Bitter Love Of Youth - C71
Chen Xue and Tang Wan Yue said a few more words before Tang Wan Yue left. For this ceremony, Guo Wenbin had something to attend to, so he didn’t personally come. On the contrary, Chen Xueruo understood very well, and did not blame him in the slightest.
After Tang Wan Yue left, Chen Xue Rou took a deep breath. She was prepared to find Wang Ru and Li Mo Lan, and then the three of them would go to the dormitory to change.
But just as she was about to turn around, a familiar voice called out: “Xue Rou.” Zhao Yuqiang looked at Chen Xueruo, who was standing on the main platform, and could no longer bear his longing. He truly hated himself for putting up with such an outstanding woman.
It had been so sweet before, but now it was so impossible to face.
Chen Xueruo knew that it was Zhao Yuqiang. Chen Xue Rou didn’t pay attention to him. She pretended that she didn’t hear him and continued walking towards the sports field.
“Da Da Da …” With the sound of footsteps, Zhao Yuqiang stood in front of her.
She really didn’t know what to say to this man who had loved and hurt her.
After Zhao Yuqiang called out “Xue Rou”, he did not say anything else. He was just foolishly staring at Chen Xue Rou, who felt like there was a thorn on her back and felt very uncomfortable. He then asked: “You, what do you want?”
Zhao Yuqiang looked at Chen Xueruo as if she was looking at a painting. He was so engrossed that he suddenly held his tongue and wanted to say a lot of words. However, no words came out of his mouth.
Seeing Chen Xue Rou ask him, Zhao Yu Qiang said: “Xue Rou, I’m really happy for you.”
“Sorry, please call me Chen Xueruo. You can be happy for me. I thank you, but it’s only because of the happiness between the students. I don’t want you to be mixed with any feelings.”
In the past, she had never been like this. Although she was a bit cold, once those two large eyes looked at each other, it could melt a person’s heart. But now, she was like an ice-cold stone, and the words she spoke didn’t have any warmth.
Chen Xue Rou didn’t wait for Zhao Yu Qiang to explain and wanted to leave. Zhao Yuqiang became anxious and caught up to her once more to block her. Chen Xueruo was a little scared, but also a little angry. “What the hell do you want? Can you please respect me? ”
Zhao Yuqiang had a lot of things he wanted to say in a warm way, but when he was matched up against by Chen Xue Rou, he lost his cool and started to think hard to express his thoughts, forgetting all about it. He spoke in a stiff tone, “Xue Rou, no matter what, we were once lovers, and I was the first man you ever had. Could it be that your feelings for me are all fake? ”
Chen Xue Rou didn’t want to argue with him. She knew that the more she argued, the more she couldn’t explain it clearly. At this time, she calmed down a little and said lightly: “We already said that last time, we won’t disturb each other in the future. Why did you go back on your word? “Since you know that we were once lovers, why can’t you respect me?”
“But I’m still living in the past, I can’t get out of the past, I have no future without you, you know? “Do you know the pain I suffer?”
Chen Xue Rou was a bit sad, but also a bit impatient. After all, there were still a lot of people on the field, so it was not a good thing to be seen by them. She wanted to leave again. At this time, Zhao Yuqiang did not give chase. Instead, he said, “If you dare to leave, do you believe that I will shout loudly from the platform right now? I am Chen Xueruo’s first man.
Chen Xueruo turned around: “Are you crazy? What’s the point of this? What do you want to do before you give up? ”
Zhao Yuqiang was very resolute, “Let me tell you the truth. I must be together with you again, or else I will die together with you.”
Chen Xueruo understood Zhao Yuqiang. For a boy like him, he would need to use a gentle attack. She tried to calm herself down, then forced a smile. With a slightly gentle tone, he said, “Yu Qiang, let me ask you, have you really loved me?”
Zhao Yu was overjoyed to see Chen Xueruo’s change in attitude. He nodded with all his might as he said, “I’ve always loved you.”
“Then tell me, why did you break up with me?”
How should Zhao Yuqiang answer this question? He had always wanted to obtain Chen Xueruo’s body, but he had never been able to get it. However, after the internship, this girl was very open-minded, and after a few days of dating, they had gotten into intimate contact. This girl had once enchanted Zhao Yuqiang to the core, until he got tired of her and found out that he didn’t like her.
Seeing that Zhao Yuqiang was a little confused, Wang Ru said, “Yuqiang, just tell me what you were thinking at the time. I don’t blame you.”
“Because I can’t get your body, my girl is enchanted, that’s why she did such a foolish thing.” Afraid that Chen Xueruo would be sad, he hurriedly explained, “Xueruo, I’ve always loved you. I’ve only been lost, but you’ve always been in my heart.”
However, at this time, Chen Xue Rou’s eyes were already blurry with tears. She didn’t expect that what Zhao Yu Qiang said was exactly the same as what Wang Ru had imagined. Zhao Yu Qiang wasn’t trying to find love, but to find someone to vent his feelings on.
Seeing that Chen Xue Rou was crying, Zhao Yu forced himself to apologize: “I’m sorry, I’m sorry …”
In order to not attract anyone’s attention, Chen Xueruo intentionally retreated to a corner of the platform. Their line of sight was blocked, so very few people could see them.
Zhao Yuqiang took out a tissue and handed it over to Chen Xueruo. In order to not anger Zhao Yuqiang, she took the tissue and slowly wiped her tears.
A terrible silence.
Five minutes later, Chen Xue Rou stopped crying. This time, she was able to see Zhao Yuqiang even more clearly. It seemed like their break up was right.
However, things still had to be resolved. Chen Xueruo tried her best to put herself in the same situation as when she was in a relationship, “Yuqiang, the clothes you’re wearing now, I bought them for you.”
“Yeah, I opened the wardrobe. You bought me so many clothes. In all my memories, you were always the main character.”
At this time, Zhao Yuqiang felt somewhat ashamed. He didn’t buy any clothes for Chen Xueruo, instead, he spent a lot of money on her.
It was saved by Chen Xueruo through the gaps of her teeth. This sort of love, how much had he fallen in love with her before?
But now, how sad she was.
In order to let Zhao Yuqiang calm down, as well as to allow the transition period between their relationship to be smoother after the breakup, Chen Xueruo followed what Nian Bing had told her earlier, and changed her train of thought, “Yuqiang, in fact, I don’t blame you. You want to get what you can’t get from other girls, I understand as well. However, this is an extraordinary period. If you still love me, you should pull yourself together and prepare your essay defense. Next, you should properly find a job and not disappoint me or your family, okay? ”
Zhao Yuqiang was especially excited. “So you’re saying you’re forgiving me?”
“No, I just started to forgive you. But whether or not I can forgive you in the end still depends on your performance. If you disappoint me again, don’t talk about me. Will you forgive yourself?”
Chen Xueruo did not say that she had already forgiven him, nor did she say that she would not forgive him. Instead, she said that she would give him a chance.
After so many days, the dark clouds had been enveloping him, and now, the sun had finally risen. Although he did not know that Chen Xueruo had completely given up, and that doing so now was just a temporary measure, he was serious.