered that she and Xia Qian lived together and couldn’t sing in the middle of the night.
She closed her mouth, but not her eyes, her thoughts were up and down, thinking of Xu Ziran’s figure.
She thought, what is Xu Ziran doing now?
Is she asleep? Or are you thinking about other things?
She thought about it a lot, looked at the phone and lost sleepiness, and saw Xu Ziran in a dream again in a trance.
– That seems to be a little different from the current Xu Ziran.
…
As the sky was getting brighter, Xia Qian got up to get dressed and washed, and Qiu Yurou also got up. When she started getting dressed, she couldn’t help her nose itch and sneezed again.
Xia Qian said: “You don’t have a cold, right? I said yesterday that you shouldn’t lend your umbrella to the seniors in high school. What’s the matter with those people? , if it were me, don’t say that I only have one, even if I have an extra one, I won’t borrow it. As a result, they also lost your umbrella. I won’t feel bad if the feelings are not my own. If you want me to tell you, you should go and get it back. That’s right…”
Xia Qian said a lot, but Qiu Yurou gradually couldn’t hear it all. She looked at the screen of her mobile phone and the “Good Morning” she sent, as if she wanted to split these two simple words into a flower. Come.
Has Xu Ziran got up yet?
Why doesn’t she text back?
The phone finally vibrated, and Qiu Yurou hurriedly picked up the phone to take a look. The smile disappeared before it fully appeared.
The text message came from the leading teacher, telling them to meet at the restaurant at eight o’clock.
Qiu Yu softly said Xia Qian, then put the phone aside in disappointment, and went to brush her teeth and wash her face first.
When she came back, she almost turned on her phone with a reverent attitude.
There is an unread text message – from Xu Ziran.
Qiu Yurou suddenly felt relieved, feeling that she had more motivation for her day.
Although Xu Ziran just said to her – good morning.
…
Xu Ziran waited eagerly for a day, but none of the people who went to the competition came back. By the end of the night, everyone was disappointed and said, “I guess I’ll go home directly today.”
Xu Ziran was also a little disappointed, but she didn’t show it. She went to the club classroom first, said the next phased goals and so on, and told everyone to go home.
While arranging things, Xu Ziran thoughtfully said: “Forget it, you go back first, I still have something to do, so I will stay and finish.”
The others left first, and Xu Ziran sat alone in the classroom, watching the deepening sunset outside the window.
She looked at her phone again.
She had previously sent a text message asking where Qiu Yurou had been, but she never got a response. Xu Ziran knew that there would be many reasons for not responding, but unknowingly, she began to become more and more restless.
She simply picked up a math test paper and started working on it, but when she came across some questions she had exchanged with Qiu Yurou, she couldn’t help but stop and be in a daze, trying to calm down for a long time, but it was of no use.
It was already dark, and if he didn’t go home, he would probably be scolded again when he got home. Xu Ziran pondered for a moment and called Qiu Yurou’s house.
The phone was quickly connected, and Aunt Chen’s voice came.
When he heard this voice, Xu Ziran already knew what to do, but he still asked if Qiu Yurou was back. After getting a negative answer, he said “thank you” and was about to hang up.
Just then, she heard footsteps.
The sound of rushing running came from the stairs, Xu Ziran hung up the phone and looked towards the door if he felt something.
It was Qiu Yurou who hurried to the door.
The other party was panting, and when he saw Xu Ziran, his eyes lit up: “You really are still there.”
Xu Ziran also said, “You really came to school first.”
Saying this, both of them seemed to be amused and looked at each other and laughed.
Xu Ziran seemed to have just begun to realize that he had done something naive and stupid, but when he saw Qiu Yurou doing the same, he suddenly warmed up, feeling fortunate that he did it.
Otherwise, when Qiu Yurou came, it would be so lonely to see an empty classroom.
However, in this inexplicable emotion, the mobile phone in Xu Ziran’s hand suddenly rang, and she hurriedly connected the phone.
Her mother started scolding her on the phone again.
On the way home, Xu Ziran asked Qiu Yurou why she didn’t reply to the text message, and Qiu Yurou said that because she lent her cell phone to a senior sister to call, and when she got into the car, there was no electricity.
Xu Ziran frowned and said, “Don’t lend it to them next time.” It’s not that these people don’t have mobile phones themselves, it’s just that Qiu Yu is soft, so they just borrow her to save on phone bills.
But she didn’t say the reason, she just said this conclusion, because she knew the reason and Qiu Yurou actually knew all of it, she was just too gentle and wouldn’t mind it.
Then Xu Ziran doesn’t mind being this impersonal person.
She even added: “Don’t borrow anything lightly.”
Qiu Yurou nodded and assured: “I will definitely not borrow it next time.”
After returning home that day, Xu Ziran still felt very happy, even though he was threatened again with the threat of going home so late and shutting him out.
This is happy because, she seems to know a little bit, where is the fun of love.
She had never been in a relationship in her last life, firstly because she didn’t meet someone she liked, and secondly because she observed the couples and friends around her and felt that there were less happiness and more unhappiness. The ground, but insisted on dragging each other together, it was simply disgusting for each other.
Xu Ziran had a lot of contacts in her past life. In the past, she was often used as an emotional trash can to release emotional garbage. In the end, she didn’t understand why two people had to be a couple. If they really needed a partner who could talk to each other, wouldn’t they be friends?
But she knows now.
It turns out that somewhere in this world, someone is thinking about you and thinking about you, and you are thinking about how she feels about her. It’s like this.
This feeling of mutual need is harmonious and harmonious like Tai Chi gossip, which makes people feel like they are ironing in their hearts.
Knowing this feeling, after receiving a call to treat her as an emotional trash can, it seems that she is not so repulsive.
After receiving a call from Luo Feifei again the next day, Xu Ziran thought so.
Luo Feifei, like yesterday, said after a long silence, “…Am I really getting bored?”
Xu Ziran thought: I said this as if it was very interesting before.
But Xu Ziran said, “Who said you were boring? Fan Yijia?”
Luo Feifei didn’t say anything.
Xu Ziran complained: “I nodded across the phone, but I couldn’t hear it.”
Luo Feifei asked, “How do you know that I nodded?”
After hearing this, Xu Ziran knew that Luo Feifei was just wasting time.
It’s probably really hurt by love, so I need to find someone to talk to.
Thinking of this, Xu Ziran, who said that he is now very happy, said: “Alas, sometimes the reason is just an excuse for emotional matters. Why are you obsessed with this kind of thing.”
Luo Feifei said, “I’m not persistent, I’m just not convinced.”
Xu Ziran asked: “You are so good, those who want to succeed should start from the front and back. Live your own life and let her know that you are doing better than her, and that’s fine.”
Luo Feifei was silent for a moment, then hung up the phone again.
Xu Ziran: “…” Neuropathy!
Because he was woken up in the middle of the night for two consecutive nights, and because he had not seen Qiu Yurou a few days ago, he had a little insomnia. In class the next day, Xu Ziran yawned repeatedly in class.
In the afternoon, as long as she touches something that can be met, she starts to sleep. Because she has systematic supervision, it has not been like this for a long time, so everyone feels strange and asks what happened to her.
Xu Ziran felt that the reason why Fan Yijia and Luo Feifei broke up was inappropriate, so he just said that he read the book too late, so he forgot the time.
In the afternoon sports class, the monitor held a class meeting in order to announce the list of participants for the sports meeting. Xu Ziran was so sleepy that he lay on the table and slept.
When she was in a daze, someone suddenly pushed her and said, “What project are you participating in?”
“Ah?” Xu Ziran looked blank.
The man confirmed: “Then one thousand and five.”
Xu Ziran finally woke up, looked at the sports committee member and narrowed his eyes: “Do we have any grudges?”
The sports committee dodged his eyes and said, “No.”
Xu Ziran was just jokingly saying whether there was a grudge, but seeing the other party’s performance, he began to wonder if they really forged a grudge at some point.
– Could it be that you rejected the other party’s confession?
Xu Ziran couldn’t remember.
However, she still felt that the other party used this as a means to be too boring, not to mention abusing this sesame-sized power, if she really couldn’t run 1,500 meters, could the other party really force her to fail.
…she’s not that much of a collective honor.
But now 1,500 meters is not an unacceptable distance for her, so she just rolled her eyes, said “Okay”, and lay back on the table.
As soon as she finished speaking, Qiu Yurou raised her hand and said, “I’ll run too.”
The sports committee was stunned for a moment, and then quickly said: “Then run for 800, and no one runs for 800.”
Qiu Yurou glanced at the sports committee and said, “One thousand five.”
The sports committee member had a ghost in his heart. Seeing such a look in his eyes, he suddenly felt as if he had nowhere to hide, so he quickly lowered his head and said, “Okay, okay, one thousand and five, we can say it first. , the abstention is to deduct points, don’t hurt the class because of the individual.”
Qiu Yurou didn’t answer and started reading the novel.
The list was quickly reported, and I don’t know how it spread. Every acquaintance who saw Xu Ziran would take a photo of Xu Ziran, and said with emotion: “You are so small, you actually run a thousand and five.”
Xu Ziran felt very unhappy, because now she is clearly over 1.6 meters, and she is no longer short, okay?
What’s even more outrageous is that even Luo Feifei said when he was expressing his feelings: “I heard that you are going to run for a thousand and a half, so don’t run and get hurt.”
Xu Ziran said gloomily, “Don’t be blind when you see me running away.”
That’s what she said, but she didn’t expect that Luo Feifei would actually come on the day of the school sports meeting.