Blazing Armour - Chapter 134

Ren Yu scratched his hair and looked embarrassed. Looking at Gong Yingxian, he seemed really sad. If he wanted to give him the recording and let him go back quickly, he couldn’t say it.

“Well, go in and talk.” Ren Yi pointed to the reception room on one side.

When they entered the house and closed the door, Ren Yi sighed: “what is this?”

Gong Yingxian took out a gift box from the paper bag and opened it. There was a broken… Skeleton inside.

“……”

“It’s the first maned lion lizard I raised. It’s called lily of the valley.” Gong Yingxian said in a low voice, “it died some time ago. I made it into a specimen and wanted to give it to you.” This specimen was originally of special significance, but now its shape is broken and can’t be seen at all.

Ren Yu had long thought that the things given by Gong Yingxian must be different, but he never thought it would be an animal specimen. But the skeleton is white and clean. Although the spine is broken into several sections now, you can still imagine its appearance when it is intact. It must have used your heart. He said, “can you stick it?”

“Yes, but there will be traces.” When Gong Yingxian thought of Yan Jue, he immediately looked angry, “I shouldn’t let him go!”

Ren Yu frowned and said, “it’s really wrong for Yan Jue to kick it, but first of all, you’re wrong.”

Gong Yingxian stared at Ren Yu: “do you still speak for him?!”

“It’s not to help anyone. You’re the first to make rude remarks. Even if you don’t like Yan Jue, he’s the squadron leader of the secret service fire brigade after all. You should respect each other. You’re not like a policeman or an adult when you target him again and again.”

“Isn’t he aiming at me? He’s always provoking me. He doesn’t look at you right, he doesn’t talk to you right, and he doesn’t appear around you.”

“What’s wrong with you.” Ren Yi rebuked lightly.

“Yes, what I said is unreasonable.” Gong Yingxian gritted his teeth and said, “as your vice captain said, I have a problem with my character and am difficult to get along with. I am not good to anyone and no one can stand me, can I?”

“Gog is just a quarrel and persuasion.” When Ren Ying said this, he was really lack of confidence. He was willing to accept all the unusual things of this person because he liked Gong Yingxian. However, others thought that he was crazy countless times when he first met Gong Yingxian. Maybe others really thought like Gog.

“It’s also true.” Gong Yingxian’s lips trembled slightly, “people around you think so. Do you think so, too?”

“I don’t think so.” Ren Yu said without hesitation, “but that doesn’t mean I agree with everything you do, such as my father’s things, such as today’s things.” He took a deep breath. “I have to apologize to Yan Jue later.”

“Why should you apologize to him!” Gong Yingxian angrily said, “does he like you?”

“No.” Before deciding how to answer, Ren Yu has denied it. He didn’t know what it was like to lie instinctively.

Gong Yingxian obviously didn’t believe it: “can’t you really see it?”

“If I say no, you’re overreacting.” Ren Xuan firmly denied it, knowing that admitting it would lead to more trouble – for all three. He added, “besides, what does this have to do with you?” He took out the recording and threw it to Gong Yingxian. “You should go back.”

Gong Yingxian snapped, “what does it mean has nothing to do with me!”

“It has nothing to do with you.” Ren Yu repressed his grief and anger. “What’s our relationship? Ah? We’re just P friends. We have no commitment and no feelings. We can shoot and break up at any time and find others at any time.”

“You dare!” Gong Yingxian was so angry that his scalp burst when he heard Ren Yu’s words.

“You dare to use me and my father. What else can I dare not?!”

Gong Yingxian’s big hand against Ren Yu’s chest, pushed back and directly pressed the man against the wall. His tall nose almost hit Ren Yu’s nose. He stared at his red eyes and gnashed his teeth and said, “I don’t allow you to break up with me. I don’t allow you to find others!”

Ren Yi tried to push Gong Yingxian away, but Gong Yingxian bound his hands. They stared at each other angrily, hoping to find something from each other’s eyes, but they didn’t know what it was.

“Let go.” Ren Yu whispered.

“No.” Gong Yingxian said in a hoarse voice, “Why are you so kind to Yan Jue and so kind to me… He broke all the gifts I gave you, and you have to apologize to him.”

“If you know how to apologize for doing something wrong, I don’t have to apologize for you.”

“Why don’t I understand?” Gong Yingxian said anxiously, “I haven’t bowed my head to anyone in my life, but you’re still angry how I apologize to you.”

“That’s because you don’t feel wrong at all.” Ren Yu angrily said, “whether it’s my father or Yan Jue, you don’t think you’re wrong.”

Gong Yingxian bit his lips: “I know I’m wrong about the old captain. My fault is that I shouldn’t deeply hypnotize him without your consent, but I’m not wrong about his suspicion and investigation. I can’t admit my mistake for what I don’t think I’m wrong.”

Ren Yu was too angry to speak. He knew Gong Yingxian’s words, there was no problem with Yu Gong’s point of view, but in private, the whole thing was a use and betrayal of himself.

Gong Yingxian stared at Ren Yu: “Yan Jue is the same. He clearly has ideas about you. I don’t know whether you can’t see it or pretend not to know.”

Ren Yu said wearily, “let go of me. I don’t want to go on.”

Gong Yingxian said with red eyes, “he kicked my lily of the valley, you still talk for him, you ignore me, you… Do you hate me too? Do I really hate everyone?”

Ren Yu found that he was really soft rather than hard. Once Gong Yingxian behaved pitifully, he would be soft hearted. He sighed heavily: “I don’t hate you. You’re just different from most people, and most people around you can understand you. That’s not the problem between us.”

“How can I solve the problem between us?”

“You…” Ren Yu felt that the communication between himself and Gong Yingxian was not in the same dimension. He thought for a moment and said, “let me go first.”

Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yu’s lips and his Adam’s apple rolled, but he finally reluctantly let go.

Ren Yu looked at the little lizard that was scattered. He was a little pitiful. “I have glue upstairs. Stick it up first.”

Gong Yingxian’s eyes lit up. It has been a month. The earth has survived the spring cold of the first month and ushered in the melting of ice and snow. Ren Yu finally began to respond positively to him instead of avoiding it all the time.

The two returned to Ren Yu’s dormitory. Ren Yu found 502 glue and found several toothpicks to put it back as it was. The specimen was broken badly and couldn’t be put back at all.

While they were fighting, Ren said, “let’s talk about Yan Jue first.”

“Yes.” Gong Yingxian said reluctantly.

“You should ensure that if you see him again in the future, you should respect each other. He is not a suspect you can shout around. He is a fire squadron captain who deserves respect, just like me.” Ren Yu whispered, “you don’t disdain to get involved in the interpersonal circle as much as you think. You still care what others think of you, don’t you? In that case, you have to change yourself.”

Gong Yingxian wants to stop talking. What he cares about is what Ren Yu and the people around Ren yu think of him. As for others, we should care about him. We should care about him in the past 20 years. But he didn’t deny it. He said dully, “I see.”

“Besides my father.” Ren’s hand slowed down obviously. “The biggest problem between us is that your empathy is too low. Since you can’t feel it, I’ll tell you. Yesterday, I talked to my father on the phone. Do you know what he told me?”

Gong Yingxian was silent.

“He said that recently he always dreamed and thought of his comrades in arms. He thought he might be going to reunite with them.”

Gong Yingxian froze.

“I told you that 19 years ago was the year he avoided going back. This is the role of people’s self-protection mechanism. But now he frequently touches the memories of that year. He is very confused, sad and sad. He even suspects that he may be dying. It’s all your fault, you understand.” Ren Yu said, his voice trembling again.

Gong Yingxian said sadly, “I’m sorry.”

“He is my father and the most important person in the world, so I can’t let go of what you did. It doesn’t matter how many friends we had in the past.”

Gong Yingxian pursed her lips and said nothing.

Ren Yu looked at Gong Yingxian and said calmly, “now I ask you a question. You should answer me honestly. Don’t lie.”

“You ask.”

“Did you really know that we were a father son relationship when you were in the hospital, or did you already know that you deliberately approached me?”

“I learned it in the hospital.” Gong Yingxian said firmly.

Ren Yu looked at Gong Yingxian without dodging, Nodded: “well, I believe you. I don’t object to your investigation. Like you, I hope to find the truth in those years, not only for your revenge, for justice, but also for my father’s innocence, but I firmly oppose your method. Since you want to know what happened at that time, you might as well ask my father directly in person.”

Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yu in surprise.

“I’ve been thinking for a long time. If I don’t tell my father that he dreams frequently or ‘goes back’ to that year, it’s because of hypnosis. He will keep thinking and it’s not good for his health. I might as well tell him that it can evoke more memories of his time. You can also ask questions face to face.” Ren paused, “and then apologized to him.”

“OK.” Gong Yingxian replied solemnly.