Blazing Armour - Chapter 127

Ren Xuan rigidly turned his neck and looked away. He didn’t want to see the face he once loved deeply, and the loss, shock and grievance on this face at this moment, as if he was the one who did the wrong thing – he did the wrong thing that made Gong Yingxian sad.

Ren Yu lowered his head and pushed Gong Yingxian away to leave. Gong Yingxian grabbed Ren Yu’s wrist and said, “don’t go.”

Ren Yi raised his head and said angrily, “get out of the way.”

Gong Yingxian pursed her lips. “When are you going to be angry?”

Ren Xuan wanted to draw back his hand, but Gong Yingxian held his wrist tightly. He couldn’t believe it and stared at Gong Yingxian: “do you think I’m losing my temper with you? Do you think I should make up with you after I get angry at the time you set?” He yelled, “do you fucking think this is a house!”

Gong Yingxian’s lips trembled and said, “well… What do you want?”

Ren Xuan stared at Gong Yingxian, his eyes gradually turned red, and a stream of pain rushed into his nose, forcing him to almost cry: “I don’t know, but I… I don’t want to… See you.”

He never thought that one day he would say this to Gong Yingxian. He likes this person so much that he can compromise everything and is willing to cooperate with each other’s rhythm, as long as two people can be together. He was worried about gain and loss. He was afraid that Gong Yingxian would say this to him. Who knew that fate was so ridiculous. It was he who said this, and he was serious.

He doesn’t know what to do. He can’t do anything about Gong Yingxian. He is angry and sad. He can’t change the fact that he likes this person. He also knows that Gong Yingxian doesn’t mean to do evil, but just makes a mistake. But he can’t forgive anyone for hurting his father. Now he just wants to stay away – the farther the better, so that he won’t struggle in the dilemma of love and hate.

But this sentence almost pushed Gong Yingxian off the cliff. When he decided to do so, he didn’t think Ren would be angry, but he thought Ren would eventually understand him. After the near explosion of the barbecue shop and the sacrifice of sun in Wenhui shopping mall, his concern about Ren Yu’s safety has reached the extreme. He just wants to use all means to catch the gangster as soon as possible.

He didn’t expect Ren Yu to be so angry and even say… Say he didn’t want to see him like this.

His usual calm almost disappeared. He was flustered, sad and angry. All kinds of emotions were depressed in his chest, which made his brain swell and his breath flocculent. He stared at Ren Yu’s eyes and said, “you can’t say this. You can be angry. You can scold me and hit me, but you can’t say this.”

Ren Yi desperately tried to get his hand back, but Gong Yingxian didn’t let go. His wrist hurt. He shouted, “let go!”

“What do you want me to do?” Gong Yingxian also roared, “if you say it, I will compensate you.”

“I want you to let go.” Gong Yingxian said fiercely, “I want to be clean in front of my eyes.”

Gong Yingxian, mingled with grief and anger, recklessly pushed Ren Yu to the wall, and his body blocked his lips and all the words he didn’t want to hear from this mouth.

Ren Yu’s round eyes were full of surprise.

Gong Yingxian rudely plundered the soft lip flap, which was familiar to him and missed him. No one could take it away from him!

Ren Xuan regained his consciousness. He only felt that Gong Yingxian’s brute force hurt his teeth. He pushed Gong Yingxian away with all his strength and roared, “you’ve had enough of you! What do you want? Ah? What do you want!”

“I think we are the same as before!” Gong Yingxian also roared back.

“As before?” Ren Yu sneered, “what was it like before? I can solve your physiological needs at any time?”

“You know that’s not what I’m talking about!”

“What’s that?” Ren Xuan stared at Gong Yingxian with blood red eyes. “What do you think of me? I used to think you regarded me as a friend. That’s how you treat friends? Of course you hope that, as before, I can help you investigate cases and let you c. where can you find such a convenient and useful ‘friend’?”

Gong Yingxian said anxiously, “what are you talking about? I never thought about that! I know I shouldn’t do that. I just want to catch the murderer as soon as possible and let you get out of danger early. Can’t you forgive me?”

Through his blurred vision, Ren Zhuo looked at Gong Yingxian in a daze. He gently said, “No.” These two simple words hurt his heart.

Gong Yingxian’s tears swirled around his eyes. His clenched fists and tight lips were restraining himself from bursting into more intense emotions. He has never been so depressed.

Ren Yi can’t see Gong Yingxian’s expression. He wants to leave the ward again, but Gong Yingxian blocks his way again.

Ren Yu was very angry: “get out!”

Gong Yingxian was shocked. Looking at the anger in Ren Yu’s eyes, he suddenly lost his strength. A person can break up with one word and one look, and there is only Ren Yu.

Ren Yi pushed Gong Yingxian away and escaped from the ward. When he ran to the front desk, the head nurse stopped him: “Captain Ren, the materials haven’t been…”

“No.” Without stopping, Ren Yi quickly left the hospital and ran to the parking lot.

He should leave the place with Gong Yingxian as soon as possible and let the breath, look, touch and sound of Gong Yingxian disappear from his senses as soon as possible. Otherwise, he is afraid that he will be soft hearted.

Gong Yingxian stood by the window, looking at the back of Ren Yu who left in a hurry, trembling all over. He flew up and kicked the aluminum alloy door with a loud bang.

No, absolutely not. Ren Yi can’t leave his world. This person who broke in without authorization and completely changed his life must be tied around him all his life!

—–

On his way back to the squadron, Ren Yu nearly had an accident because of his great emotional fluctuation. In the harsh sound of the sudden brake, he finally woke up for a few minutes, parked his car on the roadside, calmed down his mood, and then drove back to the squadron steadily and slowly.

As soon as he got off the bus, Ren Yu ran into Qu Yangbo. Qu Yangbo said, “where have you been?”

“Go to the hospital.” Ren Yu said in a muffled voice.

“Dressing change?”

“No, it’s to my father’s hospital.”

“Ah, did you send your uncle back today? Why don’t you tell us.”

“No.” Ren Yi dodged Qu Yangbo’s eyes, “I’ll get his things back and send him to another nursing home on the seventh day of the seventh day.”

Qu Yangbo frowned: “what do you mean, to change places? Why?”

“There are some problems between Gong Yingxian and me. I don’t want to say specifically. In short… That’s it. Don’t ask.” Ren Yu finished quickly and turned to the dormitory.

Qu Yangbo was stunned and followed up: “you… OK, I won’t ask. Did you tell your uncle about it?”

“Yes.”

“Have you… Considered it?”

“Nothing to consider.”

Qu Yangbo didn’t continue to ask. Although he was short-sighted, it didn’t prevent him from observing his words and colors. He had long seen that Ren Yu had been not very right these days. He began to think it was still because of sun’s definition, but the implicit anger definitely had another reason. Now that the “cause” has been found, if he can find out the root, Ren Yu must be anxious with him.

Ren Yu returned to the dormitory and washed his face with cold water. Then he looked up at himself in the mirror and was stunned.

It seems that he hasn’t looked in the mirror for a long time. Is that his decadent, pale face with short stubble in the mirror? No wonder everyone was a little cautious about him. No wonder his father could see that he was not very good. It turned out that everyone was cooperating with him as if nothing had happened.

People around him knew what he was going through, accommodated him, comforted him and maintained him. Only Gong Yingxian stabbed him in the heart without hesitation.

Only Gong Yingxian.

Ren Yu raised his hand and wiped it on the mirror with his wet hand. He doesn’t want to see such a face again. He can’t just be depressed, especially for Gong Yingxian. He wants to cheer up for his father, his grandson and his brothers.

—-

Early in the morning of the seventh day, Qu Yangbo accompanied Ren Yu and sent Ren Xiangrong to a new nursing home, which is closer to the squadron. It is more convenient to visit in the future.

After completing the formalities and settling in his father, the two drove back. On the way, Ren Yu’s mobile phone screen flashed continuously. Qu Yangbo glanced secretly. It was a wechat message sent by Gong Yingxian.

He looked at Ren, and Ren also looked at him. Although they didn’t speak, Ren had guessed who sent it, but he pretended not to know: “has your mother made plans to introduce you to your girlfriend recently?”

“Not really.”

“No, isn’t this your family’s necessary program for the new year?”

“I told them I was chasing a girl and it was over.”

Ren Yi turned to look at him: “who?”

“Hey, made it up.”

“Well, if you get married, I’ll be under more pressure. Now that we’re both single, we can’t tell who’s bad.”

Qu Yangbo glanced at Ren Yu obliquely, with a sarcastic tone: “‘single ‘?”

“Why?”

Qu Yangbo snorted and smiled, “nothing.”

Ren Yu was silent for a moment: “I’ve never been with him. I’m a p friend at most.”

“Have you such sincere P friends? Don’t tease.”

Ren Yu’s heart ached again. He said bitterly: “… There are many things you don’t know.”

“Then tell me.”

“I don’t want to say.”

“Tut Tut, I really… Don’t know what to say about you. You look smart one by one. In fact, one is more stupid than the other.”

Ren Yi wanted to refute, but after thinking about it, he couldn’t refute.

At least he is really stupid and regards Gong Yingxian as a simple person. Who knows when Gong Yingxian decided to use him?

“Look at the information. I glanced at it and mentioned footprints, evidence and so on. It seems to be business.”

Ren Yu hesitated for a moment and turned on his mobile phone while waiting for the traffic light. Sure enough, Gong Yingxian sent a long string of messages without any personal emotions. In the business tone when they were completely unfamiliar but forced to handle the case together, he explained to him the investigation results of the evidence they found in Wenhui mall.

The shoe print belongs to the new trendy shoes released by Nike last fall. It is expensive. It is positioned as a younger shoe with a shoe size of 43. It is predicted that the height is between 175-185 and the weight is between 65-75kg. Male, it does not belong to any policeman who has contacted the scene. No fingerprints have been collected, but the image of the suspect has been found through the search of the streets and shops around Wenhui mall.

Ren Yi clenched his cell phone.

Well, from now on, this may be the only reason for his communication with Gong Yingxian.