Bad X Bad: My Dear Hana - Chapter 37

He looks down at her. Eun Min Ah is wearing lacy black lingerie. Perked up brėȧsts. Loose hair. Flushed cheeks. Has she been touching herself? He pushes her away as gently as he could.

“I want to sleep.” He takes off his shoes, wondering how she will react if he tries to back out of their agreement. Even Kim Dong-woo knows that Eun Min Ah will do anything to keep him with her. From going to his parents or protesting in front of the university with the agreement. He has sent the agreement’s picture to everyone including his professors.

It doesn’t make him worry that much. His biggest worry is Ahn Hana. If he comes out of this agreement, she will think that he can’t keep his words since he did the same to her. If Eun Min Ah gets slight doubt that he likes Ahn Hana, he doesn’t want to imagine what will happen.

“Do Sejin, you want to sleep this early?” Eun Min Ah climbs the bed and starts unbuttoning his shirt. He grabs her hands to stop her. She doesn’t take the clue. She rubs her buŧŧ on his ŀȧp. He grasps on to her waist to stop her.

“Eun Min Ah, I have been thinking.” He looks into her eyes solemnly. “How about we date normally? I will move out. We will meet each other and go to popular dating spots. You can visit me at my house regularly.”

She blinks twice. What is he saying? She starts thinking. He hasn’t done it with her since that day Did she fail already? Perhaps, he doesn’t like her body. If he moves back, they won’t sleep each other much. She won’t be able to see him at nights. They won’t wake up together. Only 25 days are left. If they date traditionally, it won’t go anywhere.

“No.” She shakes her head. “Do Sejin, you told me that you would let me do anything. Are you already going back on your words?”

“I was just suggesting.” Do Sejin feels like a wreak. Oh, god! She won’t be tricked. What should he do? He doesn’t want to be here with her. She makes a face when she reads that look in his eyes. She is failing. Even if he stays with her now, he will leave her after the month ends. Do Sejin is Do Sejin. He can’t stay with one woman for a long time. That’s why…

“Do Sejin.” She pushes him on the bed. “You can’t say no. Let me do everything that I can. I want you a lot. I will leave quietly if I fail after our month together. You should let me do everything.”

He closes his eyes. Let’s just get over with it. “Okay. Don’t forget your words.”

“Yes.” She quickly takes his clothes off. He is lying on the bed, doing nothing. He isn’t even looking at her. He doesn’t care about what she wants to do with him. “Do Sejin, open your mouth.”

She slides her tongue inside. Exploring his mouth slowly. She lifts her head when he doesn’t respond. “Do Sejin, you have to try too. Be sincere toward our agreement.”

Annoyed and helpless, he entwines his tongue with her. He can’t help but compare her to Ahn Hana. It makes him feel worse. A single touch of Ahn Hana can make him feel alive. But, Eun Min Ah is making him feel more dead. After admitting to Kim Dong-woo that he does love Ahn Hana, it is difficult for him to be with Eun Min Ah.

Breathless, Eun Min Ah gasps for air. She spreads her palms and moves it over his ċhėst. Flaming dėsɨrė in her eyes. He flinches each time she touches his skin. She smiles, thinking that he is feeling something for her.

Do Sejin closes his eyes and thinks of Ahn Hana. Those happy days with her. When she didn’t know who he was. After she told him that she liked him. Those days were beautiful. He didn’t realize how precious they were. If only he had realized it earlier. Her heartwarming scent. He doesn’t know if he will ever hold her again. His arms feel cold.

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“Do Sejin.” She would glare at him when he disturbed her when she was working. “We just did it a while ago.”

“Hana Ah.” He would nudge her elbow. “One more time, please.”

“How many times do you want to do it?” She would shut down her ŀȧptop and places it away. “Give me a number.”

Do Sejin would grin at her. “How many times does your heart beats when I do this?”

He would take her lips and places his hand on her back. He would feel her heart beating rapidly each time when he would kiss her. She wouldn’t close her eyes. There would be something more than dėsɨrė in her eyes. It would make his heart beat faster. She would surrender to himself completely, letting him take the lead. Lost together in something beautiful, their bodies would move in synchronization. She would take him inside her wholly. She would fit him as if she has been made for him.

“Do Sejin.” She would call his name softly when he would enter her slowly. “Fast.”

“Say please, Hana.” He would tease her. It would make him happy when she would whisper it softly with heated cheeks and a wave of slight anger in her eyes. He would go slower to tease her more. She would pout playfully. He wouldn’t be able to resist and fasten her pace. Her breathing would become erratic. Her moist walls would tighten around him. She would throw away her pride and beg, “Do Sejin, more… I want… Ah… Please… ”

He didn’t know. He thought that she was becoming addicted to his body. No. She wasn’t ŀusting after him. She was loving him. Her surrender. Her beggings. Her mȯȧns. She knew that he was loving her back. It was her way to show what she couldn’t say. It was her way of feeling what he felt for her. It was something beautiful and extraordinary. She didn’t use any tactic to make him fall for her. She didn’t even want him to fall for her. She didn’t want him to realize that he was falling for her.

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Eun Min Ah feels his hardening shaft beneath her bottom. It’s finally working. She peeks at him. There is a sweet smile on his lips and his eyes are shut. She gets off him and tries to find the ċȯndȯm in the drawer. She puts it on his hardened member with her shaking fingers. She quickly guides it inside and groans when it fills her cave. She takes a few breaths before she starts moving up and down. It’s thickening inside her.

“Do Sejin, I will never let you go away.” Eun Min Ah’s voice is low. There is a strange look in her eyes. She massages her brėȧsts, gasping and mȯȧning Do Sejin’s name. She pinches and pulls her nɨppŀės like the way Do Sejin did it the night of the agreement. She rides him, hard. Making sure that he goes deep inside her.