Bites & Addiction - Chapter 11:Burning Skins
“It’s okay.” I tried to assure him if he was really feeling guilty about his misdemeanour even though I felt myself burning with anger that I shouldn’t be.
“You shouldn’t burden yourself with guilt when there’s nothing between us as husband and wife.”
That made his expression hard and his eyes burning with anger, “It’s not okay. Nothing about me is ‘okay’.” He snapped as he took few strides toward me which made me step back until I felt the coldness of wall behind me. “I’m fighting with myself and it’s all because of you. You make me suffer!” He growled pinning me against the wall. “I wouldn’t have to brought that sluts in my bed if you weren’t a stubborn woman”
“As far as I remember, I didn’t do anything that c..can turn you into a m…monster.” I stuttered, feeling the heat of his bare skin. “Why you always act like I am the reason of your pain?”
Raising his hand, he gently stroked my cheek, while I flutter closed my eyes to feel the intense heat of his small touch on my skin.
He had told me that I was the one who made him suffer but he had no idea about the burning feeling in my skin when he touched me.
“You are.” Slowly, I opened my eyes as I heard his whisper. “You’re the reason of the unbearable pain that runs through my vein. You’re the reason of voices that don’t let me sleep at night. You’re the reason of my unquenchable thirst for you.” His Breathe was fast and heavy on my lips, “….but a thing that surprises me the most is….you are also the cure.”
Since he married me without my will and brought me in his mansion, I had been thinking about many reasons that made a playboy, notorious, spoilt billionaire to married a simple girl like me, and that too… so suddenly.
At some point, I had thought that he married me because he wanted to sleep with me and that was a sensed truth too, but I’d never thought there would be an unconceivable reason of his sudden interest in me—And that is….he wanted me to cure him.
“H..How?” the words escaped from my mouth was almost a whisper, willingly to know that how could I be able to cure him. “How can I be a cure for you?”
“You know the answer.” He murmured as he leaned forward and kissed the crook of my kneck making me feel a sudden spark from his touch. “You are the one who can quench my thirst.” His lips travelled to my jaw caressing the skin with soft kisses. “You are the one who can bring the person back I used to be.”
A gasp escaped from my mouth as his hand travelled under my soft satin nighty and pulling me against his chest, he gently captured my lips. And the shocking thing was….I immediately responded. The kiss was soft and gentle, though I could still feel the fire on my lips.
“I want you to touch me.” He demanded before kissing me again with hunger and desire.
Instead of shoving him away, I grabbed his neck and pulled him towards me to deepen the kiss. Immediately, he got the message as he pulled me up and that made me wrap my legs around his torso.
“Ahh!” Suddenly a moan escaped from my mouth while he groaned as I felt his hardness under his pants between my thighs.
“I want you to feel this.” He murmured against my lips before biting the bottom one. “And scream my name.”
And then he rubbed himself against me that instantly made me moan. “Roman!”
“Yes baby!” He said while sucking the crook of my neck. “Just like this!”
I had no idea what was I doing, but little did I realise that whatever he was doing to me were about to take me to cloud nine.
His grip around me tightened, and in blink of an eye we were on his bed.
His gray eyes were looking into mine as he said quietly, “I know you don’t want to do it now, but one day you will realise you want me too as much as I want you.”
And he was right. I wasn’t ready for this, not now. But my body wanted him…so desperately. I was in need and at that moment, I wanted him to fulfill it.
“Roman, Please!” I couldn’t believe it was my voice….so weak and desperate for something.
And then Something glimmered in his eyes before they got dark and deep and after that he crashed his lips on mine hungrily as if I was the only source of oxygen that had been left for survival. He devouring my mouth hungrily, his hand massaging one of my breast.
After a moment, his hand left my breast and moved down under my panties, but his lips didn’t leave mine for a second.
Digging my nails into his back, a soft scream escaped from my mouth as I felt his finger inside me which was after a moment replaced by another two.
“So you’re a screamer!” He said with a smirk. “What will happen when I replace my fingers with something hard and large that’s so eager to escape out from my pants right now?”
And with that he thrust his fingers deeply inside my pussy until they touched a spot that took me to an extreme pleasure. My gasps and moans probably were loud enough to wake up the rest of members.
He sat up and about to remove his pants as he said, “I might’ve never got the chance to hear your beautiful moans if I had compelled you.”
What? Compulsion?
Shit. How could I forgot about the compulsion that he did on our wedding night.
What if he had compelled me to have sex with him?
But he said ‘if he had compelled me’ that means he didn’t. But how can I trust on a same person who had done it before and tried to **** me once. Besides, I’d never let him touch me because I love noah, I can never feel the attraction that I’d felt for him awhile ago. He must’ve compelled me.
“Stop right there!” I snapped as I got up and straightened my nighty. While he looked up at me in confusion. “Despite from your lowest acts, I’d still hoped there might be another side of you that’s good enough, but guess what…I was wrong.”
He blinked his eyes in confusion as if he had no idea that he had been unmasked. “What are you talking about?”
“Shut up! Just shut up!” He said frustrated as he stood up. “I didn’t compel you.”
Liar!
“Oh please. I know you did, if you didn’t, I’d never jump off in your bed at first place.” His eyes widened and he seemed….hurt.
If his company ever faces the bankruptcy then trust me, he can join hollywood.
Shaking my head in disbelief, I turned over my heels but instantly a hand grabbed mine and pulled me with a jerk.
“Why are you doing this to me?” He said, his voice quite but painful.
“Seriously? I’m doing this to you? You are the one who’s doing this to yourself, Roman. Look at you—In a want of demolishing your demon, You’re losing your human self too.”
Something glimmer in his eyes as he looked at me with an intense expression and in next moment, he let go of my arm.
And with that I walked out of the room.