Beauty Said She Had a Crush on Me - Chapter 42

Because there was still a class in the afternoon, Wu Nianxi and Dr. Sun left the school hospital, leaving Dr. Sun sitting in the office, and suddenly covered his face with his hands, trying to cover the tears that were raging on his face.

He hasn’t cried for a long time. After his ex-boyfriend got married, his parents also insisted to cut off the father-son relationship with him. That hometown is no longer broken? It’s what he looks like in his memories, and his former happiness remains in every place. , but how happy was it back then, how wonderful and heartfelt it was, and how sad and painful it was now, he couldn’t stay any longer, even if he lost the precious and rare job offer, he would not hesitate.

Like a scarred dog, he escaped from his hometown overnight and was in a state of embarrassment.

When looking back, it was only more than a year in the past.

But the wound that remained in his heart was still aching, and to this day, it jumped out again and destroyed it arbitrarily in his chest.

Just as he was so crazy back then, like a gambler who had already gambled with red eyes, he pushed all the chips he had on the gambling table with all his might, and now Wu Nianxi also brought something that no one could persuade him to quit. Decided.

She just left one sentence at the end: “I am possessive? I can’t tolerate that there will be a future between me and her? Another person intervenes, and he can take her time away in a fair manner, and even that’s not enough, that person She will also let her have children and use her family to take more time, and I can only be eaten away a little bit and abandoned. In the end, I may only be an unimportant friend in her life! Just a friend! I It can’t be tolerated! I don’t want to do anything and just surrender.”

“Doctor Sun, I don’t want to be a coward, I always have to give it a try!”

Dr. Sun advised: “What if you can’t even make friends?”

Wu Nianxi pursed her lips tightly, lowered her head and did not speak, her hands were slowly clenched into fists on her knees.

Contemplation? For a moment, she did not answer Dr. Sun’s question, but when she left, the fire in her eyes could still burn Dr. Sun. In that second, Dr. Sun seemed to see herself many years ago, Whether these roads are right or wrong, what about the predecessors? Persuasion is useless, and the road that should be taken is not less than a meter.

On the road of love, there are so many people with different personalities, but the choices are always the same, just like moths to a flame.

If you don’t try it, you will always be unwilling.

As Wu Nianxi said: What if?

In case the person I like likes me too, in case we may have a bright future

, in case I miss it, I will regret it for the rest of my life…..

What if? What if she loves me too?

It’s not that Dr. Sun’s words have no influence on Wu Nianxi. During class in the afternoon, Dr. Sun’s words echoed in her mind from time to time, but after thinking about it, she still felt that Dr. Sun was being unkind. She seemed to have this kind of confidence, Zhuangzhuang. Such a good person will not do things that are inferior to pigs and dogs like Dr. Sun’s ex-boyfriend.

Zhuang Lu was sitting next to her, putting his mobile phone under the table, reading the novel with relish.

Wu Nianxi’s hand that was turning the pen stopped, leaned over, and asked softly, “What are you looking at?”

Zhuang Lu didn’t look up, just moved the phone between the two, “Letter from a Strange Woman, look at this – no woman has ever loved you blindly and selflessly like me, I will always be loyal to you. Yu, because nothing in the world can compare to the love secretly and quietly cherished by a child.”

Wu Nianxi looked at the content on the screen of the mobile phone, and the next sentence of the text was like a bullet that accurately hit her heart.

– Because this kind of love is so hopeless, flattering, subservient, low-pitched, and passionate.

Zhuang Lu relied on the optional class teacher’s laissez-faire attitude and became more daring, put his mobile phone on the table, “Nian Nian, look at this – the rest of the people are abusing their feelings in social activities. They have heard a lot about love and read many books about love, and they know that love is the common destiny of mankind.”

“Ok?”

“How can such love be the common destiny of mankind,” Zhuang Lu pouted lightly, “Do you know Mandelstam, he said—

How poor the foundations of our lives,

How pale is the language of joy in life,

Everything has been there since time immemorial, and everything will repeat,

Only the moment of recognition makes us feel sweet. “

When Zhuang Lu read poems, the standard Mandarin, her voice seemed a little blurred because she wanted to keep it soft, as if whispering in Wu Nianxi’s ear, like sympathy, Wu Nianxi’s heart began to revel uncontrollably, she turned from the phone to the carnival. He retracted his gaze and couldn’t help but slightly raised his head to look at the cheek that was close at hand.

Because of Zhuang Lu’s years of exercise, her face is clean and her pores are so slender.

I want to kiss her!

Wu Nianxi’s heart suddenly throbbed with this thought, like a spark thrown into the dry prairie.

“I’m breathing the detritus of the galaxy, I’m breathing the sickness of the universe. Nian Nian, the sea

One drop, human beings are like mayflies in the heaven and earth, in the universe, looking up to the sky to explore the unknown, the universe is the common destiny of human beings! “

The fire in Wu Nianxi’s heart was like a downpour. She was stunned for dozens of seconds before replying in a daze: “Mandelstam, the most outstanding genius poet in the silver age of country E. – I back to my city,

Familiar like tears, like veins,

Such as childhood swollen mumps. “

“Alas,” Zhuang Lu took on the line of the poem that touched her the most, “Petersburg! I don’t want to die!

You have my phone number.

Petersburg! I still have those addresses:

The voice of the dead can be searched. “

“And all night waiting for the one I love to come,

The door, its chain rustled. “

Wu Nianxi suddenly felt a little sad, she straightened up and distanced herself from Zhuang Lu, but she couldn’t help grasping Zhuang Lu’s wrist from under the table, stroking Zhuang Lu’s slightly raised bone, which was long. He took a long sigh.

There is a long way to go……

Wu Nianxi tossed and turned at night, trying to weave a dense net to trap his lover. Although it is a bit despicable, isn’t love just selfish?

In the quiet night, Dong Yangyan was lying on the bed and couldn’t help but say, “Academic committee! Nianxi! Let me go! I’ll get up early tomorrow to teach the children English!”

Beijing University has a tradition of English tutors, who often select responsible seniors and seniors with good English from sophomores to guide freshman students. In addition, freshman students have to get up and read early every morning. They are led by English tutors. They will see each other at 6:30 in the morning. After 7:30, they will have breakfast and go to class. If there is no class, they can go back to sleep.

Under this system, the pass rate of CET 4 and CET 6 in Beijing University is very high. I heard that some colleges also have a system for morning running. You must get up at 5:30 for a morning run and clock in.

The class students led by Dong Yangyan are her children, and they are also students of the Chinese class.

“I’m sorry.” Wu Nianxi immediately lay straight.

Dong Yangyan glanced at her phone, “It’s half past eleven in the evening, do you need fifteen minutes to tell me the reason for your tossing and turning? Although I’m not as smart as you, don’t you say that bystanders are clear, and there are three smelly things? The cobbler is Zhuge Liang.”

Wu Nianxi had already made a decision in her heart, not to mention she never had the habit of revealing her thoughts to others, “Thank you, I figured it out, go to sleep.”

“Okay, good night.”

After saying good night, within five minutes, Dong Yangyan let out a light snort from her deep sleep.

Wu Nianxi smiled?

?, This is really sleepy, and fell asleep.

In the dark night, she opened her eyes and looked at the white wall on the top, but she didn’t sleep all night. She didn’t fall asleep until four or five in the morning.

The last thought: not to seduce! Who wouldn’t!

Zhuang Lu slept soundly. She was woken up by the sound of Tao Ru washing her hands in the morning. She stuck her head out of the bed and saw Tao Ru was braiding her hair, “So early again?”

Tao Ru quickly tied her hair, “Wake you up again? I’ll be lighter next time.”

“No, I’ll wake up at this time. I get up and run in the morning.”

“Then I’ll go first.” Tao Ru picked up the bread on the table and hurried to work.

Zhuang Lu stretched and got out of bed to wash.

When she got to the playground, she was passing by the defense students training, she stood still on the sidewalk to give them way, while yawning casually, she casually gathered her long hair.

But seeing the national defense students who had been going to the special training ground for training, they turned their heads and came in Yitian.

ha?

Zhuang Lu, who was wearing a sports suit, rubbed his eyes, making sure it wasn’t a hallucination caused by not waking up, so he followed the national defense team into the field.

Early in the morning, there was still no one in Yita. There was an old professor dancing swords on the rostrum. Looking at Tangtang’s national defense student team, he was puzzled and stunned. See Zhuang Lu again and raise his hand to fight her. hello.

Zhuang Lu had the habit of running in the morning, and she was doing sports in Yita, which was closest to the dormitory. The old professor also often came to Yita to practice swordsmanship and Taijiquan. After coming and going, the two of them got to know each other.

The national defense students were all wearing uniform training uniforms. Zhuang Lu couldn’t help but glance at them when he was warming up. They were all straight and upright.

Zhuang Lu has heard about national defense students for a long time. Since last year, the country has stopped entrusting colleges and universities to recruit qualified national defense students, which means that the group of national defense students she sees now may be the national defense student system. The last batch below.

In the future, if you want to enter the national defense force from a college, you will only have to do military service at the college or directly apply for the military academy.

Zhuang Lu stood on the outermost track and started his daily morning run. Each team of national defense students was brought along for physical training.

Waiting for Zhuang Lu to finish the morning run according to habit, the national defense student is over, and the team is about to leave Yitian. When Zhuang Lu raised his head to drink water, he saw a national defense student with a small flat head shaved to show the same as Lin Yun. big white teeth.

Huh?

who?

Hmm, don’t know.

After drinking the water, Zhuang Lu silently turned her head to pack her things, and stood chatting with the old professor for a while.

When all the national defense students were taken away in line, Zhuang Lu said goodbye to the old professor, went back just to take a shower, and then accompany Nian Nian to buy clothes for the competition.