Beauty Said She Had a Crush on Me - Chapter 66

Li Jun’s expression was so relaxed, it seemed that he was just talking about something irrelevant, it seemed that the weather was so warm today, and the flowers were blooming so beautifully today.

Wu Nianxi clenched her back molars. She is not a person who likes to argue with others. Even though she felt some unavoidable anxiety and humiliation at this moment, she just turned her head and left without saying a word.

But Li Jun caught up with him again, “So what are you doing? What are you angry about? You like Zhuang Lu when you are angry? Liking is a good thing, and liking someone is a dream ability.”

“You don’t know anything!”

“What do you need to know? Love is enough.”

“Mr. Li, you don’t have back pain when you are standing and talking, please shut up.” Wu Nianxi resisted his anger, and his steps were quicker.

Li Jun didn’t feel offended, and still smiled, “I? I’m not standing and talking, I? Like you, I? I’m also squatting.”

“What’s the meaning?”

“Secrets, everyone has secrets, it’s fair to exchange your secrets for mine.” Li Jun smiled like a breeze and bright moon again, “I? I’m helping you, me? This person doesn’t like the protagonist when watching TV series. Guessing, guessing, missing each other, not to mention you in real life.”

Wu Nianxi stopped walking quickly, raised his eyes and looked carefully in front of him. The man suddenly sneered, “Mr. Li, then I just want to ask you a question. Do you think the International Day Against Homophobia is still necessary? Does it exist?”

“Of course, existence is reasonable.”

“If you listen to this name, you will no longer be homophobic. The general people’s impression of homosexuality should be that they have a certain material foundation, fitness, focus on quality of life, youthful beauty and vitality.”

“Yeah, you’re right, because they are more active on social media.”

“Zhuangzhuang said that now the environment is getting better and better, but there is no longer any fear that the same day will still exist, which means that the future is long. The love and desire of the same **** are actually no different from those of the opposite sex, but we can’t say, can’t do, Unrecognized, only indifference and curiosity, the environment and the people closest to us make up most of our world as individuals, and they will tell you all the time to do the right thing. “

Li Jun raised his eyebrows, “Yes, but it’s not just about same-sex love. Anyone who lives is to cut their feet and fit their shoes. The right thing to do when you are unmarried is to get married. The soul is not important, and the conditions are more important.

Yes, the DINK crowd will be considered as a group of people who are selfish and have no social outlook, not only! It’s not just gays, as long as there is a small group of people who have the dilemma of not being heard, it’s the same for everyone. “

Wu Nianxi nodded, “Yes, I understand this, but what I want to say is that if I use the word ‘awakening’, as long as I choose to admit my liking, it is a denial of all my past values. Of course, because of love, because of the uncontrollable emotions surging in my heart, I can resolutely choose to turn my back on the past, but I can’t go to Lazhuangzhuang to go into the water.

I understand it, during this period of time I have read a lot of information, I understand, I also think clearly, a relationship that cannot be shared or confessed, even the closest family members? To express, this is the greatest sorrow for Zhuangzhuang. “

“You… how?”

“Because I personally felt the family atmosphere of Zhuangzhuang, although I knew before that she was a child who grew up in love, she is completely different from me, kindness is something she has been in contact with since she was a child, she is lucky Yes, good tutoring, family respect, loving family of origin, all of which are enough to resist the fixed and even stereotyped norms of society,

But the problem is…. I can make a confession based on my own selfish interests, maybe I will succeed or maybe I will fail, but it is more frightening than that, I have succeeded, but I have harmed Zhuangzhuang. “

Wu Nianxi looked up at the sky, and felt that the gray sky today was not good-looking at all. There were a lot of dark clouds accumulated in the sky, and it seemed that it would rain in the next second?

“Why is same-sex relationship best known for being young, because there is no old age, no old **** man, and no **** old man. I? After reading so much material, I? I didn’t find a book about **** old age. I don’t have any relevant materials after I left. Times are changing, but fear has not changed, and homophobia still exists.”

Li Jun was about to be persuaded by Wu Nianxi at this moment. What appeared in his mind was the simple and bright smile of Dr. Sun. Although he was injured, he would still face him in the fullest state? Every day, like this Even if he is old, he should be a little old man who loves life.

Over there, Wu Nianxi slowly said what he had been thinking about every night in the past few days: “Later I figured out why there is no material about gays getting old, because…he ? They are all married, just like Mr. Li, you said that they have cut their feet and stepped into heterosexuality.

Marriage, maybe there are so few people who don’t compromise…”

Li Jun was silent for a long time, and sighed, “This is a tragedy, and it is even more so with the same wife and husband.”

“In Mr. Zhao’s aesthetics class, he said that tragedy is an irreconcilable conflict between the protagonist and reality, but we are not acting in a TV series, life has no ending, and there is no protagonist and the protagonist has lived a happy life since then? In the end, people suffer from birth, old age, sickness and death, and aging is inevitable.

I read a book about the double life of homosexuality. It said that homosexuals entered into heterosexual marriages for retirement, which was especially ridiculous, but this is reality, life, survival, and of course despicable and Cowardly, Mr. Li, do you think I have a future for pulling Zhuangzhuang into this quagmire? “Wu Nianxi laughed like a madman: “I’m afraid even you, a professor of a famous school, is just walking? One step at a time. “

Li Jun shook his head, “You told me your secret, I am now telling you my secret, I did talk about several girlfriends, but I also have a good impression of Dr. Sun now. You You’re right, life is not a TV series, it’s not destiny, and it doesn’t end. I don’t even dare to say that I will go on smoothly with Dr. Sun. But Nianxi, have you ever thought about what If everything is considered so comprehensively, will you feel wronged?”

Wu Nianxi froze in place, let out a sigh of turbidity, and let reason come? It is of course a very difficult thing to suppress emotions, to suppress those monstrous emotions. This is obvious, “Yes.”

Li Jun shrugged, “You don’t want to be a frivolous boy, Nianxi, sometimes you look too far and think too much. It’s not good to take the current road. You’re very smart, you’re right, I’m walking. Take one step at a time, but I never regret the way I have traveled. On the contrary, you are young and your mind is heavy. Have you ever thought that life is difficult, and people can grasp the things in their hands? There are very few. When you can have it, you hesitate and wander. Then when you are old, the regret is not the direction of how many things you guessed right, but…you never even owned it. .”

Wu Nianxi stared at Li Jun without saying a word.

“It is possible that now, when I walk out of here, I will be killed by a car. I can’t talk about the future, and I can’t talk about a lifetime. What a person can have is this moment, every minute and every second.”

Li Jun’s character is so free and easy, when he said this, he didn’t feel bad at all, but smiled, “There are many things in life that are worth pursuing for a lifetime.

Valuable things, those sublime and wonderful things, these things must include love, love is good, the common thing is the person itself, and the common thing is the phrase ‘doing the right thing’. “

Wu Nianxi lowered her head and thought for a while, and suddenly the smile of Sister Hong appeared in her mind, and she remembered the words this woman said – in this world, the smarter the woman, the less happiness she could get. Because the smarter you are, the more worried you are, the more you will become a cocoon…

She raised her head suddenly and asked the old fox who rarely seemed sincere, “What do you think, what should I do?”

The old fox touched his chin and smiled like he had eaten his beloved chicken, “No one can predict the future, but you can weave it.”

“What’s the meaning?”

“You know spiders, before there is no prey, they weave their webs, and when the prey hits them, they are powerless to resist. Love is like this. To hunt love, you must first learn to be a qualified hunter. The most important thing a hunter needs is patience.”

“You mean…” Wu Nianxi raised his eyebrows, disapproving in his expression, “Very despicable.”

“Love is despicable,” Li Jun didn’t feel ashamed at all, “Let her be inseparable from you, let her get used to having you, and let her have you in all her memories from now on, classmate Wu, this is the secret love? The highest level, seize the opportunity, you will be hit with one hit, don’t make meaningless confessions, the best thing in relationships is that the water comes – it’s done!”

“What about you? You don’t seem to do it yourself?”

“I? It’s not like I didn’t do it.” Li Jun curled his lips, “Compared with classmate Zhuang, Dr. Sun is more sensitive. People who have been injured are like this, like little turtles, as long as there is something wrong. If you are strong, you will immediately retract into your own shell. Moreover, I have also lost your perseverance and dedication, and the feelings of our age, I am afraid that I will invest too much. “

Li Jun smiled helplessly, “It’s different from you, our ability to love is already full of debts, and the people we meet after this need to be careful.”

Wu Nianxi nodded, “I understand, I understand.” She took a deep breath, “Mr. Li, thank you, I know what to do.”

“I can only say that classmate Wu is very savvy. As your teacher, I hope you can have what you want.”

“thanks.”

This old fox’s heart-to-heart and frankness today also made Li Jun feel incredible. He stood there and watched Wu Nianxi go.

From far away, watching the weak and thin girl leave against the wind, her skirt is very beautiful in the air, such a person? It is like a delicate flower that can be beaten by a light rain, but in fact? Human appearance is indeed extremely deceptive.

Just like myself, so handsome and so kind-hearted, hahaha.

Li Jun couldn’t help but raised his head and laughed a few times, and in an instant, raindrops fell on his face.

It’s raining, summer comes? Gifts when it comes, thunderstorms every now and then.

Come fast, go fast.

Just like a girl’s mind, in the wet youthful rainy season, it is like a sweet fruit, accumulating sugar, waiting for the fruit to ripen.

When Wu Nianxi was rushing to the dormitory, he saw Zhuang Lu walking quickly with an umbrella in his hand. When he saw him, he was like a big dog that was abandoned by its owner. Finally, he found the most important owner and came running wildly. He was so pitiful that he didn’t dare to approach and didn’t dare to speak. He hesitated to hand over his umbrella, exposing himself to the rain, but sending the covering to Wu Nianxi’s head.

“You didn’t bring an umbrella, I?… I’m afraid you’ll get wet.”

However, instead of picking up the umbrella, Wu Nianxi walked quickly? A few steps, he threw himself into Zhuang Lu’s arms and hugged Zhuang Lu.

How could she let such a good person go, even if they sink to the bottom of the lake together, she is not willing to let go! Even if she is mean!

Anyway, she’s not a good person at all…