Bent By the Male Protagonist’s White Moonlight - Chapter 80

There is misty white smoke lingering around, the sky and the earth are only white, and there is no end in sight.

The thin sphere of light scattered light that was so weak that it would disappear almost in the next moment. The woman in the center of the sphere slowly opened her eyes, and her indifferent gaze fell on the girl lying on the ground not far away and sleeping.

Meng Xia twitched the corners of his mouth lightly, drawing a mocking arc.

I can still fall asleep, oh, that’s great.

She would always dream of Ji Tong’s violence against her and Xia Nianzhi’s car accident. She struggled again and again in this cyclical world, but was bound by a fixed plot and could not earn any other results.

Growing up reading fairy tales, she firmly believed that as long as she was a gentle and tough girl with good intentions, there would be a handsome and gentle prince riding a white horse to pick her up.

The story ends with a happy ending. But she found that everything was fake, and she was waiting for a gentle scum with a human face and a beast heart. And her tragic life is just the product of another person, and the most ridiculous thing is that the other person is a girl.

How can a girl do this to someone of the same gender?

Hate? Naturally hate.

It’s not that Meng Xia didn’t want to let Rou Rou taste her pain, and let Rou Rou also feel the feeling of being forced. She did, but she always relented at the last minute.

Maybe it was written by the kind girl with the same name

The warm comments below kept her a little conscience.

She knew that once she had experienced everything, it would be a terrible shadow, a nightmare that would never go away, and a pain that could not relieve herself even if she had reversed her fate with her own hands and avenged her own revenge.

In fact, she didn’t want other girls to suffer once because of her.

Meng Xia manipulated the ball of light to move to the girl’s side.

The girl had her legs bent and her arms wrapped around her knees, as if she was in a world of ice and snow, she curled herself into a ball and trembled slightly. Her brows were furrowed, her long but not too thick eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she was trapped in a nightmare.

Meng Xia suddenly remembered that at the beginning, when the fleshy soul first entered this consciousness space, neither of them dared to sleep.

It’s weird that someone who can write such disgusting, petty fiction also has nightmares?

The ball of light was close to the flesh, and a faint light enveloped her. In an instant, everything that Rou Rou dreamed of swept towards Meng Xia like an overturned river.

Rou Rou was very afraid of sleeping. She was afraid of dreaming about everything before her death. Looking at the scene in front of her, she knew that she was dreaming again, and became the Li Tunan before her death. She knew it was a dream but couldn’t wake up.

The world in the dream is chaotic, but the events are clearly as if they happened yesterday.

When she was young, she was standing on the podium, introducing herself. After class, she heard the physical education teacher say, “Tunan?

This house is patriarchal.

The language teacher explained that it was from Zhuangzi’s “Xiaoyaoyou” who carried the blue sky and Mo Zhitian, and then was the current general Tunan.

She went into the toilet and whimpered.

When she was young, she quarreled with her brother and pushed him away, and in a blink of an eye, it was bright red.

As an adult, she stood in the hospital corridor, watching her white-haired mother cover her face and cry.

Mother came into her ears with a crying voice, Tunan, your brother… and you need money.

She said, “Okay, I see.”

Mother said, “Can you do anything?”

She forced a smile, pretending to be relaxed, “It’s a big deal to sell it.”

Mother’s expression cracked, but she said nothing. Li Tunan felt that a huge hole had been gouged out in his heart by his mother’s cold eyes.

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“You’re not beautiful enough, you can only pay this price.” “Little sister, I can’t stand it, it’s not worth it.

money. “

Maliciously attacked from all directions, the cold wind

Stabbed fiercely into the hole, Li Tunan was wrapped in the cold.

She doesn’t know when she started writing that kind of article, and it seems that the rewarding people who seek stimulation are extra generous.

The silver beads for the reward fell from the sky, and it hurt her a little.

Every time she finished writing, her stomach would churn, she gritted her teeth and typed the last word, and stumbled to the toilet to vomit.

Would it be easier to die? She was a little tired, but she couldn’t stop.

She finally looked forward to death, but did not look forward to liberation.

Isn’t this your favorite episode? Mom?

No, she didn’t like it, not at all. Why torture her like this?

Ah, she caused everything.

Like his brother’s accident, like Meng Xia’s life. Li Tunan fell into an abyss. The water in the cold pool drowned her, and it penetrated through her nose and mouth. It was a biting chill. All around her was the suffocating water waves. She tried to reach out and touch the water. On the other side of the sparkling shore, nothing could be touched.

Something was pulling her feet, causing her to sink deeper. Li Tunan looked back and saw that it was the male protagonist she wrote, and at a certain moment, he turned into those who were different and hated.

When she wanted to give up, a white and tender hand reached into the water, held her hand, and pulled her.

The moment the water broke out, she heard the woman’s cold voice.

If possible, I would prefer to be loved and cared for as a girl, and not suffer from these.

Li Tunan suddenly opened her eyes. She seemed to have just experienced drowning and was finally able to breathe. She panted and looked at the whiteness around her, and instantly felt her heart calm down.

Li Tunan turned his head to look at Meng Xia who was beside him, his brows furrowed, a trace of displeasure in his eyes, “You spied on my dreams, right?”

Meng Xia said calmly and frankly, “Yes.”

She closed her eyes, turned her back to Li Tunan,

“You go.”

Walk?

His heart trembled violently with his eyelashes. Li Tunan sat up with her hands on the ground, and she stared at the aperture around Meng Xia’s body.

The light of the light ball was so weak that it was almost transparent.

Every time someone is selected, every time they forcibly change the trajectory of their destiny, every time they are sent out, this person will consume his own soul.

They chose a lot of people, only the child did not take the usual path, and the trajectory really changed from the showdown between that child and Ning Qingwan.

If she hadn’t met that child, Meng Xia’s soul power would have been exhausted and she would have entered a cycle of this world to encounter those disgusting and despicable episodes she wrote and experienced.

But this time…the aperture has become so thin that the world has completely changed…

“What will happen to you if you send me away?” Li Tunan unconsciously clenched his fingers, “Will… disappear.”

Her voice trembled faintly.

Meng Xia’s eyes were half drooping, and he replied calmly, “No, I can open the space again.”

When the words fell, her hands formed seals, and the light around her suddenly brightened.

The surrounding white statues were splashed with paint, becoming colorful and dazzling, the space was distorted, and a hole was opened in the most colorful colors, and the other end was deep black.

Li Tunan knew that if he walked in, he could usher in reincarnation. She walked towards the exit step by step.

In his mind, he kept thinking about everything that had happened since he entered this space.

She hated Meng Xia and hated her for revenge on herself. But I also felt distressed. In the process of struggling with Meng Xia again and again, something seemed to deteriorate unknowingly.

“Why are you so persistent in changing your life?”

“Because I don’t agree.”

Aren’t you afraid that everything will be futile? Afraid, but it’s better than doing nothing at all. Li Tunan stopped, she stared at the darkness on the opposite side, and in a trance, she remembered herself who fell into a deep pool in a dream.

Whose hand is that pulling him out of the abyss?

Li Tunan looked back slowly, her eyes were touching

When the last point of the aperture that enveloped Meng Xia shone slightly, his eyes flashed, and something flashed in his mind. On that day, she saw that Meng Xia gave all the good memories to that child…

One by one, I can open the space again

For the last time, is she alone in this lonely space in the future? Will she take the only nightmarish memories left, and be alone here forever and ever?

A sour feeling suddenly surged from her chest to the tip of her nose. Li Tunan turned around and walked back quickly. In the end, she used all her strength to plunge into the ball of light and hug Meng Xia.

“I’m not leaving.”

Meng Xia’s quiet eyes like stagnant water swayed slightly. She chose people to come in and try to change her life. Whenever there were disgusting plots, she was reluctant to let those children suffer, and she would always send those children away and go back to take on it herself. Whenever it was difficult, Rou Rou would accompany her.

She can send people away to bear alone, she can give all the good memories to others, and leave all the painful memories for herself. She is selfless to others, but only to Li Tunan, she selfishly wants to keep people by her side and does not want to let her go. She has always reserved the opportunity to open another space, but has never used it for Li Tunan. Maybe it’s revenge, maybe it’s getting used to Li Tunan’s existence.

But after seeing Li Tunan’s dream, she thought, forget it, Li Tunan is not wrong, stop torturing each other.

“

Meng Xia rolled her throat, “If you don’t go, you will never have another chance.”

She wanted to push away Li Tunan, who was hugging her, but she couldn’t do anything.

“I know.” Li Tunan’s choked voice exploded from his ear, “but I don’t want you to be alone. When I’m a masochist, or when I’m a Stockholm disease, I don’t want you to be left alone. one person.”

Meng Xia wanted to say something, but opened her mouth, as if her throat was caught, and she couldn’t make a sound. She saw a dazzling light emanating from Li Tunan, covering her own ball of light.

She saw that the cracked opening was closed again, and the colorful splendor all over her body faded little by little, and everything returned to its original appearance.

She heard Li Tunan’s voice, which was as warm as the light that enveloped her.

“You have given up your memory and Meng Xia’s identity to that child. I want to give you a new name.”

She asked, “What?”

When the light faded, she saw Li Tunan’s tear-stained face, saw the mist from her lenses disperse, and saw the teardrops hanging from her long eyelashes fall again.

Beginning.

The rain stopped and the sky cleared.

She was split half of her soul power by Li Tunan. With some strength, she pushed Li Tunan away and turned away. Li Tunan wiped away her tears and followed her. Does it sound good? Do you like it?

After a long silence, Li Tunan thought she could no longer speak, but listened to her asking, “When did I abuse you?

already?”

Li Tunan was stunned and scratched his face, “There’s nothing in this place, you don’t allow me to become a little flower.”

Chu Ji glanced at her, “I don’t allow you to change?”

Li Tunan’s eyes lit up, she waved her hand, and she transformed into a paradise in the realm of nothingness. The stream was gurgling, and the fragrance of flowers could be smelled in the spring breeze. The petals of the peach blossoms fluttered and fell into the lake, creating ripples. Li Tunan looked sideways at the woman.

The dark blue hair slid softly in the wind, and the ice in the woman’s eyes seemed to melt away.

“What else do you want to see?” Li Tunan asked softly

“no need.”

The cold voice paused,

“It will run out.”

Li Tunan smiled and said, “I don’t save half of my soul power with you, and you pay me back when I run out.”

“No more.”

“Ah? Well, I won’t pay it back if I don’t pay it back…” Li Tunan sat on the spot, stroked the water with his hands, and called tentatively, “Chu Ji”

After a long silence, she heard a very soft sound

“Um”

“I will always be with you.”

“…it is good.”

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