Bitter Love Of Youth - C61

This time, when she accidentally saw Li Zihai, Wang Ru actually threw herself at him and hugged him, completely disregarding the opinions of the surrounding people. Chen Xue and Li Mo Lan were both shocked by the scene before their eyes. Li Molan thought to herself, “So Ruo Ruo really does have someone in her heart. No wonder she acted so calm.”

“Why are you here? Why didn’t you inform me of your arrival? ”

He endured the pain of missing her as he took a deep breath and forced a smile, “Ruo Ruo, I came to your school to participate in the martial arts competition. As time is very tight, we have to go back as soon as the competition ends, and we have to train before the competition, so I didn’t disturb you.”

Wang Ruo was a little angry: “This is your fault, no matter how busy you are, don’t you have the time to meet me or eat a meal? Or have you long forgotten all about me? ”

Forget everything?

In fact, Li Zihai was filled with longing. He longed for Heaven to pity him and let him be a healthy person, so that he could hold Wang Ru’s hand and lead a happy life. But God had made a joke about him. This terrifying nightmare had shattered all of his beautiful fantasies. Everything he did seemed to be concealing himself, telling everyone that he was a healthy person. Other than that, he could not feel any other meaning.

At this time, Chen Xue and Li Mo Lan enthusiastically chatted with Li Zi Hai. After Wang Ruo introduced them and said that they were high school classmates, Chen Xueruo pouted and said, “How could it be possible? If it’s a classmate, how could they be that intimate? Ruo Ruo, just admit it. What is there to hide from such a good sister? ”

Wang Ruo didn’t have time to reply, so Li Mo Lan pursued her relentlessly and asked, “Ruo Ruo, quickly tell me, when did you guys fall for it? Why are you hiding this from us? When are you going to send us the caramel? No wonder you rejected all the boys who want to woo you. So it turns out that you really do have a handsome guy hidden in your heart. ”

Without waiting for Wang Ru to explain, Li Zi Hai said, “You really misunderstood, we are really just friends, I have a girlfriend.”

Hearing the words “I have a girlfriend”, Li Moran and Chen Xueruo’s restless hearts slowly calmed down. They wanted an answer from Wang Ru.

Wang Ruo let Chen Xue and Li Moran read first, she wanted to talk to Li Zihai alone.

After Chen Xue and Li Moran went in, Wang Ru asked about his recent progress and how his girlfriend was doing.

Speaking of girlfriends, Li Zihai could not help but laugh self-deprecatingly, “We are very good. Maybe one day I will call you and tell you that I am getting married.”

“Congratulations.” Wang Ru was half disappointed and half blessed.

Considering that his time was very tight and he had missed this opportunity, it was very likely that he would not have time to see her again. At this moment, a strong thought appeared in his heart: he wanted to take the initiative and hug Wang Ru, even for a second. Because no one knew if this was the only chance. He did not want to leave himself any regret for the rest of his life.

Although Wang Ru hugged him just now, he didn’t do anything.

If this was years ago, Wang Ru would definitely hug him even more tightly.

However, Li Zi Hai tried to say something a few times but hesitated. They talked about a lot of trivial things. Sometimes they would talk about the past, and sometimes they would talk about family members. Li Zi Hai’s heart was in turmoil.

In the end, he still didn’t say it out loud. Since he had endured for so many years, he might as well continue to endure. He had already finished writing his will, and had written the truth in Li Jun’s will. If one day he really did let go, he should let Wang Ru see this will. She knew that Wang Ruo was kind. If she found out the truth, she would hate her.

He would rather be hated than to disturb her. Moreover, she was a phoenix.

A wave of bitterness rose in his heart. Who should he tell about this pain?

Wang Ruo felt strange in her heart. She subconsciously felt that Li Zihai was vague, as if something was deliberately hiding from her. Could it be that after so many days, their relationship had really faded? However, she clearly felt that the feeling was still there, and still intense.

Li Zihai was unwilling to say more. If he were to say anything else, he really would not be able to hold back his tears.

He could lie to himself and numb himself, but he could not cry.

“If it’s like that, I still need to train. If there’s still time after the match, I’ll definitely talk to you.”

“Don’t you usually eat? I want to treat you to a meal. ”

Li Zi Hai had fantasized about cooking and delivering food to Wang Ru countless times, but how could he eat in peace at this time?

“For example, this competition is very physically taxing, so our daily meals are taken care of by professionals. We have closed management, and there can be no time. ”

“Then can you come back a few days later after the competition? Let’s have a chat.”

“If it’s like this, then this is even more impossible. After we finish here, we still have to go to other places to compete. Our schedule is completely filled.”

Actually, they would need to rest for a while after this competition. However, Li Zihai felt that the longer they spent together, the easier it would be to be discovered. Many of the characteristics of the cancer were already revealed on his body now, especially when his beard was becoming thinner. If he hadn’t shaved cleanly, Wang Ruo would have seen through it long ago. At that time, would Wang Ruo feel that she was a monster?

They parted like this.

He had spoken no more than 100 sentences. In total, he had spoken no more than 20 minutes.

Only when their eyes met did Li Zihai feel that they had once been in love. Though I never said I loved you. But that firmness and patience had long surpassed all confessions.

Looking at Li Zihai’s retreating back, Wang Ruo burst into tears. She missed every night of her high school life. She missed her previous ignorance and impulsiveness. She missed that little boy who had desperately tried to protect her.

At this time, everyone was paying attention to Wang Ru and Li Zihai. Many of the classmates who knew Wang Ru couldn’t help but follow behind her. “So, Wang Ru’s boyfriend is him. What is he doing?”

There were also some people who were very straightforward. There were both men and women, yet they actually wanted to take a picture with Li Zi Hai. Li Zihai refused and quickly disappeared into the crowd.

Wiping away her tears, Wang Ruo returned to the library. She could no longer remain calm in her heart. Although she had always advised Chen Xue and Li Moran, she really could not do anything. She could only suppress herself as much as possible, so as to not show her feelings so clearly.

Some things were just stories in the end. Wang Ru thought.

She puffed out her mouth and blew on it, then returned to her seat and began to review.

Li Mo Lan and Chen Xue Rou asked her. She only said that they used to have a very good relationship, just like a family, so they were very close. At most, it would be a soulmate. Wang Ruo told Chen Xue and Li Molin not to think too much into it and to read properly.