Birth Of A Beauty - 31 Treat her like he always did..

The words were like needles pierching through Li Seulbi’s heart. She bit her lips and didn’t utter a word.

Seeing there was no response, Li Cheng sighed. He knew that she was still in pain. But he can do nothing about it. So He stood up and was ready to leave. But Li Seulbi stopped him.

” Father..” Li Seulbi said in low voice but Li Cheng heard it clearly. He turned around ” Xiao Seulbi, Is there anything?” Li Seulbi didn’t say anything. But Li Cheng was patient this time..He waited for her reply quietly.

After a while, Li Seulbi broke the silence again ” You..are really guilty?” Li Cheng who was waiting for her reply, after hearing her question..He was quite taken aback. He immediately nodded ” Yes” .

Li Seulbi finally raised her head looking direct at Li Cheng’s eye. Li Cheng was slightly shocked. Her eyes were neither big nor small, It was medium sized almond shaped eyes. The most attracting part was that her eyes colour was dark black. He had never noticed this before . That Black coloured eyes of hers was like a deep black hole which could engulf him immediately.

He couldn’t take it for longer and averted his eyes . Li Seiulbi sighed ” Father, Do you know what i dreamed about last night?….I was dreaming that i was a child who was playing in the garden.I was feeling tired after playing..Then i saw you in the garden.. i called for you..You came and coldly asked “What?”. I don’t know why but my heart didn’t hurt much by your cold treatment as if i was used to it..I smiled and requested you to tour the garden in your back..But you immediately refused . Then, left me and piggybacked my siblingsin front of me. I felt so bad that I cried and shouted for you to not to abandon me and that i am also your daughter..After a while, i heard someone’s voice, i couldn’t recognize that voice but the person said ‘Don’t worry. I , Your Father ,will give you a piggyback ride. I will tour you in my back all the way to garden.’ When i heard ‘your father’, I recognized the person was you. I don’t know where you came from but you piggybacked me and toured the whole garden. We ate dinner together and you gave me my favourite chocolates as well..I was extremely happy..Perhaps this was all just a dream..But the emotions i felt in this dream felt so real..This was the dream i would dream to come true but i know..It won’t happen.”

Li Cheng didn’t say anything. Li Seulbi continued ” Though i call you father, i still feel the word ” father ” is way too distant for me. That accident made me lose my childhood memories..I don’t know that the memories were bad or good. But i feel that after the memories refills my head, i will be more depressed..You are right we can never change the past but we can change future.. But i feel the past will never let go of me..and it is hamperingboth mypresent and furure..”

Li Cheng finally spoke with sad expression” Xiao Seulbi, Come to the point..” Li Seulbi smiled slightly ” I am ready to forgive you ” These words were like magic. As soon as he heard this, he felt like the tons of loads at his shoulder were taken off. But before he can say anything , Li Seulbi interrupted ” But..I will never be able to see you as a father by heart..For some reason, whenever i look at you..the feeling that a daughter has for her father never was felt by me..These things i always spoke in my minds and heart but i couldn’t speak a single word in front of you..I was scared..That you will throw me out of this house..and make me away from my grandmother..But today from i don’t know where i got this confidence to tell this truth..The real feelings that i feel about you..I know you feel bad but i can’t fulfill your dream of making me your princess daughter..Just treat me as you always did..”